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So...... If you're reading this you're either Ms. Maciosek, or someone that has gotton hold of my Bio journal and for some reason copied this link. Right now I am in a deep depression, my two best friends are away and I might not see either of them for quite a bit. My family doesn't really like me and my grades are worse than my self-esteem. The only reason I'm still running at this point is because of the positive reactions I get from my self deprication at school. People seem to like me, but they don't seem to really know me. I've been without actual love for about 2 1/2 years now. I really just am not content with the world around me. Really, if you know who I am, just say something nice to me, I really need it right now, because pretty soon very terrible things could start happening. I'm being really serious, I've gotton suicidal before, I've had thoughts that no onrmal himan should have. I'm really in a state of unclarity and confusion. Cya later :/