[2/13/15, 11:12:32 PM] deleting probably: I guess I'll set up the situation then
[2/13/15, 11:23:59 PM] deleting probably: There's this guy, a best friend of mine, who recently got out of a relationship. That's not really relevant until later though. Originally while he was with his girlfriend, I had a thing for someone who we both knew and he tried to help me with that person. But the day he broke up with his girlfriend he acted a little different around me, and I pick up on that stuff easily. I kept it to myself. Like a day or two after he gave me news that this mutual friend of ours had a thing for me too. I was happy. I then realized wait, what about him? I confront my friend about his behavior and if he had feelings for me. He admits yes but he doesn't want a relationship soon and I should go for the other person. I try to decide for a full two days who I'm going to go for, and literally I end up consulting my friend even though he was one of the people, you know, I had to choose from. I end up saying something like he's worth waiting for and I pick him. Yeah, so we get close and everything messages and calls are endless. We get a lot closer, start finding out things about each other we didn't know before. He's pretty busy though, does a lot of stuff after school and yeah is busy. But I'd still get a response from him eventually.

Recently that's changed and I've been getting a distant vibe, he's barely responded to me at all this week or last, didn't want to get on call when I asked him and he was very clearly available, but he's liking all my instagram photos and stuff today, one in which literally was a vague story about him and how I felt about the situation, but can't manage to return a message on here. I don't understand. He can't be that dense. In class he acts normal, kind of, but... Yeah.

[2/13/15, 11:28:51 PM] Marvs「マービン」: I kinda get where he's coming from. I mean even now, 2 whole years I broke up with my ex and I still couldn't stop thinking about her from time to time. Of course I'm more chill now than the time we broke up. But if it was a serious relationship. It hurts really bad that it can affect you. Especially if you think about how much time you spent together and sacrifices that you made for each other.
[2/13/15, 11:30:15 PM] deleting probably: I understand that, I just wish he'd tell me if something was going on. But Wednesday when I did get a response from him we held a bit of a conversation and he seemed normal.
[2/13/15, 11:31:00 PM] Marvs「マービン」: He's putting himself together it seems
[2/13/15, 11:31:19 PM] Marvs「マービン」: At least that's what I'm guessing
[2/13/15, 11:31:30 PM] deleting probably: But like I said, other than that I'd hardly get a response. On here specifically. I know Skype is shaky too but I also don't want to be that person who blows up social media just to say 'hi' or at least pretend like I am
[2/13/15, 11:32:00 PM] deleting probably: I'm clingy enough I don't want to go overboard
[2/13/15, 11:37:00 PM] Marvs「マービン」: So you had 3 guys to choose from and you're going for the one who recently broke up with his girlfriend who then laters confessed to you when you confronted him after his change of behavior? Just to make sure I get everything right from that wall of text.
[2/13/15, 11:38:31 PM] deleting probably: 2. And pretty much.

Let me clarify that this crush on me wasn't sudden from him apparently he had it since the beginning of the school year but then he got a girlfriend when I apparently didn't seem interested
[2/13/15, 11:45:42 PM] deleting probably: He really shouldn't be that dense though.. this was the vague story from earlier
[2/13/15, 11:46:03 PM] deleting probably: http://instagram.com/p/zD_X5vo48U/ *
[2/13/15, 11:46:37 PM] deleting probably: He told me that it was draining coming from a long one but he was serious about thinking of when it'd be appropriate to ask me out
[2/13/15, 11:46:47 PM] deleting probably: It's been a few weeks now
[2/13/15, 11:47:36 PM] deleting probably: I'm just like. He acknowledges my presence indirectly but when it comes to responding to me he can't manage to do it
[2/13/15, 11:48:00 PM] deleting probably: I want to believe it's just not getting notified or him being busy or Skype being just generally stupid but I have doubts I really do
[2/13/15, 11:54:59 PM] Marvs「マービン」: So is he getting over his last relationship?
[2/13/15, 11:55:41 PM] deleting probably: When he was responsive he was.
[2/13/15, 11:56:06 PM] deleting probably: I don't know about now
[2/13/15, 11:57:26 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Who broke up with who? And why?
[2/13/15, 11:57:46 PM] deleting probably: Uh
[2/13/15, 11:57:56 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Did he want to get away or his girlfriend?
[2/13/15, 11:58:04 PM] deleting probably: I'm not sure if it was mutual but all I know is
[2/13/15, 11:58:09 PM] deleting probably: Obviously they broke up
[2/13/15, 11:58:38 PM] deleting probably: His girlfriend said she never had time to see him anymore and things 'just weren't the same anymore'
[2/13/15, 11:58:55 PM] deleting probably: And that's all I know that he told me
[2/13/15, 11:59:42 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Funny how it was the same for me
[2/14/15, 12:00:39 AM] deleting probably: Oh uh that first part might be misleading. Because /he/ was so busy (he wasn't even busy at that time imo) they never had time to see each other or something
[2/14/15, 12:01:02 AM] deleting probably: I think it's funny how when he was responsive though he said he'd find a way to make time for me
[2/14/15, 12:01:42 AM] deleting probably: Ahahaha ha I hate rethinking the past. The way this is heading is all too similar to something that happened with a different person
[2/14/15, 12:02:58 AM] Marvs「マービン」: It's ok, I already settled my end. =P But anyways, what does he do after school?
[2/14/15, 12:03:27 AM] deleting probably: Lol this is immediately going to tell you who it is but whatever I don't even fucking care anymore
[2/14/15, 12:03:55 AM] deleting probably: He's in band, so he does band rehearsals and plays at games, and he took up track
[2/14/15, 12:07:21 AM] Marvs「マービン」: I see how occupied he can be.
[2/14/15, 12:07:45 AM] deleting probably: But he always managed to give me a response in the past eventually.
[2/14/15, 12:16:44 AM] Marvs「マービン」: How long since the break up?
[2/14/15, 12:16:45 AM] deleting probably: This hurts just on a general friendship means too, the part that we are pretty much (or were..) romantically invested makes this worse
[2/14/15, 12:16:49 AM] deleting probably: Like
[2/14/15, 12:16:57 AM] deleting probably: 3 or 4 weeks give or take
[2/14/15, 12:17:31 AM] Marvs「マービン」: And how long has he been distant?
[2/14/15, 12:18:12 AM] deleting probably: Just recently
[2/14/15, 12:18:17 AM] deleting probably: Like really recently
[2/14/15, 12:18:19 AM] Marvs「マービン」: hmm...
[2/14/15, 12:18:44 AM] deleting probably: If I were to make an approximation it'd be after last saturday
[2/14/15, 12:19:06 AM] deleting probably: Well, technically Saturday too.
[2/14/15, 12:19:47 AM] deleting probably: It was odd. I held a long conversation with him but he refused a call. After that is when the more unresponsiveness happened
[2/14/15, 12:19:56 AM] Marvs「マービン」: I know
[2/14/15, 12:20:07 AM] Marvs「マービン」: Do you know his ex?
[2/14/15, 12:20:37 AM] deleting probably: I meant on that day in specific. And no. She's in band I believe and I think she's a freshman but other then that
[2/14/15, 12:20:45 AM] deleting probably: I've seen her like. Once
[2/14/15, 12:22:04 AM] Marvs「マービン」: Do you know if she moved on or not?
[2/14/15, 12:22:22 AM] deleting probably: I literally do not know anymore than that ^
[2/14/15, 12:25:12 AM] Marvs「マービン」: Well either she is or not maybe that is affecting him right now? Since it's uncertain that he has moved on or not himself.
[2/14/15, 12:27:10 AM] deleting probably: Um. There really isn't any way for me to figure this out on my own aside from asking. Rosie, maybe. But I hardly know her too and she might not even know the details on that.
[2/14/15, 12:27:48 AM] Marvs「マービン」: Well I guess for now we're all on a stump untill he has the resolve to open up to any of us.
[2/14/15, 12:28:14 AM] deleting probably: Since I'm being open about things
[2/14/15, 12:28:25 AM] deleting probably: Let me tell you why this bugs me so much
[2/14/15, 12:29:32 AM] deleting probably: This was. Pretty much a similar thing Jose did with me last year. Except he actually fucking responded even if he was being dodgey as hell.

Which is why in the past I held some bitter feelings toward him. Now you know.
[2/14/15, 12:31:45 AM] deleting probably: This is what I call the 'almost dating izabel relationship trope'
[2/14/15, 12:32:26 AM] deleting probably: >Guy likes me first. >I develop feelings for the guy. >We get close. >All the sudden !!!  !!!  !!!!! !   ! Unexplained distance.
[2/14/15, 12:34:09 AM] Marvs「マービン」: What a troll
[2/14/15, 12:34:37 AM] deleting probably: Jose was really fucked up in.. whatever you'd like to call what we had though
[2/14/15, 12:35:25 AM] deleting probably: He led me in circles told me he lost feelings led me on again to say the same thing and tried to come back multiple times at his convenience

[2/14/15, 7:54:34 PM] resolve: i deleted him off Skype and snapchat without a word lol so
[2/14/15, 7:54:43 PM] resolve: which is why i said i cope with things badly
[2/14/15, 7:54:59 PM] Marvs「マービン」: How is that going to solve anything?...
[2/14/15, 7:55:11 PM] resolve: On 2/14/15, at 7:54 PM, resolve wrote:
> which is why i said i cope with things badly
[2/14/15, 7:55:33 PM] resolve: it literally doesn't but I'm a terrible person
[2/14/15, 7:57:10 PM] Marvs「マービン」: I guess it's a sign for him that you're upset
[2/14/15, 7:57:31 PM] resolve: i left Facebook open for him but i mean
[2/14/15, 7:57:34 PM] resolve: resolve shrugging
[2/14/15, 7:57:55 PM] resolve: it might not be noticeable if i deleted him off Skype or Snapchat. i hope it is though
[2/14/15, 7:59:45 PM] Marvs「マービン」: And also hope that he doesn't interpret it as a bad sign. Depending on how he feels he can either try to fix the problem or it could make the situation worse and even grow more distant.
[2/14/15, 8:01:04 PM] resolve: its probably going to be the last part
[2/14/15, 8:01:07 PM] resolve: which is why this is
[2/14/15, 8:01:12 PM] resolve: really funny to me right now
[2/14/15, 8:01:23 PM] resolve: its funny because I'm in denial
[2/14/15, 8:01:25 PM] resolve: but later
[2/14/15, 8:01:31 PM] resolve: I'm going to be crying about it
[2/14/15, 8:01:58 PM] resolve: because while I'm giving him the same treatment he's been giving me (with reason or not) it doesn't make me any better and haha
[2/14/15, 8:04:13 PM] Marvs「マービン」: This is like the one of the most typical thing people do to each other when things are not going well, you can see this kind of thing any where. Why do this when there can be a better solution?
[2/14/15, 8:04:54 PM] resolve: because I'm reckless and horribly impulsive
[2/14/15, 8:05:03 PM] resolve: and I let that dictate my mindset
[2/14/15, 8:05:12 PM] resolve: I did that with you too and I regretted it later

[2/14/15, 8:05:38 PM] resolve: this is shit I do all the time and I can't manage to stop this habit of acting like a five year old and trying to cut ties with people when I'm upset
[2/14/15, 8:07:22 PM] Marvs「マービン」: You talking about that one time that you blocked me after me teasing you?
[2/14/15, 8:07:26 PM] resolve: yup
[2/14/15, 8:07:39 PM] resolve: I take things too personally
[2/14/15, 8:07:53 PM] resolve: Or I'm easily pissed off
[2/14/15, 8:10:02 PM] Marvs「マービン」: I think for starters is to add him back again.
[2/14/15, 8:10:30 PM] resolve: i doubt he cares
[2/14/15, 8:10:32 PM] resolve: honestly
[2/14/15, 8:11:06 PM] Marvs「マービン」: If you think he doesn't care then confront him again and get a straight answer
[2/14/15, 8:11:32 PM] Marvs「マービン」: If this continues then I'm sorry to say that this might be a lost cause.
[2/14/15, 8:11:37 PM] resolve: i just
[2/14/15, 8:11:41 PM] resolve: hate to keep pushing
[2/14/15, 8:11:49 PM] resolve: i don't want to be his mom and be like why this why that
[2/14/15, 8:11:53 PM] resolve: i deserve an answer yes
[2/14/15, 8:11:55 PM] resolve: but
[2/14/15, 8:12:22 PM] resolve: if theres the chance his answer is different he's going to be offput by how pushy i am. i hate this. i don't win. i never will win
[2/14/15, 8:12:26 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Then wait. Let him think through it by himself
[2/14/15, 8:13:36 PM] Marvs「マービン」: It may take a long time
[2/14/15, 8:13:59 PM] resolve: i told him id wait for him. i meant that. but i don't like being left in the dark
[2/14/15, 8:14:32 PM] resolve: I'm getting flashbacks to when Jose did that and I cried so much. I really did. People had to console me all the time and I couldn't even look at his face anymore.
[2/14/15, 8:14:48 PM] resolve: god DAMNIT IM PULLING THE VICTIM CARD AGAIN
[2/14/15, 8:20:49 PM] Marvs「マービン」: I don't know know what to say at this point... It's either wait, make a bold approuch, or to forget everything and move on. I understand that this is hard on you, and maybe also on him.
[2/14/15, 8:21:17 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Without knowing why he's truly being distant I can't say anything more. We can only guess possibilities.

[2/14/15, 9:37:39 PM] resolve: IS ENRIQUE BLIND LIKE OH MY GOD
[2/14/15, 9:38:15 PM] Marvs「マービン」: I guess
[2/14/15, 9:38:20 PM] resolve: I'm sorry but sometimes I want to slap you boys up side the head
[2/14/15, 9:38:48 PM] Marvs「マービン」: I don't know what I did wrong.
[2/14/15, 9:39:11 PM] resolve: I'm talking in general and you DID NOTHING wrong lol
[2/14/15, 9:39:21 PM] resolve: That wasn't supposed to be in caps omg
[2/14/15, 9:39:31 PM] resolve: Kindles auto is dumb
[2/14/15, 9:41:35 PM] Marvs「マービン」: What do us boys do in general that makes you iritated? lol
[2/14/15, 9:41:53 PM] resolve: You're DENSE AS FUCK OMFG
[2/14/15, 9:41:59 PM] resolve: And no not specifically you
[2/14/15, 9:42:39 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Lol I guess. I watched to much anime to see those type of guys.
[2/14/15, 9:43:00 PM] resolve: I'm just like ok
[2/14/15, 9:43:12 PM] resolve: How is Enrique that dense I'm gonna slap him up the head too
[2/14/15, 9:43:41 PM] resolve: He liked pictures today too that had OBVIOUS captions about and were directed toward him
[2/14/15, 9:43:53 PM] resolve: And not a word

[2/15/15, 9:39:38 PM] resolve: guilt ridden
[2/15/15, 9:40:19 PM] resolve: i still find this funny tho like
[2/15/15, 9:41:09 PM] resolve: a very specific post i made literally said 'I'm going to knock you upside the head when I see you Tuesday I swear. How on earth can I be anymore obvious.' He was like the second person to like it and I'm gonna. scream
[2/15/15, 9:42:02 PM] Marvs「マービン」: I don't know what to make out of that...
[2/15/15, 9:42:34 PM] Marvs「マービン」: He's either extremely dense or he's now messing with you or something.
[2/15/15, 9:43:13 PM] resolve: YEAH and a post i made literally minutes before it had a link with a song called and was about 'all men are pigs' with the additional comment 'tired of the bullshit'
[2/15/15, 9:43:30 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Uh
[2/15/15, 9:43:30 PM] resolve: Like really..
[2/15/15, 9:43:36 PM] resolve: he liked that too
[2/15/15, 9:44:01 PM] resolve: is it possible for a guy to be this dense. i know enrique is dense but really i don't think this dense
[2/15/15, 9:47:47 PM] Marvs「マービン」: No, it sounds unlikely. But if he is that dense then I'm sorry but I can't help but laugh.
[2/15/15, 9:49:46 PM] resolve: Can you vaguely talk with him about this like holy shit
[2/15/15, 9:50:23 PM] Marvs「マービン」: I'd like to try but he's offline right now, even on Steam.
[2/15/15, 9:50:42 PM] resolve: Siiiiiigh
[2/15/15, 9:50:44 PM] resolve: what the fuck
[2/15/15, 9:51:06 PM] resolve: If you need a way of initiating that you can just ask why I'm acting weird lately and if you know why
[2/15/15, 9:51:15 PM] resolve: *he
[2/15/15, 9:58:48 PM] resolve: But thank you

[2/17/15, 8:17:03 PM] upset: im
[2/17/15, 8:17:08 PM] upset: on the verge of insanity right now
[2/17/15, 8:17:14 PM] Marvs「マービン」: ?
[2/17/15, 8:17:58 PM] upset: indirectly finding out enrique was sick makes me feel like an asshole but that still doesn't explain the week long duration of ignoring and i know he wasn't sick the whole weekend so I'm just.
[2/17/15, 8:18:33 PM] Marvs「マービン」: I see
[2/17/15, 8:18:47 PM] upset: but again, indirectly
[2/17/15, 8:18:54 PM] upset: this is all bugging me so much

[2/18/15, 5:01:14 PM] upset: i knew it
[2/18/15, 5:13:13 PM] Marvs「マービン」: ?
[2/18/15, 5:13:23 PM] upset: my speculation got confirmed
[2/18/15, 5:13:36 PM] upset: the
[2/18/15, 5:13:37 PM] upset: cycle
[2/18/15, 5:13:38 PM] upset: repeats
[2/18/15, 5:13:40 PM] upset: yet again
[2/18/15, 5:14:25 PM] Marvs「マービン」: How'd you find out?
[2/18/15, 5:14:39 PM] upset: i kind of had to talk to him today because his friend told me to fill him in on notes because he was sick
[2/18/15, 5:14:50 PM] upset: but i pretended like everything was normal
[2/18/15, 5:14:52 PM] upset: then he was like
[2/18/15, 5:15:00 PM] upset: i warned you, i told you the other person would be better
[2/18/15, 5:15:10 PM] upset: and he said he then only saw me as a friend and yeah
[2/18/15, 5:15:43 PM] upset: all i know is that i can't stop shaking and I'm crying a lot
[2/18/15, 5:16:25 PM] Marvs「マービン」: I'm sorry to hear that.. did he atleast apologize?
[2/18/15, 5:16:33 PM] upset: no
[2/18/15, 5:16:41 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Wow
[2/18/15, 5:17:11 PM] upset: I'm so fucking tired of guys liking me first and then i get pulled in and all the sudden I'm not good enough anymore
[2/18/15, 5:29:40 PM] upset: I'm never going to be good enough for anyone am I?
[2/18/15, 5:31:54 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Personally, whenever I tell myself that I'm not good at something, I try to look at why and is it really my fault. If it is my fault, I change that negativity into my motivation to change and to improve myself.
[2/18/15, 5:32:26 PM] Marvs「マービン」: It's funny cause I said the same exact thing to myself when my ex broke up with me and easily moved on to another guy like we were nothing.
[2/18/15, 5:39:07 PM] upset: THIS HAS HAPPENED THREE FUCKING TIMES
THREE
SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME
AND I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING WRONG SO THATS GREAT. IM JUST A HUGE FAILURE AT EVERYTHING. IM SUDDENLY TREATED SPECIAL WITH THESE GUYS WHO LIKE ME AND THEN OH NEVERMIND I DONT ANYMORE
[2/18/15, 5:43:09 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Well in this case I believe its mostly Enriques fault since he's the one who's recouping from a brake up which seems he couldn't gather his feelings because of it then been playing with you for a long time after you told him that you're willing to wait for him and everything.
[2/18/15, 5:44:12 PM] Marvs「マービン」: I don;t know about the other two cases though.
[2/18/15, 5:49:58 PM] upset: he likes another girl how much do i want to bet
[2/18/15, 5:50:38 PM] upset: marvin honestly theres just things enrique told me that makes me know he liked me at that time. things you wouldnt say to a friend normally without the connotation coming off like that
[2/18/15, 5:51:17 PM] upset: like how he loved my smile and wished to see it more. how i looked just as pretty without my makeup. he even was tracking the day from his breakup to see when would be an appropriate time to ask me out
[2/18/15, 5:51:23 PM] upset: i just
[2/18/15, 5:51:24 PM] upset: this is
[2/18/15, 5:51:26 PM] upset: so painful
[2/18/15, 5:52:10 PM] upset: I cried all the time over Jose when this thing happened. And Jose isn't even one of my best friends nor was he at the time. Do you imagine me now?
[2/18/15, 5:52:38 PM] upset: Honestly, I'm hyperventilating and I still haven't stopped crying. I can't breathe. I feel horrible, worthless.
[2/18/15, 6:01:19 PM] Marvs「マービン」: have you told anyone else about this problem besides me?
[2/18/15, 6:02:32 PM] upset: I have yes
[2/18/15, 6:02:44 PM] upset: but they aren't giving me anything worth value to take in
[2/18/15, 6:02:52 PM] upset: or that i truly believe
[2/18/15, 6:03:50 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Am I helping at all?
[2/18/15, 6:04:08 PM] upset: you're listening to me
[2/18/15, 6:04:12 PM] upset: which i appreciate a lot
[2/18/15, 6:06:05 PM] Marvs「マービン」: What made you think he likes someone else?
[2/18/15, 6:06:18 PM] upset: I'm very perspective with these things
[2/18/15, 6:06:23 PM] upset: I can read someone really easily
[2/18/15, 6:15:34 PM] Marvs「マービン」: From what I get out of this so far from everything that you told me is that I think he's not worth it. Think about it, he might be emotional and couldn't think from the break up and he tries to forget about it. He toyed with your emotions and stayed silent and distant probably because you said he likes someone else. He didn't even bother to apologize after doing all that after knowing that you're willing to wait.
[2/18/15, 6:16:09 PM] Marvs「マービン」: If he started to like someone else after confessing to you, what kind of person do you think he is?
[2/18/15, 6:16:58 PM] upset: .............
[2/18/15, 6:17:15 PM] Marvs「マービン」: What kind of person starts liking someone else after confessing?
[2/18/15, 6:17:26 PM] Marvs「マービン」: What do you think of him now after all he had done?
[2/18/15, 6:21:26 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Well, this is all gathered from this Skype conversation. You know him more than I do so it's all up to your own judgement.
[2/18/15, 6:22:03 PM] upset: from the distance lately. i don't know. i wish someone else could talk to him to see what the actual fuck was going on
[2/18/15, 6:22:10 PM] upset: and my only like to that would be. jesse.
[2/18/15, 6:22:17 PM] upset: and that wouldnt work well. seeing as he was.
[2/18/15, 6:22:22 PM] upset: the other guy.
[2/18/15, 6:23:15 PM] upset: link*
I'm still bothered seeing Enrique like my shit but not acknowledge my presence and act like I'm a stranger in class.
Also I'm gonna use a word that indicates when I'm angry because of the usual reason so I'm not needing to type it all out. So that indication will be. Three.
[2/21/15, 2:15:23 PM] depression: I'm constantly switching from being pissed off, being very depressed, or in denial suppression.
[2/21/15, 2:15:53 PM] depression: Atm I'm just pissed off
[2/21/15, 11:29:47 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: This message has been removed.
[2/21/15, 11:40:51 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: This message has been removed.
[2/22/15, 1:55:25 AM] belle belle belle !!!!!: THREETHREETHREETHREE
[2/22/15, 11:32:08 AM] Marvs「マービン」: Whoa what were those messages?
[2/22/15, 1:55:52 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: Well it's irrelevant now
[2/22/15, 1:56:03 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Well alright then
[2/22/15, 1:56:06 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: Which is why I removed them
[2/22/15, 2:17:00 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: But yeah I was kinda freaking out
[2/22/15, 2:17:18 PM] Marvs「マービン」: About what?
[2/22/15, 2:18:15 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: Well three
[2/22/15, 2:18:20 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Oh
[2/22/15, 2:18:53 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: Which is why I removed the messages cause it would have been the same things you've been hearing
[2/24/15, 9:10:15 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: ...I told you I'm good at reading vibes.
[2/24/15, 9:10:24 PM] Marvs「マービン」: What happened?
[2/24/15, 9:10:32 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: I had Franco ask.
[2/24/15, 9:10:35 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: And I was right.
[2/24/15, 9:10:36 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Oh
[2/24/15, 9:10:40 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Wow
[2/24/15, 9:10:53 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: 'Enrique just kept telling me "I don't know?" Blah blah blah, but also he said he was liked on a girl from LVA"
[2/24/15, 9:10:56 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: ........
[2/24/15, 9:11:25 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: He talked about this girl a few times with me. Family was close with his. He even encouraged her to go to Valley, and she will be next year.

[2/24/15, 9:35:59 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: FUCK monse keeps asking and saying things like oh do you still like jesse you'd be really cute together and i just can't fucking handle this
[2/24/15, 9:38:45 PM] Marvs「マービン」: Honestly I think you deserve better. Enrique straight up messed with your feelings and never apologize  about it and started liking another girl.
[2/24/15, 9:39:21 PM] Marvs「マービン」: And the thing is, I don't know if he recognize his own fault. which makes it worse.
[2/24/15, 9:40:17 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: LOL but they all get on well enough once I'm used as their disposable trash ben
[2/24/15, 9:40:19 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: bin*
[2/24/15, 9:40:56 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: Jose's having the time of his life now, and so are my other 'exes'
[2/24/15, 9:41:03 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: I expect Enrique to do the same
[2/24/15, 9:41:12 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: And I'm stabbing myself basically
[2/24/15, 9:41:19 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: because everyone I've told this to is siding with me
[2/24/15, 9:41:27 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: and yet I still feel the need or urge to defend him
[2/24/15, 9:41:52 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: Even Franco sided with me once he started getting questions of his own to what was up
[2/24/15, 9:42:06 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: and yet it makes no difference
[2/24/15, 9:42:11 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: because in the end
[2/24/15, 9:42:14 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: they're still going to be happy
[2/24/15, 9:42:16 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: and I'm not
[2/24/15, 9:42:38 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: which generally is. expected. i care more about others than myself
[2/24/15, 9:42:42 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: and I'm used to it
[2/24/15, 9:42:50 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: but I'm just wondering. when is my time going to come around
[2/24/15, 9:43:11 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: At this point i don't think it will
[2/24/15, 9:43:40 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: because every time i attempt initiative when I'm always somewhat apprehensive, even that doesn't work
[2/24/15, 9:43:48 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: and the situation flips on me for the worst
[2/24/15, 9:44:45 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: and even with the siding on my side
[2/24/15, 9:44:51 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: it doesn't make a difference either
[2/24/15, 9:45:32 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: cause that neutral yeah thats fucked up comment, doesn't correlate with that individual toward enrique or whomever the trope continues to repeat with, and things will remain normal with them. while I'm here.
http://tagmemystrich.tumblr.com/post/112056339321/hello-i-saw-that-you-do-readings-i-was-wondering
[2/25/15, 3:53:54 PM] belle belle belle !!!!!: got a tarot card reading and its exact.