letter

Faunnie:

I love you. For some unknown reason I care about your happiness to an utmost importance. I don't care how you look or what

you sound like. I only care about being together by your side. I want to be there for you. Always.

I know that I have been a jerk and oblivious to your feelings. It is because I am still unfamiliar with social life. I am

learning with this relationship and hoping to compensate to make us both happy. You are beautiful and inspiring to me and

I want to see you grow throughout the years.

I've been such a aby becasue I wanted this relationship to be "official" which meant I wanted you to say we're in a

relationship. I realize I am foolish for requiring those words from your mouth and after leaving you, I am devastated when

I realized that you were happy with what we had. I learned how much error there was in getting rid of our valuable

relationship. I was so lucky and fortunate having what we had I didn't realize its value until I learned of my worth. I'm

practically worthless in the standards of the average woman. I may be kind and good spiritually, but I have no place/room

of my own, no car, and no job. I'm on disability at age 25. I was so lucky to have an amazing woman like you in my heart,

I feel I do not deserve to have your heart. I feel so ashamed that I gave up on you. I didn't know the value of our

relationship until I had lost it. Rather than being a coward and running away in shame, I want to do what's right and love

you simply because I love to be around you. My love for you is true and I would give my life just to spend every day with

you.

You make me happy,
You make me smile,
I want to be with you
All the while.

Be the Cream in my cheese. Please? :)