meeting #2 - 3

[19:05] <nux_> Have we thought of a location?

[19:06] <Madpie> We were thinking of Nevada

[19:06] <nux_> How about kentucky?

[19:06] <Cam18> Nevada works for me

[19:07] <unknown__> i'm okay with it

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[19:07] <nux_> I would have to car-pool with someone.

[19:07] <Madpie> Maybe. Nevada's nice though because it has Vegas, big empty desert, etc

[19:07] <wicks> Hello

[19:07] <nux_> hey

[19:07] <unknown__> hi

[19:07] <wicks> I missed the first meeting

[19:07] <nux_> same

[19:08] <unknown__> me too

[19:08] <wicks> what were the key points?

[19:08] <godsavethequeen> As did pretty much everyone else here

[19:08] <wicks> oh well then

[19:08] <SpilledMilk> Hot pockets has the logs right?

[19:08] <hot_pockets> kek

[19:08] <hot_pockets> some logs

[19:08] <godsavethequeen> We didn't actually discuss much

[19:08] <hot_pockets> partly firt meeting and after that

[19:08] <godsavethequeen> Didn't talk for long

[19:09] <Cam18> How many people are involved so far?

[19:09] <nux_> 6?

[19:09] <Madpie> Something like that

[19:09] <godsavethequeen> It's starting to get confusing considering people aren't staying and new people are joining

[19:09] <godsavethequeen> But 6 seems about right

[19:10] <hot_pockets> we need a pastebin

[19:10] <hot_pockets> actually i made one earlier

[19:10] <nux_> http://pastebin.com/u/8c-suicide

[19:10] <nux_> aM ON IT.

[19:11] <hot_pockets> gr8

[19:12] <wicks> 6 six people isn't that large a group, but how would this be feasible?

[19:12] <godsavethequeen> So last time we pretty much covered background stuff

[19:13] <Cam18> feasability really rides on how spread out we are

[19:13] <godsavethequeen> Basically there was a divide between the people who are here because they want one last shot of finding a reason to live with a group of like-minded people

[19:13] <Cam18> unless everyone can afford plane tickets

[19:14] <wicks> There aren't many good ways for people to simultaneously commit suicide

[19:14] <godsavethequeen> And those of us who just want to come along for the ride, and then kill ourselves afterwards

[19:14] <Cam18> helium?

[19:14] <wicks> and It seems absurd to me that you would wait around and take turns

[19:14] <Madpie> Charcoal would be good

[19:14] <unknown__> carbon monoxide poisoning

[19:15] <SpilledMilk> Start the car, hose through a window. tightly seal the room

[19:15] <Cam18> we could buy a bunch of tanks, turkey bags, and tubing

[19:15] <Cam18> itd have to be an old car

[19:15] <hot_pockets> btw is everyone at least 18?

[19:15] <Cam18> catalytic converters take out CO

[19:15] <unknown__> yeah

[19:15] <nux_> Am 24

[19:15] <Madpie> Yeah

[19:15] <Cam18> I'm 19

[19:15] <wicks> ditto

[19:15] <hot_pockets> ok

[19:15] <SpilledMilk> im 18

[19:16] <hot_pockets> that's good carry on

[19:16] <Cam18> like I said, helium is a really good option

[19:17] <Cam18> easy to get, easy to set up, everyone goes at the same time

[19:17] <godsavethequeen> I agree, that or charcoal

[19:17] <nux_> Are we going to drive around and pick people up? I am a bit broke and have no car.

[19:17] <Madpie> The only problem is that I've read about people pulling off the bag while they're unconscious

[19:17] <nux_> Tape bag on?

[19:17] <unknown__> charchoal grills seems like it'd be the best

[19:18] <Cam18> Nope, not with helium. it doesnt produce the suffocation respnse

[19:18] <Madpie> Yeah I agree. Charcoal is most reliable

[19:18] <godsavethequeen> It will likely be that we just meet at a place. Arranging car sharing would be done individually

[19:18] <nux_> Who is close to louisville ky?

[19:19] <godsavethequeen> I don't think anyone is particularly close to anyone right now

[19:19] <wicks> not me, i'm in nyc

[19:19] <unknown__> i'm in al

[19:19] <SpilledMilk> Indianapolis

[19:19] <Madpie> I'm in Utah, sorry

[19:19] <Cam18> California

[19:19] <godsavethequeen> Besides, it won't be happening for some time now anyway

[19:19] <godsavethequeen> Specifics like that don't have to be arranged for a while

[19:20] <Cam18> so lets start with the broadest aspects first

[19:21] <godsavethequeen> Yeah

[19:21] <godsavethequeen> Well how about why you're here

[19:21] <Cam18> we want an isolated cabin-like experience, correct?

[19:21] <unknown__> that'd be wonderful

[19:22] <nux_> Am here because I feel like it is my time to go and am ready.

[19:23] <Cam18> Life is like a party where everyone is drunk except for me. I want to leave

[19:24] <unknown__> Same. I don't enjoy living and i have nothing to live for. I'm ready to leave

[19:25] <wicks> I've been suicidal for a few year and i'm also a nihilist

[19:25] <hot_pockets> i run the board and this is the most interesting thing there so far

[19:26] <wicks> Even if it does "get better" in the future, the effort and end result of sticking around don't seem worth it

[19:26] <Cam18> I'm surprised assholes with a savior complex are here yelling "no, u have so much 2 liv 4!!!!!"

[19:27] <Cam18> I meant im surprised there are none of them

[19:27] <hot_pockets> they are all banned, lel

[19:27] <nux_> https://8chan.co/suicide/res/383.html#1413

[19:27] <unknown__> thankfully

[19:28] <Cam18> anyone here looked into antinatalism?

[19:28] <Madpie> Yeah

[19:28] <Cam18> it seems to go hand in hand with nihilism

[19:29] <wicks> what is it?

[19:29] <Madpie> The idea that having children is immoral

[19:30] <nux_> https://www.google.com/search?q=antinatalism&ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8&aq=t&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&client=firefox-a&channel=rcs

[19:30] <Cam18> Its the kind of rational thinking that gets you thrown in the looney bin

[19:31] <Madpie> Yeah you can't really bring it up with most people

[19:31] <Madpie> So when do you all think we should do this?

[19:32] <godsavethequeen> Some time next year is my absolute earliest if I can

[19:32] <nux_> march?

[19:32] <Madpie> I'd like to as soon as possible

[19:33] <nux_> ^

[19:33] <godsavethequeen> And for that I don't want to stop you all if you want to go ahead earlier

[19:33] <unknown__> idc really. i'll just have to save up some money to make the trip

[19:33] <Cam18> Yup, money's my biggest issue

[19:33] <wicks> I know it's a bit silly, but i'd prefer not during the holiday season

[19:34] <Madpie> That's fine

[19:34] <Cam18> I'd like it to be sometime in the middle of the year, so I can just dissapear

[19:34] <SpilledMilk> Id like to pay off my debt first, but thats the only thing im going to spend money on, so it shouldn't take long.

[19:34] <Cam18> I'm stuck visiting family for holidays

[19:34] <nux_> >APRIL FOOL DAY

[19:35] <wicks> it seems to cliche/"statistic" to go during the holidays

[19:35] <Cam18> We could all sing Kumbaya around a Christmas tree

[19:35] <Cam18> and then blow our brains out

[19:36] <Madpie> That's almost poetic

[19:36] <SpilledMilk> as much as I would LOVE april1, its my Gma's birthday.

[19:36] <nux_> I was thinking that would sound edgy

[19:36] <nux_> to do it on THAT day

[19:36] <nux_> april 1st

[19:37] <Cam18> I'm more inclined for a random ass day where we all ditch our lives and dissapear to our planned location

[19:37] <godsavethequeen> Why don't we make it look like a part of some conspiracy

[19:37] <nux_> FEBURARY?

[19:38] <SpilledMilk> like a cult?

[19:38] <Cam18> haha, have hard drives and books filled with death-cult gibberish

[19:38] <wicks> february is my birth month, I'm perfectly fine with that

[19:38] <godsavethequeen> Leave a trail of clues that someone will one day find which leads to a note in the middle of a random ass field that just says "ayy lmao"

[19:38] <nux_> Mine is on the 8th.

[19:38] <SpilledMilk> download every serial killer's manifesto

[19:39] <unknown__> breaking news: people die from carbon monxide posioning with spaghetti spilled out of their pockets trying to reach the flying spaghetti monster

[19:39] <hot_pockets> inb4 i'm in trouble

[19:40] <Cam18> literal circlejerk ends in mass suicide. More at 10

[19:40] <godsavethequeen> Wearing robes and wizard hats

[19:40] <nux_> BREAKING NEWS: OCCULT SUICIDE BY CAR - WE FOUND 1 NOTE

[19:40] <unknown__> yes

[19:40] <Madpie> We could leave out some Flavoraid too

[19:41] <wicks> 8chan community theatre presents: Jonestown the musical

[19:41] <nux_> i JUST WANNA DIE AND LIVE IN ME IMAGINATION.

[19:42] <unknown__> february would be nice

[19:42] <Cam18> "You can't be serious, Johnson. They injected FIVE whole marijuanas each?!?"

[19:42] <Cam18> Any none holiday month works for me

[19:43] <wicks> aww, that rules out the 14th

[19:44] <Cam18> </3

[19:45] <Cam18> I just meant holidays where I have to visit my family in the UK. Christmas, summer vacation, thanksgiving

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[19:49] <nux_> feb 11th?

[19:49] <nux_> >2015 DOES NOT HAVE 29TH

[19:49] <Madpie> I'm fine with anytime

[19:50] <nux_> Same

[19:50] <nux_> Anyone live with parents or anything?

[19:50] <nux_> Would labeling THIS THING to them as a 'camping' trip.

[19:51] <SpilledMilk> yeah, sadly

[19:51] <wicks> i'm living with my gmum

[19:51] <unknown__> yeah unfortunately

[19:51] <Cam18> Nope, but I share a house with six other people

[19:51] <nux_> We would need to make some kind of meetup group thing

[19:51] <Madpie> yeah, I'm with my parents. I'm commuting to school. I'll think of something to tell them

[19:52] <nux_> Y'all heard of meetup.com or something?

[19:53] <nux_> Make a 'find your meaning in life' group page thing.

[19:53] <nux_> As a cover-up

[19:55] <Madpie> I'll just tell them I'm going on a road trip with a friend or something

[19:55] <wicks> Is there any reason to say anything

[19:55] <Madpie> are any of you going to leave notes or anything?

[19:56] <Cam18> I'm thinking of leaving videos saved on a USB drive

[19:56] <nux_> To not make them nervous and think we died in an 'accident'.

[19:57] <Cam18> seems more personal than a note

[19:57] <nux_> 'Gone on trip - Be back later'

[19:58] <Madpie> I like those ideas. I'm not sure what I'll do yet

[20:00] <SpilledMilk> i dont know what im going to do either

[20:01] <unknown__> same

[20:02] <nux_> How long is the party going to last before we do it? A few hours or a day?

[20:03] <Cam18> Whenver it naturally starts to die down, I would think

[20:07] <nux_> So NAVADA is going to be the area [ for now]?

[20:09] <Madpie> yeah, I think that'd be best

[20:09] <Cam18> Agreed

[20:09] <nux_> and death by car?

[20:10] <Madpie> sure

[20:11] <Cam18> Wont work unless its an old ass car

[20:11] <nux_> station wagon?

[20:11] <wicks> and how would you contain the fumes

[20:11] <nux_> ac?

[20:11] <Cam18> I've done a metric shit ton of research. Helium is seriously our best bet

[20:12] <Cam18> Each person gets their own tank. Hypoxia gauranteed

[20:13] <nux_> date is unknown for now....

[20:14] <wicks> A. what's the average cost of helium? B. how would you ensure it's concentrated enough

[20:14] <wicks> I've heard that most retailers mix it with air a bit to help prevent helium suicides

[20:14] <Cam18> That's a myth

[20:15] <Cam18> It would cost them way more money to mix it than to sell it pure

[20:15] <Cam18> The tank has the percentage written on it

[20:15] <Cam18> It usually hovers around 98% pure

[20:16] <nux_> Do we put it in the car's AC?

[20:16] <wicks> what!

[20:16] <nux_> or have our own tank?

[20:17] <wicks> yes

[20:17] <nux_> kk

[20:17] <nux_> What about travel to get to spot?

[20:17] <Cam18> There are many types of helium concentrations based upon the application for the helium. Medical helium is over 99% pure. Balloon grade helium is approximately 94% - 96% pure. Our helium has been tested to be at least 98% pure, with most readings over 99% pure.

[20:17] <Cam18> Taken from balloon time's website

[20:19] <nux_> Mostly airplane or car-pool [ IF Nearby ]?

[20:20] <Cam18> Want a good, updated book on all of this? "Five Last Acts - The Exit Path"

[20:20] <SpilledMilk> someone on the thread mentioned sharing pictures