Dyslicic: I think I have bipolar disorder
Ban: http://web.olivetcollege.edu/CareerDev/communication.htm
Dyslicic: Because I'm having memory gaps
Ban: i have short term memory loss sometimes because i have depression
Ban: it's not severe though
Ban: more like an "oh okay that sucks"
Dyslicic: I have been extremely depressed since thrusday
Dyslicic: I have a punch of pills on stand-by. I most likely won't do anything but its refreshing to know I can leave whenever. Makes me sound crazy huh?
Ban: i've been there.
Ban: but it's not right to put that on dylan.
Dyslicic: It's not because of him
Ban: no he told me you sent him pictures of it
Ban: that isnt okay.
Dyslicic: Because he calls bluff on everything I say
Ban: then dont stick around, that's toxic.
Ban: if you need help and support then get it from someone that'll believe you
Ban: don't guilt trip him into that
Dyslicic: He didn't care anyway. He dismissed it.
Ban: no, he did. he was talking to me the entire time
Dyslicic: I don't have the guts to do it
Dyslicic: I tried.
Ban: you dont relize the strain you're putting on him too with all of it
Ban: realize*
Dyslicic: He puts a strain on me too
Ban: then why are you trying to get back with him?
Ban: makes no sense
Ban: if it makes you unhappy and depressed
Dyslicic: Because I'm in love.
Ban: then whats the point
Ban: no
Ban: you're in love with the memories of before
Ban: people change
Ban: relationships change
Ban: you're young
Dyslicic: so he doesn't love me either?ok
Ban: did i say that?
Ban: lol.
Ban: i'm just saying, this relationship isnt good for either of you