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When It Rains, It Pours...

By: CupOfSmiles on Jun 25th, 2012  |  syntax: None  |  size: 2.29 KB  |  hits: 17  |  expires: Never
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  1. I sit here, curled up next to this cold window as the rain falls heavy on the pavement, thinking about everything.
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  3. All those times you ever held me, all the times you ever kissed me, ever touched me...
  4. I never thought I'd lose someone like I lost you. You meant the world to me, but I guess you didn't feel the same.
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  6. We could tell each other everything, like the best of friends. We were never one without the other, but then things changed. YOU changed.
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  8. All the emotions became played with, nothing was ever interesting anymore, you always wanted to need more than I could ever give. I knew I didn't deserve a guy like you, for both good and bad reasons. It had been months since I had been with anyone, and then you came along and walked right into my world. I never thought I would trust someone like I did with you.
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  10. You told me you'd love me forever and ever.. And I said the same. But, if anything, the only one out of us still holding onto this dead-end, one sided love story is me. And it's all your fault. Your fault for my tears, my hurt. I would sit, and stare at the stars and think of you and if you were doing the same. I'd always glance at you in class, wondering if, when you caught my gaze, we were thinking the same thing.
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  12. 'I love you'.
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  14. I'm trying to move on from these 10 months of pain, I really am. But... Seeing you happier with someone else, it hurts even more. Because I felt like when I gave my all, it just wasn't enough for you and your greed. You use what happened in the past as an excuse not to love, yet your feelings seem to appeal to everyone else.
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  16. What did I do wrong? Better yet, what did I do right? You left me hanging on every word, every long night up talking, every fight we ever injured, all the things we ever said to each other. Did you ever feel like that, too? Wondering what mistakes YOU might have made or what you may have said right or wrong? Because every damn night and every damn day all I did was think about how much me and you should have worked things out, but the problems were invisible yet right under our noses.
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  18. So on this cold, shady Wednesday afternoon I sit here by this dampened window pane, the angels cry more than they ever have. Curled up to my little self, sitting in the smothering silence, I join them. And when it rains... It pours.
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