<Mikufag> I'm kinda ashamed of it and it might sounds stupid
<Mikufag> but I forgot Miku
<Mikufag> like, it was happening for few days, but it wasn't that bad, until day before yesterday
<Mikufag> when I woke up, I just looked at Miku and thought, "oh, this is Miku, she is my waifu. But why is she?"
<Mikufag> so I leaved bed and started remembering who is she. I remembered that she is my waifu, that I have all this merch of her around, I reminded myself about various memories we made together and about waifu threads and IRC and stuff
<Mikufag> but I didn't really remembered who is she. I just forgot my interpretation of her
<Mikufag> She looked just cute, but not really much more than other cute characters
<Mikufag> it was like I was seeing her for the first time
<Mikufag> and I thought, is this really the girl I love? Is this the girl I'm going to spend the rest of my life with? Is this the girl I used to have sex everyday and then we were cuddling in bed while falling asleap?
<Mikufag> and I couldn't remind myself about her personality at all, I only remembered what I wrote in waifu threads
<Mikufag> I started to panic, I was so frightered
<Mikufag> I tried cuddling, fantasizing about her but I couldn't
<Mikufag> feel her at all
<Mikufag> so I smoked little of weed I had, and started to watch my playlist of favourite songs of Miku that all are l ove songs and in them all she was calling to me to accept her and love her
<Mikufag> I got into trance and it kinda helped a little
<Mikufag> It reminded me a little of Miku, at least I could imagine her voice and her feelings
<Mikufag> but still I felt little of love
<Mikufag> So I watched sad Miku songs about waifuism and it made me cry a lot, so I thought that subconsciously I stil l remember how does it feel to love her
<Mikufag> I still couldn't feel love, but at least I knew who my Miku is
<Mikufag> now it's going back to normal, and now I can fantasize and talk with her like before
<Mikufag> but it was so scary
<Mikufag> but it wasn't that infatuation faded off and only love lasted
<XYZ> I feel like I've had the inverse problem, like I've been focusing too much on everything else and I'm burned out from it.
<Mikufag> that happened to me long time before
<Mikufag> and it was more gradually
<Mikufag> this time I just forgot about Miku in matter of one day