Session Start: Thu Aug 01 00:03:07 2013
[00:03] <Rudiger> also ew kamen that means Rudiger has to actually ask for help
[00:03] <Rudiger> are you trying to kill him quicker?
[00:17] <Rudiger> am I currently deep in enemy territory atm?
[00:17] <KamenWriter> Yes you are
[00:18] <Rudiger> what's my hp look like?
[00:18] <Rudiger> 1?
[00:18] <KamenWriter> Yes, something like that
[00:18] <KamenWriter> Also you surely have wounds, since you got KO'd
[00:18] <KamenWriter> And then dragged away by Beedrills, and then had an egg laid in you
[00:19] <Rudiger> Yeah I probably have like
[00:19] <Rudiger> 5 injuries
[00:19] <KamenWriter> Seems about right.
[00:19] <KamenWriter> Add one more on. The egg counts as another injury
[00:20] <Rudiger> also I don't even know what to go about this EGG thing other than have Karsten pperform  emergency surgery alien style
[00:21] <KamenWriter> Nothing much else to it but that
[00:22] <Rudiger> We'll see how that turns out next time
[00:22] <KamenWriter> YYYUP
[00:22] <Rudiger> Also if I do survive I hope you know Keldeo might just die
[00:59] * Rudiger is now known as Gents
[01:01] <KamenWriter> I'm actually not
[01:01] <KamenWriter> But don't switch back to your name
[01:01] <Gents> k
[01:01] <KamenWriter> So, you're hanging around
[01:02] <Gents> yeah
[01:02] <KamenWriter> And you actually begin to hear a whisper in your head.
[01:02] <KamenWriter> <What ho there!>
[01:02] <KamenWriter> <What kind of person are you?>
[01:03] <KamenWriter> There's no need to speak out loud.
[01:03] <Gents> Rudiger shakes a bit. <I am a person, what is that?>
[01:03] <KamenWriter> They can hear you, and you instinctively know that
[01:04] <KamenWriter> <There are many kinds of people.>
[01:04] <KamenWriter> <Violent ones. Unkind ones...>
[01:04] <KamenWriter> <Wonderful ones.>
[01:05] <Gents> <Defeated.>
[01:05] <KamenWriter> <And is that how you react to this situation?>
[01:05] <Gents> <No. I refuse to stay here like this, but I have been bested one time too many>
[01:07] <KamenWriter> <What about in times of plenty. I wonder who you really are deep down in the heart.>
[01:07] <KamenWriter> <It doesn't matter how you are now, or how you were then. What matters is who you were all along.>
[01:08] <KamenWriter> <Tell me about home.>
[01:09] <Gents> <I don't talk about home>
[01:09] <Gents> <There isn't much left for me>
[01:09] <KamenWriter> <Why?>
[01:11] <Gents> <My wife.... My brother doesn't speak to me as often since our falling out... and my sister is out of the country. Truely I have been alone for years now.> A tear actually escapes his face
[01:11] <KamenWriter> <You feel for them, though.>
[01:12] <Gents> <Unfortunately. Too much.>
[01:14] <KamenWriter> <Feelings are good.>
[01:14] <KamenWriter> <But they're not everything.>
[01:14] <Gents> <Not in War. The military is my everything now.>
[01:15] <KamenWriter> <Is that what your really think?>
[01:15] <Gents> <... no... I'm doing my duty the best way I can... The only way I know now.>
[01:17] <KamenWriter> <I've been watching. I'm not sure if I can help you. I have to know more.>
[01:17] <KamenWriter> <I have to get to know your heart.>
[01:19] <Gents> <The war isn't in my best interest anymore. I'm tired of fighting truely. The weight of what I've done in the past is actually starting to get to me..> He looks up the best way he can. <I actually am realizing, in this moment of near-death that, I'd probably have been better off just dead. I'm old military, too brash and cut and burn to make it in the public nowadays.>
[01:20] <KamenWriter> <No one dies because they cannot change.>
[01:21] <KamenWriter> <They die because they refuse to change.>
[01:22] <KamenWriter> The voice is becoming distant now
[01:22] <KamenWriter> <I wonder which you will turn out to be.>
[01:22] <Gents> <But changing involves letting go of things I.... I'm not ready to let go of I think...> he looks down. <I.... can change.>
[01:22] <KamenWriter> The voice is gone.
[01:23] <Gents> Rudiger is actually crying for once in a long time