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Never tell your password to anyone.

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: http://blackacrebrewing.com/hey.swf just this.....

awsomed: uh?

awsomed: im confused

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: You should be.

awsomed: well what is the link about?

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: Just watch.

awsomed: im in the middle of a show

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: But its awesome....

awsomed: what is it? lol just tell me

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: Well its He Man singing Hey.

awsomed: oh lol

awsomed: sorry i was kinda into kyle xy im sorry

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: You sould be sorry.

awsomed: im an awful person

awsomed: i understand

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: Now you have to listen to this.

awsomed: to what?

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: http://blackacrebrewing.com/hey.swf

awsomed: same link

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: FOR 5 HOURS

awsomed: no

awsomed: lol

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: 5

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: HOURS

awsomed: i will have to sleep

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: CONTINUOUSLY.

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: 5

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: HOURS

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: NON STOP

awsomed: nope

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: FOR ME??:D

awsomed: why so persistant on getting me to watch it?

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: BECAUSE ITS MAJESTIC.

awsomed: but kyle xy is scientific

awsomed: :D

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: DO I CARE.

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: ASK ME.

awsomed: have you ever seen this show?

awsomed: its fantastic

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: NO

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: NO

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: NO

awsomed: 2 episodes ago i cried

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: NOT AS AWESOME AS THIS

awsomed: now im laughing

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: http://blackacrebrewing.com/hey.swf

awsomed: its more awesome

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: http://blackacrebrewing.com/hey.swf

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: NOPE

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: DON'T EVEN WOMAN

awsomed: yes

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: NO

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: UH UHH

awsomed: fine ill watch it

awsomed: my god why?

awsomed: -.-

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: ....<3

awsomed: -.-

awsomed: back to kyle xy

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: Love you! xD <3

awsomed: sigh lol

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: I had to do it.

awsomed: why?

awsomed: DAMMIT

awsomed: this show is giving me whipblash from the moodchanges

awsomed: damn bipolar show

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: Lol x3

awsomed: you dont understand lol

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: I don't

awsomed: its like crazy

awsomed: and intense

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: Sounds crazy and intense.

awsomed: it is

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon: Seems like it.

awsomed: god

awsomed: now he just almost killed everyone yet again

awsomed: THIS SHOW MAN

[TORCH] AndyDufrainadon has changed their name to [TORCH] Stabby The Hobo.

awsomed: starting to erk me

awsomed: lol

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Erk you....

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Waht.

awsomed: bother me

awsomed: irritate me

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Erk....

awsomed: what now

awsomed: whats with my word?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Erk...

awsomed: Omg

awsomed: now im angry at you

awsomed: lol

awsomed: you erk me

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: That sounds sexual.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Oh god....

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: LOL

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Screen capped!

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: LOLOL

awsomed: -.-

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: FUCK THAT WAS GREAT!

awsomed: erk is to irritate

awsomed: you little fool

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: It sounds sexual for irritation.

awsomed: it isnt

awsomed: its basically an older word

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Erk

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Jerk'

awsomed: jerk

awsomed: someone who irritates you

awsomed: erk

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Like Erking off xD

awsomed: the sensation of irritation

awsomed: you are a fool

awsomed: you set me up for that didnt you?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Exactly.

awsomed is having problems with someone anyways

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: What.

awsomed: just add it to the pile

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: What is?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Waht.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: How does...

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: What.

awsomed: lol

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: How do you??

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Whats going on!?

awsomed: basically

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Teach meh.

awsomed: a guy is concerning me with how he is acting

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Is it me?

awsomed: no

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I knew it

awsomed: its a guy who lives in canada

awsomed: and he was acting strange

awsomed: and wanted to tell me somthing and i said just save it for tomorrow

awsomed: and ever since i played on my server and was talking to someone else he wont even talk to me

awsomed: and idfk what i did

awsomed: in my mind

awsomed: he is a friend

awsomed: i dont expect to date every guy i talk to online

awsomed: that would mean id date like 20 guys a year at least

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Lol.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Don't be a ho.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: No.

awsomed: im not

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: None of that.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Good.

awsomed: why you so concerned?

awsomed: you have not even spoken to me since like the first time we met lmao

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I am a nice friend I finally want a girl friend and fried who is female not to be a complete ho.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: YOU BETTER BE A NICE LADY GIRL

awsomed: i have not dated someone in like a year

awsomed: over a year

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Good.

awsomed: well what i call dating

awsomed: was roped into something a couple months back

awsomed: didnt know what to do

awsomed: too nice to be mean

awsomed: it ended badly

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I see.

awsomed: and was like a week long

awsomed: lmao

awsomed: not dating

awsomed: dating is like 3 months is dating

awsomed: anything under is just a fling

awsomed: but i only had one fling in the past year

awsomed: so yeah

awsomed: pretty confused about this guy

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Ask him whats wrong?

awsomed: i do

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I see.

awsomed: i can "read" minds

awsomed: or so he thinks

awsomed: ...i can read people's emotion

awsomed: through even text

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: What am I feeling like?

awsomed: you are lonely

awsomed: not in a perverted sense

awsomed: but in a needing a friend sense

awsomed: you had something bad happen recently

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: THATS FUCKING UNCANNY.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: NO WAY

awsomed: and it is bothering you

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: HOLY'

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: FUCK

awsomed: and you need to talk about it

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: HOW DO

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: YOU

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: WHAT?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: NO WAY

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: FUCK

awsomed: i can explain in weird ways

awsomed: but

awsomed: if you believe in god

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: THATS NOT EVEN REAL

awsomed: thats the simplest

awsomed: ill tell you a story about what has caused all this

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Well I did have something bad happen to me tonight acutally.

awsomed: was at church

awsomed: minding my buisness

awsomed: some guy keeps looking at me

awsomed when people touch her in church they cry

awsomed: he introduces himself

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: HOW DO YOU DO THAT?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: WITH THE BLUE TEXT...

awsomed: and then proceeds to tell me about all of his adventures with god

awsomed: its the /me command

awsomed: so basically you type /me waves

awsomed: and then waves is in blue

awsomed: back to the story

awsomed: he keeps looking at me while we are eating a dinner thing

awsomed: now he is starting to freak me out

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo waves Andy is a sex god

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Lol fuck

awsomed: he says "you know, i am an envanglist"

awsomed: i say "oh?"

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I said waves

awsomed: he then proceeds to say "god is telling me to tell you, that your gift is needed now, your an envanglist too"

awsomed: at the time a girl had run away from home where i live

awsomed: someone i knew

awsomed: before leaving he told me i should pray for her

awsomed: well what was bothering me

awsomed: i told him

awsomed: 20 min later

awsomed: she was home

awsomed: safe and sound

awsomed: after being gone 2 weeks

awsomed: then

awsomed: i read how people respond and act

awsomed: and it freaks me out

awsomed: because i know whats wrong and what they need

awsomed: now

awsomed: tell me about your bad experiance

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Well I happened to over hear the girl I've known for 10 and still like , talk about the guy she likes. I just felt  shell shocked at first and I just kind of felt really really depressed...

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: But I think shes drunk or high or something right now.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I'm talking to her.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: And it seems that way.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: She said this to me

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: FUCK YESà

gRTHJPI erhovjèea

GO YOU

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Explain.....

awsomed: she is having a rough time in life

awsomed: that guy has hurt her some how

awsomed: you need to just be there and show her she is making foolish mistakes

awsomed: without being too over barren

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: But the twist is, is that I know him hes one of my best buds and he liked her a while ago and some other shit went down.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I've tried....

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: How am I feeling now?

awsomed: you are feeling guilty as though you did wrong to your friend that is male

awsomed: but you did nothing wrong

awsomed: you were trying to reach out to the girl

awsomed: because you care

awsomed: and if thats right

awsomed: i fucking need help

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Why.....

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Do you know all of this shit......

awsomed: honestly

awsomed: i have no fucking clue

awsomed: want to see what im saying to my other friend?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Sure if it helps.

awsomed: Never tell your password to anyone.

awsomed: uhm

awsomed: im really starting to freak myself out

Jrspray117: why?

awsomed: since i knew something was wrong with you

awsomed: ive been right about people ever since

awsomed: just saying like you are lonely and need a friend, because something bad has happened to you recently

awsomed: and freaked someone the fuck out 10 min ago

awsomed: and lastnight

awsomed: it was uncanny how i knew he was having girl problems

awsomed: and knowing you were going through something

awsomed: when we had not talked in days?!

Jrspray117: what?

awsomed: i had a real bad feeling you were upset the other day

awsomed: i knew something bad happened

awsomed: without talking to you in days

Jrspray117: I am lost

awsomed: now you know how i feel

Jrspray117: ...

Jrspray117: ?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Oh.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: You were talking about me!:3

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: And I feel deeply concerned about your predicament here.

awsomed: its okay

awsomed: its my calling i guess

awsomed: anyways

awsomed: the guilt

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I also had a panic attact last night.

awsomed: oh?

awsomed: concerning her and him ?

awsomed: he really did do something bad to her

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Not at all.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: It wasn't them.

awsomed: oh?

awsomed: then what caused it?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Last night I was drinking because it was a special occasion and over about 11 drinks I got wasted and I felt the need to ask my brother if I could try some weed, Iv'e never done it before and I've always wanted to try it, drunk + high is the most concerning feeling ever also this stuff wasnt low grade stuff I tried hardcore OG kush he said. I thought everyone would find out I just freaked the fuck out, never doing drugs ever again.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: My dad doesn't care that I smoke but my mom will.

awsomed: if she does

awsomed: you have punished yourself enough

awsomed: worrying over it

awsomed: you know it was stupid

awsomed: and you wont do it again

awsomed: isnt that what she always lectures you about?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: No she fucking screams at us if we fucking move a fucking plant.

awsomed: my mother does the same thing

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: My dad actually talks to us and teaches us why we wronged

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: But my mom goes ballistic.

awsomed: there is always that one parent who does

awsomed: it just happens

awsomed: you need to stop resenting her actions

awsomed: its how she was most likely raised

awsomed: and all she knows how to deal with problems

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: How the fuck do you know any of this you don't even know my mothers name and you know he childhood...

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: her*

awsomed: i have no clue

awsomed: but this is something that has been really built up in you

awsomed: and aparently im here to assist you to realive all that pain and anger, resentment and guilt inside of you

awsomed: and if you are scared its okay

awsomed: its scary

awsomed: if you feel like you need to shead a tear

awsomed: please do so

awsomed: it helps

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I'm trying.

awsomed: trying or fighting it?

awsomed: its bound to happen

awsomed: im just the lucky stiff that gets to help people aparently

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I've been told I know my way around words.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: People tell me I help a lot just by talking to them or even being near them.

awsomed: helping everyone and forgetting to help yourself

awsomed: over doing and not taking time to let yourself unwined

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: My friends say if I wanted to win a girl or something I could do it. It's just the girl opinion of me.

awsomed: my question is, what makes you so connected to her?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I've bottled basically every emotion I've had since I was young.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: and I've known her for 10 years and she's turned out to be the girl I never wanted her to be.

awsomed: people change and seperate

awsomed: but this world makes them reconnect and realize their mistakes

awsomed: hopefully it wont be too late for her to realize her mistake of not choosing you

awsomed: you need to understand

awsomed: it wasnt anything you did

awsomed: or anything you could have prevented

awsomed: it was bound to happen this way

awsomed: stop regretting a decision you made

awsomed: its really digging at you

awsomed: and you know what you choose, even if it hurt someone, either way it would have hurt them the same or even more down the road

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I've thought about suicide...

awsomed: i did too

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I'm considering it now.

awsomed: thats the reason i am here

awsomed: i know im freaking you out

awsomed: but listen to me

awsomed: god cares

awsomed: how else would i know any of this?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: The only problem is that I lost my belief in god years ago.

awsomed: you expect science to explain how i knew you are feeling guilt? or you have an issue?

awsomed: hunny

awsomed: god is looking down at you right now

awsomed: you think i always believe?

awsomed: this is whats causing me to remember my faith

awsomed: you need to hear something

awsomed: it wasnt your fault

awsomed: let it go

awsomed: give it to god

awsomed: say "i dont want this baggage anymore"

awsomed: arnt you tired of carrying that load?

awsomed: you have been carrying it for years

awsomed: and it is causing you so much greif

awsomed: nothing that you did was completely bad

awsomed: you helped so many

awsomed: you need time for yourself

awsomed: other wise you will get caught up in all these emotions

awsomed: you need to hear something else

awsomed: people love you

awsomed: i know you dont feel it

awsomed: people have crapped on you all day

awsomed: i know that it hurts

awsomed: but death isnt an option

awsomed: nor something to consider

awsomed: because your future is bright

awsomed: cant you see it?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Woah.

awsomed: stop holding back the tears

awsomed: embrace them

awsomed: tears are not for the weak

awsomed: they are for the strong

awsomed: you had that confused for awhile

awsomed: weaklings throw their feelings away

awsomed: i know

awsomed: i use to do it

awsomed: it takes a lot more streangth to deal with them

awsomed: smile

awsomed: god loves you

awsomed: and so does everyone who you have helped

awsomed: even if they seem selfish

awsomed: or not caring

awsomed: if you werent there

awsomed: where would they be?

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I need to do something to get all of this off my mind..

awsomed: pray

awsomed: even if you dont believe

awsomed: it gives you someone to talk to

awsomed: even if its yourself

awsomed: saying the truth

awsomed: even thinking it

awsomed: clears your mind

awsomed: you are a strong bright person

awsomed: anyone who has you in their life is lucky

awsomed: let go of the guilt

awsomed: and all the things that happened that you had no control over

awsomed: because in reality

awsomed: thats whats bothering you

awsomed: something you really couldnt do anything about

awsomed: and its okay

awsomed: you are forgiven

awsomed: trust in me

awsomed: and if not me

awsomed: then god

awsomed: and if not god

awsomed: then yourself

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: I need to sleep, and think about this.

[TORCH] Stabby The Hobo: Good night.

awsomed: be safe

awsomed: and smile a little more

awsomed: goodnight