i left sas simply because i no longer have the desire to stay. the forum itself has just become dull and uninteresting to me. i don't log on for weeks and it's almost a chore to check back every once in a while. i have recovered from my social anxiety almost completely so the initial purpose for my joining is no longer relevant.

i've grown a lot and i said a lot of dumb shit, i've also said things that may have hurt some people. for that i apologize sincerely. really. i am sorry. i do not expect forgiveness, but i wish to extend my deepest apologies anyway. i'm sorry.

i will not be returning. i'm sure many of you are ecstatic at that, but i have completely absolved myself of any grudges i held towards anyone there. it's just not worth it. i do not wish any ill will on anyone there, in fact i hope for your prosperity. mental illness truly is hell.

if you'd really like to keep up with me, my current tumblr is papercakes, but i may delete it some day. nothing's really fun anymore.

i wish you all the best.

- east