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  1. [1/20/2017 11:20:07 PM] *** The blade would like to add you on Skype
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  3. Hi Myself, I'd like to add you as a contact. ***
  4. [1/20/2017 11:20:24 PM] *** Myself has shared contact details with The_Blade ***
  5. [1/20/2017 11:26:58 PM] The blade: Message from here
  6. [1/20/2017 11:27:12 PM] Myself: oh..? why so?
  7. [1/20/2017 11:27:15 PM] The blade: I cant bounce back and forth on things
  8. [1/20/2017 11:27:21 PM] Myself: kk
  9. [1/20/2017 11:27:30 PM] The blade: I have to click so much stuff on my laptop and I have to split it into 4s
  10. [1/20/2017 11:27:51 PM] Myself: ohs
  11. [1/20/2017 11:29:41 PM] Myself: oh oops
  12. [1/20/2017 11:29:51 PM] Myself: you can do that while it gets set up
  13. [1/23/2017 6:37:17 PM] The blade: :/
  14. [1/23/2017 6:37:46 PM] Myself: hai Ben!
  15. [1/23/2017 6:37:57 PM] The blade: Who are you?
  16. [1/23/2017 6:38:05 PM] Myself: wha? who am I?
  17. [1/23/2017 6:38:17 PM] The blade: Yes I am his brother messaging you
  18. [1/23/2017 6:38:20 PM] The blade: I want to know who you are
  19. [1/23/2017 6:38:26 PM] Myself: I'm Kai remember? did you forget me :/
  20. [1/23/2017 6:38:29 PM] Myself: oh what?
  21. [1/23/2017 6:38:33 PM] Myself: really??
  22. [1/23/2017 6:38:36 PM] The blade: Hes... gone....
  23. [1/23/2017 6:38:43 PM] The blade: Hes no longer with us
  24. [1/23/2017 6:38:58 PM] Myself: what do you mean?
  25. [1/23/2017 6:39:00 PM] The blade: They took him away.....
  26. [1/23/2017 6:39:03 PM] Myself: looking for him?
  27. [1/23/2017 6:39:06 PM] The blade: From us...
  28. [1/23/2017 6:39:12 PM] Myself: who took him away?
  29. [1/23/2017 6:39:16 PM] The blade: They put him somewhere else...
  30. [1/23/2017 6:39:41 PM] The blade: I want to know who did this
  31. [1/23/2017 6:39:43 PM] Myself: I want to help.. I really really do
  32. [1/23/2017 6:39:49 PM] The blade: WHO MADE HIM TURN INTO THIS PERSON!
  33. [1/23/2017 6:39:55 PM] Myself: I miss him a lot
  34. [1/23/2017 6:40:06 PM] The blade: WELL HES GONE NOW!
  35. [1/23/2017 6:40:12 PM] Myself: really really miss him :/
  36. [1/23/2017 6:40:21 PM] The blade: Who is the key to it all....
  37. [1/23/2017 6:40:26 PM] The blade: WHO?!
  38. [1/23/2017 6:40:44 PM] The blade: IM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE TAKING MY BROTHER AWAY FROM US!
  39. [1/23/2017 6:40:46 PM] Myself: I don't know but I would like to help you any way I can!
  40. [1/23/2017 6:41:00 PM] The blade: WHO THE FUCK IS CHELS
  41. [1/23/2017 6:41:07 PM] Myself: and ensure his safe return!
  42. [1/23/2017 6:41:10 PM] Myself: chels?
  43. [1/23/2017 6:41:15 PM] The blade: WHO THE FUCK IS SAPPHIRE!?
  44. [1/23/2017 6:41:20 PM] The blade: WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU PEOPLE?!
  45. [1/23/2017 6:41:32 PM] Myself: :/
  46. [1/23/2017 6:42:00 PM] The blade: Hes gone now...
  47. [1/23/2017 6:42:04 PM] The blade: We cant see him...
  48. [1/23/2017 6:42:05 PM] Myself: do you know his last location?
  49. [1/23/2017 6:42:10 PM] The blade: The house
  50. [1/23/2017 6:42:16 PM] Myself: or where he could be..
  51. [1/23/2017 6:42:20 PM] The blade: He went to school today
  52. [1/23/2017 6:42:30 PM] Myself: went to school? really?
  53. [1/23/2017 6:42:47 PM] Myself: that's good to hear since he said he hasn't been there for a wek or so..
  54. [1/23/2017 6:42:53 PM] Myself: week*
  55. [1/23/2017 6:43:16 PM] The blade: Then when we went to pick him up. The police said he was taken by the government and wont let him free unless he reveals the problem... AND ALL HE SAID WAS "Where is the key....?" EVER SINCE 2 WEEKS AGO!
  56. [1/23/2017 6:43:22 PM] Myself: he said he was last in west side los angeles
  57. [1/23/2017 6:43:40 PM] The blade: We texted him and everything
  58. [1/23/2017 6:43:43 PM] The blade: NOTHING FROM HIM!
  59. [1/23/2017 6:43:53 PM] Myself: :/
  60. [1/23/2017 6:43:56 PM] The blade: TELL ME KAI WHO IS THE KEY TO ALL THIS?!
  61. [1/23/2017 6:44:03 PM] The blade: WE NEED TO KNOW
  62. [1/23/2017 6:44:08 PM] Myself: I wish I knew.. I wish I knew..
  63. [1/23/2017 6:44:30 PM] The blade: What did he say to you those other days....
  64. [1/23/2017 6:44:30 PM] Myself: I am doing my hardest to try to find a clue to end all this
  65. [1/23/2017 6:44:41 PM] The blade: I know he added you on his skype like a few days ago
  66. [1/23/2017 6:44:47 PM] Myself: yea
  67. [1/23/2017 6:44:57 PM] The blade: Has he mentioned anything?
  68. [1/23/2017 6:44:58 PM] Myself: and is his name really Benjamin?
  69. [1/23/2017 6:45:05 PM] The blade: Yes
  70. [1/23/2017 6:45:13 PM] The blade: Benjamin is my youngest brother
  71. [1/23/2017 6:45:18 PM] The blade: Steven is the middle brother
  72. [1/23/2017 6:45:26 PM] Myself: ok
  73. [1/23/2017 6:45:31 PM] The blade: Anthony as me is the eldest of them both
  74. [1/23/2017 6:45:44 PM] The blade: Now I ask again
  75. [1/23/2017 6:45:52 PM] The blade: Has he mentioned anything?
  76. [1/23/2017 6:46:00 PM] The blade: Anything at all
  77. [1/23/2017 6:46:02 PM] The blade: Tell us
  78. [1/23/2017 6:46:08 PM] Myself: let me go through my chat logs..
  79. [1/23/2017 6:46:21 PM] Myself: hold on a min please
  80. [1/23/2017 6:46:37 PM] The blade: You better hurry then....
  81. [1/23/2017 6:46:41 PM] The blade: I don't like wasting time
  82. [1/23/2017 6:47:37 PM] Myself: I would like to know why he ran off in the first place.. or what it possibly could be.
  83. [1/23/2017 6:47:51 PM] The blade: TELL US ANYTHING PLEASE
  84. [1/23/2017 6:47:59 PM] The blade: IN ORDER FOR HIS RELEASE!
  85. [1/23/2017 6:48:06 PM] Myself: like what exactly..?
  86. [1/23/2017 6:48:26 PM] Myself: like location or condition.. something like that
  87. [1/23/2017 6:48:27 PM] The blade: A GIRL OR BOY OR SOMETHING OR AN ITEM!
  88. [1/23/2017 6:49:24 PM] Myself: he has his phone, laptop with internet obviously.. somehow has electricity
  89. [1/23/2017 6:49:51 PM] The blade: He has his phone
  90. [1/23/2017 6:49:59 PM] The blade: And 5s galaxy
  91. [1/23/2017 6:50:02 PM] The blade: We cant reach him
  92. [1/23/2017 6:50:02 PM] Myself: did he ever answer?
  93. [1/23/2017 6:50:06 PM] The blade: No
  94. [1/23/2017 6:50:19 PM] Myself: can you guys use the gps of the phone to locate his exact location?
  95. [1/23/2017 6:50:24 PM] The blade: No
  96. [1/23/2017 6:50:35 PM] The blade: Text him
  97. [1/23/2017 6:50:37 PM] The blade: On something
  98. [1/23/2017 6:50:38 PM] Myself: can the police do that? get a hacker?
  99. [1/23/2017 6:50:43 PM] The blade: If you have anything
  100. [1/23/2017 6:50:46 PM] Myself: a ethical hacker
  101. [1/23/2017 6:52:16 PM] The blade: We have nothing...
  102. [1/23/2017 6:52:18 PM] Myself: do you know that he is bipolar atm?
  103. [1/23/2017 6:52:41 PM] Myself: it is really difficult to speak to him
  104. [1/23/2017 6:53:26 PM] The blade: Do you have his other skype?
  105. [1/23/2017 6:53:38 PM] The blade: I know he has 2
  106. [1/23/2017 6:53:40 PM] Myself: he has recently gone to a 7 eleven btw..
  107. [1/23/2017 6:53:48 PM] The blade: We know that
  108. [1/23/2017 6:53:57 PM] Myself: maybe you can get a tape of the video
  109. [1/23/2017 6:53:59 PM] Myself: oh
  110. [1/23/2017 6:54:07 PM] The blade: Hes taken
  111. [1/23/2017 6:54:23 PM] Myself: yes I have his other account
  112. [1/23/2017 6:54:25 PM] The blade: They said we cannot contact him but they never mention friends
  113. [1/23/2017 6:55:01 PM] Myself: i don't think he is with anyone.. seems alone
  114. [1/23/2017 6:55:15 PM] The blade: I know he is alone
  115. [1/23/2017 6:55:28 PM] The blade: I mean he was taken but we don't know where
  116. [1/23/2017 6:55:50 PM] Myself: his other skype is soulreaper1538979
  117. [1/23/2017 6:55:55 PM] The blade: We have it
  118. [1/23/2017 6:55:59 PM] The blade: But we cannot contact it
  119. [1/23/2017 6:56:12 PM] The blade: Please kai text him
  120. [1/23/2017 6:56:13 PM] Myself: oh then these are the two i have
  121. [1/23/2017 6:56:40 PM] Myself: text him?
  122. [1/23/2017 6:56:43 PM] The blade: YES
  123. [1/23/2017 6:57:20 PM] Myself: how do I.. do that.. i don't have his number.. unless it's 162659 number..
  124. [1/23/2017 6:57:32 PM] The blade: HIS SKYPE
  125. [1/23/2017 6:57:36 PM] The blade: TEXT HIM ON THAT
  126. [1/23/2017 6:57:42 PM] Myself: oh well he' not on atm
  127. [1/23/2017 6:57:48 PM] Myself: he's*
  128. [1/23/2017 6:57:49 PM] The blade: DOESNT MATTER
  129. [1/23/2017 6:57:52 PM] Myself: he is on steam..
  130. [1/23/2017 6:58:25 PM] The blade: PLEASE KAI
  131. [1/23/2017 6:58:31 PM] The blade: WE ARE WASTING MORE TIME!
  132. [1/23/2017 6:58:41 PM] The blade: I KNOW HIS PHONE HAS NOTIFICATION SO IT SHOULD BE ABLE TO WORK!
  133. [1/23/2017 6:59:11 PM] Myself: I'm sorry what do you want me to do!?
  134. [1/23/2017 6:59:30 PM] The blade: MESSAGE HIM
  135. [1/23/2017 6:59:36 PM] The blade: TELL ME IF HE IS SAFE!
  136. [1/23/2017 7:02:07 PM] Myself: he said that he is safe
  137. [1/23/2017 7:02:17 PM] The blade: Where is he!?
  138. [1/23/2017 7:02:19 PM] Myself: what to say?
  139. [1/23/2017 7:02:56 PM] The blade: Tell me where he is
  140. [1/23/2017 7:04:26 PM] Myself: he is in West side San gabriel
  141. [1/23/2017 7:04:36 PM] The blade: Any specific location?1
  142. [1/23/2017 7:04:38 PM] The blade: ?!
  143. [1/23/2017 7:05:47 PM] Myself: he is In a office of some kind
  144. [1/23/2017 7:06:48 PM] The blade: Where?!
  145. [1/23/2017 7:08:19 PM] Myself: a policeman took him in and i'm asking him where that is..
  146. [1/23/2017 7:08:35 PM] The blade: Okay
  147. [1/23/2017 7:11:27 PM] Myself: trying to get him to say.. please hold :/
  148. [1/23/2017 7:13:03 PM] Myself: Norwood Street
  149. [1/23/2017 7:13:53 PM] Myself: I hope that is enough
  150. [1/23/2017 7:14:06 PM] Myself: he is pressuring me to stop talking to him
  151. [1/23/2017 7:23:03 PM] Myself: and Garvey Street
  152. [1/23/2017 7:23:12 PM] The blade: THANK YOU
  153. [1/23/2017 7:23:15 PM] The blade: OMG
  154. [1/23/2017 7:23:23 PM] Myself: you're welcome!
  155. [1/23/2017 7:28:52 PM] Myself: he said he is trying to walk home too..
  156. [1/23/2017 10:14:41 PM] The blade: I wish I never came back....
  157. [1/23/2017 10:14:50 PM] The blade: Honestly I should have taken the bullet...
  158. [1/23/2017 10:15:29 PM] Myself: what.. don't say that :C
  159. [1/23/2017 10:16:16 PM] The blade: I don't have anything to do....
  160. [1/23/2017 10:16:21 PM] The blade: IM BORED UGHHHHH
  161. [1/23/2017 10:17:01 PM] Myself: why not excersise, read a book, hell, even mediate or something :/
  162. [1/23/2017 10:17:40 PM] The blade: :/
  163. [1/23/2017 10:18:05 PM] Myself: something calming something fun? idk
  164. [1/23/2017 10:18:28 PM] Myself: but really .. are you actually back home now..?? like for real?
  165. [1/23/2017 10:19:05 PM] The blade: Yea
  166. [1/23/2017 10:19:12 PM] The blade: I mean I didn't text back because I was lazy
  167. [1/23/2017 10:19:18 PM] The blade: AND GET TO ASS TO SLEEP
  168. [1/23/2017 10:19:25 PM] The blade: ITS 10PM
  169. [1/23/2017 10:19:36 PM] Myself: huh?
  170. [1/23/2017 10:19:41 PM] Myself: wait me..?
  171. [1/23/2017 10:20:10 PM] The blade: YEA
  172. [1/23/2017 10:20:54 PM] Myself: I'm just happy you're safe now is all.. I was kinda worried sick about you literally and I'm sure your brothers were too since they found you right?
  173. [1/23/2017 10:21:11 PM] The blade: IN A TRASHCAN!
  174. [1/23/2017 10:21:12 PM] The blade: Jk
  175. [1/23/2017 10:21:25 PM] Myself: pha!
  176. [1/23/2017 10:22:27 PM] Myself: and I don't think I've ever slept before 11 for a long while anyway.. but that's beside the point
  177. [1/23/2017 10:22:44 PM] The blade: I was cutting myself....
  178. [1/23/2017 10:23:19 PM] Myself: :/
  179. [1/23/2017 10:23:52 PM] Myself: you need to do something that calms you right now and nothing like that
  180. [1/23/2017 10:24:12 PM] The blade: I need the key...
  181. [1/23/2017 10:24:19 PM] The blade: To open the real soul....
  182. [1/23/2017 10:24:28 PM] Myself: your brother said you kept saying that..
  183. [1/23/2017 10:24:38 PM] The blade: I have....
  184. [1/23/2017 10:24:50 PM] The blade: I will keep going until the key return
  185. [1/23/2017 10:25:31 PM] Myself: well that's good to stay on your journey to become better and more healthy in mind and spirit
  186. [1/23/2017 10:26:05 PM] The blade: I NEED THE KEY BEFORE I DIE!
  187. [1/23/2017 10:26:11 PM] The blade: Well next year of course
  188. [1/23/2017 10:26:24 PM] Myself: next year? before you die?
  189. [1/23/2017 10:26:28 PM] Myself: wha?.
  190. [1/23/2017 10:26:41 PM] The blade: I will die on 1/19/18
  191. [1/23/2017 10:26:46 PM] Myself: there will be no dying by my watch
  192. [1/23/2017 10:26:49 PM] The blade: If the key isn't returned
  193. [1/23/2017 10:26:54 PM] Myself: on*
  194. [1/23/2017 10:27:01 PM] The blade: Are you sure>
  195. [1/23/2017 10:27:02 PM] The blade: ?
  196. [1/23/2017 10:27:28 PM] Myself: yes I am
  197. [1/23/2017 10:27:45 PM] Myself: but what is this key you speak of.. to what.. and how can you aquire it?
  198. [1/23/2017 10:29:33 PM] Myself: do you have a plan? or not?
  199. [1/23/2017 10:30:39 PM] Myself: and why that specific date?
  200. [1/23/2017 10:31:42 PM] The blade: The key has a year to reach me and if it doesn't I die
  201. [1/23/2017 10:32:08 PM] The blade: The key is to open the crystal and the crystal is to reach out to me because it contains another soul
  202. [1/23/2017 10:32:25 PM] Myself: ok and what even is that key? and can you aquire it? how can you? where is it?
  203. [1/23/2017 10:32:41 PM] Myself: another soul as in your real self? or a third...
  204. [1/23/2017 10:34:23 PM] The blade: The real self me
  205. [1/23/2017 10:34:48 PM] The blade: It reveals the real me
  206. [1/23/2017 10:35:09 PM] Myself: oh alright I hope you can attain it and I'll help you every step of the way for that
  207. [1/23/2017 10:35:31 PM] The blade: It has to come to me...
  208. [1/23/2017 10:35:34 PM] The blade: I cant go to it....
  209. [1/23/2017 10:35:39 PM] Myself: I know it does
  210. [1/23/2017 10:35:44 PM] Myself: but i can still help
  211. [1/23/2017 10:35:53 PM] The blade: The key can be attained mentally or physically
  212. [1/23/2017 10:35:59 PM] The blade: We can play minecraft later if you want kai
  213. [1/23/2017 10:36:02 PM] Myself: yes
  214. [1/23/2017 10:36:03 PM] The blade: I don't mind
  215. [1/23/2017 10:36:14 PM] Myself: and that would be nice :)
  216. [1/23/2017 10:37:15 PM] The blade: So you can?
  217. [1/23/2017 10:37:32 PM] Myself: I can what?
  218. [1/23/2017 10:38:50 PM] The blade: play?
  219. [1/23/2017 10:39:01 PM] Myself: yes of course
  220. [1/23/2017 10:39:37 PM] Myself: just let me know when I actually still haven't eaten yet so maybe after that
  221. [1/23/2017 10:40:24 PM] The blade: ALright
  222. [1/23/2017 10:40:29 PM] The blade: I might go shower soon
  223. [1/23/2017 10:40:48 PM] Myself: kk
  224. [1/23/2017 11:25:23 PM] The blade: I'm a shower rn
  225. [1/23/2017 11:25:29 PM] The blade: And play on wolf den 11.1
  226. [1/23/2017 11:25:38 PM] The blade: So see you there when I am out
  227. [1/23/2017 11:25:45 PM] The blade: and if you want you can skype call
  228. [1/23/2017 11:54:13 PM] Myself: alright and I've been wondering on when I would start on wolf den 11.1 so I guess this time is as good as any
  229. [1/24/2017 12:03:12 AM] The blade: Alright
  230. [1/24/2017 1:49:49 AM] The blade: Kai
  231. [1/24/2017 1:49:51 AM] The blade: I forgot
  232. [1/24/2017 1:49:56 AM] Myself: hmm?
  233. [1/24/2017 1:49:57 AM] The blade: Do you have snapchat?
  234. [1/24/2017 1:50:03 AM] Myself: nah i don't
  235. [1/24/2017 1:50:04 AM] The blade: Or Ig?
  236. [1/24/2017 1:50:06 AM] Myself: lg?
  237. [1/24/2017 1:50:11 AM] The blade: Yea
  238. [1/24/2017 1:50:16 AM] The blade: Instagram
  239. [1/24/2017 1:50:18 AM] Myself: uhh never hurd :/
  240. [1/24/2017 1:50:24 AM] Myself: oh
  241. [1/24/2017 1:50:26 AM] The blade: How about kik?
  242. [1/24/2017 1:50:29 AM] The blade: Do you have that?
  243. [1/24/2017 1:50:37 AM] Myself: i do.. but.. i forgot my signin XD
  244. [1/24/2017 1:50:41 AM] The blade: Lol
  245. [1/24/2017 1:50:43 AM] The blade: Its alright
  246. [1/24/2017 1:50:47 AM] Myself: never use anyway
  247. [1/24/2017 1:50:55 AM] The blade: As long as you have my skype then its fine :P
  248. [1/24/2017 1:51:06 AM] Myself: ok goodie
  249. [1/24/2017 1:51:13 AM] The blade: Alright nights
  250. [1/24/2017 1:51:19 AM] Myself: night night!
  251. [1/24/2017 1:51:21 AM] Myself: :D
  252. [1/24/2017 7:14:14 PM] The blade: ...
  253. [1/24/2017 7:14:23 PM] The blade: I have been transported...
  254. [1/24/2017 7:14:45 PM] Myself: what..?
  255. [1/24/2017 7:15:05 PM] The blade: They are going to break....
  256. [1/24/2017 7:15:11 PM] The blade: Me and the real ben....
  257. [1/24/2017 7:15:34 PM] Myself: what do you mean by that..?.. who is?
  258. [1/24/2017 7:15:49 PM] The blade: The emotions ben and the real ben....
  259. [1/24/2017 7:15:59 PM] Myself: oh..
  260. [1/24/2017 7:16:06 PM] Myself: but who..?
  261. [1/24/2017 7:16:11 PM] The blade: They will break our souls....
  262. [1/24/2017 7:16:40 PM] Myself: why would they.. do that to you? :/
  263. [1/24/2017 7:16:57 PM] The blade: They don't want me and him together like this....
  264. [1/24/2017 7:17:17 PM] The blade: So once I pretend to be the real him I can get rid of him
  265. [1/24/2017 7:17:25 PM] The blade: The real ben is no longer needed....
  266. [1/24/2017 7:18:12 PM] Myselfdo you mean by they.. I don't understand..
  267. [1/24/2017 7:18:41 PM] Myself: why would the real ben no longer be needed..
  268. [1/24/2017 7:19:04 PM] The blade: Because I don't like him....
  269. [1/24/2017 7:19:12 PM] The blade: I will pretend to be the real him
  270. [1/24/2017 7:19:21 PM] Myself: don't like who..?
  271. [1/24/2017 7:19:32 PM] The blade: The real ben
  272. [1/24/2017 7:20:02 PM] Myself: why not.. I like him :/
  273. [1/24/2017 7:20:11 PM] The blade: I WILL NEVER LIKE HIM EVER!
  274. [1/24/2017 7:21:06 PM] Myself: I seriously don't understand why you don't.. he's a good guy! :/
  275. [1/24/2017 7:21:49 PM] The blade: That is why....
  276. [1/24/2017 7:21:53 PM] The blade: I AM THE OPPOSITE!
  277. [1/24/2017 7:22:07 PM] The blade: I AM JUST AN EMOTION WITH HATE!
  278. [1/24/2017 7:23:32 PM] Myself: nothing wrong with being good in this world, hate is wasteful, disliking may be ok but hate.. hating your other half..? I just don't...
  279. [1/24/2017 7:26:06 PM] The blade: SHUT UP YOU
  280. [1/24/2017 7:26:19 PM] Myself: D:
  281. [1/24/2017 7:26:23 PM] The blade: I hate people as well....
  282. [1/24/2017 7:26:27 PM] The blade: I HATE EVERYTHING
  283. [1/24/2017 7:26:44 PM] The blade: I WILL KILL YOU ONCE I DO SEE YOU
  284. [1/24/2017 7:27:14 PM] The blade: I WILL DO ANYTHING JUST TO GET MY CRYSTAL!
  285. [1/24/2017 7:27:15 PM] Myself: well... now is this a threat I hear?
  286. [1/24/2017 7:27:32 PM] The blade: MY KEY TO MY CRYSTAL!
  287. [1/24/2017 7:27:43 PM] The blade: Shut up emotion
  288. [1/24/2017 7:27:47 PM] The blade: Sorry kai
  289. [1/24/2017 7:27:53 PM] Myself: and I've told you before.. that I can help you on way to attain it
  290. [1/24/2017 7:28:02 PM] Myself: your*
  291. [1/24/2017 7:28:05 PM] The blade: You don't have to kai
  292. [1/24/2017 7:28:07 PM] The blade: Its fine
  293. [1/24/2017 7:28:15 PM] Myself: :/
  294. [1/24/2017 7:28:18 PM] The blade: I can abandon all feelings
  295. [1/24/2017 7:28:28 PM] Myself: are you.. ok now..
  296. [1/24/2017 7:28:28 PM] The blade: I am better that way
  297. [1/24/2017 7:28:37 PM] The blade: Ohh yea
  298. [1/24/2017 7:28:39 PM] The blade: I forgot
  299. [1/24/2017 7:28:41 PM] The blade: Its me :P
  300. [1/24/2017 7:28:56 PM] Myself: phew
  301. [1/24/2017 7:28:57 PM] The blade: You know who :D
  302. [1/24/2017 7:29:07 PM] Myself: I was wondering what was going on
  303. [1/24/2017 7:29:07 PM] The blade: He got tired
  304. [1/24/2017 7:29:15 PM] The blade: Ehh things like this happen
  305. [1/24/2017 7:29:23 PM] Myself: just..
  306. [1/24/2017 7:29:33 PM] Myself: how long has this been going on? /
  307. [1/24/2017 7:29:36 PM] Myself: :/
  308. [1/24/2017 7:29:41 PM] The blade: Lets see
  309. [1/24/2017 7:29:52 PM] The blade: Last night, this morning, and during school
  310. [1/24/2017 7:30:02 PM] Myself: and.. are there certain words I need to avoid..?
  311. [1/24/2017 7:30:03 PM] The blade: That's the only time he will be awake
  312. [1/24/2017 7:30:14 PM] Myself: oh
  313. [1/24/2017 7:30:17 PM] The blade: Ehh just talk your way around it to reach me
  314. [1/24/2017 7:30:24 PM] Myself: okie
  315. [1/24/2017 7:30:28 PM] The blade: Mhmmm
  316. [1/24/2017 7:30:31 PM] The blade: Hehe
  317. [1/24/2017 7:30:39 PM] Myself: ok good XD
  318. [1/24/2017 7:30:49 PM] Myself: he scary!D:
  319. [1/24/2017 7:30:54 PM] The blade: Yea I know
  320. [1/24/2017 7:31:03 PM] The blade: I am friendly and very nice
  321. [1/24/2017 7:31:20 PM] Myself: just like I've seen :)
  322. [1/24/2017 7:31:29 PM] The blade: Do you have tabby's social media?
  323. [1/24/2017 7:31:33 PM] Myself: uhh
  324. [1/24/2017 7:31:33 PM] The blade: tubby's
  325. [1/24/2017 7:31:43 PM] Myself: I saw her steam on your account
  326. [1/24/2017 7:31:53 PM] The blade: Well she doesn't use it no more
  327. [1/24/2017 7:32:00 PM] The blade: So I was asking if you had her on anything
  328. [1/24/2017 7:32:10 PM] Myself: as I figured with 90 days
  329. [1/24/2017 7:32:19 PM] Myself: and nah
  330. [1/24/2017 7:32:32 PM] The blade: THAT IS LONG
  331. [1/24/2017 7:32:34 PM] Myself: I haven't seen her on for awhile either.. :/
  332. [1/24/2017 7:32:44 PM] Myself: on wolf den
  333. [1/24/2017 7:33:31 PM] Myself: just so we can be clear, are you ok with being called Greap when you're the real ben?
  334. [1/24/2017 7:33:33 PM] The blade: My emotion...
  335. [1/24/2017 7:33:44 PM] The blade: Prefer ben
  336. [1/24/2017 7:33:50 PM] The blade: Easy and simple :D
  337. [1/24/2017 7:33:50 PM] Myself: ah okie
  338. [1/24/2017 7:34:05 PM] Myself: is it really your name? or a "codename"
  339. [1/24/2017 7:34:14 PM] The blade: Nickname
  340. [1/24/2017 7:34:19 PM] The blade: I use it as that
  341. [1/24/2017 7:34:26 PM] Myself: ah okie
  342. [1/24/2017 7:34:43 PM] Myself: like your full first name is Benjamin?
  343. [1/24/2017 7:34:55 PM] The blade: Mhm\
  344. [1/24/2017 7:34:59 PM] The blade: Yes sir
  345. [1/24/2017 7:35:01 PM] Myself: kk
  346. [1/24/2017 7:35:02 PM] Myself: XD
  347. [1/24/2017 7:35:13 PM] Myself: don't like when people say that
  348. [1/24/2017 7:35:22 PM] Myself: haha
  349. [1/24/2017 7:35:50 PM] The blade: Sowey
  350. [1/24/2017 7:35:56 PM] Myself: it okie :P
  351. [1/24/2017 7:35:59 PM] The blade: :D
  352. [1/24/2017 7:36:05 PM] The blade: Minecraft tonight?
  353. [1/24/2017 7:36:10 PM] Myself: possibly
  354. [1/24/2017 7:36:13 PM] The blade: My time doe
  355. [1/24/2017 7:36:14 PM] Myself: was going to shower
  356. [1/24/2017 7:36:19 PM] The blade: Its cool
  357. [1/24/2017 7:36:31 PM] The blade: Wait kai
  358. [1/24/2017 7:36:35 PM] The blade: How old are you?
  359. [1/24/2017 7:36:36 PM] Myself: hmm?
  360. [1/24/2017 7:36:49 PM] Myself: I was waiting for you to ask that XD
  361. [1/24/2017 7:36:56 PM] The blade: :P
  362. [1/24/2017 7:37:02 PM] Myself: why do you want to know?
  363. [1/24/2017 7:37:15 PM] The blade: Well I am curious is all
  364. [1/24/2017 7:37:21 PM] Myself: right
  365. [1/24/2017 7:37:24 PM] Myself: umm
  366. [1/24/2017 7:37:31 PM] The blade: 2 straight years
  367. [1/24/2017 7:37:37 PM] Myself: how old do you think I am?
  368. [1/24/2017 7:37:41 PM] The blade: 15?
  369. [1/24/2017 7:37:51 PM] Myself: D:
  370. [1/24/2017 7:37:52 PM] Myself: wow
  371. [1/24/2017 7:37:58 PM] The blade: I guessed it??
  372. [1/24/2017 7:38:01 PM] Myself: you have heard me speak right?
  373. [1/24/2017 7:38:04 PM] The blade: No
  374. [1/24/2017 7:38:14 PM] Myself: you think I'm 15? XD
  375. [1/24/2017 7:38:16 PM] Myself: oh
  376. [1/24/2017 7:38:23 PM] The blade: Yush I think you are 15
  377. [1/24/2017 7:38:26 PM] Myself: must have been the other..
  378. [1/24/2017 7:38:50 PM] Myself: well I guess I did a good job.. with that then XD
  379. [1/24/2017 7:39:03 PM] The blade: Wat?
  380. [1/24/2017 7:39:12 PM] Myself: I'm flatered since I'm in my 20s XD
  381. [1/24/2017 7:39:54 PM] Myself: hope that's not too much a shock for you :/
  382. [1/24/2017 7:40:11 PM] Myself: I swore I mentioned something on wolf den before
  383. [1/24/2017 7:42:02 PM] Myself: I guess mr emotion ben has heard me and not you huh?
  384. [1/24/2017 7:47:33 PM] The blade: Sorry
  385. [1/24/2017 7:47:35 PM] The blade: DOGGIE
  386. [1/24/2017 7:47:44 PM] Myself: hmm?
  387. [1/24/2017 7:47:55 PM] The blade: I have dogs in the house
  388. [1/24/2017 7:48:02 PM] The blade: AND THEY KEEP LICKING MEHHHH
  389. [1/24/2017 7:48:10 PM] The blade: XD
  390. [1/24/2017 7:48:13 PM] The blade: I love dogs
  391. [1/24/2017 7:48:14 PM] Myself: dogs in the house?
  392. [1/24/2017 7:48:18 PM] The blade: Yep
  393. [1/24/2017 7:48:24 PM] Myself: relly now XD
  394. [1/24/2017 7:48:28 PM] The blade: YUHS
  395. [1/24/2017 7:48:41 PM] Myself: how many of them?
  396. [1/24/2017 7:48:45 PM] The blade: 2
  397. [1/24/2017 7:48:55 PM] The blade: I know 1 is a Chihuahua
  398. [1/24/2017 7:48:59 PM] The blade: But idk what is the other one
  399. [1/24/2017 7:49:36 PM] Myself: doges are funny :P
  400. [1/24/2017 7:50:04 PM] Myself: and koo'
  401. [1/24/2017 7:50:15 PM] Myself: I have 2 cats but they don't do that XD
  402. [1/24/2017 7:50:30 PM] Myself: 2 big mainecoons
  403. [1/24/2017 7:50:55 PM] Myself: look like a mix of a raccoon and a cat XD
  404. [1/24/2017 7:52:02 PM] The blade: COOL
  405. [1/24/2017 7:52:09 PM] The blade: I have never seen one tho :(
  406. [1/24/2017 7:52:11 PM] Myself: and uhh so yea.. about meh age^^^
  407. [1/24/2017 7:52:33 PM] Myself: hopefully you don't mind since I'm really nice :P
  408. [1/24/2017 7:52:35 PM] The blade: Your 20?
  409. [1/24/2017 7:52:55 PM] Myself: yea in my 20s don't really want to say XD
  410. [1/24/2017 7:53:03 PM] Myself: hope you can respect that
  411. [1/24/2017 7:53:07 PM] The blade: Its fine
  412. [1/24/2017 7:53:11 PM] The blade: I see
  413. [1/24/2017 7:53:16 PM] The blade: I thought you still go to school
  414. [1/24/2017 7:53:32 PM] Myself: nah I'm out of college and give you that much XD
  415. [1/24/2017 7:53:40 PM] Myself: I'll*
  416. [1/24/2017 7:53:43 PM] The blade: Hmm
  417. [1/24/2017 7:53:58 PM] The blade: I'm a go eat so brb
  418. [1/24/2017 7:54:04 PM] Myself: kk
  419. [1/24/2017 7:54:10 PM] Myself: might shower now anyway
  420. [1/24/2017 9:20:49 PM] The blade: I am sorry kai....
  421. [1/24/2017 9:22:10 PM] Myself: huh?
  422. [1/24/2017 9:22:14 PM] Myself: why are you sorry?
  423. [1/24/2017 9:22:29 PM] The blade: It got me...
  424. [1/24/2017 9:22:38 PM] Myself: what got you?..
  425. [1/24/2017 9:22:46 PM] The blade: Emotion woke up...
  426. [1/24/2017 9:22:52 PM] The blade: Sliced my body...
  427. [1/24/2017 9:22:58 PM] Myself: oh.. :/
  428. [1/24/2017 9:22:58 PM] The blade: My body is bleeding...
  429. [1/24/2017 9:23:02 PM] Myself: wah..
  430. [1/24/2017 9:23:09 PM] The blade: I don't know how I am still alive....
  431. [1/24/2017 9:23:37 PM] Myself: aren't you with your brothers right now..? can't they help?
  432. [1/24/2017 9:23:48 PM] The blade: Bye....
  433. [1/24/2017 9:23:51 PM] Myself: or is this not physical.. but mental scar?..
  434. [1/24/2017 9:25:49 PM] The blade: WHAT THE FUCK?!
  435. [1/24/2017 9:26:00 PM] Myself: ?! D:
  436. [1/24/2017 9:26:05 PM] Myself: what??
  437. [1/24/2017 9:26:10 PM] The blade: WHAT HAPPEN TO HIM?!
  438. [1/24/2017 9:26:16 PM] Myself: happen to who..?
  439. [1/24/2017 9:26:29 PM] The blade: MY LIL BRO!
  440. [1/24/2017 9:26:51 PM] Myself: I.. I don't know...
  441. [1/24/2017 9:27:28 PM] Myself: he said "his emotion woke up and sliced his body"...
  442. [1/24/2017 9:27:50 PM] The blade: MORE THEN 1!
  443. [1/24/2017 9:27:59 PM] The blade: THERE IS LIKE 30 CUTS!!
  444. [1/24/2017 9:28:39 PM] Myself: You need to go the hospital for him and now!!
  445. [1/24/2017 9:28:50 PM] The blade: I HAVE HIS PHONE!
  446. [1/24/2017 9:28:53 PM] The blade: WE ARE GOING THERE!!
  447. [1/24/2017 9:29:04 PM] The blade: WE ARE GOING TO BE BACK IN 2 HOURS!
  448. [1/24/2017 9:29:26 PM] Myself: ok stay safe all of you!
  449. [1/24/2017 9:30:15 PM] Myself: I will be praying for him!
  450. [1/24/2017 11:10:02 PM] The blade: HOLLY SHIT!
  451. [1/24/2017 11:10:08 PM] The blade: WHY AM I ALIVE?!
  452. [1/24/2017 11:11:41 PM] Myself: OMG Ben what the hell happened after that..!?
  453. [1/24/2017 11:12:02 PM] The blade: Well I woke up in the hospital with no wounds?
  454. [1/24/2017 11:12:12 PM] The blade: It healed but left a purple spot on my body
  455. [1/24/2017 11:12:13 PM] Myself: with.. no wounds...?
  456. [1/24/2017 11:12:21 PM] Myself: a purple spot..
  457. [1/24/2017 11:12:25 PM] The blade: What am I?
  458. [1/24/2017 11:12:34 PM] The blade: IM A SUPERNATURAL HUMAN!
  459. [1/24/2017 11:12:36 PM] The blade: Jk
  460. [1/24/2017 11:12:41 PM] The blade: Seriously tho
  461. [1/24/2017 11:12:42 PM] Myself: I didn't think they would release you so quickly...
  462. [1/24/2017 11:12:46 PM] The blade: I have this purple thing
  463. [1/24/2017 11:12:51 PM] The blade: I am not home....
  464. [1/24/2017 11:13:01 PM] The blade: I am still here
  465. [1/24/2017 11:13:06 PM] Myself: are you with your brothers beside you?
  466. [1/24/2017 11:13:14 PM] The blade: Idk
  467. [1/24/2017 11:13:16 PM] Myself: in a hospital bed?
  468. [1/24/2017 11:13:19 PM] The blade: They wont let me see anyone
  469. [1/24/2017 11:13:33 PM] Myself: like seriously my heart sunk when I heard what happened :(
  470. [1/24/2017 11:14:04 PM] Myself: why won't they?..
  471. [1/24/2017 11:14:18 PM] The blade: Idk
  472. [1/24/2017 11:15:09 PM] The blade: They said I am not safe
  473. [1/24/2017 11:15:15 PM] Myself: so are you completely recovered? they checked your vital signs and everything?
  474. [1/24/2017 11:15:39 PM] The blade: Yea I seem to be fine
  475. [1/24/2017 11:15:48 PM] The blade: But the wounds where did they go?
  476. [1/24/2017 11:15:56 PM] Myself: I also thought that you may have been possessed or something.. because the way your other you speaks.. is not YOU....
  477. [1/24/2017 11:16:54 PM] Myself: this is all too crazy for me rn...
  478. [1/24/2017 11:17:09 PM] The blade: Whats crazy is that the hospital didn't do anything to my body 0-0
  479. [1/24/2017 11:17:27 PM] The blade: My body healed so quick on its own
  480. [1/24/2017 11:17:34 PM] The blade: I feel so like weak tho
  481. [1/24/2017 11:17:45 PM] Myself: that's... strange....
  482. [1/24/2017 11:18:48 PM] Myself: did your brothers bring you there? or were you picked up by ambulance? do you remember? were you in pain but can hear people?
  483. [1/24/2017 11:19:36 PM] The blade: Ambulance
  484. [1/24/2017 11:19:47 PM] The blade: I am fine
  485. [1/24/2017 11:19:50 PM] The blade: Everything is fine
  486. [1/24/2017 11:20:16 PM] Myself: I'm almost thinking you don't have any brothers.. and you're making things up.. please tell me something that will let me know.. what the feeehh is happening.........
  487. [1/24/2017 11:20:56 PM] The blade: The hypothesis of what the doctor said that I might have a lot of white blood cells to close it all up
  488. [1/24/2017 11:20:56 PM] Myself: I wnat full details shoot
  489. [1/24/2017 11:21:08 PM] The blade: I have brothers
  490. [1/24/2017 11:21:19 PM] The blade: -.-
  491. [1/24/2017 11:21:35 PM] Myself: sorry if I may be acting this way with you if this is all real but .. it is a little hard to believe if you ask me..
  492. [1/24/2017 11:22:05 PM] Myself: trying to wrap my head around all this...
  493. [1/24/2017 11:23:40 PM] Myself: I'm truly sorry to me soul if everything is......
  494. [1/24/2017 11:23:45 PM] Myself: my*
  495. [1/24/2017 11:24:34 PM] Myself: I'm just happy you're ok but my god....
  496. [1/24/2017 11:24:57 PM] The blade: Well I have to check up after every 3 days :(
  497. [1/24/2017 11:25:02 PM] The blade: I HATE CHECK UPS AHHHHH
  498. [1/24/2017 11:26:06 PM] Myself: I don't like them either.. :/
  499. [1/24/2017 11:26:22 PM] Myself: especially ones that are that close to each other
  500. [1/24/2017 11:26:37 PM] Myself: but it is needed
  501. [1/24/2017 11:26:38 PM] The blade: WHY DO THEY KEEP BRING IN A NEW DOCTOR TO SEE ME!
  502. [1/24/2017 11:26:42 PM] The blade: FUCKEN HELL
  503. [1/24/2017 11:27:02 PM] Myself: umm
  504. [1/24/2017 11:27:14 PM] Myself: just look..
  505. [1/24/2017 11:27:30 PM] Myself: you have your phone on you right?
  506. [1/24/2017 11:28:05 PM] The blade: YEa
  507. [1/24/2017 11:28:13 PM] The blade: But I have to go in like 2 minutes
  508. [1/24/2017 11:28:21 PM] Myself: could you please take a picture to confirm this for me..
  509. [1/24/2017 11:28:28 PM] Myself: and send here
  510. [1/24/2017 11:28:29 PM] The blade: I have to ask tho
  511. [1/24/2017 11:28:32 PM] The blade: Give me a sec
  512. [1/24/2017 11:28:33 PM] Myself: what?
  513. [1/24/2017 11:30:30 PM] The blade: D:
  514. [1/24/2017 11:30:32 PM] The blade: NOOO
  515. [1/24/2017 11:30:34 PM] The blade: WHY
  516. [1/24/2017 11:30:46 PM] The blade: They want me in here for another hour to see my cells
  517. [1/24/2017 11:30:57 PM] Myself: umm..
  518. [1/24/2017 11:30:57 PM] The blade: I'm a give my phone to my brother
  519. [1/24/2017 11:31:05 PM] Myself: to see your cells?..
  520. [1/24/2017 11:31:42 PM] The blade: They said that "You have another cell in your body I would like to examine"
  521. [1/24/2017 11:31:46 PM] The blade: That's what they said
  522. [1/24/2017 11:32:12 PM] Myself: another cell..? sounds weird..
  523. [1/24/2017 11:32:21 PM] The blade: Its another cell in my body?
  524. [1/24/2017 11:32:24 PM] The blade: For how long?
  525. [1/24/2017 11:32:32 PM] Myself: and you share your skype with your bro?
  526. [1/24/2017 11:32:48 PM] Myself: I sure as hell don't know
  527. [1/24/2017 11:33:11 PM] The blade: Nope
  528. [1/24/2017 11:33:12 PM] Myself: I need to go rn but you can still type to me and update me
  529. [1/24/2017 11:33:28 PM] Myself: Just want to know what's happening
  530. [1/24/2017 11:34:29 PM] The blade: Hes gone
  531. [1/24/2017 11:35:07 PM] Myself: who is?
  532. [1/24/2017 11:35:12 PM] Myself: what do you mean?
  533. [1/24/2017 11:35:22 PM] The blade: Benjamin my lil bro
  534. [1/24/2017 11:35:27 PM] The blade: Something isn't right with him
  535. [1/24/2017 11:35:32 PM] The blade: What happen to him?
  536. [1/24/2017 11:35:34 PM] Myself: but I thought I was just talking to him..
  537. [1/24/2017 11:36:17 PM] Myself: please stay on.. I will be back asp!
  538. [1/24/2017 11:36:22 PM] Myself: asap*
  539. [1/24/2017 11:55:46 PM] Myself: hello? are you still there?
  540. [1/25/2017 12:00:17 AM] The blade: Yes do you need something?
  541. [1/25/2017 12:00:33 AM] Myself: is this Anthony or one of the brothers?
  542. [1/25/2017 12:00:49 AM] The blade: Anthony
  543. [1/25/2017 12:01:31 AM] Myself: ok I may have some info that you need but it is hard to cope with but if it works it works
  544. [1/25/2017 12:01:51 AM] Myself: how is he? does he seem like another person to you?
  545. [1/25/2017 12:02:09 AM] The blade: Hes fine
  546. [1/25/2017 12:02:12 AM] The blade: Hes asleep right now
  547. [1/25/2017 12:02:22 AM] The blade: They are taking a lot of blood tho
  548. [1/25/2017 12:02:37 AM] Myself: was he saying any strange things?
  549. [1/25/2017 12:02:51 AM] The blade: He wants the crystal
  550. [1/25/2017 12:02:55 AM] Myself: or acting completely different than you would normally see him as?
  551. [1/25/2017 12:03:16 AM] The blade: Everything is off about him
  552. [1/25/2017 12:03:24 AM] Myself: do you know that he is bipolar?
  553. [1/25/2017 12:03:33 AM] The blade: give me a sec
  554. [1/25/2017 12:03:35 AM] The blade: doc is talking
  555. [1/25/2017 12:07:24 AM] The blade: Okay
  556. [1/25/2017 12:07:31 AM] The blade: Hes fine
  557. [1/25/2017 12:07:33 AM] The blade: Still breathing
  558. [1/25/2017 12:07:35 AM] The blade: That's good
  559. [1/25/2017 12:07:41 AM] The blade: His conditions are fine
  560. [1/25/2017 12:07:54 AM] The blade: Everything should be good
  561. [1/25/2017 12:08:00 AM] The blade: Doctors want to see this blood
  562. [1/25/2017 12:08:45 AM] Myself: ok I'm very thankful that he is fine right now
  563. [1/25/2017 12:08:48 AM] Myself: but..
  564. [1/25/2017 12:09:20 AM] Myself: for what I am about to say I want you to hear me out because I know why he isn't the person that he is...
  565. [1/25/2017 12:14:15 AM] Myself: I seriously hope that you will listen to me on this.. I want to help you guys or I wouldn't be here speaking to you
  566. [1/25/2017 12:14:38 AM] Myself: so... uhh this is painful l to say but....
  567. [1/25/2017 12:16:39 AM] Myself: he is bipolar and not just bipolar.. there is an evil demonic soul inside him that is full of hatred with no remorse.. I have chat logs of that other soul that comes out suddenly spewing hatred for humans and dark plans.. and then goes back to the ben that I know and love (the full of heart and compassion personality) like you guys do.. but please you don't only need a doctor but a priest or two and a excorcism to be done... that will free him and that is the explantion for the wierd things that have been happening.. if you have faith in jesus christ you will listen to me!
  568. [1/25/2017 12:26:43 AM] Myself: [1/24/2017 7:16:57 PM] The blade: They don't want me and him together like this....
  569. [1/24/2017 7:17:17 PM] The blade: So once I pretend to be the real him I can get rid of him
  570. [1/24/2017 7:17:25 PM] The blade: The real ben is no longer needed....
  571. [1/24/2017 7:18:12 PM] Myself: what do you mean by they.. I don't understand..
  572. [1/24/2017 7:18:41 PM] Myself: why would the real ben no longer be needed..
  573. [1/24/2017 7:19:04 PM] The blade: Because I don't like him....
  574. [1/24/2017 7:19:12 PM] The blade: I will pretend to be the real him
  575. [1/24/2017 7:19:21 PM] Myself: don't like who..?
  576. [1/24/2017 7:19:32 PM] The blade: The real ben
  577. [1/24/2017 7:20:02 PM] Myself: why not.. I like him :/
  578. [1/24/2017 7:20:11 PM] The blade: I WILL NEVER LIKE HIM EVER!
  579. [1/24/2017 7:21:06 PM] Myself: I seriously don't understand why you don't.. he's a good guy! :/
  580. [1/24/2017 7:21:49 PM] The blade: That is why....
  581. [1/24/2017 7:21:53 PM] The blade: I AM THE OPPOSITE!
  582. [1/24/2017 7:22:07 PM] The blade: I AM JUST AN EMOTION WITH HATE!
  583. [1/24/2017 7:23:32 PM] Myself: nothing wrong with being good in this world, hate is wasteful, disliking may be ok but hate.. hating your other half..? I just don't...
  584. [1/24/2017 7:26:06 PM] The blade: SHUT UP YOU
  585. [1/24/2017 7:26:19 PM] Myself: D:
  586. [1/24/2017 7:26:23 PM] The blade: I hate people as well....
  587. [1/24/2017 7:26:27 PM] The blade: I HATE EVERYTHING
  588. [1/24/2017 7:26:44 PM] The blade: I WILL KILL YOU ONCE I DO SEE YOU
  589. [1/24/2017 7:27:14 PM] The blade: I WILL DO ANYTHING JUST TO GET MY CRYSTAL!
  590. [1/25/2017 12:42:42 AM] Myself: from steam... this was scary.. and so unlike him:
  591. [1/25/2017 12:42:51 AM] Myself: 2:04 AM - Myself: hai Ben
  592. 2:04 AM - Myself: changed your username i see
  593. 2:04 AM - Unknown: Mhmm....
  594. 2:05 AM - Myself: sorry for the other night with gmod not working :/
  595. 2:05 AM - Unknown: Its fine....
  596. 2:05 AM - Unknown: No one can awaken me....
  597. 2:05 AM - Unknown: The real me is lost....
  598. 2:07 AM - Myself: umm.. can you tell me if there are set times real ben or emotion ben are around so i know who i'm speaking to beforehand..
  599. 2:07 AM - Myself: maybe tell me the last time i spoke to real ben
  600. 2:07 AM - Unknown: You are talking to emotional ben...
  601. 2:08 AM - Unknown: And you will keep talking to me until the real ben is healed...
  602. 2:08 AM - Myself: alright
  603. 2:08 AM - Unknown: Sadly he cannot be healed....
  604. 2:09 AM - Myself: maybe he can you just don't know about it
  605. 2:09 AM - Unknown: If I am him then I know if he can heal or not....
  606. 2:09 AM - Myself: but didn't you say you had two souls? one at a time?
  607. 2:10 AM - Unknown: 1 soul is emotion
  608. 2:10 AM - Unknown: the other one is the real him
  609. 2:10 AM - Myself: yes, yes i know that
  610. 2:10 AM - Unknown: We are 2 in 1
  611. 2:11 AM - Myself: alright just understand that i'm here for you both
  612. 2:11 AM - Unknown: I do not repay my respect to humans
  613. 2:12 AM - Myself: always will
  614. 2:12 AM - Unknown: Humans on this world are worthless
  615. 2:12 AM - Unknown: You can never count on them EVER
  616. 2:16 AM - Unknown: Kai you tell me what am I standing on.
  617. 2:17 AM - Myself: what do you mean?
  618. 2:17 AM - Unknown: Where am I standing?
  619. 2:17 AM - Unknown: Where am I?
  620. 2:17 AM - Myself: i err.. dk.. :/
  621. 2:17 AM - Myself: if i was with you i would know
  622. 2:17 AM - Myself: and i am miles away
  623. 2:17 AM - Unknown: You are in New york
  624. 2:18 AM - Unknown: You should be asleep
  625. 2:18 AM - Myself: i'm a night owl always been :/
  626. 2:18 AM - Unknown: I see...
  627. 2:18 AM - Unknown: I use to be one...
  628. 2:18 AM - Unknown: But now I have evolved...
  629. 2:19 AM - Myself: by standing do you mean your location?
  630. 2:19 AM - Myself: used to be one? but evolved? what do you mena by that?
  631. 2:19 AM - Unknown: I use to be a night owl...
  632. 2:19 AM - Myself: oh
  633. 2:19 AM - Unknown: But I am not longer it since I evolved...
  634. 2:20 AM - Myself: what do you mean by evolved?
  635. 2:20 AM - Unknown: I turned into something else better then a night owl
  636. 2:20 AM - Myself: and what is that?
  637. 2:20 AM - Unknown: Night walker
  638. 2:21 AM - Myself: hmm, what exactly is that?
  639. 2:21 AM - Unknown: You walk around cities...
  640. 2:21 AM - Myself: owls sleep so i guess you don't?
  641. 2:21 AM - Unknown: No
  642. 2:21 AM - Unknown: I sleep during the day
  643. 2:21 AM - Unknown: I work during the night
  644. 2:21 AM - Unknown: It flows that way
  645. 2:22 AM - Myself: oh so you're nocturnal?
  646. 2:22 AM - Myself: and you work?
  647. 2:22 AM - Unknown: Yes...
  648. 2:22 AM - Unknown: I look around
  649. 2:22 AM - Unknown: detail to detail
  650. 2:22 AM - Unknown: In cities
  651. 2:22 AM - Unknown: Mapping it all out using my mind
  652. 2:23 AM - Myself: i like details a lottoo
  653. 2:23 AM - Myself: no way! D:
  654. 2:23 AM - Myself: i would do the same thing!
  655. 2:23 AM - Unknown: I know everything in this city... building to building... but now its the detail
  656. 2:23 AM - Myself: i would deconstruct buildings the same way see how they all come together
  657. 2:24 AM - Myself: in this city? are you in los angeles? i know you're in southern cali from what i cna remember right?
  658. 2:24 AM - Myself: can*
  659. 2:25 AM - Unknown: West side
  660. 2:25 AM - Myself: ah okie
  661. 2:27 AM - Myself: oh and btw i was going to ask you 2 months back if I could add you on Steam anyway and I'm happy to have you on here now :3
  662. 2:27 AM - Unknown: Sadly we cant play
  663. 2:27 AM - Unknown: I mean we can only if we play gmod on a server
  664. 2:27 AM - Unknown: With everyone
  665. 2:27 AM - Unknown: I do that a lot
  666. 2:28 AM - Myself: i know.. i will have to get lam to show me step by step and sort it out with me
  667. 2:28 AM - Unknown: Do you want to play g with me now?
  668. 2:28 AM - Unknown: We can skype call as we play ttt
  669. 2:29 AM - Myself: uh i was going to play another game possibly but if you want i can get lam to help out
  670. 2:29 AM - Unknown: :/
  671. 2:30 AM - Myself: i'm not exactrly keen playing with people i don't really know :/
  672. 2:30 AM - Unknown: Do you know what TTT is?
  673. 2:30 AM - Myself: TTT uhh i think?
  674. 2:30 AM - Unknown: Its a server on gmod
  675. 2:31 AM - Myself: oh
  676. 2:31 AM - Unknown: Everyone can play it
  677. 2:32 AM - Myself: well, i've only played with lam on gmod so far so no real multiplayer servers
  678. 2:32 AM - Myself: and i don't think i would tlak anyway on them..
  679. 2:32 AM - Myself: talk*
  680. 2:32 AM - Unknown: You dont have to
  681. 2:32 AM - Unknown: You can text or message
  682. 2:32 AM - Myself: i know
  683. 2:32 AM - Unknown: Or whatever the hell you want to call it
  684. 2:33 AM - Unknown: Its time...
  685. 2:33 AM - Myself: huh?..
  686. 2:33 AM - Unknown: The hunt begins now...
  687. 2:33 AM - Myself: the hunt for what?..
  688. 2:33 AM - Unknown: Killing...
  689. 2:33 AM - Myself: the crystal?
  690. 2:33 AM - Unknown: No
  691. 2:33 AM - Unknown: We absorb blood from any human
  692. 2:34 AM - Unknown: To keep us alive
  693. 2:34 AM - Unknown: Real ben doesnt know it
  694. 2:34 AM - Myself: oh.. you don't say?
  695. 2:34 AM - Myself: how exactly is that done?
  696. 2:34 AM - Unknown: 11:33 is the time we get out the house
  697. 2:35 AM - Unknown: And hunt...
  698. 2:36 AM - Unknown: If we have eaten then we last for 1 month
  699. 2:37 AM - Myself: ok so.. are you simialr to a vampire or something?
  700. 2:37 AM - Unknown: No
  701. 2:37 AM - Unknown: We are not humans
  702. 2:38 AM - Myself: hmm
  703. 2:37 AM - Unknown: I came from somewhere else
  704. 2:38 AM - Unknown: And consume this kid
  705. 2:38 AM - Unknown: Thats why we are 2
  706. 2:38 AM - Unknown: There is a way to get rid of me
  707. [1/26/2017 12:31:19 AM] The blade: Kms....
  708. [1/26/2017 12:31:39 AM] Myself: what..? :/
  709. [1/26/2017 12:31:50 AM] The blade: Why didn't he die....
  710. [1/26/2017 12:32:16 AM] Myself: .....
  711. [1/26/2017 12:32:18 AM] Myself: umm
  712. [1/26/2017 12:34:06 AM] The blade: WHY DIDNT HE DIE!
  713. [1/26/2017 12:34:10 AM] The blade: WHEN I SLICED HIM!
  714. [1/26/2017 12:34:19 AM] Myself: what....?
  715. [1/26/2017 12:34:22 AM] The blade: THIS IS WHY I HATE HIM!
  716. [1/26/2017 12:34:25 AM] The blade: HES UNHUMAN!
  717. [1/26/2017 12:34:37 AM] Myself: what do you mean..?
  718. [1/26/2017 12:34:44 AM] Myself: unhuman..?
  719. [1/26/2017 12:34:44 AM] The blade: He obtain this abi
  720. [1/26/2017 12:34:48 AM] The blade: ability....
  721. [1/26/2017 12:34:58 AM] The blade: To heal natural but quick....
  722. [1/26/2017 12:35:11 AM] The blade: Plants around him the air...
  723. [1/26/2017 12:35:17 AM] Myself: well... I have no clue what that is about..
  724. [1/26/2017 12:35:18 AM] The blade: Its being passed around to heal him...
  725. [1/26/2017 12:35:52 AM] Myself: do you know where this ability came from?
  726. [1/26/2017 12:36:02 AM] Myself: and what the purple thing is..?
  727. [1/26/2017 12:36:14 AM] Myself: he said there's this cell.. within him
  728. [1/26/2017 12:56:03 AM] The blade: A white cell builds in with in every second quickly
  729. [1/26/2017 12:56:15 AM] The blade: Usually white cells take a while to be build
  730. [1/26/2017 12:57:20 AM] Myself: hmm.. I thought that was more a disease of some kind.. having too many white blood cells.. but isn't it platelets that do the healing work? thought white blood cells were just for immunity
  731. [1/26/2017 1:06:03 AM] The blade: No they stop you from bleeding and more
  732. [1/26/2017 1:06:13 AM] Myself: oh..
  733. [1/26/2017 1:07:13 AM] The blade: I hurt his throat so he doesn't have to talk anymore
  734. [1/26/2017 1:07:16 AM] The blade: Hehe
  735. [1/26/2017 1:07:19 AM] The blade: HAHA
  736. [1/26/2017 1:07:25 AM] The blade: FUCK YOU ALL
  737. [1/26/2017 1:07:40 AM] Myself: what...
  738. [1/26/2017 1:08:28 AM] The blade: A soar throat would hurt a lot if he talks
  739. [1/26/2017 1:09:37 AM] Myself: okie then...
  740. [1/26/2017 1:09:43 AM] The blade: I made his body take the poison I made
  741. [1/26/2017 1:10:00 AM] The blade: Its a good thing I know what to take and make something so harmful to bodies
  742. [1/26/2017 1:10:28 AM] Myself: ........
  743. [1/26/2017 1:39:40 AM] Myself: ok....
  744. [1/26/2017 2:07:07 AM] The blade: Hey...
  745. [1/26/2017 2:07:19 AM] The blade: Its sleeping so its me
  746. [1/26/2017 2:07:27 AM] The blade: I wont text long
  747. [1/26/2017 2:07:31 AM] Myself: how can I be sure?
  748. [1/26/2017 2:07:37 AM] The blade: but I see that he has poisoned me
  749. [1/26/2017 2:07:40 AM] The blade: I am coughing a lot
  750. [1/26/2017 2:07:56 AM] Myself: you need to go to a poison control center right now!..
  751. [1/26/2017 2:08:22 AM] Myself: tell Anthony and Steven
  752. [1/26/2017 2:08:28 AM] Myself: no time to waste!!!
  753. [1/26/2017 2:08:31 AM] The blade: Ill be fin..
  754. [1/26/2017 2:09:03 AM] Myself: no please lsiten
  755. [1/26/2017 2:09:11 AM] Myself: listen*
  756. [1/26/2017 2:09:29 AM] Myself: please....
  757. [1/26/2017 3:37:29 PM] The blade: That was one hell of a drug use
  758. [1/26/2017 4:31:43 PM] Myself: You scared me half to death yesterday!! what on earth happened??
  759. [1/26/2017 4:31:54 PM] The blade: Took meds
  760. [1/26/2017 4:31:57 PM] The blade: Passed out
  761. [1/26/2017 4:31:57 PM] Myself: and now you're taking drugs? what??
  762. [1/26/2017 4:32:00 PM] Myself: oh..
  763. [1/26/2017 4:32:17 PM] Myself: from the hospital? you should really read the label
  764. [1/26/2017 4:35:03 PM] The blade: wdym?
  765. [1/26/2017 4:36:27 PM] Myself: if they gave you a prescription to take from the hospital in a container you should probably read the label if it has one
  766. [1/26/2017 4:36:45 PM] The blade: They have labels on every meds they give
  767. [1/26/2017 4:37:03 PM] Myself: well... read them for god sake XD
  768. [1/26/2017 4:39:08 PM] The blade: Nah
  769. [1/26/2017 4:39:10 PM] The blade: I am fine
  770. [1/26/2017 4:39:41 PM] Myself: if you say so.. just glad you're ok now
  771. [1/26/2017 4:40:06 PM] The blade: Mhmm
  772. [1/26/2017 4:43:17 PM] The blade: mc soon?
  773. [1/26/2017 4:47:41 PM] Myself: oh perhaps just want to make sure you're feeling well before that maybe in a little while?
  774. [1/26/2017 4:49:23 PM] Myself: and I'm guessing you don't have school for a bit after being in the hospital?
  775. [1/26/2017 4:49:51 PM] The blade: Came back yesterday so I stayed home today just to be sure
  776. [1/26/2017 4:49:59 PM] The blade: And I also have a sickness as well
  777. [1/26/2017 4:50:01 PM] The blade: So yea
  778. [1/26/2017 4:50:04 PM] Myself: ok goodie
  779. [1/26/2017 4:50:08 PM] Myself: and sickness?
  780. [1/26/2017 4:50:24 PM] Myself: you're sick?
  781. [1/26/2017 4:50:25 PM] The blade: Soar throat and running nose
  782. [1/26/2017 4:50:35 PM] Myself: oh.. thas no good :(
  783. [1/26/2017 4:50:48 PM] Myself: I'm getting over my cold atm
  784. [1/26/2017 4:51:00 PM] The blade: Ohh
  785. [1/26/2017 4:52:25 PM] Myself: well hope you feel better!
  786. [1/26/2017 4:52:33 PM] The blade: Mhmm
  787. [1/26/2017 4:53:17 PM] Myself: take things that have lots of lemon and honey in it and maybe mix it it up too with some warm water XP
  788. [1/26/2017 4:53:28 PM] The blade: Aye
  789. [1/26/2017 4:53:32 PM] The blade: I do that sometimes too XD
  790. [1/26/2017 4:53:44 PM] Myself: ok good :)
  791. [1/26/2017 5:19:51 PM] The blade: You good?
  792. [1/26/2017 5:20:10 PM] Myself: uhh one moment
  793. [1/26/2017 5:20:24 PM] The blade: TIme ticks
  794. [1/26/2017 5:25:21 PM] The blade: Its coming.....
  795. [1/26/2017 5:28:04 PM] Myself: uhhh.....
  796. [1/26/2017 5:28:27 PM] The blade: Its here...
  797. [1/26/2017 5:28:29 PM] The blade: Now...
  798. [1/26/2017 5:28:40 PM] Myself: what do you mean.. it...
  799. [1/26/2017 5:28:56 PM] Myself: are you..
  800. [1/26/2017 5:30:32 PM] The blade: Ohh so you are back again
  801. [1/26/2017 5:31:03 PM] Myself: and so are you..
  802. [1/26/2017 5:31:10 PM] The blade: I am his emotion
  803. [1/26/2017 5:31:12 PM] The blade: The good side
  804. [1/26/2017 5:31:17 PM] The blade: Not the evil side yet
  805. [1/26/2017 5:31:29 PM] The blade: I want you to help him before I lose my sanity
  806. [1/26/2017 5:31:32 PM] The blade: Please
  807. [1/26/2017 5:31:38 PM] Myself: wait.. i'm confused.. are there several personalities now..?
  808. [1/26/2017 5:31:39 PM] The blade: Bring the crystal back to him
  809. [1/26/2017 5:31:44 PM] The blade: No
  810. [1/26/2017 5:31:46 PM] The blade: I am his emotion
  811. [1/26/2017 5:31:57 PM] The blade: I am different from being a evil person and a polite person
  812. [1/26/2017 5:32:04 PM] The blade: He has 6 months from now
  813. [1/26/2017 5:32:05 PM] Myself: look.. I may know what's happening..
  814. [1/26/2017 5:32:34 PM] The blade: Hes been poisoned....
  815. [1/26/2017 5:32:35 PM] Myself: all the cryptic talk..
  816. [1/26/2017 5:32:55 PM] The blade: The poison has been running through him hasn't killed him yet
  817. [1/26/2017 5:33:02 PM] The blade: He has 6 months
  818. [1/26/2017 5:33:06 PM] The blade: MAybe longer
  819. [1/26/2017 5:33:15 PM] The blade: But you need to bring the crystal back no matter what happens
  820. [1/26/2017 5:33:19 PM] Myself: ok.. shouldn't he go to a poison control center..?
  821. [1/26/2017 5:33:19 PM] The blade: Before he dies alone
  822. [1/26/2017 5:33:23 PM] The blade: with his family
  823. [1/26/2017 5:33:33 PM] The blade: The poison control center wont due
  824. [1/26/2017 5:33:38 PM] Myself: and by crystal you mean.. what?
  825. [1/26/2017 5:33:40 PM] The blade: Nothing can prevent it
  826. [1/26/2017 5:33:44 PM] The blade: The crystal is a girl
  827. [1/26/2017 5:33:50 PM] Myself: a girl..?
  828. [1/26/2017 5:33:50 PM] The blade: A girl he played with and loved
  829. [1/26/2017 5:33:54 PM] Myself: on mc?
  830. [1/26/2017 5:34:07 PM] The blade: Yes
  831. [1/26/2017 5:34:08 PM] Myself: if I find her and bring her back to him..
  832. [1/26/2017 5:34:09 PM] The blade: Tubby
  833. [1/26/2017 5:34:12 PM] The blade: The name
  834. [1/26/2017 5:34:17 PM] The blade: I can remember it all
  835. [1/26/2017 5:34:24 PM] Myself: so^
  836. [1/26/2017 5:34:39 PM] Myself: that will fix everything?
  837. [1/26/2017 5:34:40 PM] The blade: A girl named tubby on mc
  838. [1/26/2017 5:34:53 PM] The blade: If you bring her back it will heal him not fast and not too slow
  839. [1/26/2017 5:35:12 PM] Myself: what happened between them?
  840. [1/26/2017 5:35:16 PM] The blade: What do you mean
  841. [1/26/2017 5:35:23 PM] Myself: and how do I get into contact with her?
  842. [1/26/2017 5:35:30 PM] Myself: between Ben and Tubby?
  843. [1/26/2017 5:35:55 PM] Myself: what happ between them
  844. [1/26/2017 5:36:07 PM] Myself: this is more than just losing a gf tbh..
  845. [1/26/2017 5:36:31 PM] The blade: Yes
  846. [1/26/2017 5:36:40 PM] The blade: They as in I was together with her
  847. [1/26/2017 5:36:46 PM] The blade: I was with her and by her side all this time
  848. [1/26/2017 5:37:01 PM] The blade: I the positive vibe that runs through my body travels to other too
  849. [1/26/2017 5:37:13 PM] The blade: Until the evil lost its sanity and start the madness
  850. [1/26/2017 5:37:18 PM] The blade: All he wanted was a heart
  851. [1/26/2017 5:37:23 PM] The blade: He never had one....
  852. [1/26/2017 5:37:26 PM] The blade: So please
  853. [1/26/2017 5:37:29 PM] The blade: Get the crystal
  854. [1/26/2017 5:37:38 PM] The blade: We have communication with her
  855. [1/26/2017 5:37:45 PM] The blade: But she doesn't seem to be responding
  856. [1/26/2017 5:37:54 PM] The blade: There is a spirit attached to real ben
  857. [1/26/2017 5:37:55 PM] Myself: so the one inside you... is a demon.. you are possessed and he wants a lost love,,
  858. [1/26/2017 5:37:57 PM] The blade: Named veronica
  859. [1/26/2017 5:38:07 PM] The blade: Yes
  860. [1/26/2017 5:38:16 PM] Myself: I get it now
  861. [1/26/2017 5:38:17 PM] The blade: He needs a feeling
  862. [1/26/2017 5:38:25 PM] The blade: Once its achieved he should be normal forever
  863. [1/26/2017 5:38:37 PM] The blade: The real ben doesn't want to be in relationships
  864. [1/26/2017 5:38:43 PM] The blade: He wanted to be friends
  865. [1/26/2017 5:38:49 PM] The blade: Until I appeared
  866. [1/26/2017 5:39:01 PM] The blade: When I and evil appeared within him
  867. [1/26/2017 5:39:11 PM] The blade: evil threw him into relationship
  868. [1/26/2017 5:39:38 PM] Myself: maybe a.. exorcism should be done once I find her...
  869. [1/26/2017 5:39:59 PM] The blade: Only cure is that to keep him going
  870. [1/26/2017 5:40:15 PM] The blade: He never wanted this real ben hated when evil emotion did this
  871. [1/26/2017 5:40:53 PM] Myself: is this the first case of spirits talking online.. is that why the government was after you..
  872. [1/26/2017 5:41:17 PM] Myself: or nvm
  873. [1/26/2017 5:41:19 PM] The blade: The spirit named veronica appears every once and a while to stop evil
  874. [1/26/2017 5:41:23 PM] Myself: you don't need to answer that
  875. [1/26/2017 5:41:41 PM] Myself: ok
  876. [1/26/2017 5:41:58 PM] The blade: Preventing death from happening
  877. [1/26/2017 5:42:01 PM] Myself: so how on earth do I find this Veronica or Tubby?
  878. [1/26/2017 5:42:18 PM] The blade: Veronica is invisible to you and everyone
  879. [1/26/2017 5:42:21 PM] The blade: She isn't real
  880. [1/26/2017 5:42:26 PM] Myself: ok
  881. [1/26/2017 5:42:27 PM] The blade: Shes a spirit only
  882. [1/26/2017 5:42:34 PM] The blade: No one can contact her unless if its real ben
  883. [1/26/2017 5:42:40 PM] The blade: tubby
  884. [1/26/2017 5:42:44 PM] The blade: You can contact her
  885. [1/26/2017 5:42:50 PM] The blade: Using skype or snapchat
  886. [1/26/2017 5:43:00 PM] The blade: And instagram
  887. [1/26/2017 5:43:01 PM] Myself: i don't have her on either
  888. [1/26/2017 5:43:06 PM] Myself: so skype..?
  889. [1/26/2017 5:43:17 PM] The blade: tubby_denmark
  890. [1/26/2017 5:43:22 PM] Myself: and what if she doesn't listen to me..?
  891. [1/26/2017 5:43:23 PM] The blade: Familiar?
  892. [1/26/2017 5:43:29 PM] Myself: not too familar
  893. [1/26/2017 5:43:29 PM] The blade: Then so be it
  894. [1/26/2017 5:43:32 PM] The blade: People will die
  895. [1/26/2017 5:43:37 PM] The blade: Evil will lose control
  896. [1/26/2017 5:43:49 PM] The blade: And start going its own path instead of my path
  897. [1/26/2017 5:44:01 PM] Myself: I will try to bring her back to you..
  898. [1/26/2017 5:44:07 PM] The blade: Please
  899. [1/26/2017 5:44:13 PM] Myself: try the hardest i can..
  900. [1/26/2017 5:44:13 PM] The blade: For now I will try to hold back evil
  901. [1/26/2017 5:44:40 PM] Myself: I knew I was meant for something greater..
  902. [1/26/2017 5:44:46 PM] The blade: [
  903. [1/26/2017 5:45:24 PM] The blade: You are very great for being with him
  904. [1/26/2017 5:45:45 PM] The blade: Trying to support him
  905. [1/26/2017 5:45:54 PM] Myself: i searched it.. is there another name..?
  906. [1/26/2017 5:45:57 PM] The blade: Preventing bad thoughts of coming in and out
  907. [1/26/2017 5:46:05 PM] The blade: Another name for what?
  908. [1/26/2017 5:46:09 PM] Myself: tubby
  909. [1/26/2017 5:46:20 PM] Myself: any way to contact her.. any way
  910. [1/26/2017 5:46:33 PM] Myself: and thank you! I care too much sometimes
  911. [1/26/2017 5:46:36 PM] The blade: Snapchat: Chels.music
  912. [1/26/2017 5:46:47 PM] The blade: Instagram: Chels.swims
  913. [1/26/2017 5:46:48 PM] Myself: wait.. her name is Chel?
  914. [1/26/2017 5:46:53 PM] The blade: Skype: tubby_denmark
  915. [1/26/2017 5:46:59 PM] The blade: Her real name is chelsea
  916. [1/26/2017 5:47:04 PM] Myself: i just searched skype and nothing :/
  917. [1/26/2017 5:47:25 PM] Myself: ok Thank you
  918. [1/26/2017 5:48:13 PM] Myself: isn't she from Texas? or..
  919. [1/26/2017 5:48:18 PM] The blade: Yes
  920. [1/26/2017 5:48:29 PM] Myself: right
  921. [1/26/2017 5:48:36 PM] The blade: HURRY!
  922. [1/26/2017 5:48:41 PM] The blade: I HAVE NO MORE INFORMATION!
  923. [1/26/2017 5:48:50 PM] Myself: Dallas?
  924. [1/26/2017 5:48:52 PM] The blade: BEFORE EVIL COMES AND CHOKE HIM AGAIN!
  925. [1/26/2017 5:49:14 PM] Myself: I want to also contact anthony
  926. [1/26/2017 5:49:26 PM] The blade: Houston
  927. [1/26/2017 5:49:32 PM] The blade: NO TIME FOR THAT RIGHT NOW!
  928. [1/26/2017 5:49:37 PM] Myself: ok :/
  929. [1/26/2017 5:49:54 PM] Myself: I grant you power to hold him back!
  930. [1/26/2017 5:50:02 PM] The blade: YOU EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TO HER!
  931. [1/26/2017 5:50:07 PM] The blade: MAKE HER UNDERSTAND!
  932. [1/26/2017 5:50:14 PM] The blade: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111
  933. [1/26/2017 5:50:14 PM] Myself: does she know some of this?
  934. [1/26/2017 5:50:23 PM] The blade: I DONT KNOW FUCK!
  935. [1/26/2017 5:50:43 PM] Myself: ok... :/
  936. [1/26/2017 5:56:05 PM] The blade: I see polite emotion talked....
  937. [1/26/2017 5:56:28 PM] The blade: Why are you guys protecting this kid!
  938. [1/26/2017 6:02:02 PM] The blade: I'm going to find you...
  939. [1/26/2017 6:03:26 PM] The blade: Kai...
  940. [1/26/2017 6:03:29 PM] The blade: Its me...
  941. [1/26/2017 6:03:32 PM] The blade: Real ben
  942. [1/26/2017 6:03:39 PM] Myself: how can I be sure..
  943. [1/26/2017 6:03:41 PM] The blade: I know emotion positive talked to you
  944. [1/26/2017 6:03:44 PM] The blade: ANSKCNBDAVJBFADJCBGFW
  945. [1/26/2017 6:03:47 PM] The blade: There XD
  946. [1/26/2017 6:03:49 PM] The blade: :P
  947. [1/26/2017 6:03:58 PM] Myself: alright..
  948. [1/26/2017 6:04:05 PM] The blade: So any progress?
  949. [1/26/2017 6:04:22 PM] The blade: Evil soul is torturing me still
  950. [1/26/2017 6:04:37 PM] Myself: you mean.. the Demon?
  951. [1/26/2017 6:04:46 PM] The blade: Yea if you want to put it that way
  952. [1/26/2017 6:04:56 PM] The blade: Before I become one in 6 months
  953. [1/26/2017 6:05:10 PM] Myself: are you bipolar..
  954. [1/26/2017 6:05:17 PM] Myself: have you been fighting this for 2 years..?
  955. [1/26/2017 6:05:22 PM] The blade: Yea
  956. [1/26/2017 6:05:36 PM] Myself: how come I never saw any of that on mc..
  957. [1/26/2017 6:05:45 PM] Myself: until.. november
  958. [1/26/2017 6:05:50 PM] The blade: I mean ever since evil got together with her nothing really happened to me
  959. [1/26/2017 6:06:18 PM] Myself: tell him that he needs to move on and that he is not living now..
  960. [1/26/2017 6:06:27 PM] Myself: he can't own you
  961. [1/26/2017 6:06:29 PM] The blade: He wont listen
  962. [1/26/2017 6:06:33 PM] The blade: I know
  963. [1/26/2017 6:06:40 PM] The blade: I don't have emotion because of thi
  964. [1/26/2017 6:06:41 PM] Myself: he needs to be deliveranced
  965. [1/26/2017 6:06:44 PM] The blade: I lost it 2 years ago
  966. [1/26/2017 6:06:55 PM] The blade: I lost emotion and let it control me
  967. [1/26/2017 6:07:02 PM] The blade: So I need your help on getting her back
  968. [1/26/2017 6:07:25 PM] Myself: I am trying to now but the skype link is incorrect
  969. [1/26/2017 6:07:41 PM] Myself: trying instagram
  970. [1/26/2017 6:07:59 PM] The blade: Alright
  971. [1/26/2017 6:08:13 PM] Myself: so.. tubby_denmark.. no work..
  972. [1/26/2017 6:08:21 PM] Myself: for skype
  973. [1/26/2017 6:08:47 PM] The blade: Try others
  974. [1/26/2017 6:09:01 PM] Myself: like just search tubby and..
  975. [1/26/2017 6:09:13 PM] Myself: keep bothering people until I get to her
  976. [1/26/2017 6:09:20 PM] The blade: No
  977. [1/26/2017 6:09:29 PM] The blade: Try using Instagram and snapchat
  978. [1/26/2017 6:09:40 PM] Myself: ok that's what i'm doing
  979. [1/26/2017 6:10:47 PM] Myself: I just don't know really what to say.. to her
  980. [1/26/2017 6:11:02 PM] The blade: Tell her real ben needs to chat with you
  981. [1/26/2017 6:12:42 PM] Myself: honestly how do I speak to her on those platforms...
  982. [1/26/2017 6:12:59 PM] Myself: Instagram and snapchat is all you have?..
  983. [1/26/2017 6:14:38 PM] The blade: Yea
  984. [1/26/2017 6:14:42 PM] The blade: And minecraft
  985. [1/26/2017 6:15:06 PM] Myself: alright I'll message her there too
  986. [1/26/2017 6:15:16 PM] Myself: admins may say that I asked that
  987. [1/26/2017 6:15:23 PM] The blade: What do you mean/
  988. [1/26/2017 6:15:24 PM] The blade: ?
  989. [1/26/2017 6:15:45 PM] Myself: for her to talk to you.. the real ben
  990. [1/26/2017 6:16:02 PM] Myself: see*
  991. [1/26/2017 6:16:05 PM] Myself: not say..
  992. [1/26/2017 6:16:35 PM] The blade: Just message her on other things please
  993. [1/26/2017 6:16:38 PM] The blade: Like seriouslt
  994. [1/26/2017 6:16:40 PM] The blade: FUCK!
  995. [1/26/2017 6:16:45 PM] The blade: MY LEG!
  996. [1/26/2017 6:17:07 PM] The blade: THIS BURNS MY LEG!
  997. [1/26/2017 6:17:10 PM] The blade: FAK!
  998. [1/26/2017 6:17:11 PM] The blade: BRB!
  999. [1/26/2017 6:17:18 PM] Myself: burns...?
  1000. [1/26/2017 6:17:31 PM] The blade: Yeah I have a heater like next to me and stuff
  1001. [1/26/2017 6:17:41 PM] Myself: you do what you need to do.. I will be searching
  1002. [1/26/2017 6:17:57 PM] The blade: JUST FIND HER AND PLEASE MAKE HER TALK TO ME
  1003. [1/26/2017 6:18:18 PM] Myself: on where does she know both of these accounts?
  1004. [1/26/2017 6:18:27 PM] The blade: What do you mean>
  1005. [1/26/2017 6:18:27 PM] The blade: ?
  1006. [1/26/2017 6:18:45 PM] Myself: does she have you on skype on both your skype accounts
  1007. [1/26/2017 6:19:03 PM] The blade: Yea
  1008. [1/26/2017 6:19:10 PM] The blade: But she doesn't seem to be reading anything I say
  1009. [1/26/2017 6:19:29 PM] The blade: I'm a leave myself offline
  1010. [1/26/2017 6:19:38 PM] The blade: Like invisible
  1011. [1/26/2017 6:19:41 PM] Myself: kk
  1012. [1/26/2017 6:24:05 PM] The blade: Its starting to affect me now
  1013. [1/26/2017 6:39:27 PM] The blade: Anything?
  1014. [1/26/2017 6:40:18 PM] Myself: I had to install snapchat don't have it.. never used..
  1015. [1/26/2017 6:40:45 PM] The blade: Add me on it if you want to keep in contact
  1016. [1/26/2017 6:40:47 PM] Myself: why is people finder so difficult..
  1017. [1/26/2017 6:41:34 PM] Myself: I guess I will it will be my alt account tho if I do use it later... (prob wont for real)
  1018. [1/26/2017 6:41:48 PM] Myself: nothing on wolf den or Instagram yet
  1019. [1/26/2017 6:44:47 PM] Myself: uhh.. could I also have something to contact your big brother on..?
  1020. [1/26/2017 6:44:56 PM] The blade: Nope
  1021. [1/26/2017 6:45:01 PM] Myself: why?
  1022. [1/26/2017 6:46:19 PM] The blade: He doesn't like people contacting him from a different area
  1023. [1/26/2017 6:46:58 PM] Myself: oh.. but I've been there for him..
  1024. [1/26/2017 6:47:25 PM] The blade: Sorry dude
  1025. [1/26/2017 6:47:32 PM] Myself: anyway if he really wants my help he would give it..
  1026. [1/26/2017 6:47:38 PM] The blade: That's only
  1027. [1/26/2017 6:47:43 PM] The blade: But he uses my acc
  1028. [1/26/2017 6:48:00 PM] Myself: yea I've noticed..
  1029. [1/26/2017 6:48:16 PM] Myself: it's a bit strange if you ask me..
  1030. [1/26/2017 6:48:23 PM] Myself: he doesn't have his own?
  1031. [1/26/2017 6:48:54 PM] Myself: not putting my name on snapchat..
  1032. [1/26/2017 6:51:48 PM] Myself: is this her alt account possibly?.. https://gyazo.com/3219a215e55ef1a2443b12e4218ea30d
  1033. [1/26/2017 6:52:03 PM] The blade: Not that one
  1034. [1/26/2017 6:52:51 PM] Myself: but..
  1035. [1/26/2017 6:52:53 PM] Myself: https://gyazo.com/d33f36ae0008299b53020acf8910d4e0
  1036. [1/26/2017 6:57:01 PM] The blade: Did you press search friends?
  1037. [1/26/2017 6:57:24 PM] The blade: or search skype
  1038. [1/26/2017 6:57:27 PM] The blade: Or dictionary
  1039. [1/26/2017 6:58:01 PM] Myself: search friends on where? snapchat
  1040. [1/26/2017 6:58:02 PM] Myself: ?
  1041. [1/26/2017 6:58:29 PM] Myself: I will be adding you shortly and trying to through to tubby..
  1042. [1/26/2017 6:58:43 PM] Myself: get*
  1043. [1/26/2017 6:58:45 PM] The blade: ask who are you talking to first
  1044. [1/26/2017 6:58:58 PM] Myself: what do you mean?
  1045. [1/26/2017 6:59:10 PM] Myself: other people use her account?
  1046. [1/26/2017 6:59:26 PM] The blade: Her mom uses her account sometimes
  1047. [1/26/2017 6:59:31 PM] Myself: oh
  1048. [1/26/2017 7:00:02 PM] Myself: on every one? snapchat and.. Instagram?
  1049. [1/26/2017 7:00:10 PM] The blade: NO
  1050. [1/26/2017 7:00:13 PM] The blade: JUST SNAP
  1051. [1/26/2017 7:00:17 PM] The blade: I DIED ON MC FAK
  1052. [1/26/2017 7:00:17 PM] Myself: okie
  1053. [1/26/2017 7:00:20 PM] The blade: I LOST EVERYTHING!
  1054. [1/26/2017 7:00:22 PM] Myself: I saw
  1055. [1/26/2017 7:00:30 PM] The blade: Do you have my stuff?
  1056. [1/26/2017 7:00:34 PM] Myself: i was gonna tp back over there
  1057. [1/26/2017 7:00:41 PM] The blade: k
  1058. [1/26/2017 7:01:59 PM] Myself: I am no where near where you died tho and..
  1059. [1/26/2017 7:02:07 PM] The blade: :/
  1060. [1/26/2017 7:02:07 PM] Myself: i didn't know you would lose your stuff
  1061. [1/26/2017 7:02:19 PM] Myself: no keep inventory?
  1062. [1/26/2017 7:02:28 PM] The blade: No
  1063. [1/26/2017 7:02:34 PM] The blade: I remember I was near you
  1064. [1/26/2017 7:02:37 PM] The blade: Tp accept
  1065. [1/26/2017 7:02:45 PM] Myself: tp again
  1066. [1/26/2017 7:03:00 PM] Myself: good luck getting down XD
  1067. [1/26/2017 7:03:21 PM] Myself: sorry for having my home here afterall :?
  1068. [1/26/2017 7:03:31 PM] The blade: Its fine
  1069. [1/26/2017 7:05:22 PM] Myself: to your right
  1070. [1/26/2017 7:05:28 PM] Myself: like to the east
  1071. [1/26/2017 7:06:15 PM] Myself: 4844 1922
  1072. [1/26/2017 7:07:35 PM] Myself: is the coords
  1073. [1/26/2017 7:19:27 PM] Myself: doesn't someone else on the server know tubby irl?
  1074. [1/26/2017 7:19:35 PM] The blade: Idk
  1075. [1/26/2017 7:19:57 PM] Myself: I thought wolfy did..
  1076. [1/26/2017 7:20:08 PM] The blade: who?
  1077. [1/26/2017 7:20:46 PM] Myself: her: http://wolf-den.net/forums/member.php?action=profile&uid=753
  1078. [1/26/2017 7:22:50 PM] Myself: wrong village go up north!
  1079. [1/26/2017 7:23:02 PM] Myself: it had acacia
  1080. [1/26/2017 7:26:04 PM] The blade: nothing...
  1081. [1/26/2017 7:26:05 PM] The blade: Ohh well
  1082. [1/26/2017 7:26:08 PM] The blade: I don't care too much
  1083. [1/26/2017 7:26:11 PM] The blade: It will be fine
  1084. [1/26/2017 7:26:16 PM] The blade: I need to find a mineshaft
  1085. [1/26/2017 7:26:19 PM] Myself: yea
  1086. [1/26/2017 7:26:35 PM] Myself: i didn't know the new world didn't have save inventory.. :/
  1087. [1/26/2017 7:27:01 PM] Myself: I could have put stuff in a chest and could have taken it.. I'm sorry
  1088. [1/26/2017 7:27:06 PM] Myself: hope your luck continues
  1089. [1/26/2017 7:27:12 PM] Myself: :P
  1090. [1/26/2017 7:27:26 PM] The blade: Its fine :D
  1091. [1/26/2017 7:27:32 PM] The blade: Having a better start I guess XD
  1092. [1/26/2017 7:30:56 PM] Myself: I guess XD
  1093. [1/26/2017 7:31:09 PM] The blade: I have no where to go
  1094. [1/26/2017 7:32:47 PM] Myself: huh?
  1095. [1/26/2017 7:32:57 PM] The blade: I cant find a good spot
  1096. [1/26/2017 7:33:04 PM] The blade: Literally everything is flat
  1097. [1/26/2017 7:34:05 PM] Myself: hmm well I never really know where to settle in survival mode.. I used to strictly play creative XD
  1098. [1/26/2017 7:34:21 PM] The blade: :P
  1099. [1/26/2017 7:34:49 PM] The blade: I am looking for birch trees
  1100. [1/26/2017 7:34:54 PM] Myself: i have a ton of ideas...
  1101. [1/26/2017 7:35:00 PM] The blade: So it wouldn't have to be so hard to be so far to travel from you 2
  1102. [1/26/2017 7:39:57 PM] The blade: My eye has became red...
  1103. [1/26/2017 7:39:58 PM] The blade: Fuck...
  1104. [1/26/2017 7:40:03 PM] The blade: Not good...
  1105. [1/26/2017 7:40:38 PM] Myself: .......
  1106. [1/26/2017 7:45:07 PM] Myself: almost didn't pm..
  1107. [1/26/2017 7:45:20 PM] The blade: Did you contact her on anything
  1108. [1/26/2017 7:45:22 PM] The blade: ??
  1109. [1/26/2017 7:45:58 PM] Myself: only thing i can do is try friending her with a bio saying contact you..
  1110. [1/26/2017 7:46:11 PM] The blade: How about snapchat?
  1111. [1/26/2017 7:46:11 PM] Myself: and with a bio*
  1112. [1/26/2017 7:46:16 PM] The blade: And Instagram?
  1113. [1/26/2017 7:46:24 PM] The blade: FUCK!
  1114. [1/26/2017 7:46:26 PM] The blade: NOT AGAIN!
  1115. [1/26/2017 7:46:30 PM] Myself: yes instagram
  1116. [1/26/2017 7:47:04 PM] Myself: waiting for her to see my frien request
  1117. [1/26/2017 7:47:10 PM] Myself: friend*
  1118. [1/26/2017 7:55:03 PM] The blade: Can I call you?
  1119. [1/26/2017 7:55:05 PM] The blade: Just in case?
  1120. [1/26/2017 7:55:07 PM] The blade: Please?
  1121. [1/26/2017 7:55:13 PM] The blade: You don't have too if you don't want too
  1122. [1/26/2017 7:55:19 PM] The blade: to*
  1123. [1/26/2017 7:55:24 PM] Myself: and i friend requested her on snapchat with a message too
  1124. [1/26/2017 7:55:29 PM] The blade: :/
  1125. [1/26/2017 7:55:36 PM] Myself: uhh why do you want to call me?
  1126. [1/26/2017 7:55:45 PM] The blade: NVm
  1127. [1/26/2017 7:55:46 PM] The blade: Ill brb
  1128. [1/26/2017 7:55:51 PM] Myself: okie
  1129. [1/26/2017 7:56:00 PM] Myself: parents are not here.. so perfect time to..
  1130. [1/26/2017 7:57:57 PM] The blade: Ohh shit...
  1131. [1/26/2017 7:58:04 PM] The blade: 2 MINUTES?!
  1132. [1/26/2017 7:58:08 PM] The blade: WHAT THE HELL?!
  1133. [1/26/2017 7:58:11 PM] Myself: huh..?
  1134. [1/26/2017 7:58:19 PM] The blade: Hehe....
  1135. [1/26/2017 7:58:23 PM] The blade: IM BACK BITCH
  1136. [1/26/2017 7:58:31 PM] The blade: NO! STOP!
  1137. [1/26/2017 7:58:40 PM] The blade: KAI I HAVE TO GO!
  1138. [1/26/2017 7:58:56 PM] The blade: ITS TAKING OVER AGAIN!
  1139. [1/26/2017 7:58:59 PM] Myself: ok... later.. stay safe
  1140. [1/26/2017 7:59:13 PM] The blade: Ohh he will alright I will be sure he is SAFE!
  1141. [1/26/2017 7:59:21 PM] The blade: WHEN I STAB HIM HAHAH
  1142. [1/26/2017 7:59:26 PM] The blade: I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU HUMAN
  1143. [1/26/2017 7:59:42 PM] The blade: YOU GUYS ARE JUST LIKE BUGS IN A BAG GETTING READY TO BE THROWN AWAY
  1144. [1/26/2017 8:00:05 PM] The blade: So what will it be today Mr. Kai
  1145. [1/26/2017 8:00:15 PM] The blade: The leg?
  1146. [1/26/2017 8:00:18 PM] The blade: The stomach?
  1147. [1/26/2017 8:00:23 PM] The blade: Where shall I start?
  1148. [1/26/2017 8:00:49 PM] The blade: Fine then
  1149. [1/26/2017 8:00:50 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1150. [1/26/2017 8:00:52 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1151. [1/26/2017 8:00:55 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1152. [1/26/2017 8:00:57 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1153. [1/26/2017 8:00:58 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1154. [1/26/2017 8:01:00 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1155. [1/26/2017 8:01:01 PM] The blade: Ill just start with the heart then Hehe
  1156. [1/26/2017 8:01:04 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1157. [1/26/2017 8:01:07 PM] The blade: YOU THINK YOU CAN STOP ME!
  1158. [1/26/2017 8:01:09 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1159. [1/26/2017 8:01:11 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1160. [1/26/2017 8:01:11 PM] The blade: I AM STRONGER THEN YOU!
  1161. [1/26/2017 8:01:13 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1162. [1/26/2017 8:01:17 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1163. [1/26/2017 8:01:19 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1164. [1/26/2017 8:01:22 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you!
  1165. [1/26/2017 8:01:37 PM] The blade: YOU ARE NOTHING COMPARED TO ME!
  1166. [1/26/2017 8:01:44 PM] Myself: Jesus Christ Lord in heaven compels you! begone demon! you are not alive anymore!
  1167. [1/26/2017 8:01:52 PM] The blade: I WANT HIM DEAD AND YOU IDIOTS KEEP REVIVING THIS FUCKER!
  1168. [1/26/2017 8:02:22 PM] The blade: WHY DO YOU KEEP REVIVING HIM!
  1169. [1/26/2017 8:02:25 PM] The blade: WHY!?
  1170. [1/26/2017 8:02:29 PM] Myself: move on.. move on to the afterlife! you are no longer among the living!
  1171. [1/26/2017 8:03:11 PM] Myself: you lost your girlfriend but lost her before you died and you just need to be put to rest! begone demon!
  1172. [1/26/2017 8:03:40 PM] The blade: I WAS ALIVE TO BEGIN WITH SINCE HE WAS IN 6TH GRADE!
  1173. [1/26/2017 8:03:46 PM] The blade: HE ABANDONED ME!
  1174. [1/26/2017 8:03:51 PM] The blade: YOU IMBASILLES
  1175. [1/26/2017 8:04:39 PM] Myself: what will it take for you to just stop what you are doing and just move on... let this be...
  1176. [1/26/2017 8:04:51 PM] The blade: I want her
  1177. [1/26/2017 8:04:54 PM] The blade: I need her
  1178. [1/26/2017 8:05:00 PM] The blade: I need a crystal to fill me
  1179. [1/26/2017 8:05:02 PM] The blade: A heart
  1180. [1/26/2017 8:05:06 PM] The blade: that exsist
  1181. [1/26/2017 8:05:09 PM] Myself: I am trying my best to get her for you but..
  1182. [1/26/2017 8:05:13 PM] The blade: SHUT UP
  1183. [1/26/2017 8:05:17 PM] The blade: NO EXCUSES!
  1184. [1/26/2017 8:05:27 PM] Myself: excuses?
  1185. [1/26/2017 8:05:28 PM] The blade: YOU WANT HIM ALIVE THEN YOU DO AS I SAY OR THE BOY IS DEAD!
  1186. [1/26/2017 8:05:34 PM] Myself: i said but for something else
  1187. [1/26/2017 8:05:56 PM] Myself: ok so what must I do?
  1188. [1/26/2017 8:06:02 PM] The blade: BRING ME THE CRYSTAL!
  1189. [1/26/2017 8:06:07 PM] The blade: I WANT IT!
  1190. [1/26/2017 8:06:32 PM] Myself: you want the soul of Chelsea to be with you eternally?
  1191. [1/26/2017 8:06:48 PM] Myself: is that all you want?
  1192. [1/26/2017 8:07:10 PM] The blade: The love of chelsea
  1193. [1/26/2017 8:07:13 PM] The blade: I WANT IT!
  1194. [1/26/2017 8:09:56 PM] Myself: I will do anything within my power to reason with her and return her to you! just please have a bit of patience in all this..
  1195. [1/26/2017 8:10:34 PM] The blade: NO!
  1196. [1/26/2017 8:10:38 PM] The blade: I MUST NOT WASTE TIME!
  1197. [1/26/2017 8:10:48 PM] Myself: :/
  1198. [1/26/2017 8:14:42 PM] The blade: Time will run fast
  1199. [1/26/2017 8:14:47 PM] The blade: SO YOU BETTER HURRY
  1200. [1/26/2017 8:19:26 PM] Myself: is she the same age as you or what?
  1201. [1/26/2017 8:19:40 PM] The blade: Year younger
  1202. [1/26/2017 8:19:44 PM] Myself: oh
  1203. [1/26/2017 8:22:07 PM] The blade: Time is ticking
  1204. [1/26/2017 8:22:11 PM] The blade: and blood is dripping
  1205. [1/26/2017 8:23:06 PM] The blade: Better hurry hehe
  1206. [1/26/2017 8:23:10 PM] The blade: Or he dies today
  1207. [1/26/2017 9:50:06 PM] The blade: Time is ticking
  1208. [1/26/2017 9:51:55 PM] Myself: I need a last name.. some more leverage to find her.. this is a ridiculous task I can't possibly get to her like this with such limited means.. I just hope she answers me...
  1209. [1/26/2017 9:52:24 PM] The blade: Shes gone...
  1210. [1/26/2017 9:52:32 PM] The blade: Kai its me...
  1211. [1/26/2017 9:52:35 PM] The blade: Real ben....
  1212. [1/26/2017 9:52:41 PM] The blade: I messaged her mother...
  1213. [1/26/2017 9:52:46 PM] Myself: oh..
  1214. [1/26/2017 9:52:50 PM] The blade: Shes in the...
  1215. [1/26/2017 9:52:55 PM] The blade: ...
  1216. [1/26/2017 9:53:00 PM] Myself: .. hospital..?
  1217. [1/26/2017 9:53:11 PM] The blade: YES :(
  1218. [1/26/2017 9:53:20 PM] Myself: who is in the hospital?
  1219. [1/26/2017 9:54:00 PM] Myself: ohhh... but... why...?
  1220. [1/26/2017 9:54:10 PM] Myself: :(
  1221. [1/26/2017 9:54:23 PM] The blade: Chelsea/tubby is in the hospital...
  1222. [1/26/2017 9:55:40 PM] Myself: look.. things may seem bleak right now but you need to carry on for her and when she recovers.. she very will come back to you.. just show her your true feelings for her.. and she will be back
  1223. [1/26/2017 9:55:59 PM] Myself: she very well will*
  1224. [1/26/2017 9:56:00 PM] The blade: How do you know that....
  1225. [1/26/2017 9:56:22 PM] Myself: because I'm different and I know things
  1226. [1/26/2017 9:56:46 PM] Myself: I wouldn't be here for you right now
  1227. [1/26/2017 9:57:00 PM] Myself: if I didn't care about your situation
  1228. [1/26/2017 9:57:30 PM] The blade: It all hurts to take in...
  1229. [1/26/2017 9:57:34 PM] The blade: It really does hurt....
  1230. [1/26/2017 9:57:57 PM] Myself: don't let your emotions rule you
  1231. [1/26/2017 9:58:06 PM] The blade: An illusion
  1232. [1/26/2017 9:58:08 PM] Myself: sometimes it's best to let go for awhile
  1233. [1/26/2017 9:58:23 PM] The blade: I cant kai....
  1234. [1/26/2017 9:58:30 PM] The blade: Its covering me up...
  1235. [1/26/2017 9:58:32 PM] Myself: it is tearing you apart
  1236. [1/26/2017 9:59:18 PM] The blade: I will be fine.... I hope....
  1237. [1/26/2017 10:00:11 PM] Myself: I have prayed for you ever since I first heard you were feeling depressed and I will stay here for you my friend because I truly care with all my heart
  1238. [1/26/2017 10:00:29 PM] The blade: Thanks
  1239. [1/26/2017 10:04:08 PM] Myself: it pains me for a soul, a person to be in this state... and I will show you all the compassion and love you need to get through this man.. You are lucky to have someone like me.. with you.. at this very second
  1240. [1/26/2017 10:04:28 PM] Myself: but I need to eat.. I WILL be back
  1241. [1/26/2017 10:06:35 PM] The blade: ALright
  1242. [1/28/2017 11:31:15 PM] The blade: HAI!
  1243. [1/28/2017 11:31:28 PM] Myself: oh hai!~
  1244. [1/28/2017 11:31:36 PM] The blade: :/
  1245. [1/28/2017 11:31:40 PM] Myself: hmm?
  1246. [1/28/2017 11:31:45 PM] The blade: Took a bullet
  1247. [1/28/2017 11:31:56 PM] The blade: Ehh
  1248. [1/28/2017 11:31:57 PM] Myself: wait what...
  1249. [1/28/2017 11:32:00 PM] The blade: My hand looks fine :P
  1250. [1/28/2017 11:32:09 PM] The blade: Want to see what happened?
  1251. [1/28/2017 11:32:14 PM] Myself: err..?
  1252. [1/28/2017 11:32:18 PM] Myself: uh sure..
  1253. [1/28/2017 11:32:44 PM] Myself: but are you serious.. you shot yourself.. and..
  1254. [1/28/2017 11:32:44 PM] The blade: There you go
  1255. [1/28/2017 11:32:47 PM] The blade: No
  1256. [1/28/2017 11:32:53 PM] The blade: Why would I shoot myself?
  1257. [1/28/2017 11:33:00 PM] The blade: They shot me -.-
  1258. [1/28/2017 11:33:06 PM] Myself: how'd you do that anyway?
  1259. [1/28/2017 11:33:13 PM] The blade: Remember I told you
  1260. [1/28/2017 11:33:20 PM] The blade: I was dangerous 2 years ago?
  1261. [1/28/2017 11:33:24 PM] Myself: you have a gun? is it your brothers..
  1262. [1/28/2017 11:33:48 PM] The blade: NO
  1263. [1/28/2017 11:33:58 PM] The blade: I told you I went through a dangerous street
  1264. [1/28/2017 11:34:08 PM] The blade: So they shot me but just skinned off my hand
  1265. [1/28/2017 11:34:18 PM] Myself: what do you mean by they..?
  1266. [1/28/2017 11:34:26 PM] The blade: Gangsters.....
  1267. [1/28/2017 11:34:26 PM] Myself: youu should call the police! D:
  1268. [1/28/2017 11:34:33 PM] Myself: or should have..
  1269. [1/28/2017 11:34:43 PM] The blade: Police doesn't dare to go in that area
  1270. [1/28/2017 11:34:53 PM] Myself: this is why I told you you should hae found a ride back home.. :/
  1271. [1/28/2017 11:35:04 PM] Myself: have
  1272. [1/28/2017 11:35:42 PM] The blade: NAh
  1273. [1/28/2017 11:35:48 PM] The blade: I like it this way
  1274. [1/28/2017 11:36:03 PM] Myself: okie then.... :S
  1275. [1/28/2017 11:36:10 PM] The blade: Ill be fine :D
  1276. [1/28/2017 11:36:15 PM] The blade: I think
  1277. [1/28/2017 11:37:01 PM] Myself: I don't know why I suggest things anymore -.-
  1278. [1/28/2017 11:37:42 PM] The blade: I am like this :D
  1279. [1/28/2017 11:37:49 PM] The blade: So I will be fine
  1280. [1/28/2017 11:37:59 PM] The blade: But I guess I cant go back since my mom saw the injury :/
  1281. [1/28/2017 11:38:16 PM] Myself: if you say so.. I just worry about you..
  1282. [1/28/2017 11:38:21 PM] The blade: Ehh
  1283. [1/28/2017 11:38:27 PM] Myself: can't go back?
  1284. [1/28/2017 11:38:31 PM] The blade: Things happen so quick that I don't even see it
  1285. [1/28/2017 11:38:32 PM] The blade: Yea
  1286. [1/28/2017 11:38:37 PM] The blade: I cant go back on that street
  1287. [1/28/2017 11:38:41 PM] The blade: It was a easy way back
  1288. [1/28/2017 11:38:42 PM] Myself: ah
  1289. [1/28/2017 11:39:11 PM] Myself: I thought you would avoid those areas
  1290. [1/28/2017 11:39:17 PM] The blade: Nah
  1291. [1/28/2017 11:39:25 PM] The blade: If I want to get back fast then I have to go that way
  1292. [1/28/2017 11:39:47 PM] The blade: Welp cant change the past can we :P
  1293. [1/28/2017 11:40:45 PM] Myself: alright.. I've been through a shady place in town as well it's as if I'm walking though Detroit or a place in Newark.. :/
  1294. [1/28/2017 11:40:56 PM] The blade: Compton
  1295. [1/28/2017 11:40:57 PM] The blade: :P
  1296. [1/28/2017 11:41:09 PM] The blade: Its one hell of a scary place
  1297. [1/28/2017 11:41:09 PM] Myself: Compton?
  1298. [1/28/2017 11:41:18 PM] The blade: Yeah
  1299. [1/28/2017 11:41:21 PM] The blade: Its very hostile
  1300. [1/28/2017 11:41:54 PM] Myself: and I know we can't but we can learn from our past mistakes :)
  1301. [1/28/2017 11:42:11 PM] The blade: Never gets old
  1302. [1/28/2017 11:45:17 PM] Myself: Also knew someone from the Trenton area too and it's not too good there either
  1303. [1/28/2017 11:47:08 PM] The blade: D:
  1304. [1/28/2017 11:47:14 PM] The blade: Everywhere in cali just bad for meh
  1305. [1/28/2017 11:47:16 PM] The blade: :(
  1306. [1/28/2017 11:47:23 PM] The blade: I like an unpopulated place
  1307. [1/28/2017 11:47:30 PM] The blade: Its quiet and less dangerous
  1308. [1/28/2017 11:47:44 PM] Myself: yea I don't like the hustle and bustle of downtown either..
  1309. [1/28/2017 11:47:54 PM] Myself: I prefer the suburbs
  1310. [1/28/2017 11:48:07 PM] The blade: Ehh downtown decent
  1311. [1/28/2017 11:48:28 PM] Myself: it just depends I guess
  1312. [1/28/2017 11:48:42 PM] Myself: my downtown isn't too bad
  1313. [1/28/2017 11:48:46 PM] The blade: Yea
  1314. [1/28/2017 11:49:03 PM] The blade: There isn't much chaos
  1315. [1/28/2017 11:49:45 PM] Myself: I like it nice and quiet and peaceful like where I am
  1316. [1/28/2017 11:50:04 PM] Myself: except for the couple of drunkards that come off the train XD
  1317. [1/28/2017 11:50:09 PM] Myself: from the city
  1318. [1/28/2017 11:56:19 PM] The blade: Lol
  1319. [1/28/2017 11:56:30 PM] The blade: gtg
  1320. [1/28/2017 11:56:33 PM] The blade: Peace out
  1321. [1/28/2017 11:56:34 PM] Myself: haha :P
  1322. [1/28/2017 11:56:48 PM] Myself: oh peace peace! :D
  1323. [1/29/2017 8:28:25 PM] Walker:#####: ready?
  1324. [1/29/2017 8:28:37 PM] Myself: hmm?
  1325. [1/29/2017 8:28:42 PM] Walker:#####: mc
  1326. [1/29/2017 8:28:46 PM] Myself: for?
  1327. [1/29/2017 8:29:19 PM] Myself: oh you wanted to play again?
  1328. [1/29/2017 8:29:32 PM] Walker:#####: We gotta make some progress
  1329. [1/29/2017 8:29:35 PM] Myself: I guess we could :P
  1330. [1/29/2017 8:29:49 PM] Walker:#####: :D
  1331. [1/29/2017 8:30:07 PM] Myself: alright just hold on a bit getting a snack and something to drink
  1332. [1/29/2017 8:30:19 PM] Walker:#####: Alright
  1333. [1/29/2017 8:38:50 PM] Myself: okie I'm back! :D
  1334. [1/29/2017 8:38:58 PM] Myself: seems like an admin is on
  1335. [1/30/2017 5:57:25 PM] Walker:#####: I cant see...
  1336. [1/30/2017 5:57:33 PM] Walker:#####: With one eye...
  1337. [1/30/2017 6:16:39 PM] Myself: wait what..? what happened??
  1338. [1/30/2017 7:10:55 PM] Walker:#####: things...
  1339. [1/31/2017 10:46:29 PM] Walker:#####: 3 days limited
  1340. [1/31/2017 10:47:02 PM] Myself: huh..?
  1341. [1/31/2017 10:47:28 PM] Walker:#####: 3 days limited
  1342. [1/31/2017 10:47:33 PM] Walker:#####: Before I get it
  1343. [1/31/2017 10:47:39 PM] Myself: what do you mean?
  1344. [1/31/2017 10:47:43 PM] Myself: before you get what?
  1345. [1/31/2017 10:47:51 PM] Walker:#####: A knife
  1346. [1/31/2017 10:48:03 PM] Myself: :/
  1347. [1/31/2017 10:48:59 PM] Myself: no
  1348. [1/31/2017 10:49:15 PM] Walker:#####: A blade is sharper then me
  1349. [1/31/2017 10:49:18 PM] Myself: have you considered speaking wwith your brothers before?
  1350. [1/31/2017 10:49:21 PM] Walker:#####: No
  1351. [1/31/2017 10:49:29 PM] Myself: why not?
  1352. [1/31/2017 10:49:55 PM] Myself: you shouldn't have to think that way ben..
  1353. [1/31/2017 10:50:06 PM] Walker:#####: I know but shes cutting
  1354. [1/31/2017 10:50:14 PM] Myself: shes cutting..?
  1355. [1/31/2017 10:50:30 PM] Myself: who?
  1356. [1/31/2017 10:50:41 PM] Myself: who's cutting?
  1357. [1/31/2017 10:51:01 PM] Myself: cutting what?
  1358. [1/31/2017 10:51:39 PM] Walker:#####: way
  1359. [1/31/2017 10:51:47 PM] Myself: way?
  1360. [1/31/2017 10:52:21 PM] Walker:#####: Wait
  1361. [1/31/2017 10:54:24 PM] Myself: okie
  1362. [1/31/2017 11:07:21 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1363. [1/31/2017 11:07:22 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1364. [1/31/2017 11:07:23 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1365. [1/31/2017 11:07:24 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1366. [1/31/2017 11:07:25 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1367. [1/31/2017 11:07:25 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1368. [1/31/2017 11:07:26 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1369. [1/31/2017 11:07:27 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1370. [1/31/2017 11:07:27 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1371. [1/31/2017 11:07:28 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1372. [1/31/2017 11:07:29 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1373. [1/31/2017 11:07:29 PM] Walker:#####: ..
  1374. [1/31/2017 11:07:30 PM] Walker:#####: ..
  1375. [1/31/2017 11:07:31 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1376. [1/31/2017 11:07:31 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1377. [1/31/2017 11:07:32 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1378. [1/31/2017 11:07:33 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1379. [1/31/2017 11:07:34 PM] Walker:#####: ..
  1380. [1/31/2017 11:07:35 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1381. [1/31/2017 11:07:36 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1382. [1/31/2017 11:07:36 PM] Myself: .....?
  1383. [1/31/2017 11:07:37 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1384. [1/31/2017 11:07:37 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1385. [1/31/2017 11:07:38 PM] Walker:#####: ...
  1386. [1/31/2017 11:07:38 PM] Walker:#####: ..
  1387. [1/31/2017 11:07:38 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1388. [1/31/2017 11:07:39 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1389. [1/31/2017 11:07:39 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1390. [1/31/2017 11:07:39 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1391. [1/31/2017 11:07:39 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1392. [1/31/2017 11:07:39 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1393. [1/31/2017 11:07:39 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1394. [1/31/2017 11:07:39 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1395. [1/31/2017 11:07:40 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1396. [1/31/2017 11:07:40 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1397. [1/31/2017 11:07:40 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1398. [1/31/2017 11:07:40 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1399. [1/31/2017 11:07:40 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1400. [1/31/2017 11:07:40 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1401. [1/31/2017 11:07:41 PM] Walker:#####: .
  1402. [1/31/2017 11:08:18 PM] Walker:#####: Its done...
  1403. [1/31/2017 11:08:24 PM] Myself: what's done...?
  1404. [1/31/2017 11:08:33 PM] Walker:#####: The knifes will soon come shortly...
  1405. [1/31/2017 11:08:48 PM] Myself: why must they..
  1406. [1/31/2017 11:08:55 PM] Myself: surely there is a better solution
  1407. [1/31/2017 11:09:47 PM] Walker:#####: The knifes will be turning...
  1408. [1/31/2017 11:10:27 PM] Myself: ben... please now.. just no
  1409. [1/31/2017 11:10:47 PM] Walker:#####: I am trying...
  1410. [1/31/2017 11:10:52 PM] Walker:#####: My body is doing it...
  1411. [1/31/2017 11:10:57 PM] Walker:#####: I am not doing it...
  1412. [1/31/2017 11:11:05 PM] Myself: seriously Ben
  1413. [1/31/2017 11:11:08 PM] Myself: umm..
  1414. [1/31/2017 11:11:34 PM] Myself: your body.. is...?
  1415. [1/31/2017 11:12:40 PM] Walker:#####: I am trying to make it not go that direction
  1416. [1/31/2017 11:12:49 PM] Walker:#####: I am trying to resist death
  1417. [1/31/2017 11:12:52 PM] Myself: well thas good
  1418. [1/31/2017 11:12:52 PM] Walker:#####: But its pushing me into it
  1419. [1/31/2017 11:13:23 PM] Myself: just fight it man.. with your very being.. don't give in..
  1420. [1/31/2017 11:14:20 PM] Walker:#####: I wont give in...
  1421. [1/31/2017 11:14:24 PM] Walker:#####: I need to talk...
  1422. [1/31/2017 11:14:31 PM] Walker:#####: Spit out the words...
  1423. [1/31/2017 11:14:34 PM] Walker:#####: I have no one...
  1424. [1/31/2017 11:14:53 PM] Myself: well, I am here
  1425. [1/31/2017 11:15:00 PM] Myself: you have me for now
  1426. [1/31/2017 11:15:04 PM] Walker:#####: You are here...
  1427. [1/31/2017 11:15:09 PM] Walker:#####: But where is here?
  1428. [1/31/2017 11:15:19 PM] Myself: where is here?
  1429. [1/31/2017 11:15:39 PM] Myself: well.. sorry I can't be right there Ben if that's what you mean..
  1430. [1/31/2017 11:15:45 PM] Myself: I wish.. :/
  1431. [1/31/2017 11:15:54 PM] Walker:#####: My legs are cold...
  1432. [1/31/2017 11:16:01 PM] Walker:#####: Soon it will rise to my body...
  1433. [1/31/2017 11:16:10 PM] Walker:#####: Mc
  1434. [1/31/2017 11:16:12 PM] Myself: it?..
  1435. [1/31/2017 11:16:18 PM] Myself: mc?
  1436. [1/31/2017 11:16:19 PM] Myself: huh?
  1437. [1/31/2017 11:16:38 PM] Myself: you want to play some rn?
  1438. [1/31/2017 11:16:41 PM] Myself: or soon?
  1439. [1/31/2017 11:17:03 PM] Walker:#####: Rn
  1440. [1/31/2017 11:17:25 PM] Myself: okie they updated the server so you need the latest vers now
  1441. [1/31/2017 11:17:31 PM] Walker:#####: Alright
  1442. [1/31/2017 11:17:34 PM] Myself: it's 1.11.2 now
  1443. [1/31/2017 11:17:44 PM] Walker:#####: I'm a play csgo first
  1444. [1/31/2017 11:17:48 PM] Walker:#####: I want to play some fps
  1445. [1/31/2017 11:17:53 PM] Myself: kk
  1446. [1/31/2017 11:18:00 PM] Walker:#####: So you do whatever you want for now
  1447. [1/31/2017 11:18:07 PM] Myself: I'll be here, having some dinner soon tho
  1448. [2/1/2017 4:18:27 AM] Walker:#####: It all hurts...
  1449. [2/1/2017 4:18:33 AM] Walker:#####: I'm suppose to be asleep...
  1450. [2/1/2017 4:19:15 AM] Myself: :/
  1451. [2/1/2017 4:20:03 AM] Lost....: I cant take it all with me...
  1452. [2/1/2017 4:21:20 AM] Myself: come on Ben.. you should just sleep now, get some warm milk and lay in bed
  1453. [2/1/2017 4:21:58 AM] Lost....: I cant...
  1454. [2/1/2017 4:22:12 AM] Lost....: My mind hasn't moved for the past few days...
  1455. [2/1/2017 4:22:13 AM] Myself: I know you may have insomnia I do too :/
  1456. [2/1/2017 4:22:44 AM] Lost....: I don't...
  1457. [2/1/2017 4:22:51 AM] Lost....: I'm being placed...
  1458. [2/1/2017 4:22:51 AM] Myself: you don't?
  1459. [2/1/2017 4:22:54 AM] Lost....: No...
  1460. [2/1/2017 4:23:03 AM] Myself: placed? what do you mean?
  1461. [2/1/2017 4:23:09 AM] Lost....: I cant move...
  1462. [2/1/2017 4:23:12 AM] Lost....: I cant speak...
  1463. [2/1/2017 4:23:15 AM] Lost....: I cant hear...
  1464. [2/1/2017 4:23:17 AM] Myself: can't move...
  1465. [2/1/2017 4:23:25 AM] Lost....: I can only see and feel...
  1466. [2/1/2017 4:23:30 AM] Lost....: Like an object...
  1467. [2/1/2017 4:23:31 AM] Myself: are ok there!? D:
  1468. [2/1/2017 4:23:51 AM] Lost....: I am fine its just I don't have much words...
  1469. [2/1/2017 4:23:52 AM] Myself: not normal to be paralyzed like that
  1470. [2/1/2017 4:24:02 AM] Lost....: I don't want to move...
  1471. [2/1/2017 4:24:09 AM] Myself: why..?
  1472. [2/1/2017 4:24:10 AM] Lost....: I don't want to hear anything...
  1473. [2/1/2017 4:25:07 AM] Myself: aww Ben, please if there is something I can do for you.. I'll do what I can to help again..
  1474. [2/1/2017 4:26:04 AM] Lost....: I need to do something to release everything....
  1475. [2/1/2017 4:27:09 AM] Lost....: I don't want to use a weapon no...
  1476. [2/1/2017 4:27:31 AM] Myself: do you exercise regularly? or have some afterschool activity? walk in the park or something?
  1477. [2/1/2017 4:27:33 AM] Lost....: I want to see the light flash through the eye...
  1478. [2/1/2017 4:27:43 AM] Lost....: I walk... at night only...
  1479. [2/1/2017 4:27:47 AM] Lost....: The light hurts...
  1480. [2/1/2017 4:27:50 AM] Lost....: But I need it...
  1481. [2/1/2017 4:27:52 AM] Myself: ohh... :/
  1482. [2/1/2017 4:28:06 AM] Lost....: I cry every now and then...
  1483. [2/1/2017 4:28:06 AM] Myself: It's not good to do that though...
  1484. [2/1/2017 4:28:22 AM] Myself: do your brothers.. hear you when that happens :/
  1485. [2/1/2017 4:29:10 AM] Lost....: No...
  1486. [2/1/2017 4:29:16 AM] Lost....: I lock myself in a room
  1487. [2/1/2017 4:29:23 AM] Myself: do they know any of the problems you been having?
  1488. [2/1/2017 4:29:30 AM] Myself: I can only do so much here
  1489. [2/1/2017 4:29:57 AM] Myself: hmm..
  1490. [2/1/2017 4:31:34 AM] Lost....: The bad memories...
  1491. [2/1/2017 4:31:37 AM] Myself: like if you don't want to find help at all.. it's just going to get worse for you.. you just need to listen to me more and we can powerthrough this
  1492. [2/1/2017 4:31:38 AM] Lost....: My head hurts...
  1493. [2/1/2017 4:31:56 AM] Lost....: I want to talk kai...
  1494. [2/1/2017 4:32:01 AM] Lost....: But I cant speak...
  1495. [2/1/2017 4:32:07 AM] Myself: :/
  1496. [2/1/2017 4:32:27 AM] Lost....: I want to talk to you...
  1497. [2/1/2017 4:32:36 AM] Lost....: But I cannot speak at all...
  1498. [2/1/2017 4:32:38 AM] Lost....: Why...
  1499. [2/1/2017 4:32:53 AM] Lost....: Its because of my nightmares... my hate...
  1500. [2/1/2017 4:33:00 AM] Lost....: I can no longer sense emotion...
  1501. [2/1/2017 4:33:11 AM] Myself: look Ben.. I've had my fair share of broblems.. I thought the world was out to get me once.. and it took my sister to let me know that everything will be ok even if it seems like it's impossible..
  1502. [2/1/2017 4:33:40 AM] Lost....: Everything is possible...
  1503. [2/1/2017 4:33:45 AM] Myself: you just need thinking conditioning
  1504. [2/1/2017 4:34:00 AM] Lost....: I need someone who can understand me...
  1505. [2/1/2017 4:34:05 AM] Myself: get all the bad thoughts out.. make new great memories
  1506. [2/1/2017 4:34:30 AM] Myself: do you have trust in me? do you think I do?
  1507. [2/1/2017 4:34:41 AM] Lost....: I don't know...
  1508. [2/1/2017 4:34:42 AM] Myself: or a part of it.. at least?
  1509. [2/1/2017 4:34:43 AM] Lost....: I cant think...
  1510. [2/1/2017 4:34:50 AM] Lost....: My head does everything for me...
  1511. [2/1/2017 4:34:52 AM] Myself: I know.. I know..
  1512. [2/1/2017 4:35:39 AM] Myself: have you ever thought you had some sort of condition that you should get better help in managing? it's just.. I want to help you.. I really really do :/
  1513. [2/1/2017 4:36:33 AM] Myself: I've gone through some shit but I try to keep remembering the good times
  1514. [2/1/2017 4:36:41 AM] Lost....: Send me away...
  1515. [2/1/2017 4:36:48 AM] Lost....: Its the only way... kai...
  1516. [2/1/2017 4:36:48 AM] Myself: :/
  1517. [2/1/2017 4:36:53 AM] Lost....: I can tell you that...
  1518. [2/1/2017 4:37:08 AM] Myself: no it isn't Ben.. Don't think like that!
  1519. [2/1/2017 4:37:21 AM] Lost....: I am not talking about death...
  1520. [2/1/2017 4:37:40 AM] Myself: sorry.. then... what are you talking about....?
  1521. [2/1/2017 4:37:55 AM] Lost....: Take me somewhere... where I haven't been in this world...
  1522. [2/1/2017 4:38:05 AM] Lost....: Lately this world has collided on me...
  1523. [2/1/2017 4:38:16 AM] Lost....: Its making everything heavy for this bone...
  1524. [2/1/2017 4:38:22 AM] Myself: you want to get away from your brothers don't you? is that all? I can understand that
  1525. [2/1/2017 4:38:37 AM] Lost....: I want to be with someone who I cant see yet...
  1526. [2/1/2017 4:38:43 AM] Lost....: Someone on the outside...
  1527. [2/1/2017 4:38:47 AM] Lost....: Someone who can hear me...
  1528. [2/1/2017 4:39:18 AM] Myself: and that's not even just Tubby or anything? have you talked to her lately?
  1529. [2/1/2017 4:39:39 AM] Lost....: I am trying to because she is awake and I don't know why...
  1530. [2/1/2017 4:40:00 AM] Myself: but really now.. you should try to get some sleep
  1531. [2/1/2017 4:40:09 AM] Lost....: I cant...
  1532. [2/1/2017 4:40:14 AM] Myself: :/
  1533. [2/1/2017 4:41:13 AM] Lost....: Its been difficult lately....
  1534. [2/1/2017 4:41:45 AM] Myself: I know.. but it's ok to have some of those feelings at times just don't let it get to you too much
  1535. [2/1/2017 4:45:29 AM] Lost....: I think it already did....
  1536. [2/1/2017 4:45:45 AM] Myself: I was surprised to see her on as well
  1537. [2/1/2017 4:47:52 AM] Lost....: So she has added you on skype
  1538. [2/1/2017 4:47:55 AM] Lost....: or on snapchat
  1539. [2/1/2017 4:48:23 AM] Lost....: Kai...
  1540. [2/1/2017 4:48:35 AM] Lost....: Can I call you on skype?
  1541. [2/1/2017 4:49:37 AM] Myself: I am actually talking to lam but we can since you want to
  1542. [2/1/2017 4:49:47 AM] Lost....: Nvm...
  1543. [2/1/2017 4:49:49 AM] Lost....: I am fine...
  1544. [2/1/2017 4:49:54 AM] Lost....: You two can talk...
  1545. [2/1/2017 4:50:06 AM] Lost....: Ill just be drawing my mind out....
  1546. [2/1/2017 4:50:13 AM] Lost....: Ill draw what I see in my head...
  1547. [2/1/2017 4:50:33 AM] Myself: ok Ben
  1548. [2/1/2017 4:50:36 AM] Myself: jsut
  1549. [2/1/2017 4:50:42 AM] Myself: just a sec*
  1550. [2/1/2017 4:50:53 AM] Myself: have you actually heard me before?
  1551. [2/1/2017 4:51:34 AM] Myself: I talked to you like 12 days ago and you were excited to hear me for the first time
  1552. [2/1/2017 4:52:12 AM] Myself: said something like: "OMG Is that Kai!? 0-0 omg! :D"
  1553. [2/1/2017 4:52:41 AM] Lost....: That isn't me....
  1554. [2/1/2017 4:52:49 AM] Lost....: Remember my emotion was still hanging on...
  1555. [2/1/2017 4:52:53 AM] Myself: oh it was your other self?
  1556. [2/1/2017 4:52:59 AM] Lost....: yes...
  1557. [2/1/2017 4:53:00 AM] Myself: oh ok
  1558. [2/1/2017 4:53:35 AM] Myself: I'm a bit unsure what to say I'm not the best with that but I'll try talking to you
  1559. [2/1/2017 4:54:21 AM] Lost....: Ill talk for sure without a doubt....
  1560. [2/1/2017 4:54:41 AM] Myself: okie
  1561. [2/1/2017 4:54:52 AM] Lost....: But call my other account
  1562. [2/1/2017 4:54:58 AM] Myself: so here.. we.. go?
  1563. [2/1/2017 4:55:05 AM] Myself: ok
  1564. [2/1/2017 4:55:52 AM] Myself: talk here?
  1565. [2/1/2017 4:55:58 AM] Myself: or text I mean?
  1566. [2/3/2017 12:13:33 AM] water and fire...: How I think of life...
  1567. [2/3/2017 12:23:59 AM] Myself: I.. don't really know what to say exactly.. just that it's very true.. even things for what happened to me I've had to just accept and carry on.. but the thing is, we're all in this crazy life together. Some things are not within our control.. and can't be perfectly how we want it to be.. (I wish and so many others would) but we just have to make do with our situation the best we can and that's all you can ask for.. Hope I worded that right..
  1568. [2/3/2017 12:24:38 AM] water and fire...: Yeah....
  1569. [2/3/2017 12:25:08 AM] Myself: just my take on it.. sorry if I.. :/
  1570. [2/3/2017 12:26:35 AM] water and fire...: brb
  1571. [2/3/2017 12:26:40 AM] Myself: kk
  1572. [2/3/2017 12:44:06 AM] water and fire...: Alright sorry...
  1573. [2/3/2017 12:44:15 AM] water and fire...: There was umm something...
  1574. [2/3/2017 12:44:26 AM] Myself: okie
  1575. [2/3/2017 12:44:36 AM] Myself: oh there was some.. thing..?
  1576. [2/3/2017 12:44:42 AM] water and fire...: But I uhh think went overboard...
  1577. [2/3/2017 12:44:55 AM] Myself: uhh.. :/
  1578. [2/3/2017 12:45:15 AM] Myself: I'm sorry if that was from me.. :/
  1579. [2/3/2017 12:45:24 AM] Myself: overboard on what?
  1580. [2/3/2017 12:45:33 AM] Myself: if you care to say that is
  1581. [2/3/2017 12:45:36 AM] water and fire...: The knife driven on my skin..
  1582. [2/3/2017 12:45:49 AM] water and fire...: Is the word of the devil killing me...
  1583. [2/3/2017 12:46:01 AM] Myself: Ben.. umm
  1584. [2/3/2017 12:46:35 AM] water and fire...: Sorry...
  1585. [2/3/2017 12:46:40 AM] water and fire...: Sensei..
  1586. [2/3/2017 12:46:48 AM] Myself: it's ok..
  1587. [2/3/2017 12:46:55 AM] Myself: and sensei?
  1588. [2/3/2017 12:46:59 AM] water and fire...: I didn't mean to I swear
  1589. [2/3/2017 12:48:07 AM] Myself: if you were to try touching me btw I would just try to give you a bro hug anyways hehe
  1590. [2/3/2017 12:48:28 AM] water and fire...: OHH GOD ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT MY STEAM?!
  1591. [2/3/2017 12:48:35 AM] Myself: yesss XD
  1592. [2/3/2017 12:48:38 AM] water and fire...: D:
  1593. [2/3/2017 12:48:40 AM] water and fire...: NUUUU
  1594. [2/3/2017 12:48:43 AM] Myself: was wondering about that
  1595. [2/3/2017 12:48:56 AM] Myself: and if it was ok to message you on there?
  1596. [2/3/2017 12:49:00 AM] Myself: if I wanted to
  1597. [2/3/2017 12:49:03 AM] water and fire...: I mean I would give a hug too but being depressed then I wont be fine
  1598. [2/3/2017 12:49:14 AM] water and fire...: Yea sure
  1599. [2/3/2017 12:49:17 AM] Myself: I knowww
  1600. [2/3/2017 12:49:26 AM] Myself: I just uhh..
  1601. [2/3/2017 12:49:36 AM] Myself: ok maybe I won't even mention that.. :/
  1602. [2/3/2017 12:49:56 AM] Myself: or maybe I will
  1603. [2/3/2017 12:50:21 AM] water and fire...: :/
  1604. [2/3/2017 12:50:24 AM] water and fire...: What is it?
  1605. [2/3/2017 12:50:42 AM] Myself: well.. the last time you spoke to me on there was rather.. you know..
  1606. [2/3/2017 12:50:56 AM] Myself: I wanted to get that away
  1607. [2/3/2017 12:51:06 AM] water and fire...: On steam?
  1608. [2/3/2017 12:51:09 AM] Myself: yeas
  1609. [2/3/2017 12:51:20 AM] water and fire...: gotcha don't worry
  1610. [2/3/2017 12:51:35 AM] Myself: ok and Oh meh goodness XD
  1611. [2/3/2017 12:51:39 AM] water and fire...: XD
  1612. [2/3/2017 12:51:47 AM] Myself: hahahaha
  1613. [2/3/2017 12:52:01 AM] water and fire...: There you go :D
  1614. [2/3/2017 12:52:06 AM] Myself: ok thanks XD
  1615. [2/3/2017 12:52:19 AM] water and fire...: I'm a be doing humwuk
  1616. [2/3/2017 12:52:23 AM] Myself: oh lam lam is on
  1617. [2/3/2017 12:52:25 AM] Myself: and okie
  1618. [2/3/2017 12:52:30 AM] water and fire...: 0-0
  1619. [2/3/2017 12:52:33 AM] water and fire...: who?
  1620. [2/3/2017 12:52:35 AM] water and fire...: Lam*******?
  1621. [2/3/2017 12:52:38 AM] Myself: yer
  1622. [2/3/2017 12:53:07 AM] water and fire...: Welp I'm a go do homework now
  1623. [2/3/2017 12:53:36 AM] Myself: okie just holla if you need help (depending on what it even is)
  1624. [2/3/2017 12:53:51 AM] water and fire...: History notes
  1625. [2/3/2017 12:53:53 AM] water and fire...: HElp
  1626. [2/3/2017 12:53:54 AM] Myself: I'll at least try to help XD
  1627. [2/3/2017 12:53:54 AM] water and fire...: XD
  1628. [2/3/2017 12:53:55 AM] water and fire...: Jk
  1629. [2/3/2017 2:44:12 AM] water and fire...: God....
  1630. [2/3/2017 2:44:29 AM] Myself: :/
  1631. [2/3/2017 2:44:41 AM] water and fire...: Blood all over my hand...
  1632. [2/3/2017 2:45:09 AM] Myself: you ok!? D:
  1633. [2/3/2017 2:45:17 AM] water and fire...: I feel woozy...
  1634. [2/3/2017 2:45:36 AM] Myself: thas no good..
  1635. [2/3/2017 2:45:45 AM] water and fire...: Are you my dad?
  1636. [2/3/2017 2:45:58 AM] Myself: wut..? :/
  1637. [2/3/2017 2:46:05 AM] water and fire...: hdf
  1638. [2/3/2017 2:46:49 AM] Myself: ok :X
  1639. [2/3/2017 2:46:56 AM] water and fire...: FUCK!
  1640. [2/3/2017 2:52:17 AM] water and fire...: Sorry
  1641. [2/3/2017 2:52:20 AM] water and fire...: I was on drugs
  1642. [2/3/2017 2:52:54 AM] Myself: wait what..?? you took your medication?..
  1643. [2/3/2017 2:52:59 AM] water and fire...: Yea
  1644. [2/3/2017 2:53:08 AM] Myself: oh.. umm
  1645. [2/3/2017 2:53:18 AM] water and fire...: I would feel funky for like the first 10 minutes until the chill pill kicks in
  1646. [2/3/2017 2:53:34 AM] Myself: alrigh'
  1647. [2/3/2017 2:53:38 AM] water and fire...: My bad
  1648. [2/3/2017 2:53:42 AM] Myself: just, what is it?
  1649. [2/3/2017 2:53:52 AM] Myself: it okie it's nothing
  1650. [2/3/2017 2:53:54 AM] water and fire...: I forgot what its called
  1651. [2/3/2017 2:54:12 AM] Myself: is it a strong oxycodone? or..?
  1652. [2/3/2017 2:54:32 AM] water and fire...: Idk
  1653. [2/3/2017 2:54:44 AM] water and fire...: I have short term memory
  1654. [2/3/2017 2:54:45 AM] Myself: whatever it is please warn me next time XD
  1655. [2/3/2017 2:56:44 AM] water and fire...: Alright
  1656. [2/3/2017 2:56:49 AM] water and fire...: My bad :P
  1657. [2/3/2017 2:56:59 AM] water and fire...: I might do vape doe :/
  1658. [2/3/2017 2:57:04 AM] water and fire...: Vape isn't that bad right?
  1659. [2/3/2017 2:57:26 AM] Myself: vape? uh yea.. there are dangers from that
  1660. [2/3/2017 2:57:41 AM] water and fire...: But it isn't very affective
  1661. [2/3/2017 2:57:46 AM] Myself: heard faulty ones might explode in your hand as you use them
  1662. [2/3/2017 2:58:03 AM] water and fire...: Worth it
  1663. [2/3/2017 2:58:08 AM] Myself: some stories I've heard are pretty bad..
  1664. [2/3/2017 2:58:10 AM] water and fire...: Taste the flavor XD
  1665. [2/3/2017 2:58:22 AM] Myself: and it's not exactly still the healthiest..
  1666. [2/3/2017 2:58:24 AM] water and fire...: Depends on how you use it
  1667. [2/3/2017 2:58:43 AM] Myself: now and then maybe.. just I don't smoke XD
  1668. [2/3/2017 2:58:50 AM] water and fire...: Ohh
  1669. [2/3/2017 2:58:52 AM] Myself: I'm fine if others do tho idc really :P
  1670. [2/3/2017 3:01:08 AM] water and fire...: Kai
  1671. [2/3/2017 3:01:22 AM] water and fire...: What are you doing?
  1672. [2/3/2017 3:01:28 AM] water and fire...: Just wondering
  1673. [2/3/2017 3:05:10 AM] Myself: uhh well just listening to/looking for new music making playlists atm
  1674. [2/3/2017 3:05:23 AM] Myself: that sorta stuff :P
  1675. [2/3/2017 3:06:25 AM] Myself: I have a constant need for moar moozacs! >.<
  1676. [2/3/2017 3:08:29 AM] water and fire...: 0-0
  1677. [2/3/2017 3:08:35 AM] water and fire...: Do you like specific music?
  1678. [2/3/2017 3:08:45 AM] Myself: moar give me moar >:3
  1679. [2/3/2017 3:08:54 AM] Myself: aww I forgot skype does that XD
  1680. [2/3/2017 3:09:11 AM] water and fire...: The cat?
  1681. [2/3/2017 3:09:24 AM] Myself: I've gotten into A LOT of EDM and electronic music lately
  1682. [2/3/2017 3:09:29 AM] Myself: yea^
  1683. [2/3/2017 3:12:52 AM] Myself: I pretty much like anything really
  1684. [2/3/2017 3:12:59 AM] Myself: anything's game :)
  1685. [2/3/2017 3:21:27 AM] Myself: hehehe https://youtu.be/V6zA12RCzsU :)
  1686. [2/4/2017 11:49:44 PM] water and fire...: I am breaking...
  1687. [2/5/2017 12:52:49 AM] Myself: ok I'm here, what's going on Ben?
  1688. [2/5/2017 12:56:17 AM] Myself: I will try to understand.. just that I can't really fully understand what you're going through right now
  1689. [2/5/2017 1:23:08 AM] water and fire...: It all hurts...
  1690. [2/5/2017 1:23:14 AM] water and fire...: I see nothing but hate...
  1691. [2/5/2017 1:24:42 AM] water and fire...: I see nothing but blood...
  1692. [2/5/2017 1:24:50 AM] water and fire...: It all hurts....
  1693. [2/5/2017 1:24:54 AM] Myself: why must you just see hate?
  1694. [2/5/2017 1:24:55 AM] water and fire...: Someone is after me...
  1695. [2/5/2017 1:25:01 AM] Myself: after you?..
  1696. [2/5/2017 1:25:01 AM] water and fire...: I don't know why...
  1697. [2/5/2017 1:26:52 AM] Myself: It's not good to be seeing those type of things.. there must be a reason for that
  1698. [2/5/2017 1:28:15 AM] Myself: I know it must hurt.. I just can't sense your pain.. but I want to help any way I can..
  1699. [2/5/2017 1:34:39 AM] Myself: bipolar.. you've said before that you've been experiencing this for 2 years correct? Do you know that you are for a fact?..
  1700. [2/5/2017 1:35:22 AM] Myself: or is there something more to that that I don't know about?
  1701. [2/5/2017 2:01:32 AM] water and fire...: I don't remember being in this...
  1702. [2/5/2017 2:01:48 AM] Myself: being In.. this?
  1703. [2/5/2017 2:01:50 AM] Myself: what?
  1704. [2/5/2017 2:02:37 AM] Myself: you don't remember being in what?
  1705. [2/5/2017 2:02:42 AM] water and fire...: I don't know why I am being chased...
  1706. [2/5/2017 2:03:06 AM] water and fire...: These guys said "You will die because you killed them"
  1707. [2/5/2017 2:03:14 AM] Myself: being.. chased..?
  1708. [2/5/2017 2:03:17 AM] water and fire...: I don't remember killing anyone
  1709. [2/5/2017 2:03:19 AM] water and fire...: Bye...
  1710. [2/5/2017 2:03:31 AM] Myself: well.. I don't know if I should say something now..
  1711. [2/5/2017 2:03:40 AM] Myself: huh..?
  1712. [2/5/2017 2:03:55 AM] Myself: I don't think any of that happened
  1713. [2/5/2017 2:04:28 AM] Myself: if you don't think so then there's nothing that should be thought about
  1714. [2/5/2017 2:11:14 AM] Myself: okie just know I'm always here when you feel like you need to talk, we can pull through on this.
  1715. [2/5/2017 2:56:39 AM] water and fire...: I see nothing but a big gap in my heart...
  1716. [2/5/2017 2:56:45 AM] water and fire...: I don't know why it is there...
  1717. [2/5/2017 2:56:50 AM] water and fire...: Its missing its part...
  1718. [2/5/2017 2:57:51 AM] Myself: missing it's part? what do you mean by that?
  1719. [2/5/2017 3:00:51 AM] water and fire...: I don't know
  1720. [2/5/2017 3:00:52 AM] Myself: what is that gap supposed to be? can it.. be made complete in some way?
  1721. [2/5/2017 3:00:57 AM] water and fire...: I just don't feel right
  1722. [2/5/2017 3:01:55 AM] Myself: hmm
  1723. [2/5/2017 3:02:13 AM] water and fire...: I think it was because emotion triggered it...
  1724. [2/5/2017 3:02:15 AM] water and fire...: Like 4
  1725. [2/5/2017 3:02:25 AM] water and fire...: 3 years ago...
  1726. [2/5/2017 3:02:38 AM] Myself: oh that was emotion speaking before?.. huh?
  1727. [2/5/2017 3:02:48 AM] water and fire...: No
  1728. [2/5/2017 3:02:51 AM] Myself: oh
  1729. [2/5/2017 3:03:05 AM] Myself: sorry I thought that then
  1730. [2/5/2017 3:03:37 AM] Myself: are you comfortable in saying what the trigger could have been to me? or not..
  1731. [2/5/2017 3:04:43 AM] Myself: you can say if you want if you feel the need to not now or later later on
  1732. [2/5/2017 3:05:22 AM] water and fire...: I don't know
  1733. [2/5/2017 3:05:54 AM] Myself: hmm well.. that's a conundrum.. or something hard to think of for myself
  1734. [2/5/2017 3:06:17 AM] water and fire...: But whatever the emotion did. My heart is missing its part. I don't feel right. Every time I am looking around I see an illusion of a girl wearing black. Then it shocks me and I cant move.
  1735. [2/5/2017 3:07:02 AM] Myself: oh.. that's really not good :/
  1736. [2/5/2017 3:07:24 AM] Myself: umm
  1737. [2/5/2017 3:08:48 AM] Myself: do you see this as something physical.. like you can hold it? or is it more.. something you can't really touch but know it is there?
  1738. [2/5/2017 3:09:09 AM] water and fire...: I cant really touch and I have seen her before but who?
  1739. [2/5/2017 3:09:22 AM] Myself: hmm
  1740. [2/5/2017 3:09:39 AM] Myself: how does she look like to you when it last happened?
  1741. [2/5/2017 3:10:33 AM] water and fire...: Well she had short hair
  1742. [2/5/2017 3:10:38 AM] water and fire...: Or like it does
  1743. [2/5/2017 3:10:43 AM] water and fire...: black clothing
  1744. [2/5/2017 3:10:51 AM] water and fire...: wearing a choker
  1745. [2/5/2017 3:10:54 AM] Myself: just black and only black?
  1746. [2/5/2017 3:10:58 AM] water and fire...: Yeah
  1747. [2/5/2017 3:11:01 AM] Myself: ok
  1748. [2/5/2017 3:11:02 AM] water and fire...: No other color
  1749. [2/5/2017 3:11:13 AM] Myself: any distinguishing marks?
  1750. [2/5/2017 3:11:22 AM] Myself: could you see her face?
  1751. [2/5/2017 3:12:03 AM] water and fire...: She looks familiar but I don't know who she is.
  1752. [2/5/2017 3:12:35 AM] Myself: so you.. couldn't see her face? any tattoos or something?
  1753. [2/5/2017 3:12:56 AM] Myself: eye color?
  1754. [2/5/2017 3:13:37 AM] Myself: does.. Veronica ring a bell at all?
  1755. [2/5/2017 3:22:05 AM] water and fire...: She was wearing all black. Her eyes were hard to see.
  1756. [2/5/2017 3:22:28 AM] Myself: hmm what type of clothing?
  1757. [2/5/2017 3:29:59 AM] water and fire...: I don't know
  1758. [2/5/2017 3:30:04 AM] water and fire...: I know she has a jacket
  1759. [2/5/2017 3:30:17 AM] water and fire...: I long black jacket
  1760. [2/5/2017 3:30:26 AM] Myself: what was her pose like, how was her expression like? if you could see that?
  1761. [2/5/2017 3:30:28 AM] water and fire...: I forgot what it was called
  1762. [2/5/2017 3:30:37 AM] water and fire...: She smiled at me
  1763. [2/5/2017 3:30:47 AM] Myself: a trenchcoat or.. cloak?
  1764. [2/5/2017 3:30:52 AM] Myself: smiled?
  1765. [2/5/2017 3:31:30 AM] Myself: was the smile a smirk or? or could you not tell?
  1766. [2/5/2017 3:35:56 AM] water and fire...: A cloak. I couldn't tell but it was like a smile
  1767. [2/5/2017 3:38:31 AM] Myself: was it a light hearted smile? could you see her teeth?
  1768. [2/5/2017 3:38:51 AM] Myself: or what was the general demeanor? did they look "evil"? or.. nice to you? or neutral?
  1769. [2/5/2017 3:40:15 AM] Myself: oh and was it a moving image or just stationary?
  1770. [2/5/2017 3:45:38 AM] water and fire...: Neutral
  1771. [2/5/2017 3:45:45 AM] water and fire...: It was stationary
  1772. [2/5/2017 3:45:46 AM] Myself: hmm ok
  1773. [2/5/2017 3:46:26 AM] Myself: so I mentioned a name before.. does Veronica sound familiar to you?
  1774. [2/5/2017 3:49:22 AM] water and fire...: No
  1775. [2/5/2017 3:49:27 AM] Myself: oh.. :/
  1776. [2/5/2017 3:49:47 AM] water and fire...: It appears to seem to look like her...
  1777. [2/5/2017 3:49:50 AM] water and fire...: Not veronica tho
  1778. [2/5/2017 3:49:57 AM] Myself: hmm.. well I sorta had this other question like..
  1779. [2/5/2017 3:50:02 AM] Myself: like her..?
  1780. [2/5/2017 3:50:31 AM] Myself: wait I think I know who you may be referring to..
  1781. [2/5/2017 3:50:52 AM] water and fire...: Yea...
  1782. [2/5/2017 3:50:56 AM] water and fire...: You know who already...
  1783. [2/5/2017 3:51:17 AM] Myself: hmm well my question was..
  1784. [2/5/2017 3:51:53 AM] Myself: if you ever went back through our conversations on here? does Skype keep a record of it for you or not?
  1785. [2/5/2017 3:52:21 AM] Myself: some of it was rather crazy but.. it may hold clues for you
  1786. [2/5/2017 3:52:41 AM] water and fire...: It doesn't capture anything in the background
  1787. [2/5/2017 3:52:52 AM] water and fire...: Its only when I am walking alone or I am alone outside
  1788. [2/5/2017 3:52:58 AM] Myself: I mean.. does it save what was written
  1789. [2/5/2017 3:53:48 AM] water and fire...: What do you mean?
  1790. [2/5/2017 3:54:34 AM] Myself: our conversations here.. does Skype save any of it? say.. from a week ago or more?
  1791. [2/5/2017 3:54:57 AM] Myself: does your Skype*
  1792. [2/5/2017 3:55:11 AM] water and fire...: Yea
  1793. [2/5/2017 3:55:22 AM] Myself: oh so my question was..
  1794. [2/5/2017 3:55:32 AM] Myself: if you ever looked back at anything?
  1795. [2/5/2017 3:56:32 AM] Myself: a clue might be there.. I just dunno :/
  1796. [2/5/2017 3:57:33 AM] Myself: some of it I'm not really sure of...
  1797. [2/5/2017 3:58:00 AM] Myself: feel like I went over the line maybe.. I just don't really know :/
  1798. [2/5/2017 4:02:54 AM] water and fire...: God...
  1799. [2/5/2017 4:03:31 AM] Myself: what??
  1800. [2/9/2017 2:52:31 AM] The peace of the world: Its not healing...
  1801. [2/9/2017 2:52:53 AM] Myself: why not..?
  1802. [2/9/2017 2:53:05 AM] The peace of the world: It wont heal...
  1803. [2/9/2017 2:53:20 AM] The peace of the world: The spear has got me already...
  1804. [2/9/2017 2:53:24 AM] The peace of the world: I will die now...
  1805. [2/9/2017 2:53:34 AM] The peace of the world: In a few days from now I will commit my death...
  1806. [2/9/2017 2:53:35 AM] Myself: the spear.. what do you mean by that?
  1807. [2/9/2017 2:53:58 AM] The peace of the world: I was one of them... but now I cannot be one of them...
  1808. [2/9/2017 2:54:14 AM] The peace of the world: Its best to let things get lost and let one die for another...
  1809. [2/9/2017 2:54:19 AM] The peace of the world: Ive done what I can...
  1810. [2/9/2017 2:54:26 AM] Myself: why are you thinking this way?
  1811. [2/9/2017 2:54:40 AM] The peace of the world: Because the crystal will soon explode....
  1812. [2/9/2017 2:54:41 AM] Myself: there is no reason to
  1813. [2/9/2017 2:54:48 AM] Myself: explode.. what..
  1814. [2/9/2017 2:55:03 AM] The peace of the world: Without its key then it cannot contain its ability of life
  1815. [2/9/2017 2:55:12 AM] The peace of the world: A life of a child...
  1816. [2/9/2017 2:55:15 AM] The peace of the world: Who once lived...
  1817. [2/9/2017 2:55:24 AM] The peace of the world: Now the child will die...
  1818. [2/9/2017 2:55:24 AM] Myself: so Ben.. I was wondering when you talked to lamington lately
  1819. [2/9/2017 2:55:33 AM] The peace of the world: About?
  1820. [2/9/2017 2:55:47 AM] Myself: like just the last time you've talked to him
  1821. [2/9/2017 2:55:55 AM] The peace of the world: When we first met....
  1822. [2/9/2017 2:56:10 AM] Myself: oh there wasn't any other time recently?
  1823. [2/9/2017 2:56:34 AM] The peace of the world: Well the time when we needed his help to play gmod together
  1824. [2/9/2017 2:56:38 AM] The peace of the world: that was second
  1825. [2/9/2017 2:56:48 AM] Myself: alright
  1826. [2/9/2017 2:57:00 AM] The peace of the world: It shines upon death now...
  1827. [2/9/2017 2:57:01 AM] Myself: and you say you don't have any medical conditions.. is that true?
  1828. [2/9/2017 2:57:09 AM] The peace of the world: I don't have any...
  1829. [2/9/2017 2:57:15 AM] The peace of the world: I just don't like myself...
  1830. [2/9/2017 2:57:25 AM] Myself: look Ben..
  1831. [2/9/2017 2:57:40 AM] Myself: I been wondering about some things lately
  1832. [2/9/2017 2:58:01 AM] Myself: and I want you to try something
  1833. [2/9/2017 2:58:06 AM] Myself: for me
  1834. [2/9/2017 2:58:15 AM] The peace of the world: If its something I can do then I wont do it
  1835. [2/9/2017 2:58:24 AM] The peace of the world: All body motion disabled
  1836. [2/9/2017 2:58:32 AM] The peace of the world: It will not move any further then my room
  1837. [2/9/2017 2:58:35 AM] Myself: how are you typing to me then
  1838. [2/9/2017 2:58:41 AM] The peace of the world: Because I am in my room
  1839. [2/9/2017 2:59:06 AM] The peace of the world: My voice will disappear...
  1840. [2/9/2017 2:59:15 AM] The peace of the world: I only wish to die now...
  1841. [2/9/2017 2:59:27 AM] Myself: Do you have a holy bible in your room
  1842. [2/9/2017 2:59:32 AM] The peace of the world: No
  1843. [2/9/2017 2:59:37 AM] Myself: in your house
  1844. [2/9/2017 2:59:41 AM] The peace of the world: I sit in a dark room of silence
  1845. [2/9/2017 2:59:42 AM] The peace of the world: No
  1846. [2/9/2017 3:00:03 AM] Myself: I would like you to go to a church then please listen
  1847. [2/9/2017 3:00:16 AM] The peace of the world: Churches do nothing...
  1848. [2/9/2017 3:00:20 AM] The peace of the world: They have no effect...
  1849. [2/9/2017 3:00:40 AM] The peace of the world: All I have are curses... to haunt people to death now... But now I am getting haunted myself...
  1850. [2/9/2017 3:00:49 AM] The peace of the world: The girl... she is gone....
  1851. [2/9/2017 3:00:57 AM] The peace of the world: She no longer appears...
  1852. [2/9/2017 3:01:00 AM] Myself: honestly Ben..
  1853. [2/9/2017 3:01:04 AM] The peace of the world: But now its a spear...
  1854. [2/9/2017 3:01:30 AM] The peace of the world: You don't understand what I mean by the spear....
  1855. [2/9/2017 3:01:35 AM] The peace of the world: Its my school motto
  1856. [2/9/2017 3:01:40 AM] The peace of the world: "Fear the spear"
  1857. [2/9/2017 3:01:45 AM] The peace of the world: Mark keppel
  1858. [2/9/2017 3:01:45 AM] Myself: yes, because you won't make sense for me
  1859. [2/9/2017 3:02:06 AM] The peace of the world: I don't want to continue...
  1860. [2/9/2017 3:02:17 AM] The peace of the world: Ive survived... for long enough
  1861. [2/9/2017 3:02:26 AM] The peace of the world: Its like a game...
  1862. [2/9/2017 3:02:48 AM] The peace of the world: A game of punishment and torture... no matter how hard you try nothing will due....
  1863. [2/9/2017 3:03:38 AM] The peace of the world: Life is my punishment....
  1864. [2/9/2017 3:03:44 AM] The peace of the world: Is all I can say right now...
  1865. [2/9/2017 3:04:16 AM] Myself: Ben.. is this all a joke.. are you trying to make up some huge prank for me to believe with all this speech.. I just...
  1866. [2/9/2017 3:04:59 AM] Myself: I'm about to give you an essay I wrote but I just.. I do not know
  1867. [2/9/2017 3:08:15 AM] Myself: it sounds like the problems you are having is related to a soul tie.. an ungodly soul tie between Chelsea and you.. you did something that cursed you with all the signs of something demonic occurring to you and all you need to do is be deliverance.. if you don't listen to me then I cannot help you and I will leave you with my last words.. maybe.. I really don't know
  1868. [2/9/2017 3:12:18 AM] The peace of the world: No...
  1869. [2/9/2017 3:12:22 AM] The peace of the world: I broke it...
  1870. [2/9/2017 3:12:29 AM] The peace of the world: I abandoned it...
  1871. [2/9/2017 3:12:40 AM] The peace of the world: Then it appeared... consuming me...
  1872. [2/9/2017 3:12:50 AM] The peace of the world: I didn't choose to do it...
  1873. [2/9/2017 3:12:54 AM] The peace of the world: It happened...
  1874. [2/9/2017 3:13:01 AM] The peace of the world: In front of me...
  1875. [2/9/2017 3:13:04 AM] The peace of the world: All of it...
  1876. [2/9/2017 3:13:13 AM] The peace of the world: My dad... My friends... now my mom...
  1877. [2/9/2017 3:13:32 AM] The peace of the world: What is there to live for?
  1878. [2/9/2017 3:13:35 AM] The peace of the world: Nothing...
  1879. [2/9/2017 3:14:23 AM] The peace of the world: My dad died when I was 4 or 5... My friends were caught in a fire during middle school... That is what lost it...
  1880. [2/9/2017 3:14:32 AM] The peace of the world: My head couldn't take it...
  1881. [2/9/2017 3:14:38 AM] The peace of the world: So I abandoned it...
  1882. [2/9/2017 3:15:29 AM] The peace of the world: My body is now taking damage...
  1883. [2/9/2017 3:15:40 AM] The peace of the world: Mentally and physically...
  1884. [2/9/2017 3:15:45 AM] The peace of the world: I don't know why...
  1885. [2/9/2017 3:15:53 AM] The peace of the world: But it has to do with my emotion...
  1886. [2/9/2017 3:16:01 AM] The peace of the world: I know that for sure as a fact...
  1887. [2/9/2017 3:16:32 AM] The peace of the world: So kai... you tell me
  1888. [2/9/2017 3:16:41 AM] The peace of the world: What is there still to live for?
  1889. [2/9/2017 3:16:57 AM] The peace of the world: Do I have much?
  1890. [2/9/2017 3:17:00 AM] Myself: look Ben I know all of this seems terrible but really I don't think your friends or parents would have wanted you to do this to yourself, your unwillingness to find help is not good, they would want to see you become a better person than you are right now
  1891. [2/9/2017 3:17:21 AM] The peace of the world: A better person...
  1892. [2/9/2017 3:17:34 AM] The peace of the world: The better person is getting hurt by every single second...
  1893. [2/9/2017 3:17:39 AM] The peace of the world: I tried...
  1894. [2/9/2017 3:17:44 AM] The peace of the world: And I lost...
  1895. [2/9/2017 3:17:48 AM] The peace of the world: Its how it goes...
  1896. [2/9/2017 3:18:40 AM] Myself: you haven't there are so many oppurtunities so many wonderful things you can accomplish if you set your mind to it instead of these type of thoughts..
  1897. [2/9/2017 3:21:05 AM] The peace of the world: Kai...
  1898. [2/9/2017 3:21:10 AM] The peace of the world: There is 1 source...
  1899. [2/9/2017 3:21:16 AM] Myself: 1 source..?
  1900. [2/9/2017 3:21:18 AM] The peace of the world: That source is killing me...
  1901. [2/9/2017 3:21:32 AM] The peace of the world: 1 gets hurt then the other gets hurt...
  1902. [2/9/2017 3:22:04 AM] Myself: both Chelsea and you..? is that what you mean..?
  1903. [2/9/2017 3:22:31 AM] The peace of the world: She gets hurt then it travels to me...
  1904. [2/9/2017 3:22:36 AM] The peace of the world: I don't understand why...
  1905. [2/9/2017 3:22:46 AM] The peace of the world: I asked her earlier...
  1906. [2/9/2017 3:22:52 AM] The peace of the world: She has a sickness...
  1907. [2/9/2017 3:22:59 AM] Myself: like I've said before..
  1908. [2/9/2017 3:23:02 AM] The peace of the world: Its affecting me on my chest...
  1909. [2/9/2017 3:23:47 AM] Myself: what happened before September? anything big?
  1910. [2/9/2017 3:24:16 AM] The peace of the world: I don't know...
  1911. [2/9/2017 3:24:25 AM] Myself: before sept 10th or so
  1912. [2/9/2017 3:24:25 AM] The peace of the world: I told you I was never apart of it...
  1913. [2/9/2017 3:24:35 AM] The peace of the world: I was never there...
  1914. [2/9/2017 3:24:39 AM] The peace of the world: Never there to see it all...
  1915. [2/9/2017 3:24:49 AM] Myself: I think I know a secret with emotion...
  1916. [2/9/2017 3:24:59 AM] The peace of the world: What is he hiding...?
  1917. [2/9/2017 3:25:30 AM] The peace of the world: The power of music....
  1918. [2/9/2017 3:25:39 AM] Myself: I was thinking of edging on with you while I was on mc about something you said in public chat..
  1919. [2/9/2017 3:25:49 AM] The peace of the world: I don't know what I said...
  1920. [2/9/2017 3:25:56 AM] The peace of the world: Ive been losing my mind lately...
  1921. [2/9/2017 3:26:00 AM] The peace of the world: Getting scares...
  1922. [2/9/2017 3:26:02 AM] Myself: I can tell :/
  1923. [2/9/2017 3:26:04 AM] The peace of the world: Everywhere...
  1924. [2/9/2017 3:27:19 AM] Myself: it's hard for me to say..
  1925. [2/9/2017 4:21:48 AM] The peace of the world: Sorry
  1926. [2/9/2017 4:21:56 AM] Myself: alright
  1927. [2/9/2017 4:22:03 AM] The peace of the world: Its only when I use steam to play then I can chat from there so I don't have to tab out
  1928. [2/9/2017 4:22:41 AM] Myself: kay
  1929. [2/9/2017 4:22:56 AM] Myself: so did you read the question I had on steam?
  1930. [2/9/2017 4:23:06 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  1931. [2/9/2017 4:23:07 AM] The peace of the world: ANd no
  1932. [2/9/2017 4:23:15 AM] The peace of the world: Leave friends out of this
  1933. [2/9/2017 4:23:21 AM] Myself: alright, I understand
  1934. [2/9/2017 4:24:42 AM] Myself: just good friends?
  1935. [2/9/2017 4:24:45 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  1936. [2/9/2017 4:24:54 AM] The peace of the world: Close friends since elementary
  1937. [2/9/2017 4:25:42 AM] Myself: alright, I can understand that
  1938. [2/9/2017 4:27:00 AM] Myself: just what would consider us then? just friends right? :)
  1939. [2/9/2017 4:30:14 AM] The peace of the world: For now...
  1940. [2/9/2017 4:30:30 AM] The peace of the world: But once I am gone we can no longer be friends...
  1941. [2/9/2017 4:30:51 AM] Myself: once you are gone? what's that mean? :/
  1942. [2/9/2017 4:31:00 AM] The peace of the world: Once I am dead....
  1943. [2/9/2017 4:31:34 AM] Myself: I won't accept that though.. :/
  1944. [2/9/2017 4:31:54 AM] The peace of the world: Then please JUST PLEASE!
  1945. [2/9/2017 4:31:58 AM] The peace of the world: FIX IT!
  1946. [2/9/2017 4:33:09 AM] Myself: I am doing my best to.. what do you want me to do..? give me anything that may be able to find out something.. something to fix it all for you
  1947. [2/9/2017 4:33:26 AM] The peace of the world: Its of 1 source I said...
  1948. [2/9/2017 4:33:35 AM] The peace of the world: She is getting worse the minute as we speak...
  1949. [2/9/2017 4:33:45 AM] The peace of the world: It shocks my back to let me know she is not healing...
  1950. [2/9/2017 4:34:07 AM] Myself: how do you know this..
  1951. [2/9/2017 4:34:24 AM] The peace of the world: I told you I can sense the pain she is feeling
  1952. [2/9/2017 4:34:43 AM] Myself: ok.. like a six sense?
  1953. [2/9/2017 4:34:49 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  1954. [2/9/2017 4:34:53 AM] Myself: or voodoo...?
  1955. [2/9/2017 4:35:31 AM] The peace of the world: She is the doll I am the human...
  1956. [2/9/2017 4:36:26 AM] Myself: have you been anywhere 3 years ago where you weren't really supposed to be there.. meet anyone that seemed strange to you..?
  1957. [2/9/2017 4:36:34 AM] Myself: in that time frame
  1958. [2/9/2017 4:36:57 AM] The peace of the world: I don't want to text anymore...
  1959. [2/9/2017 4:37:00 AM] Myself: any strange events..
  1960. [2/9/2017 4:37:04 AM] The peace of the world: I rather use my voice to speak...
  1961. [2/9/2017 4:37:07 AM] Myself: okie :/
  1962. [2/9/2017 4:37:18 AM] The peace of the world: So if you want you can call me...
  1963. [2/9/2017 4:38:46 AM] Myself: well.. I have a thing where I never really talk to someone until a bit after I know them enough online. I didn't talk to lamington until like 7 months after we've known each other.. :/
  1964. [2/9/2017 4:39:32 AM] Myself: you requested to before and I was ok with that
  1965. [2/9/2017 4:39:37 AM] The peace of the world: I see
  1966. [2/9/2017 4:41:43 AM] Myself: I may possibly.. we will see to it
  1967. [2/9/2017 4:43:23 AM] The peace of the world: Every time I ask myself "Who am I?" Then I see myself in the mirror. I see I am someone else... Another soul... Another human...
  1968. [2/9/2017 4:43:43 AM] The peace of the world: Then I wonder "Does anybody care if anyone died?"
  1969. [2/9/2017 4:43:55 AM] The peace of the world: No one cares...
  1970. [2/9/2017 4:44:01 AM] The peace of the world: They just die and move on...
  1971. [2/9/2017 4:44:10 AM] The peace of the world: They act like if it wasn't there...
  1972. [2/9/2017 4:44:31 AM] The peace of the world: This is why I have to give up on life
  1973. [2/9/2017 4:44:35 AM] The peace of the world: And I made a promise as well
  1974. [2/9/2017 4:45:10 AM] The peace of the world: If I lose 1 more friend I will have to commit my own death for its own being...
  1975. [2/9/2017 4:45:44 AM] Myself: no you don't.. your friends will miss you dearly and want you to recover
  1976. [2/9/2017 4:45:55 AM] The peace of the world: Then tell me kai
  1977. [2/9/2017 4:45:57 AM] Myself: If I lose a friend it will hurt me too..
  1978. [2/9/2017 4:45:59 AM] The peace of the world: How is it possible?
  1979. [2/9/2017 4:46:13 AM] The peace of the world: How is it possible to recover a friend
  1980. [2/9/2017 4:46:19 AM] The peace of the world: ?
  1981. [2/9/2017 4:46:52 AM] The peace of the world: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ejg__1X88g
  1982. [2/9/2017 4:46:59 AM] The peace of the world: That is how I feel deep inside...
  1983. [2/9/2017 4:47:37 AM] The peace of the world: If there was 1 thing I can change it would be this world we live in...
  1984. [2/9/2017 4:47:48 AM] The peace of the world: All of us
  1985. [2/9/2017 4:47:56 AM] Myself: through hope, faith and thought conditioning and maybe the possibility of medicine and serotonin inhibition
  1986. [2/9/2017 4:48:03 AM] Myself: then be the change you want to see in the world
  1987. [2/9/2017 4:48:16 AM] The peace of the world: How can I change when it is too late?
  1988. [2/9/2017 4:48:28 AM] Myself: It is never to late, never
  1989. [2/9/2017 4:48:33 AM] Myself: too*
  1990. [2/9/2017 4:48:38 AM] The peace of the world: It is...
  1991. [2/9/2017 4:48:41 AM] The peace of the world: I lost her...
  1992. [2/9/2017 4:48:47 AM] The peace of the world: And I lost myself...
  1993. [2/9/2017 4:48:57 AM] The peace of the world: That is why I am still messaging you
  1994. [2/9/2017 4:49:40 AM] Myself: it's because you have me here.. not even your best of friends?..
  1995. [2/9/2017 4:49:56 AM] The peace of the world: THEY CANNOT DO ANYHTING!
  1996. [2/9/2017 4:49:58 AM] The peace of the world: KAI!
  1997. [2/9/2017 4:50:00 AM] The peace of the world: UNDERSTAND THAT!
  1998. [2/9/2017 4:50:04 AM] Myself: why can't they
  1999. [2/9/2017 4:50:09 AM] The peace of the world: THEY WERE THERE
  2000. [2/9/2017 4:50:15 AM] Myself: were there?
  2001. [2/9/2017 4:50:21 AM] The peace of the world: BUT THEY COUNLDNT DO MUCH!
  2002. [2/9/2017 4:50:39 AM] The peace of the world: THEY ARE USELESS LIKE STICKS IN THE FOREST!
  2003. [2/9/2017 4:50:45 AM] Myself: have I done more than them to you? or what?
  2004. [2/9/2017 4:50:54 AM] The peace of the world: YES!
  2005. [2/9/2017 4:50:59 AM] The peace of the world: THEY ARE STILL LOST!
  2006. [2/9/2017 4:51:03 AM] Myself: aww.. don't say that about them :/
  2007. [2/9/2017 4:51:12 AM] The peace of the world: KAI!
  2008. [2/9/2017 4:51:17 AM] The peace of the world: IT ALL HURTS!
  2009. [2/9/2017 4:51:23 AM] The peace of the world: THE CRYSTAL IS NOW AFFECTING ME!
  2010. [2/9/2017 4:51:27 AM] Myself: I know it does man.. I know...
  2011. [2/9/2017 4:52:56 AM] Myself: I've been trying to understand it all the best I can.. from every theory even if it seems laughable.. I look into it for you
  2012. [2/9/2017 4:54:25 AM] The peace of the world: GOD FUCKEN DAMMIT KAI!
  2013. [2/9/2017 4:54:33 AM] The peace of the world: HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO HOLD IT IN!
  2014. [2/9/2017 4:54:40 AM] The peace of the world: I DIDNT WANT TO HATE OR YELL OR ANYTHING!
  2015. [2/9/2017 4:54:54 AM] The peace of the world: This place is scrambled...
  2016. [2/9/2017 4:55:01 AM] The peace of the world: Like a bowl of rice...
  2017. [2/9/2017 4:55:40 AM] Myself: just close your eyes for 3 minutes and breathe in and out slowly, just try to calm down bit by bit
  2018. [2/9/2017 4:56:09 AM] The peace of the world: How...
  2019. [2/9/2017 4:56:15 AM] The peace of the world: She is standing right next to me...
  2020. [2/9/2017 4:56:18 AM] The peace of the world: Holding me...
  2021. [2/9/2017 4:56:34 AM] The peace of the world: When I see an illusion I see her...
  2022. [2/9/2017 4:56:39 AM] The peace of the world: Now I see myself...
  2023. [2/9/2017 4:56:44 AM] The peace of the world: My clone...
  2024. [2/9/2017 4:56:47 AM] The peace of the world: Holding her...
  2025. [2/9/2017 4:56:59 AM] Myself: just close eyes for 3 mins and breathe in.. unless..
  2026. [2/9/2017 5:01:36 AM] Myself: The thing is Ben I don't exactly want to promise you that I will find out the solution to all this but if I do find an eureka, a revelation, something, then I will tell you how to go about fixing it but you need to believe me and trust me to try out things that may help you, but I cannot control you and can only suggest.. so have some faith in me that I'm trying to do the right thing for you please
  2027. [2/9/2017 5:02:59 AM] The peace of the world: Words only hurt him but I hurt him more
  2028. [2/9/2017 5:03:24 AM] The peace of the world: Words are bullets.
  2029. [2/9/2017 5:03:41 AM] The peace of the world: Don't come back and save him. HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN DEAD!
  2030. [2/9/2017 5:04:52 AM] Myself: I don't believe that at all and I will return again until I find something
  2031. [2/9/2017 5:05:02 AM] Myself: Is this emotion ben I'm speaking to now..
  2032. [2/9/2017 5:05:22 AM] The peace of the world: FUCK OFF YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM YOU CUNT!
  2033. [2/9/2017 5:05:33 AM] The peace of the world: REAL BEN DOESNT NEED LIFE!
  2034. [2/9/2017 5:05:34 AM] Myself: oh relly now
  2035. [2/9/2017 5:06:20 AM] Myself: so you show yourself to me again..
  2036. [2/9/2017 5:06:33 AM] The peace of the world: Because you little shits keep helping him
  2037. [2/9/2017 5:07:12 AM] Myself: bahaha I'm such a persistent guy aren't I?
  2038. [2/9/2017 5:07:32 AM] The peace of the world: LEAVE HIM ALONE!
  2039. [2/9/2017 5:07:55 AM] Myself: can you by chance tell me your name your other name that has nothing to do with emotion Ben
  2040. [2/9/2017 5:08:18 AM] The peace of the world: I have no name
  2041. [2/9/2017 5:08:29 AM] Myself: are you legion or something?
  2042. [2/9/2017 5:09:26 AM] Myself: an evil human soul that denies he is actually human? what?
  2043. [2/9/2017 5:09:37 AM] The peace of the world: He is human
  2044. [2/9/2017 5:09:42 AM] The peace of the world: But I am not
  2045. [2/9/2017 5:09:51 AM] Myself: I'm really interested to know
  2046. [2/9/2017 5:09:51 AM] The peace of the world: I am a simple emotion that roams in his body
  2047. [2/9/2017 5:10:22 AM] Myself: so is he bipolar?
  2048. [2/9/2017 5:10:29 AM] Myself: or something more..
  2049. [2/9/2017 5:10:35 AM] Myself: do you hold that answer?
  2050. [2/9/2017 5:12:49 AM] The peace of the world: I am bipolar
  2051. [2/9/2017 5:13:01 AM] The peace of the world: He is just an ordinary kid feeling my pain
  2052. [2/9/2017 5:13:08 AM] The peace of the world: He has no feelings just depressed
  2053. [2/9/2017 5:13:47 AM] Myself: he seems more than just depressed to me with schizophrenic thoughts..
  2054. [2/9/2017 5:14:49 AM] Myself: does your soul have an age btw..?
  2055. [2/9/2017 5:15:01 AM] The peace of the world: Do we have a soul of our own?
  2056. [2/9/2017 5:15:11 AM] Myself: huh?
  2057. [2/9/2017 5:15:35 AM] The peace of the world: Look dude I don't care who you are or what you want. I am busy cutting his body
  2058. [2/9/2017 5:15:36 AM] Myself: I asked if you, your soul has an age or this personality
  2059. [2/9/2017 5:15:48 AM] The peace of the world: So let me cut his body
  2060. [2/9/2017 5:16:27 AM] Myself: why must you have to do that
  2061. [2/9/2017 5:16:34 AM] The peace of the world: Because hes weak
  2062. [2/9/2017 5:16:37 AM] The peace of the world: He has no one left
  2063. [2/9/2017 5:16:44 AM] The peace of the world: I will soon kill all of his friends
  2064. [2/9/2017 5:19:45 AM] Myself: he may have a pretty terrible time right now but it is life at times, he needs special care and support, an onlooker to be with him, to find hope in the world, to do great things that the ones he has lost would cheer for him from the heavens..
  2065. [2/9/2017 5:20:29 AM] Myself: death is too final
  2066. [2/9/2017 5:20:42 AM] The peace of the world: You know nothing about him
  2067. [2/9/2017 5:20:43 AM] The peace of the world: Nothing
  2068. [2/9/2017 5:21:50 AM] Myself: I may not know much but I care for him and want him or anyone to succeed in life
  2069. [2/9/2017 5:22:32 AM] The peace of the world: He cannot succeed!
  2070. [2/9/2017 5:22:40 AM] The peace of the world: I WILL KEEP HURTING HIM UNTIL HE GIVES OUT!
  2071. [2/9/2017 5:22:52 AM] The peace of the world: YOU WANT ME TO STOP THEN BRING ME THE KEY!
  2072. [2/9/2017 5:23:03 AM] Myself: that's where thought conditioning him comes in
  2073. [2/9/2017 5:23:55 AM] Myself: I've never heard of a bipolar case being anything like this..
  2074. [2/9/2017 5:24:27 AM] Myself: I will bring you it, the key is Chelsea correct?
  2075. [2/9/2017 5:24:57 AM] Myself: or.. your love for her.. since I don't think he wants her am I right?
  2076. [2/9/2017 5:25:43 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2077. [2/9/2017 5:26:17 AM] Myself: why exactly Chelsea though
  2078. [2/9/2017 5:26:47 AM] The peace of the world: Its all with the person power
  2079. [2/9/2017 5:26:51 AM] The peace of the world: With the ability
  2080. [2/9/2017 5:26:55 AM] Myself: what makes her special to you? why do you walk him miles out into the desert like that?
  2081. [2/9/2017 5:27:32 AM] Myself: with the.. ability?
  2082. [2/9/2017 5:27:49 AM] Myself: Chelsea has an ability?
  2083. [2/9/2017 5:28:49 AM] The peace of the world: A awaken to my powers to use
  2084. [2/9/2017 5:28:57 AM] Myself: huh?
  2085. [2/9/2017 5:29:22 AM] The peace of the world: She calls it all out. then I go into my rage mode and murder people who have capture me
  2086. [2/9/2017 5:30:21 AM] Myself: murder.. people..? are there actual headlines of dead people over there...?
  2087. [2/9/2017 5:30:47 AM] Myself: and Chelsea.. is she ok.. does she do.. some sort of voodoo or some shit?
  2088. [2/9/2017 5:31:02 AM] The peace of the world: You don't seem to understand
  2089. [2/9/2017 5:31:18 AM] Myself: but you can help me to if you explain to me
  2090. [2/9/2017 5:31:19 AM] The peace of the world: I am emotion but I am more then just an emotion
  2091. [2/9/2017 5:31:32 AM] Myself: more than just an emotion.. ok..
  2092. [2/9/2017 5:31:51 AM] Myself: what sort of magic is this may I ask?
  2093. [2/9/2017 5:32:30 AM] The peace of the world: I wield swords
  2094. [2/9/2017 5:32:35 AM] Myself: can you telepathically speak to her or something? or vice versa?
  2095. [2/9/2017 5:32:40 AM] The peace of the world: No
  2096. [2/9/2017 5:32:42 AM] Myself: swords...?
  2097. [2/9/2017 5:32:46 AM] The peace of the world: I do not contain that ability
  2098. [2/9/2017 5:32:47 AM] Myself: spiritual swords?
  2099. [2/9/2017 5:32:53 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2100. [2/9/2017 5:32:53 AM] Myself: what type?
  2101. [2/9/2017 5:33:00 AM] Myself: alright
  2102. [2/9/2017 5:33:35 AM] The peace of the world: Many
  2103. [2/9/2017 5:34:15 AM] Myself: do you come from.. outerspace or some shit..?
  2104. [2/9/2017 5:34:23 AM] The peace of the world: No I am a spirit
  2105. [2/9/2017 5:34:25 AM] The peace of the world: I was sent here
  2106. [2/9/2017 5:34:33 AM] Myself: ok that's what I thought
  2107. [2/9/2017 5:34:34 AM] The peace of the world: I wont say from who
  2108. [2/9/2017 5:35:18 AM] Myself: how on this plane of existence are you typing to me this way then?
  2109. [2/9/2017 5:36:03 AM] Myself: do you have any other powers..?
  2110. [2/9/2017 5:36:08 AM] The peace of the world: I am controlling him
  2111. [2/9/2017 5:36:11 AM] The peace of the world: I put him asleep
  2112. [2/9/2017 5:36:15 AM] Myself: can you sense things?
  2113. [2/9/2017 5:36:29 AM] Myself: like what I am holding right now?
  2114. [2/9/2017 5:36:35 AM] The peace of the world: No
  2115. [2/9/2017 5:36:45 AM] The peace of the world: Only if I had made connection with you then yes I would
  2116. [2/9/2017 5:36:53 AM] The peace of the world: But there is no bond between you and him
  2117. [2/9/2017 5:36:53 AM] Myself: ohhhhh....
  2118. [2/9/2017 5:37:55 AM] Myself: has this happened to other people online.. or would you say this is the first occurrence..?
  2119. [2/9/2017 5:38:07 AM] The peace of the world: First occurrence
  2120. [2/9/2017 5:38:16 AM] The peace of the world: 2:38 am
  2121. [2/9/2017 5:38:17 AM] Myself: and you know this by?
  2122. [2/9/2017 5:38:21 AM] The peace of the world: And he has schoool
  2123. [2/9/2017 5:38:30 AM] The peace of the world: Sadly I am going to take it all away from him
  2124. [2/9/2017 5:39:54 AM] Myself: whatever you are.. Jesus Christ lord in heaven will rid of you and send you from wherever you came from..
  2125. [2/9/2017 5:40:22 AM] The peace of the world: Sadly I have more souls attached to me
  2126. [2/9/2017 5:40:33 AM] The peace of the world: So he cannot get rid of me
  2127. [2/9/2017 5:41:30 AM] The peace of the world: Nothing can
  2128. [2/9/2017 5:42:39 AM] The peace of the world: You want me to stop then bond them two together to make things right
  2129. [2/9/2017 5:42:51 AM] The peace of the world: That's all I can ask for
  2130. [2/9/2017 5:44:00 AM] The peace of the world: If you can do that I will leave forever
  2131. [2/9/2017 5:45:12 AM] Myself: so I need to literally drive to Houston, get into physical contact with Chelsea and tell her that for Ben, you mean the world to him - thing is what is her situation? did she breakup or something..?
  2132. [2/9/2017 5:45:41 AM] The peace of the world: She lost me
  2133. [2/9/2017 5:45:47 AM] The peace of the world: I was with her
  2134. [2/9/2017 5:45:53 AM] The peace of the world: We was suppose to be friends with her
  2135. [2/9/2017 5:45:58 AM] The peace of the world: Until she ages and dies
  2136. [2/9/2017 5:46:03 AM] The peace of the world: That's what he wants
  2137. [2/9/2017 5:46:12 AM] The peace of the world: He doesn't want to be alone
  2138. [2/9/2017 5:46:13 AM] Myself: that's a soul tie.. if I ever did hear one...
  2139. [2/9/2017 5:46:25 AM] The peace of the world: He hates being alone
  2140. [2/9/2017 5:46:29 AM] The peace of the world: No one can help him
  2141. [2/9/2017 5:46:35 AM] The peace of the world: This is why I give the answer to you
  2142. [2/9/2017 5:46:43 AM] Myself: the answer?
  2143. [2/9/2017 5:46:45 AM] The peace of the world: Because I can be mean but I can be nice
  2144. [2/9/2017 5:46:47 AM] The peace of the world: I am emotion
  2145. [2/9/2017 5:46:54 AM] The peace of the world: 2 feelings
  2146. [2/9/2017 5:47:04 AM] Myself: I can see that, clearly
  2147. [2/9/2017 5:47:30 AM] The peace of the world: Evil is doing horrible things to real ben...
  2148. [2/9/2017 5:47:34 AM] The peace of the world: Please just help him
  2149. [2/9/2017 5:47:47 AM] The peace of the world: We are like ying-yang
  2150. [2/9/2017 5:47:54 AM] The peace of the world: one evil and one good
  2151. [2/9/2017 5:47:59 AM] The peace of the world: 2 sides
  2152. [2/9/2017 5:48:00 AM] Myself: wait.. was I just talking to evil? or is this emotion?
  2153. [2/9/2017 5:48:13 AM] The peace of the world: Evil was the one cursing to you
  2154. [2/9/2017 5:48:21 AM] The peace of the world: Making ou stay away from him
  2155. [2/9/2017 5:48:31 AM] The peace of the world: Right now I am trying to protect him
  2156. [2/9/2017 5:48:45 AM] Myself: ok you could have told me when you were speaking so I know for next time?
  2157. [2/9/2017 5:48:58 AM] Myself: are you one known as Veronica?
  2158. [2/9/2017 5:49:37 AM] The peace of the world: Veronica is attached to us
  2159. [2/9/2017 5:49:48 AM] The peace of the world: Veronica is a different soul
  2160. [2/9/2017 5:49:52 AM] The peace of the world: Attached with us
  2161. [2/9/2017 5:49:55 AM] Myself: are you an angelic entity? are there angels? is this a stronghold of spirits?
  2162. [2/9/2017 5:49:56 AM] The peace of the world: And only seen by us
  2163. [2/9/2017 5:50:31 AM] Myself: how am I doing with him? I sometimes don't know what to do..
  2164. [2/9/2017 5:50:41 AM] The peace of the world: You are doing fine
  2165. [2/9/2017 5:50:47 AM] The peace of the world: Just make him avoid death.
  2166. [2/9/2017 5:50:56 AM] The peace of the world: Veronica will speak later with you
  2167. [2/9/2017 5:51:01 AM] The peace of the world: But right now you need to help him
  2168. [2/9/2017 5:51:04 AM] Myself: I am trying my very best
  2169. [2/9/2017 5:51:13 AM] The peace of the world: Achieve the friendship between them
  2170. [2/9/2017 5:51:28 AM] The peace of the world: I can promise you if you did that then we would be able to leave and restore his life back to normal
  2171. [2/9/2017 5:51:44 AM] Myself: and evil will move on?..
  2172. [2/9/2017 5:52:05 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2173. [2/9/2017 5:52:09 AM] The peace of the world: He will also move on
  2174. [2/9/2017 5:52:12 AM] Myself: is this the only way.. or can a deliverance, an exorcism be done..?
  2175. [2/9/2017 5:52:18 AM] The peace of the world: No
  2176. [2/9/2017 5:52:23 AM] The peace of the world: None of those work on us
  2177. [2/9/2017 5:52:31 AM] Myself: well then..
  2178. [2/9/2017 5:52:35 AM] The peace of the world: You can use it on evil but then he will come back
  2179. [2/9/2017 5:52:38 AM] Myself: I am pretty speechless
  2180. [2/9/2017 5:52:38 AM] The peace of the world: Due to me being here
  2181. [2/9/2017 5:52:42 AM] The peace of the world: Only with him
  2182. [2/9/2017 5:52:48 AM] The peace of the world: Think of it as a bowl
  2183. [2/9/2017 5:52:55 AM] The peace of the world: a bowl of jellow
  2184. [2/9/2017 5:53:06 AM] The peace of the world: You take 1 side of the bowl
  2185. [2/9/2017 5:53:15 AM] The peace of the world: And the other side is still there
  2186. [2/9/2017 5:53:22 AM] The peace of the world: Is it even?
  2187. [2/9/2017 5:54:27 AM] The peace of the world: Can you take an apple and cut it into 2 parts
  2188. [2/9/2017 5:54:37 AM] The peace of the world: if you eat 1
  2189. [2/9/2017 5:54:43 AM] The peace of the world: then what happens to the other?
  2190. [2/9/2017 5:54:50 AM] Myself: I see..
  2191. [2/9/2017 5:54:53 AM] The peace of the world: Do you save it? or let it rot?
  2192. [2/9/2017 5:55:27 AM] Myself: who am I speaking to now? and how are things holding?
  2193. [2/9/2017 5:55:40 AM] The peace of the world: You are speaking with emotion still
  2194. [2/9/2017 5:55:44 AM] The peace of the world: good emotion tho
  2195. [2/9/2017 5:55:46 AM] The peace of the world: Not evil
  2196. [2/9/2017 5:55:50 AM] Myself: ok
  2197. [2/9/2017 5:55:52 AM] The peace of the world: HEs being held back right now
  2198. [2/9/2017 5:56:06 AM] The peace of the world: The poor boys veins...
  2199. [2/9/2017 5:56:16 AM] Myself: :C
  2200. [2/9/2017 5:56:18 AM] The peace of the world: His eyes....
  2201. [2/9/2017 5:56:23 AM] Myself: I can't imagine....
  2202. [2/9/2017 5:56:29 AM] The peace of the world: Hes scared...
  2203. [2/9/2017 5:56:37 AM] The peace of the world: This is what happened 2 years ago
  2204. [2/9/2017 5:56:44 AM] Myself: this?
  2205. [2/9/2017 5:56:54 AM] The peace of the world: He got scared, sad, cried, depressed, and more.
  2206. [2/9/2017 5:57:12 AM] The peace of the world: If he were to continue like this then he would die...
  2207. [2/9/2017 5:57:25 AM] The peace of the world: Because the thoughts are still coming to get him
  2208. [2/9/2017 5:57:33 AM] Myself: I don't wish that to happen to him... or anyone :/
  2209. [2/9/2017 5:58:04 AM] The peace of the world: Then please bring the girl into the friend ship and tell her let time come and build up the bond so he knows what to do and not to do
  2210. [2/9/2017 5:58:23 AM] The peace of the world: The more he isolates himself the more of the negative things come to get him
  2211. [2/9/2017 5:58:47 AM] The peace of the world: This kid is dying
  2212. [2/9/2017 5:58:49 AM] The peace of the world: Slowly
  2213. [2/9/2017 5:58:51 AM] The peace of the world: In pain
  2214. [2/9/2017 5:58:52 AM] Myself: what can I try doing.. is there anything more to do to keep him more at ease..
  2215. [2/9/2017 5:59:01 AM] The peace of the world: No
  2216. [2/9/2017 5:59:09 AM] The peace of the world: There is nothing he could ask for
  2217. [2/9/2017 5:59:25 AM] The peace of the world: He wants things he cannot get but he also promises things he cannot do
  2218. [2/9/2017 5:59:41 AM] The peace of the world: He is trying his best not to give up
  2219. [2/9/2017 5:59:43 AM] Myself: not even words of encouragement or saying to put your mind off these feelings.. anything
  2220. [2/9/2017 6:00:46 AM] The peace of the world: Those wont work
  2221. [2/9/2017 6:00:49 AM] The peace of the world: No matter how hard you try
  2222. [2/9/2017 6:01:12 AM] Myself: is he thankful for finding someone this understanding to his situation?
  2223. [2/9/2017 6:01:20 AM] The peace of the world: They still affect him in many various ways
  2224. [2/9/2017 6:01:25 AM] The peace of the world: Yes he is
  2225. [2/9/2017 6:01:41 AM] The peace of the world: Hes always thankful when he was young and he still is just that he cant because of depression
  2226. [2/9/2017 6:01:55 AM] Myself: I have watched many a haunting episodes to know that what this sort of thing is...
  2227. [2/9/2017 6:02:38 AM] Myself: and I understand^ it's just.. how to get to her for you.. just how.. I don't live anywhere near her!
  2228. [2/9/2017 6:03:03 AM] Myself: maybe through friends idk..
  2229. [2/9/2017 6:03:26 AM] The peace of the world: Try to grab her attention
  2230. [2/9/2017 6:03:40 AM] The peace of the world: If you have Instagram, snapchat, or skype
  2231. [2/9/2017 6:03:43 AM] The peace of the world: They all work
  2232. [2/9/2017 6:04:01 AM] Myself: seems like her Skype has changed and or is gone..
  2233. [2/9/2017 6:04:03 AM] The peace of the world: The kid cries inside...
  2234. [2/9/2017 6:04:09 AM] The peace of the world: Its still there
  2235. [2/9/2017 6:04:17 AM] Myself: what is it? D:
  2236. [2/9/2017 6:04:44 AM] The peace of the world: tubby_denmark
  2237. [2/9/2017 6:04:52 AM] The peace of the world: 16 contacts
  2238. [2/9/2017 6:05:06 AM] The peace of the world: About me: I'm dead and no one cares.
  2239. [2/9/2017 6:05:12 AM] Myself: I just searched that..? what's the title
  2240. [2/9/2017 6:05:16 AM] The peace of the world: Language English
  2241. [2/9/2017 6:05:18 AM] The peace of the world: Chels
  2242. [2/9/2017 6:05:23 AM] Myself: picture?
  2243. [2/9/2017 6:05:27 AM] The peace of the world: Call me
  2244. [2/9/2017 6:05:33 AM] Myself: Call?
  2245. [2/9/2017 6:05:37 AM] The peace of the world: And show me your screen
  2246. [2/9/2017 6:05:41 AM] Myself: are you.. sure.?
  2247. [2/9/2017 6:05:43 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2248. [2/9/2017 6:05:47 AM] Myself: how can I be sure of that
  2249. [2/9/2017 6:05:50 AM] The peace of the world: I wont speak because I cant
  2250. [2/9/2017 6:06:06 AM] The peace of the world: Trust me
  2251. [2/9/2017 6:06:11 AM] The peace of the world: I will show you how to find her
  2252. [2/9/2017 6:06:40 AM] Myself: alright but can't I just click on share screens? I don't feel like talking
  2253. [2/9/2017 6:06:52 AM] The peace of the world: Yeah
  2254. [2/9/2017 6:06:56 AM] The peace of the world: Don't worry we wont talk
  2255. [2/9/2017 6:07:05 AM] The peace of the world: We will message from here
  2256. [2/9/2017 6:07:17 AM] Myself: kk
  2257. [2/9/2017 6:07:20 AM] Myself: calling
  2258. [2/9/2017 6:07:22 AM] The peace of the world: Ready?
  2259. [2/9/2017 6:07:27 AM] The peace of the world: Alright
  2260. [2/9/2017 6:07:35 AM] *** Call to The peace of the world ***
  2261. [2/9/2017 6:07:54 AM] The peace of the world: Do you see my screen?
  2262. [2/9/2017 6:08:15 AM] The peace of the world: ??
  2263. [2/9/2017 6:08:15 AM] Myself: yes
  2264. [2/9/2017 6:08:32 AM] The peace of the world: That right there is her profile
  2265. [2/9/2017 6:08:43 AM] Myself: I see I can make a screen cap
  2266. [2/9/2017 6:08:55 AM] The peace of the world: Use the search skype
  2267. [2/9/2017 6:08:57 AM] The peace of the world: To find her
  2268. [2/9/2017 6:09:23 AM] The peace of the world: All that is from skype dictionary
  2269. [2/9/2017 6:09:25 AM] Myself: so is it Chels Tubby_Denmark? that's the account?
  2270. [2/9/2017 6:09:39 AM] The peace of the world: tubby_denmark
  2271. [2/9/2017 6:10:17 AM] The peace of the world: See you have to search through skype after
  2272. [2/9/2017 6:11:03 AM] The peace of the world: Hello?
  2273. [2/9/2017 6:11:11 AM] The peace of the world: :/
  2274. [2/9/2017 6:11:28 AM] The peace of the world: I'm a end it now so hopefully you got all that
  2275. [2/9/2017 6:12:04 AM] Myself: ok I am not too sure why I can't find that account..
  2276. [2/9/2017 6:12:14 AM] The peace of the world: tubby_denmark
  2277. [2/9/2017 6:12:24 AM] The peace of the world: Can I see your screen please?
  2278. [2/9/2017 6:12:43 AM] Myself: ok
  2279. [2/9/2017 6:13:45 AM] Myself: uh.. I forget how
  2280. [2/9/2017 6:13:58 AM] The peace of the world: Click the plus sign
  2281. [2/9/2017 6:14:08 AM] The peace of the world: The it shows share screen
  2282. [2/9/2017 6:14:37 AM] The peace of the world: There you go
  2283. [2/9/2017 6:14:49 AM] The peace of the world: tubby_denmark
  2284. [2/9/2017 6:14:53 AM] The peace of the world: Type it in
  2285. [2/9/2017 6:15:01 AM] Myself: alright let me go ahead
  2286. [2/9/2017 6:15:03 AM] The peace of the world: Alright
  2287. [2/9/2017 6:15:13 AM] The peace of the world: I canSearch skype
  2288. [2/9/2017 6:15:17 AM] The peace of the world: Clcick it
  2289. [2/9/2017 6:15:25 AM] The peace of the world: :/
  2290. [2/9/2017 6:15:30 AM] The peace of the world: That's weird
  2291. [2/9/2017 6:15:39 AM] The peace of the world: Search up for chelsea
  2292. [2/9/2017 6:15:54 AM] The peace of the world: Chelsea denmark
  2293. [2/9/2017 6:16:12 AM] The peace of the world: Lol
  2294. [2/9/2017 6:16:14 AM] The peace of the world: That fail
  2295. [2/9/2017 6:16:21 AM] The peace of the world: Still nothing :/
  2296. [2/9/2017 6:16:26 AM] Myself: :/
  2297. [2/9/2017 6:16:44 AM] The peace of the world: Give me a second
  2298. [2/9/2017 6:16:51 AM] Myself: alright
  2299. [2/9/2017 6:17:24 AM] The peace of the world: Chels (tubby_denmark)
  2300. [2/9/2017 6:17:27 AM] The peace of the world: Try that
  2301. [2/9/2017 6:18:05 AM] The peace of the world: No lion look picture?
  2302. [2/9/2017 6:18:20 AM] Myself: did.. did she block me from searching her?
  2303. [2/9/2017 6:18:26 AM] The peace of the world: I don't know
  2304. [2/9/2017 6:18:37 AM] The peace of the world: Hmm
  2305. [2/9/2017 6:18:50 AM] The peace of the world: Give me a sec while I pull up her skype web page
  2306. [2/9/2017 6:19:07 AM] Myself: alright
  2307. [2/9/2017 6:24:04 AM] The peace of the world: Sorry
  2308. [2/9/2017 6:24:16 AM] The peace of the world: Wait what the?
  2309. [2/9/2017 6:24:20 AM] The peace of the world: I can hear you still
  2310. [2/9/2017 6:24:31 AM] The peace of the world: I can hear typing
  2311. [2/9/2017 6:24:53 AM] Myself: uhh can you show me her skype page again?
  2312. [2/9/2017 6:25:09 AM] The peace of the world: Slight problem
  2313. [2/9/2017 6:25:18 AM] Myself: what?..
  2314. [2/9/2017 6:25:29 AM] The peace of the world: I can hear you typing but it says you are no calling
  2315. [2/9/2017 6:25:38 AM] Myself: oh..
  2316. [2/9/2017 6:25:39 AM] The peace of the world: Can you call me again?
  2317. [2/9/2017 6:25:56 AM] Myself: so recall?
  2318. [2/9/2017 6:25:59 AM] The peace of the world: Yeah
  2319. [2/9/2017 6:26:03 AM] *** Call ended, duration 18:27 ***
  2320. [2/9/2017 6:26:49 AM] The peace of the world: Let the kid sleep Alright
  2321. [2/9/2017 6:26:52 AM] Myself: ?
  2322. [2/9/2017 6:26:55 AM] The peace of the world: We can settle this tomorrow
  2323. [2/9/2017 6:26:58 AM] Myself: yes I know
  2324. [2/9/2017 6:27:00 AM] The peace of the world: For now the kid needs rest
  2325. [2/9/2017 6:27:04 AM] The peace of the world: Its 3 am
  2326. [2/9/2017 6:27:15 AM] Myself: I understand, just wanted that picture
  2327. [2/9/2017 6:27:24 AM] The peace of the world: Its a picture of a lion
  2328. [2/9/2017 6:27:27 AM] Myself: I at least know it's a lion
  2329. [2/9/2017 6:27:33 AM] The peace of the world: Yeah
  2330. [2/9/2017 6:27:35 AM] The peace of the world: I got to get going
  2331. [2/9/2017 6:27:40 AM] The peace of the world: Let him sleep
  2332. [2/9/2017 6:27:48 AM] Myself: alright I'll let you go.. please stay strong for him
  2333. [2/9/2017 6:28:03 AM] *** Call to Kill me...., no answer.
  2334. Send video message ***
  2335. [2/9/2017 6:35:59 AM] The peace of the world: Hey kid
  2336. [2/9/2017 6:36:05 AM] The peace of the world: I heard you wanted to talk to me
  2337. [2/9/2017 6:36:31 AM] The peace of the world: I'm Jessica
  2338. [2/9/2017 6:36:35 AM] The peace of the world: Sorry to bother you
  2339. [2/9/2017 6:36:40 AM] Myself: Jessica?
  2340. [2/9/2017 6:36:45 AM] The peace of the world: Yeah
  2341. [2/9/2017 6:36:48 AM] Myself: there's Veronica and Jessica now?
  2342. [2/9/2017 6:36:57 AM] The peace of the world: Veronica?
  2343. [2/9/2017 6:36:59 AM] The peace of the world: Her?
  2344. [2/9/2017 6:37:06 AM] The peace of the world: Veronica is my support
  2345. [2/9/2017 6:37:13 AM] Myself: what are you exactly and shouldn't he sleep..
  2346. [2/9/2017 6:37:22 AM] The peace of the world: He is sleeping
  2347. [2/9/2017 6:37:34 AM] The peace of the world: I am a spirit
  2348. [2/9/2017 6:37:37 AM] The peace of the world: Following him
  2349. [2/9/2017 6:37:38 AM] Myself: how is this happening right now then
  2350. [2/9/2017 6:37:50 AM] The peace of the world: Hes asleep whiel I use hes laptop
  2351. [2/9/2017 6:38:30 AM] Myself: so you can actually but pressure on things?
  2352. [2/9/2017 6:38:38 AM] Myself: like keys?
  2353. [2/9/2017 6:38:48 AM] The peace of the world: About that
  2354. [2/9/2017 6:38:59 AM] Myself: are you a very old spirit or?
  2355. [2/9/2017 6:39:04 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2356. [2/9/2017 6:39:09 AM] The peace of the world: I am very old
  2357. [2/9/2017 6:39:11 AM] Myself: and you were saying?^
  2358. [2/9/2017 6:39:22 AM] The peace of the world: So about the key
  2359. [2/9/2017 6:39:25 AM] Myself: is 2000 years something like it?
  2360. [2/9/2017 6:39:26 AM] The peace of the world: The key about that girl
  2361. [2/9/2017 6:39:35 AM] The peace of the world: lets say 500 years
  2362. [2/9/2017 6:39:48 AM] Myself: alright but let's see here
  2363. [2/9/2017 6:40:03 AM] The peace of the world: Ive been in these century for years
  2364. [2/9/2017 6:40:15 AM] Myself: what are we working with atm?
  2365. [2/9/2017 6:40:29 AM] The peace of the world: So about the girl
  2366. [2/9/2017 6:40:32 AM] The peace of the world: You need to get her back
  2367. [2/9/2017 6:40:34 AM] The peace of the world: Seriouslt
  2368. [2/9/2017 6:40:37 AM] The peace of the world: Seriously*
  2369. [2/9/2017 6:40:44 AM] The peace of the world: Because she contains something he doesn't have
  2370. [2/9/2017 6:40:53 AM] Myself: it seems impossible though..
  2371. [2/9/2017 6:40:57 AM] The peace of the world: She may be the key but she is the key to his life
  2372. [2/9/2017 6:41:09 AM] The peace of the world: The life is within her
  2373. [2/9/2017 6:41:10 AM] Myself: how come they separated?
  2374. [2/9/2017 6:41:14 AM] The peace of the world: They didnt
  2375. [2/9/2017 6:41:17 AM] The peace of the world: Evil came...
  2376. [2/9/2017 6:41:22 AM] Myself: oh..
  2377. [2/9/2017 6:41:28 AM] Myself: and influenced him?
  2378. [2/9/2017 6:41:33 AM] The peace of the world: Evil crushed and destroyed everything after the second day they regrouped
  2379. [2/9/2017 6:41:46 AM] The peace of the world: His eyes were red
  2380. [2/9/2017 6:41:49 AM] The peace of the world: Glowing
  2381. [2/9/2017 6:41:59 AM] The peace of the world: He killed 127 mens of a gangster
  2382. [2/9/2017 6:42:04 AM] Myself: what do you mean be "everything"?
  2383. [2/9/2017 6:42:05 AM] The peace of the world: Chelsea knows about it
  2384. [2/9/2017 6:42:11 AM] Myself: are you kidding me right now?
  2385. [2/9/2017 6:42:14 AM] The peace of the world: No
  2386. [2/9/2017 6:42:35 AM] Myself: why isn't he behind bars by the police then...
  2387. [2/9/2017 6:42:53 AM] The peace of the world: You want real ben to be in jail?
  2388. [2/9/2017 6:42:55 AM] Myself: more like the evil spirit..
  2389. [2/9/2017 6:42:57 AM] The peace of the world: Is that how it is?
  2390. [2/9/2017 6:43:01 AM] The peace of the world: Evil spirit or not
  2391. [2/9/2017 6:43:06 AM] Myself: the evil spirit in jail
  2392. [2/9/2017 6:43:09 AM] Myself: not ben
  2393. [2/9/2017 6:43:12 AM] The peace of the world: Its not possible
  2394. [2/9/2017 6:43:21 AM] The peace of the world: And if we banish him then good will become evil
  2395. [2/9/2017 6:43:37 AM] Myself: how.. does that even work?
  2396. [2/9/2017 6:43:57 AM] The peace of the world: Ying and Yang have 2 colors
  2397. [2/9/2017 6:43:57 AM] Myself: I have an open mind so you may tell me anything
  2398. [2/9/2017 6:43:59 AM] The peace of the world: white and black
  2399. [2/9/2017 6:44:09 AM] The peace of the world: White represents the good
  2400. [2/9/2017 6:44:13 AM] The peace of the world: Black represents the bad
  2401. [2/9/2017 6:44:29 AM] The peace of the world: White has a little of a bad side
  2402. [2/9/2017 6:44:38 AM] The peace of the world: Black also has a little of white
  2403. [2/9/2017 6:44:49 AM] Myself: I understand that there is a "gray" area
  2404. [2/9/2017 6:45:06 AM] Myself: so were you once among the living?
  2405. [2/9/2017 6:45:18 AM] Myself: or.. an angel of sorts?
  2406. [2/9/2017 6:45:30 AM] The peace of the world: I was living as a little girl
  2407. [2/9/2017 6:45:47 AM] The peace of the world: Until I was being chased then I fell off a cliff
  2408. [2/9/2017 6:45:58 AM] The peace of the world: I died
  2409. [2/9/2017 6:46:13 AM] The peace of the world: My body was found at a temple
  2410. [2/9/2017 6:46:23 AM] The peace of the world: So then I became a spirit from there
  2411. [2/9/2017 6:46:32 AM] Myself: omg... that just sounds terrible :/
  2412. [2/9/2017 6:46:55 AM] Myself: so a temple 500 years ago or so..
  2413. [2/9/2017 6:47:06 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2414. [2/9/2017 6:47:17 AM] The peace of the world: But now it lays underground forever unknown
  2415. [2/9/2017 6:47:34 AM] The peace of the world: The cliff soon collapsed 400 years later
  2416. [2/9/2017 6:47:46 AM] The peace of the world: Hiding my body in it
  2417. [2/9/2017 6:47:46 AM] Myself: where exactly (I know I'm straying from the other topic but)
  2418. [2/9/2017 6:48:00 AM] The peace of the world: That question remains unknown
  2419. [2/9/2017 6:48:05 AM] The peace of the world: I can no longer find my body
  2420. [2/9/2017 6:48:22 AM] Myself: is that why you are trapped here in limbo?
  2421. [2/9/2017 6:48:40 AM] Myself: or purgatory?
  2422. [2/9/2017 6:50:06 AM] The peace of the world: Limbo?
  2423. [2/9/2017 6:50:10 AM] The peace of the world: Purgatory?
  2424. [2/9/2017 6:51:00 AM] Myself: you don't know of these things?
  2425. [2/9/2017 6:51:08 AM] The peace of the world: I died as a child...
  2426. [2/9/2017 6:51:24 AM] Myself: I see now..
  2427. [2/9/2017 6:52:38 AM] Myself: might give you some insight.. if you want.. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Limbo
  2428. [2/9/2017 6:53:13 AM] Myself: anyway I was wondering what else you know about Chelsea and Ben
  2429. [2/9/2017 6:53:24 AM] The peace of the world: Okay so this is what happened
  2430. [2/9/2017 6:53:33 AM] The peace of the world: When ben was himself for a month
  2431. [2/9/2017 6:53:44 AM] The peace of the world: He came back to see this beautiful world again
  2432. [2/9/2017 6:53:50 AM] The peace of the world: But yet cried still of his friends
  2433. [2/9/2017 6:53:55 AM] The peace of the world: They died in a fire
  2434. [2/9/2017 6:54:01 AM] The peace of the world: Alright
  2435. [2/9/2017 6:54:09 AM] The peace of the world: SO ben 1 day was playing
  2436. [2/9/2017 6:54:12 AM] The peace of the world: Minecraft
  2437. [2/9/2017 6:54:14 AM] The peace of the world: On a server
  2438. [2/9/2017 6:54:16 AM] The peace of the world: Gotpvp
  2439. [2/9/2017 6:54:26 AM] Myself: I know this.. and it's terrible :C
  2440. [2/9/2017 6:54:55 AM] The peace of the world: HE played and just stood in spawn just spamming hes keyboard on the shift button making him crouch or something.
  2441. [2/9/2017 6:55:10 AM] The peace of the world: That's where he met tubby (Chelsea)
  2442. [2/9/2017 6:55:24 AM] The peace of the world: He was bored so he build Chelseas character
  2443. [2/9/2017 6:55:39 AM] The peace of the world: He made the exact same skin as what she was wearing
  2444. [2/9/2017 6:55:44 AM] The peace of the world: Then he had to go
  2445. [2/9/2017 6:55:49 AM] The peace of the world: He was happy he made someone happy
  2446. [2/9/2017 6:55:53 AM] The peace of the world: Then
  2447. [2/9/2017 6:55:57 AM] The peace of the world: The next day
  2448. [2/9/2017 6:55:59 AM] The peace of the world: She was on
  2449. [2/9/2017 6:56:03 AM] The peace of the world: With him
  2450. [2/9/2017 6:56:17 AM] The peace of the world: But sadly he didn't come back
  2451. [2/9/2017 6:56:22 AM] The peace of the world: Due to his memory
  2452. [2/9/2017 6:56:33 AM] The peace of the world: He didn't want to come back to this scary world of hate and death
  2453. [2/9/2017 6:56:54 AM] The peace of the world: Because everywhere he went people just died like if he was the curse to everyone but really it happens naturally
  2454. [2/9/2017 6:57:07 AM] The peace of the world: But for her she ran across evil emotion
  2455. [2/9/2017 6:57:31 AM] The peace of the world: When his friends died that was when he abandoned his feelings
  2456. [2/9/2017 6:57:41 AM] The peace of the world: He didn't want to feel it nor sense it
  2457. [2/9/2017 6:58:05 AM] The peace of the world: He didn't want to feel hurt every time he saw something happen in front of him
  2458. [2/9/2017 6:58:23 AM] The peace of the world: So that's where evil took over his body completely
  2459. [2/9/2017 6:58:37 AM] The peace of the world: And people looked for this kid because hes a weapon due to evil
  2460. [2/9/2017 6:59:00 AM] The peace of the world: That is why some gangs want him in
  2461. [2/9/2017 6:59:04 AM] The peace of the world: But instead
  2462. [2/9/2017 6:59:08 AM] The peace of the world: Evil killed them
  2463. [2/9/2017 6:59:11 AM] The peace of the world: Breaking chains
  2464. [2/9/2017 6:59:16 AM] The peace of the world: Killing them
  2465. [2/9/2017 6:59:23 AM] The peace of the world: Just a blood bath
  2466. [2/9/2017 6:59:29 AM] The peace of the world: That's what happened
  2467. [2/9/2017 6:59:46 AM] The peace of the world: I would explain more but I want you to understand it first
  2468. [2/9/2017 7:00:54 AM] Myself: yes, yes I'm looking through it atm and it is hard to believe but sometimes things can't be explained in normal terms.. so hold on
  2469. [2/9/2017 7:02:33 AM] Myself: So during September was when he first told me he was depressed.. is that where evil started things?
  2470. [2/9/2017 7:02:57 AM] The peace of the world: That was evil giving you a headup
  2471. [2/9/2017 7:04:39 AM] Myself: oh.. alright was that after he found her online? I kinda want the time frame of that
  2472. [2/9/2017 7:04:53 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2473. [2/9/2017 7:05:03 AM] Myself: like after the statue?
  2474. [2/9/2017 7:06:31 AM] Myself: so.. "he" actually did kill people.. those thoughts are not merely paranoia?..
  2475. [2/9/2017 7:07:10 AM] Myself: how did they not kill him then?
  2476. [2/9/2017 7:07:57 AM] The peace of the world: You see its hard to believe but evil is more skills then you look
  2477. [2/9/2017 7:08:05 AM] The peace of the world: hes more powerful then anyone
  2478. [2/9/2017 7:08:22 AM] The peace of the world: Speed, slash, dodge, and more abilities
  2479. [2/9/2017 7:08:42 AM] Myself: do you talk like this to anyone else by the way? anyone on steam or Skype?
  2480. [2/9/2017 7:08:58 AM] The peace of the world: Yes only Chelsea
  2481. [2/9/2017 7:08:59 AM] Myself: it truly sounds scary for that to be actual fact..
  2482. [2/9/2017 7:09:01 AM] The peace of the world: But she hates me
  2483. [2/9/2017 7:09:05 AM] The peace of the world: Hey
  2484. [2/9/2017 7:09:12 AM] The peace of the world: Look I want you to know this
  2485. [2/9/2017 7:09:29 AM] The peace of the world: Good and evil are twins with different personalities
  2486. [2/9/2017 7:09:37 AM] The peace of the world: They are spirit like me
  2487. [2/9/2017 7:09:44 AM] The peace of the world: Just that they are stuck together
  2488. [2/9/2017 7:09:54 AM] The peace of the world: They also died
  2489. [2/9/2017 7:09:59 AM] The peace of the world: Don't tell them that
  2490. [2/9/2017 7:10:00 AM] Myself: look i'm not trying to go against what your saying.. I do believe
  2491. [2/9/2017 7:10:34 AM] The peace of the world: Good and evil died. I don't know how but some how they died and became a spirit.
  2492. [2/9/2017 7:10:37 AM] Myself: I feel like I have connected to spirits before.. saw them even after my grandfather died..
  2493. [2/9/2017 7:10:49 AM] The peace of the world: Yes I know it feels weird but this kid
  2494. [2/9/2017 7:10:58 AM] The peace of the world: Hes more special then you think
  2495. [2/9/2017 7:11:16 AM] The peace of the world: Hes more capable of doing anything he doesn't like and make it more entertaining
  2496. [2/9/2017 7:12:32 AM] Myself: so don't tell them that they are stuck together and that they died.. got it
  2497. [2/9/2017 7:12:44 AM] The peace of the world: They died together as sister and brother
  2498. [2/9/2017 7:12:48 AM] The peace of the world: Sister in good
  2499. [2/9/2017 7:12:50 AM] The peace of the world: Brother is bad
  2500. [2/9/2017 7:12:55 AM] The peace of the world: Hes more atheletic
  2501. [2/9/2017 7:13:04 AM] The peace of the world: Sister is more like educated
  2502. [2/9/2017 7:13:21 AM] Myself: alright
  2503. [2/9/2017 7:13:29 AM] The peace of the world: That is why evil is more capable of killing and the mass muders of the gang
  2504. [2/9/2017 7:13:35 AM] Myself: I was wondering how much time you have with my right now?
  2505. [2/9/2017 7:13:44 AM] Myself: me*
  2506. [2/9/2017 7:13:48 AM] The peace of the world: Lets see 17 minutes
  2507. [2/9/2017 7:14:00 AM] Myself: how do you know this?
  2508. [2/9/2017 7:14:19 AM] The peace of the world: I knew because I was still a floating spirit looking for a worthy host
  2509. [2/9/2017 7:14:27 AM] Myself: an exact time
  2510. [2/9/2017 7:14:50 AM] Myself: is what I meant but that's interesting to hear
  2511. [2/9/2017 7:15:00 AM] The peace of the world: I can see and know time itself
  2512. [2/9/2017 7:15:08 AM] The peace of the world: I can see what will happen to him tomorrow as well
  2513. [2/9/2017 7:15:14 AM] The peace of the world: Exact time
  2514. [2/9/2017 7:15:19 AM] Myself: can you sense what I pick up if you put enough power into it?
  2515. [2/9/2017 7:15:30 AM] The peace of the world: No
  2516. [2/9/2017 7:15:35 AM] The peace of the world: I have a limitation
  2517. [2/9/2017 7:15:42 AM] Myself: hmm alright
  2518. [2/9/2017 7:15:47 AM] The peace of the world: I can not sense anything within more then 1 mile away
  2519. [2/9/2017 7:15:54 AM] The peace of the world: That is why I say with ying and yang
  2520. [2/9/2017 7:15:59 AM] The peace of the world: stay*
  2521. [2/9/2017 7:16:13 AM] Myself: can you.. effect me in any way or call on others to let me know something is there?
  2522. [2/9/2017 7:16:41 AM] The peace of the world: What do you mean by that?
  2523. [2/9/2017 7:17:40 AM] Myself: I'm near a cemetery, can any spirits near me go to me under your word if it is passed on?
  2524. [2/9/2017 7:17:58 AM] The peace of the world: No
  2525. [2/9/2017 7:18:10 AM] The peace of the world: Once they are dead then the dead remains silent
  2526. [2/9/2017 7:18:10 AM] Myself: I guess that is not how it works?
  2527. [2/9/2017 7:18:29 AM] The peace of the world: That is why you people call it R.I.P.
  2528. [2/9/2017 7:18:31 AM] Myself: but I meant anyone still like you near me
  2529. [2/9/2017 7:18:54 AM] The peace of the world: Not possible
  2530. [2/9/2017 7:19:04 AM] The peace of the world: You live in New York
  2531. [2/9/2017 7:19:16 AM] Myself: I understand this
  2532. [2/9/2017 7:19:25 AM] The peace of the world: Its not possible for such a distance like that
  2533. [2/9/2017 7:20:24 AM] The peace of the world: 10 on the clock
  2534. [2/9/2017 7:20:29 AM] Myself: but you can't pass it on to other spirits to get to me to let me know that something is there?
  2535. [2/9/2017 7:20:36 AM] Myself: huh?
  2536. [2/9/2017 7:20:55 AM] The peace of the world: You don't contain that ability
  2537. [2/9/2017 7:21:09 AM] The peace of the world: see 1 spirit is normal
  2538. [2/9/2017 7:21:23 AM] The peace of the world: Seeing 2 or more then you are something worthy to look for
  2539. [2/9/2017 7:21:37 AM] The peace of the world: That's a maybe
  2540. [2/9/2017 7:22:02 AM] Myself: can you see what I look like at all? or that's not an ability you have?
  2541. [2/9/2017 7:22:15 AM] The peace of the world: No
  2542. [2/9/2017 7:22:19 AM] Myself: do you know my name?
  2543. [2/9/2017 7:22:25 AM] Myself: anything?
  2544. [2/9/2017 7:22:33 AM] The peace of the world: I can only be within 1 mile radius of real ben himself
  2545. [2/9/2017 7:22:52 AM] Myself: so you need to be near me for that?
  2546. [2/9/2017 7:23:00 AM] The peace of the world: yes
  2547. [2/9/2017 7:23:04 AM] The peace of the world: Well Benjamin does
  2548. [2/9/2017 7:23:08 AM] Myself: alright
  2549. [2/9/2017 7:23:13 AM] Myself: and, yes
  2550. [2/9/2017 7:23:54 AM] The peace of the world: anything else?
  2551. [2/9/2017 7:24:28 AM] Myself: hmm.. I do not know what to ask really.. do you have anything else to say to me?
  2552. [2/9/2017 7:24:46 AM] Myself: oh wait..
  2553. [2/9/2017 7:25:20 AM] Myself: so this.. is not a soul tie or something similar in any way?
  2554. [2/9/2017 7:25:30 AM] The peace of the world: No
  2555. [2/9/2017 7:25:42 AM] The peace of the world: You can say it like that
  2556. [2/9/2017 7:26:36 AM] Myself: because Chelsea and him as Emotion Ben.. did something.. I saw what was said on Wolf Den when they were on together before September or so
  2557. [2/9/2017 7:26:54 AM] The peace of the world: God dammit...
  2558. [2/9/2017 7:27:04 AM] The peace of the world: Its taking affect really early...
  2559. [2/9/2017 7:27:22 AM] The peace of the world: Something they said?
  2560. [2/9/2017 7:27:31 AM] Myself: I don't know how long I can stay on myself :/
  2561. [2/9/2017 7:27:41 AM] The peace of the world: You get sleep then
  2562. [2/9/2017 7:27:48 AM] Myself: something they done with each other...
  2563. [2/9/2017 7:27:53 AM] The peace of the world: I will leave you at ease and continue tomorrow
  2564. [2/9/2017 7:28:35 AM] Myself: alright then, we shall continue this tomorrow Jessica
  2565. [2/9/2017 7:28:43 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2566. [2/9/2017 7:28:48 AM] Myself: I pray for the best to happen
  2567. [2/10/2017 1:56:00 AM] Myself: Oh wow! She messaged me back! She actually saw my message on Instagram!
  2568. [2/10/2017 1:56:37 AM] The peace of the world: My brother isn't home
  2569. [2/10/2017 1:56:43 AM] The peace of the world: Hes in the hospital right now
  2570. [2/10/2017 1:56:56 AM] Myself: in.. the hospital? D:
  2571. [2/10/2017 1:57:12 AM] The peace of the world: Yeah we took him this morning
  2572. [2/10/2017 1:57:26 AM] The peace of the world: To leave him asleep there so they can analyze his brain and body damage
  2573. [2/10/2017 1:57:26 AM] Myself: oh.. is this Anthony?
  2574. [2/10/2017 1:57:40 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2575. [2/10/2017 1:57:46 AM] Myself: analyze his brain..?
  2576. [2/10/2017 1:57:52 AM] The peace of the world: Last night
  2577. [2/10/2017 1:57:57 AM] The peace of the world: He lost himself
  2578. [2/10/2017 1:58:06 AM] Myself: I knew he was being messed up..
  2579. [2/10/2017 1:58:42 AM] The peace of the world: Who was?
  2580. [2/10/2017 1:58:48 AM] Myself: Ben
  2581. [2/10/2017 1:58:55 AM] The peace of the world: What about him?
  2582. [2/10/2017 2:00:47 AM] Myself: he did not technically do this to himself.. if that's what you think
  2583. [2/10/2017 2:01:22 AM] The peace of the world: It was due to the lack of sleep and unknown behavior
  2584. [2/10/2017 2:02:01 AM] Myself: remember when you asked me why was he saying "where is the key?"
  2585. [2/10/2017 2:02:38 AM] The peace of the world: Yeah which wasn't him when I notice
  2586. [2/10/2017 2:02:43 AM] The peace of the world: His eye color changed
  2587. [2/10/2017 2:02:47 AM] Myself: the key.. is Chelsea a girl on Skype
  2588. [2/10/2017 2:02:47 AM] The peace of the world: That's how I knew
  2589. [2/10/2017 2:02:57 AM] The peace of the world: Yes I know
  2590. [2/10/2017 2:03:02 AM] Myself: you.. do?
  2591. [2/10/2017 2:03:15 AM] The peace of the world: There was a document given to me by his friend matthew
  2592. [2/10/2017 2:03:40 AM] The peace of the world: He gave it to me first before I handed it over to him
  2593. [2/10/2017 2:03:40 AM] Myself: oh so I'm interested in what you think is happening..
  2594. [2/10/2017 2:03:53 AM] The peace of the world: Right now?
  2595. [2/10/2017 2:04:00 AM] Myself: to Ben
  2596. [2/10/2017 2:04:28 AM] Myself: what did the document contain anyway?
  2597. [2/10/2017 2:05:08 AM] The peace of the world: It was about those 2 years he was never himself. Something I didn't know about till the beginning of this year
  2598. [2/10/2017 2:05:26 AM] Myself: that is correct
  2599. [2/10/2017 2:05:48 AM] Myself: I was wondering what you think is happening to him then
  2600. [2/10/2017 2:06:08 AM] The peace of the world: That is something I am concerned about really.
  2601. [2/10/2017 2:06:16 AM] The peace of the world: Since a lot of scares appeared on him.
  2602. [2/10/2017 2:06:20 AM] The peace of the world: We don't know what is causing it
  2603. [2/10/2017 2:06:30 AM] Myself: I have the answer..
  2604. [2/10/2017 2:06:36 AM] The peace of the world: We had put in cameras but still is affecting him
  2605. [2/10/2017 2:06:39 AM] The peace of the world: What is it?
  2606. [2/10/2017 2:07:10 AM] Myself: it is hard to say.. it's why I ask you what you think it possibly could be first
  2607. [2/10/2017 2:07:27 AM] The peace of the world: Does it have to do something with his emotion?
  2608. [2/10/2017 2:07:37 AM] The peace of the world: Because from what I am reading still. It sounds like it is.
  2609. [2/10/2017 2:07:47 AM] Myself: yes, his emotion is not really his own
  2610. [2/10/2017 2:08:04 AM] Myself: when he changes..
  2611. [2/10/2017 2:08:19 AM] Myself: when his eyes change to red
  2612. [2/10/2017 2:08:50 AM] The peace of the world: Yes I believe so as well.
  2613. [2/10/2017 2:09:04 AM] The peace of the world: Blue means its his the good side of emotion
  2614. [2/10/2017 2:09:12 AM] The peace of the world: Jessica remains unknown
  2615. [2/10/2017 2:09:28 AM] Myself: what do you believe then? just so we're on the same page..
  2616. [2/10/2017 2:09:45 AM] The peace of the world: Everything honestly
  2617. [2/10/2017 2:09:51 AM] The peace of the world: OF why he acts strange
  2618. [2/10/2017 2:09:51 AM] Myself: everything?
  2619. [2/10/2017 2:09:58 AM] The peace of the world: Of why he wants to be alone.
  2620. [2/10/2017 2:10:08 AM] The peace of the world: Isolating himself from everyone he sees instead of girls.
  2621. [2/10/2017 2:10:13 AM] The peace of the world: That isn't him
  2622. [2/10/2017 2:10:19 AM] The peace of the world: It was all because of emotion
  2623. [2/10/2017 2:10:28 AM] Myself: and emotion is
  2624. [2/10/2017 2:11:15 AM] The peace of the world: What do you mean?
  2625. [2/10/2017 2:11:18 AM] The peace of the world: Is there more?
  2626. [2/10/2017 2:11:18 AM] Myself: and emotion is a _______
  2627. [2/10/2017 2:11:27 AM] The peace of the world: I don't know what emotion is
  2628. [2/10/2017 2:11:31 AM] The peace of the world: It still remains unknown
  2629. [2/10/2017 2:11:43 AM] The peace of the world: We cannot tell whether it is helping him or killing him
  2630. [2/10/2017 2:11:53 AM] Myself: was there Veronica as well?
  2631. [2/10/2017 2:12:57 AM] The peace of the world: Matthew didn't write any report on it
  2632. [2/10/2017 2:13:16 AM] Myself: Jessica and Veronica are with each other trying to help
  2633. [2/10/2017 2:13:45 AM] Myself: to keep emotion at bay
  2634. [2/10/2017 2:13:51 AM] The peace of the world: I see
  2635. [2/10/2017 2:14:04 AM] The peace of the world: So Veronica and Jessica are helpers
  2636. [2/10/2017 2:14:08 AM] Myself: yes
  2637. [2/10/2017 2:15:30 AM] Myself: there is a good side and bad side to his other self... an extreme good and an evil. he will remain depressed and emotion ben will not leave him alone until he gains the love of Chelsea
  2638. [2/10/2017 2:16:38 AM] Myself: he as in his real self
  2639. [2/10/2017 2:17:10 AM] The peace of the world: The eye of a blade who wants to kill my brother wants love in order to leave?
  2640. [2/10/2017 2:17:36 AM] Myself: yes, that is what the others have said to me, all will be released once this happens
  2641. [2/10/2017 2:17:59 AM] Myself: and he will come back to normal
  2642. [2/10/2017 2:18:12 AM] The peace of the world: SO Benjamin will be able to be living his normal life?
  2643. [2/10/2017 2:18:48 AM] Myself: yes and they (the good ones) will be there for him and help him recover until he is stable
  2644. [2/10/2017 2:19:38 AM] The peace of the world: Can I really believe you on that?
  2645. [2/10/2017 2:20:37 AM] Myself: with all my heart and soul, with God as my witness, I cross my heart and hope to die, I just want my friend back
  2646. [2/10/2017 2:21:08 AM] The peace of the world: But how do we grab her now?
  2647. [2/10/2017 2:21:16 AM] The peace of the world: How to we bring her to him?
  2648. [2/10/2017 2:21:19 AM] The peace of the world: Or him to her?
  2649. [2/10/2017 2:21:42 AM] Myself: let him know that I have contact with her when he comes to and seems normal to you
  2650. [2/10/2017 2:22:31 AM] Myself: I will have to talk to her first and see what she knows
  2651. [2/10/2017 2:22:34 AM] The peace of the world: How can we confirm if evil will go away?
  2652. [2/10/2017 2:22:54 AM] Myself: what do you mean by evil?
  2653. [2/10/2017 2:23:00 AM] The peace of the world: Evil attacked him when they were in a relationship
  2654. [2/10/2017 2:23:11 AM] The peace of the world: By they I mean evil and chelsea
  2655. [2/10/2017 2:23:15 AM] The peace of the world: She met him not real ben
  2656. [2/10/2017 2:24:40 AM] Myself: I know this but tell me Evil is a _ _ _ _ _ _
  2657. [2/10/2017 2:24:49 AM] The peace of the world: A what?
  2658. [2/10/2017 2:24:57 AM] The peace of the world: Please foul language can be used
  2659. [2/10/2017 2:25:02 AM] The peace of the world: I can reason with it
  2660. [2/10/2017 2:25:08 AM] Myself: it's not
  2661. [2/10/2017 2:25:29 AM] Myself: I was hopeful that you knew
  2662. [2/10/2017 2:25:32 AM] The peace of the world: No
  2663. [2/10/2017 2:25:48 AM] The peace of the world: I do not like people using underscore. I would like you to be more formal
  2664. [2/10/2017 2:26:38 AM] Myself: ok but I'm hesitant to say so and thought you would know
  2665. [2/10/2017 2:26:50 AM] Myself: so one second..
  2666. [2/10/2017 2:26:54 AM] The peace of the world: Don't be say it anyways I am fine with it
  2667. [2/10/2017 2:27:21 AM] The peace of the world: Trust me I am calm about everything but something like this happening to my brother is just awful that the government has to keep him
  2668. [2/10/2017 2:27:49 AM] The peace of the world: Gangs attack the police that were suppose to take him to Nevada
  2669. [2/10/2017 2:28:07 AM] Myself: Jessica, Veronica, Evil are not physical things and they are not personalities in his mind
  2670. [2/10/2017 2:28:25 AM] The peace of the world: No they are a separated soul attached to him
  2671. [2/10/2017 2:28:33 AM] Myself: spirits
  2672. [2/10/2017 2:28:41 AM] The peace of the world: Spirits you say?
  2673. [2/10/2017 2:29:01 AM] Myself: yes and that is where you NEED to trust me and have faith with me
  2674. [2/10/2017 2:29:17 AM] The peace of the world: I will
  2675. [2/10/2017 2:29:29 AM] The peace of the world: Only if you can help my brother restore his life completely
  2676. [2/10/2017 2:30:12 AM] Myself: I brought him back to you, I have helped him in his condition for months, he looks up to me, so this is all I ask for you is to give your trust with me
  2677. [2/10/2017 2:30:28 AM] The peace of the world: I can trust you then if my brother can trust you
  2678. [2/10/2017 2:30:51 AM] The peace of the world: That does not mean I will give you my social media by the way.
  2679. [2/10/2017 2:30:56 AM] The peace of the world: I know you asked him for it
  2680. [2/10/2017 2:31:12 AM] Myself: I understand why you wouldn't
  2681. [2/10/2017 2:31:13 AM] The peace of the world: I don't like people contact me from such a distance I cannot reach
  2682. [2/10/2017 2:32:22 AM] Myself: I am grateful that you actually share his account or I wouldn't have any contact with you
  2683. [2/10/2017 2:32:54 AM] The peace of the world: I am using his laptop to communicate with people who has the answer for all this
  2684. [2/10/2017 2:33:26 AM] Myself: and I am one of them
  2685. [2/10/2017 2:33:33 AM] The peace of the world: Yes I know
  2686. [2/10/2017 2:33:35 AM] The peace of the world: Hes told me already
  2687. [2/10/2017 2:33:58 AM] Myself: I just want the best for my friend
  2688. [2/10/2017 2:34:06 AM] Myself: so if you have any more questions, then ask away
  2689. [2/10/2017 2:34:20 AM] Myself: there is a lot to go through
  2690. [2/10/2017 2:34:45 AM] The peace of the world: When do you think he can come back to him?
  2691. [2/10/2017 2:34:56 AM] The peace of the world: I heard he was shot in the head with a syringe
  2692. [2/10/2017 2:35:18 AM] The peace of the world: Those gangsters got him after flipping the car he was in then kidnapped him
  2693. [2/10/2017 2:35:28 AM] The peace of the world: The cops died
  2694. [2/10/2017 2:35:31 AM] Myself: shot in the head with a syringe.. my God..
  2695. [2/10/2017 2:35:47 AM] The peace of the world: He manage to survive in the car without bleeding out
  2696. [2/10/2017 2:35:58 AM] The peace of the world: His survival ability is higher then we thoughts
  2697. [2/10/2017 2:35:59 AM] The peace of the world: thought8
  2698. [2/10/2017 2:36:02 AM] The peace of the world: thought*
  2699. [2/10/2017 2:36:07 AM] Myself: it is because of evil
  2700. [2/10/2017 2:36:20 AM] The peace of the world: Evil killed the gangsters 120-130 of them
  2701. [2/10/2017 2:36:33 AM] The peace of the world: That's why my brother is called "Valuable weapon" to them
  2702. [2/10/2017 2:36:38 AM] Myself: there is a lot more power than meets the eye, it's why the government is taking him in at times
  2703. [2/10/2017 2:36:54 AM] The peace of the world: I don't know what power the evil spirit contains but
  2704. [2/10/2017 2:37:08 AM] The peace of the world: I am sure it isn't a very pleasant power
  2705. [2/10/2017 2:37:24 AM] Myself: I'm relieved you know that evil can do all that
  2706. [2/10/2017 2:37:41 AM] The peace of the world: Evil is not a human
  2707. [2/10/2017 2:37:46 AM] The peace of the world: Its a simple tool to kill people
  2708. [2/10/2017 2:37:52 AM] Myself: but.. not in a way that makes it ok.... it is terrible....
  2709. [2/10/2017 2:38:00 AM] The peace of the world: Its something to wipe out the human race
  2710. [2/10/2017 2:38:34 AM] Myself: I sure hope not...
  2711. [2/10/2017 2:38:47 AM] The peace of the world: He even wrote a song for her...
  2712. [2/10/2017 2:38:52 AM] Myself: wrote a song?
  2713. [2/10/2017 2:38:56 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2714. [2/10/2017 2:38:58 AM] Myself: that's new to me
  2715. [2/10/2017 2:39:05 AM] The peace of the world: He doesn't like telling anybody
  2716. [2/10/2017 2:39:12 AM] The peace of the world: Hes a very smart and talented kid
  2717. [2/10/2017 2:39:18 AM] Myself: alright, what are the lyrics?
  2718. [2/10/2017 2:39:21 AM] The peace of the world: That's why music is everything to him
  2719. [2/10/2017 2:39:42 AM] The peace of the world: Sorry but the journal says "Never to open unless if its Benjamin"
  2720. [2/10/2017 2:39:47 AM] Myself: to me as well, I cannot live without it
  2721. [2/10/2017 2:39:55 AM] The peace of the world: I show respect to my brothers privacy.
  2722. [2/10/2017 2:40:05 AM] Myself: alright
  2723. [2/10/2017 2:40:10 AM] Myself: and yes, he is definitely gifted and that's why he
  2724. [2/10/2017 2:40:12 AM] The peace of the world: All I know is that he told me he wrote a song for her
  2725. [2/10/2017 2:40:23 AM] Myself: why the spirits are attracted to him
  2726. [2/10/2017 2:40:30 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2727. [2/10/2017 2:40:38 AM] The peace of the world: Some how he manage to get smart
  2728. [2/10/2017 2:40:50 AM] The peace of the world: Elementary was difficult for him and so was middle school
  2729. [2/10/2017 2:40:55 AM] The peace of the world: He didn't understand anything
  2730. [2/10/2017 2:41:07 AM] The peace of the world: He was a total dumb***
  2731. [2/10/2017 2:41:25 AM] The peace of the world: But then highschool came and out of no where he became smart within just 4 months
  2732. [2/10/2017 2:41:28 AM] Myself: so since Chelsea is probably sleeping.. I will try to message her tomorrow and let her know about this.. I just want her side of the story
  2733. [2/10/2017 2:41:42 AM] The peace of the world: Please
  2734. [2/10/2017 2:41:48 AM] Myself: that's just amazing^
  2735. [2/10/2017 2:42:02 AM] The peace of the world: Hey, I have 1 more thing to ask
  2736. [2/10/2017 2:42:27 AM] Myself: like I said, If he comes to be sure to tell him I am finally in contact with her
  2737. [2/10/2017 2:42:33 AM] The peace of the world: He keeps saying "Please let her stay happy as I fade into my own death with no cure for me."
  2738. [2/10/2017 2:43:00 AM] The peace of the world: That was his last words before he actually had the mask on him.
  2739. [2/10/2017 2:43:07 AM] Myself: the.. mask?
  2740. [2/10/2017 2:43:10 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2741. [2/10/2017 2:43:15 AM] The peace of the world: The thing to keep the heart going
  2742. [2/10/2017 2:43:20 AM] The peace of the world: As you stay asleep with it on you
  2743. [2/10/2017 2:43:27 AM] The peace of the world: And you cant do anything until they remove it
  2744. [2/10/2017 2:43:43 AM] The peace of the world: I am not a doctor alright
  2745. [2/10/2017 2:43:44 AM] Myself: oh.. wow.. he really got..
  2746. [2/10/2017 2:43:48 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2747. [2/10/2017 2:44:12 AM] The peace of the world: Life is making it difficult for him
  2748. [2/10/2017 2:44:30 AM] The peace of the world: With her standing in that position. Doesn't really help me.
  2749. [2/10/2017 2:44:30 AM] Myself: thing is.. Veronica the other side to evil will heal him as she did when he got 30+ cuts on him last time
  2750. [2/10/2017 2:44:53 AM] The peace of the world: 80 cuts
  2751. [2/10/2017 2:45:06 AM] Myself: or that.. I did not know how many
  2752. [2/10/2017 2:45:11 AM] The peace of the world: He had more
  2753. [2/10/2017 2:45:20 AM] The peace of the world: People like us didn't know about it
  2754. [2/10/2017 2:45:43 AM] The peace of the world: Until I walked into the restroom with evil looking at me and stabbing him as he was looking at me
  2755. [2/10/2017 2:46:06 AM] Myself: I don't know if Chelsea and him even physically met.. or only through Skype.. I don't know but it seems like Chelsea visited him somewhere in Los Angeles
  2756. [2/10/2017 2:46:08 AM] The peace of the world: 9 inch knife with it being sharp to the tip is scarier then it looks
  2757. [2/10/2017 2:46:14 AM] The peace of the world: they did once
  2758. [2/10/2017 2:46:26 AM] The peace of the world: From what I have read
  2759. [2/10/2017 2:46:28 AM] The peace of the world: It isn't true
  2760. [2/10/2017 2:46:41 AM] The peace of the world: She met him on a game called Minecraft
  2761. [2/10/2017 2:46:49 AM] Myself: yes
  2762. [2/10/2017 2:46:52 AM] The peace of the world: I don't know what it is mostly about but its some kind of building game
  2763. [2/10/2017 2:46:55 AM] The peace of the world: I would assime
  2764. [2/10/2017 2:46:56 AM] The peace of the world: assume*
  2765. [2/10/2017 2:47:42 AM] Myself: it is not important what the game was just that they met there and that's where evil wanted her for himself
  2766. [2/10/2017 2:47:53 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2767. [2/10/2017 2:48:15 AM] The peace of the world: There was a video where his right arm choked him
  2768. [2/10/2017 2:48:26 AM] The peace of the world: Looks like Benjamin was trying to fight back
  2769. [2/10/2017 2:48:32 AM] The peace of the world: But didn't succeed
  2770. [2/10/2017 2:48:50 AM] The peace of the world: Evil lost control of its right arm completely and started turn it against himself
  2771. [2/10/2017 2:48:52 AM] Myself: wow a video of that? D:
  2772. [2/10/2017 2:48:55 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2773. [2/10/2017 2:49:15 AM] The peace of the world: Matthew was on a secret page the Benjamin made for him before he started disappearing 2 years ago
  2774. [2/10/2017 2:49:30 AM] The peace of the world: He made it for matthew to capture anything without being noticed.
  2775. [2/10/2017 2:49:40 AM] The peace of the world: Chelsea doesn't know either
  2776. [2/10/2017 2:49:42 AM] Myself: hmm
  2777. [2/10/2017 2:50:44 AM] Myself: I knew of Matthew being heavily involved in recording what happens when he does loose control but that is interesting to know
  2778. [2/10/2017 2:51:11 AM] The peace of the world: That is something that is very important right now
  2779. [2/10/2017 2:51:22 AM] The peace of the world: But what is the cause of the emotion breaking apart of Benjamin?
  2780. [2/10/2017 2:51:52 AM] Myself: breaking apart of Benjamin?
  2781. [2/10/2017 2:51:56 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
  2782. [2/10/2017 2:52:07 AM] The peace of the world: Benjamin never chokes himself
  2783. [2/10/2017 2:52:15 AM] The peace of the world: Only like in 5th grade
  2784. [2/10/2017 2:52:29 AM] The peace of the world: Because people kept bulling him
  2785. [2/10/2017 2:52:38 AM] The peace of the world: So he attempted to try and die
  2786. [2/10/2017 2:52:57 AM] Myself: oh wow.. I didn't know he was bullied too :/
  2787. [2/10/2017 2:53:05 AM] Myself: I understand..
  2788. [2/10/2017 2:53:16 AM] The peace of the world: When he was young he ate something
  2789. [2/10/2017 2:53:22 AM] The peace of the world: A crystal or some sort
  2790. [2/10/2017 2:53:26 AM] The peace of the world: at the age of 2
  2791. [2/10/2017 2:53:30 AM] Myself: a.. crystal..?
  2792. [2/10/2017 2:53:35 AM] Myself: where?
  2793. [2/10/2017 2:53:40 AM] The peace of the world: Doctors couldn't take it out so they left it there
  2794. [2/10/2017 2:53:46 AM] The peace of the world: It was connected to his veins
  2795. [2/10/2017 2:53:46 AM] Myself: in what sort of place?
  2796. [2/10/2017 2:53:51 AM] The peace of the world: Long beach
  2797. [2/10/2017 2:53:55 AM] The peace of the world: Near the crashing rocks
  2798. [2/10/2017 2:54:01 AM] Myself: just laying on the ground..?
  2799. [2/10/2017 2:54:09 AM] The peace of the world: I believe so
  2800. [2/10/2017 2:54:22 AM] The peace of the world: It must have been washed up to the shore
  2801. [2/10/2017 2:54:40 AM] The peace of the world: Then the crystal must have buried itself in his body organs
  2802. [2/10/2017 2:54:48 AM] Myself: hmm.. that may well be it..
  2803. [2/10/2017 2:55:02 AM] Myself: that is quite the mystery now..
  2804. [2/10/2017 2:55:16 AM] The peace of the world: Indeed it is
  2805. [2/10/2017 2:55:36 AM] The peace of the world: We don't know where this crystal acme from or how it got here
  2806. [2/10/2017 2:55:49 AM] The peace of the world: came8
  2807. [2/10/2017 2:55:51 AM] The peace of the world: came*
  2808. [2/10/2017 2:56:17 AM] Myself: what color was it?, what type of crystal was it? do you know?
  2809. [2/10/2017 2:57:04 AM] The peace of the world: The color was blue and green
  2810. [2/10/2017 2:58:55 AM] Myself: hmm ok
  2811. [2/10/2017 2:59:29 AM] Myself: was there any other questions you have for me? I will say a few more things
  2812. [2/10/2017 3:00:55 AM] The peace of the world: No it seems most of my questions have been answered
  2813. [2/10/2017 3:01:22 AM] Myself: alright, just taking a look at what was said so far and what I could have missed
  2814. [2/10/2017 3:02:30 AM] Myself: do you know that Chelsea also seems to be in trouble? and that when she hurts Ben hurts?
  2815. [2/10/2017 3:03:31 AM] The peace of the world: What do you mean
  2816. [2/10/2017 3:03:32 AM] The peace of the world: ?
  2817. [2/10/2017 3:03:44 AM] Myself: The peace of the world: It shocks my back to let me know she is not healing...
  2818. Myself: how do you know this..
  2819. The peace of the world: I told you I can sense the pain she is feeling
  2820. [2/10/2017 3:05:57 AM] The peace of the world: So you are saying that when Chelsea gets hurt he can feel it anywhere shocking him?
  2821. [2/10/2017 3:06:10 AM] Myself: yes that is correct
  2822. [2/10/2017 3:06:13 AM] Myself: a six sense
  2823. [2/10/2017 3:06:50 AM] Myself: part of his soul is within her
  2824. [2/10/2017 3:07:21 AM] The peace of the world: I have to get to work in the morning
  2825. [2/10/2017 3:07:22 AM] Myself: and that there is why they need to be back together
  2826. [2/10/2017 3:07:27 AM] The peace of the world: And visit him tomorrow morning
  2827. [2/10/2017 3:07:30 AM] The peace of the world: So I have to get going
  2828. [2/10/2017 3:07:53 AM] Myself: alright.. I feel like I have told you almost everything anyway, just minor details
  2829. [2/10/2017 3:08:01 AM] The peace of the world: Alright
  2830. [2/10/2017 3:08:09 AM] Myself: If you can please come back on for the rest
  2831. [2/10/2017 3:08:17 AM] The peace of the world: Hes probably going to wake up soon to take his meds
  2832. [2/10/2017 3:08:23 AM] The peace of the world: You should text him on his phone
  2833. [2/10/2017 3:08:32 AM] The peace of the world: Should grab his attention
  2834. [2/10/2017 3:08:34 AM] Myself: oh so his other account?
  2835. [2/10/2017 3:08:41 AM] The peace of the world: Yes he has his phone still
  2836. [2/10/2017 3:08:48 AM] Myself: alright, good to know
  2837. [2/10/2017 3:08:53 AM] The peace of the world: at 1 am tho
  2838. [2/10/2017 3:09:08 AM] The peace of the world: That's when he takes his meds
  2839. [2/10/2017 3:09:14 AM] Myself: got it
  2840. [2/10/2017 3:09:20 AM] The peace of the world: its suppose to be 8 hours apart
  2841. [2/10/2017 3:14:39 AM] Myself: here's what was said to me to help comfort you that this is what must be done: Myself: how am I doing with him? I sometimes don't know what to do..
  2842. The peace of the world: You are doing fine
  2843. The peace of the world: Just make him avoid death.
  2844. The peace of the world: Veronica will speak later with you
  2845. The peace of the world: But right now you need to help him
  2846. Myself: I am trying my very best
  2847. The peace of the world: Achieve the friendship between them
  2848. The peace of the world: I can promise you if you did that then we would be able to leave and restore his life back to normal
  2849. Myself: and evil will move on?..
  2850. The peace of the world: Yes
  2851. The peace of the world: He will also move on
  2852. Myself: is this the only way.. or can a deliverance, an exorcism be done..?
  2853. The peace of the world: No
  2854. The peace of the world: None of those work on us
  2855. Myself: well then..
  2856. The peace of the world: You can use it on evil but then he will come back
  2857. Myself: I am pretty speechless
  2858. [2/11/2017 3:52:46 AM] The peace of the world: Hey
  2859. [2/11/2017 3:52:50 AM] The peace of the world: Any results on her?
  2860. [2/11/2017 3:53:07 AM] Myself: yes I talked to her
  2861. [2/11/2017 3:53:15 AM] The peace of the world: Alright cool
  2862. [2/11/2017 3:53:21 AM] The peace of the world: My brother is still hanging on
  2863. [2/11/2017 3:53:25 AM] The peace of the world: He said he contacted you
  2864. [2/11/2017 3:53:30 AM] The peace of the world: But you didn't reply
  2865. [2/11/2017 3:53:45 AM] Myself: he did..
  2866. [2/11/2017 3:54:00 AM] The peace of the world: Anything so far?
  2867. [2/11/2017 3:54:30 AM] Myself: well the thing is she won't forgive him for something he did to her
  2868. [2/11/2017 3:54:42 AM] The peace of the world: Something he did?
  2869. [2/11/2017 3:54:47 AM] The peace of the world: What is this something?
  2870. [2/11/2017 3:55:37 AM] Myself: yes.. I don't really know what but it seemed like I sent Government after her to get a hold of her and maybe some other things? let me take a look again
  2871. [2/11/2017 3:55:50 AM] Myself: he*..
  2872. [2/11/2017 3:55:51 AM] The peace of the world: Something he did... That he didn't do you mean?
  2873. [2/11/2017 3:56:09 AM] The peace of the world: Remember this. My brother wasn't there for 2 years
  2874. [2/11/2017 3:56:21 AM] The peace of the world: You know how hard it was to bring him back?
  2875. [2/11/2017 3:56:26 AM] The peace of the world: To who he was suppose to be?
  2876. [2/11/2017 3:56:38 AM] Myself: she doesn't understand that spirits are in this situation
  2877. [2/11/2017 3:56:47 AM] Myself: she doesn't believe that
  2878. [2/11/2017 3:56:50 AM] The peace of the world: Look alright
  2879. [2/11/2017 3:56:56 AM] The peace of the world: I trusted you
  2880. [2/11/2017 3:57:04 AM] The peace of the world: My brother is still suffering
  2881. [2/11/2017 3:57:19 AM] Myself: I understand he is.... :/
  2882. [2/11/2017 3:57:27 AM] The peace of the world: Then please make her understand
  2883. [2/11/2017 3:57:41 AM] The peace of the world: Because if this gets out of hand then they will have to end him
  2884. [2/11/2017 3:57:53 AM] The peace of the world: The government wont hold back
  2885. [2/11/2017 3:57:55 AM] Myself: it's like talking through a acoustic proofed nuclear concrete bunker....
  2886. [2/11/2017 3:58:09 AM] The peace of the world: We are running out of time
  2887. [2/11/2017 3:58:16 AM] The peace of the world: His scars are getting worse
  2888. [2/11/2017 3:58:23 AM] Myself: she needs to see first hand.. what is happening
  2889. [2/11/2017 3:58:24 AM] The peace of the world: The body physically wont heal anymore
  2890. [2/11/2017 3:58:46 AM] The peace of the world: Nothing is healing his body
  2891. [2/11/2017 4:00:08 AM] The peace of the world: So you are saying she doesn't know or care about what the problem is right now?
  2892. [2/11/2017 4:00:51 AM] Myself: she thinks he is a lunatic and doesn't believe in the supernatural and won't ever forgive him for something he has done to her
  2893. [2/11/2017 4:00:52 AM] The peace of the world: The kid is dying Mr.Kai
  2894. [2/11/2017 4:01:03 AM] The peace of the world: Supernatural only comes from spirits
  2895. [2/11/2017 4:01:05 AM] Myself: so she needs to see how things are first hand..
  2896. [2/11/2017 4:01:10 AM] The peace of the world: Not from a regular human
  2897. [2/11/2017 4:01:35 AM] The peace of the world: Tell her now of what he can do or what he should change
  2898. [2/11/2017 4:01:46 AM] The peace of the world: Because right now that's mainly the only thing we can do
  2899. [2/11/2017 4:01:52 AM] The peace of the world: Either he changes or she changes
  2900. [2/11/2017 4:02:01 AM] The peace of the world: Time is still running
  2901. [2/11/2017 4:02:05 AM] The peace of the world: And we only got a few weeks
  2902. [2/11/2017 4:02:30 AM] Myself: I will have to try my best to make her understand this but.. he says he has tried to be her friend but it won't work..
  2903. [2/11/2017 4:02:43 AM] Myself: emotion ruined it
  2904. [2/11/2017 4:02:44 AM] The peace of the world: He tried?
  2905. [2/11/2017 4:02:48 AM] The peace of the world: I see
  2906. [2/11/2017 4:02:55 AM] The peace of the world: God fucken dammit...
  2907. [2/11/2017 4:03:00 AM] Myself: and lost her trust
  2908. [2/11/2017 4:03:01 AM] The peace of the world: My brother...
  2909. [2/11/2017 4:03:18 AM] The peace of the world: All I can do right now is just punch a fucken hard cement wall
  2910. [2/11/2017 4:03:23 AM] The peace of the world: concrete
  2911. [2/11/2017 4:03:39 AM] Myself: I just feel like I need to talk to that spirit again.. to tell her that he tried once.. how will a second time change anything?
  2912. [2/11/2017 4:04:28 AM] Myself: if it is indeed different.. and it works.. it would be a miracle..
  2913. [2/11/2017 4:04:30 AM] The peace of the world: I don't know but Benjamin himself the real one knows how to deal with things like this himself usually but something is hurting him so bad he cannot get anywhere
  2914. [2/11/2017 4:04:52 AM] The peace of the world: My mom...
  2915. [2/11/2017 4:05:00 AM] The peace of the world: If he doesn't make it then she wont either...
  2916. [2/11/2017 4:05:00 AM] Myself: it's test of.. the human spirit.. can they forgive.. can they be understood by another that felt like they were wronged?
  2917. [2/11/2017 4:05:08 AM] The peace of the world: And its just going to be me and my middle brother steven
  2918. [2/11/2017 4:05:41 AM] The peace of the world: Spirits don't know if they are wrong or not
  2919. [2/11/2017 4:05:46 AM] The peace of the world: They don't know our generation
  2920. [2/11/2017 4:05:48 AM] Myself: wait..
  2921. [2/11/2017 4:05:58 AM] Myself: your mother is also in this...?
  2922. [2/11/2017 4:06:09 AM] The peace of the world: SHE WANTS TO FUCKEN DIE BECUASE HE WONT STAY ALIVE!
  2923. [2/11/2017 4:06:27 AM] The peace of the world: HE SAID HE IS FUCKEN GIVING UP ALREADY AT THE AGE OF 15!
  2924. [2/11/2017 4:06:39 AM] The peace of the world: YOU KNOW HOW HARD THIS IS NOT JUST TO LOSE 1 BUT 2!
  2925. [2/11/2017 4:07:16 AM] Myself: I know I know... god damnit! :'C
  2926. [2/11/2017 4:07:50 AM] The peace of the world: I am so sorry
  2927. [2/11/2017 4:07:58 AM] The peace of the world: I am losing my temper when I think about my family
  2928. [2/11/2017 4:08:16 AM] Myself: just.. trying to find a way.. thinking of the best way to get this situation wrapped up
  2929. [2/11/2017 4:08:52 AM] The peace of the world: Only if she understood... that this was never his doing but a spirit...
  2930. [2/11/2017 4:09:07 AM] The peace of the world: She even saw his own hand choking himself once...
  2931. [2/11/2017 4:09:11 AM] Myself: and it's ok Anthony.. we should calm down so that we have a better mind on things we can try on doing..
  2932. [2/11/2017 4:09:40 AM] The peace of the world: Why doesn't she understand that my brother is in pain because of this and that evil spirit is still after him.
  2933. [2/11/2017 4:09:44 AM] The peace of the world: What has my brother done?
  2934. [2/11/2017 4:09:45 AM] Myself: I just wish I could speak to that spirit again, they are tied to him
  2935. [2/11/2017 4:09:49 AM] The peace of the world: What did he do to deserve this?
  2936. [2/11/2017 4:10:02 AM] The peace of the world: Tomorrow he will be discharged
  2937. [2/11/2017 4:10:06 AM] The peace of the world: In the morning
  2938. [2/11/2017 4:10:16 AM] The peace of the world: I am staying awake until I see him today
  2939. [2/11/2017 4:10:19 AM] The peace of the world: Today morning
  2940. [2/11/2017 4:10:21 AM] The peace of the world: Sorry
  2941. [2/11/2017 4:10:30 AM] The peace of the world: I didn't realize it was 1am here
  2942. [2/11/2017 4:10:56 AM] Myself: it's ok, I'll stay on as long as I have to
  2943. [2/11/2017 4:11:06 AM] Myself: I am brainstorming ideas right now
  2944. [2/11/2017 4:11:34 AM] The peace of the world: I am trying to hold back the government and fighting it off unti my brother recovers
  2945. [2/11/2017 4:11:50 AM] Myself: it is an honorable thing
  2946. [2/11/2017 4:12:31 AM] Myself: I just wonder why he hasn't already been imprisoned yet.. are they just waiting to step in..
  2947. [2/11/2017 4:14:04 AM] The peace of the world: My brother?
  2948. [2/11/2017 4:14:34 AM] Myself: yes.. if they know where he lives.. why hasn't he been taken in... it makes no sense to me
  2949. [2/11/2017 4:14:57 AM] Myself: and why do they release him if they know..
  2950. [2/11/2017 4:15:24 AM] The peace of the world: Of him being discharged?
  2951. [2/11/2017 4:15:56 AM] Myself: huh? I meant the police / government
  2952. [2/11/2017 4:16:16 AM] The peace of the world: What about them
  2953. [2/11/2017 4:16:38 AM] The peace of the world: Look my brother has been gone for 2 years . What is he going to say?
  2954. [2/11/2017 4:16:44 AM] The peace of the world: He knows nothing from those 2 years
  2955. [2/11/2017 4:17:06 AM] The peace of the world: He can rarely remember us as his family when he came back!
  2956. [2/11/2017 4:17:13 AM] Myself: :/
  2957. [2/11/2017 4:17:17 AM] The peace of the world: HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW HIS FATHER DIED!
  2958. [2/11/2017 4:17:30 AM] Myself: I just..
  2959. [2/11/2017 4:17:43 AM] The peace of the world: WHY DOES THIS WORLD HAVE TO BE SO CRUEL TO HIM! MY ONLY YOUNGEST BROTHER!
  2960. [2/11/2017 4:17:59 AM] The peace of the world: BULLIING, HATE, DISLIKE!
  2961. [2/11/2017 4:18:08 AM] The peace of the world: HES LOST MORE THEN WHAT HE HAD!
  2962. [2/11/2017 4:19:56 AM] Myself: I seriously don't know.. the world can be a hard place at times and people need to understand that we as human beings are together in this crazy world but many forget that..
  2963. [2/11/2017 4:20:16 AM] The peace of the world: Its because they don't care...
  2964. [2/11/2017 4:20:21 AM] The peace of the world: They don't care about anything...
  2965. [2/11/2017 4:20:30 AM] The peace of the world: They don't know people were there to look out for them...
  2966. [2/11/2017 4:21:03 AM] Myself: inspire peace and love, not hate and bullying
  2967. [2/11/2017 4:21:13 AM] Myself: but hold on there
  2968. [2/11/2017 4:21:27 AM] Myself: I wanted to know about that crystal you found
  2969. [2/11/2017 4:21:34 AM] Myself: know more*
  2970. [2/11/2017 4:22:20 AM] Myself: Amazonite, tourmaline, apatite are some that come to mind..
  2971. [2/11/2017 4:22:29 AM] The peace of the world: We don't know what it is
  2972. [2/11/2017 4:22:49 AM] The peace of the world: When they found it in 2003 is was hard to identify at times like that
  2973. [2/11/2017 4:22:55 AM] Myself: was it clear or opaque?
  2974. [2/11/2017 4:23:14 AM] Myself: not transparent or transparent
  2975. [2/11/2017 4:23:46 AM] Myself: you said it was a combination of green and blue correct?
  2976. [2/11/2017 4:26:42 AM] Myself: I feel the spirits may know more about these crystals that seem to have a power of healing or protection for negative feelings that they could boolster and make the effect much more powerful to give him more time and protect him more at least..
  2977. [2/11/2017 4:27:37 AM] Myself: but I feel like before I try that I will have to talk to one of those spirits again to see if that is possible for them
  2978. [2/11/2017 4:30:46 AM] Myself: Anthony?
  2979. [2/11/2017 4:32:16 AM] Myself: hello?
  2980. [2/11/2017 4:32:33 AM] The peace of the world: Sorry...
  2981. [2/11/2017 4:32:46 AM] The peace of the world: Whats going on?
  2982. [2/11/2017 4:32:57 AM] The peace of the world: I just got a call from the hospital that he is acting strange?
  2983. [2/11/2017 4:33:01 AM] The peace of the world: What is happening?
  2984. [2/11/2017 4:33:19 AM] Myself: he is saying he has 4 more weeks to live...
  2985. [2/11/2017 4:33:24 AM] The peace of the world: WHO IS?!
  2986. [2/11/2017 4:33:31 AM] The peace of the world: WHO IS DOING THIS!?!
  2987. [2/11/2017 4:33:49 AM] Myself: an evil spirit
  2988. [2/11/2017 4:34:12 AM] The peace of the world: The evil spirit is back again?
  2989. [2/11/2017 4:34:22 AM] The peace of the world: They have a camera on him.
  2990. [2/11/2017 4:34:28 AM] The peace of the world: Watching over him as they lock the door
  2991. [2/11/2017 4:34:29 AM] Myself: well not the evil one but the depressing one
  2992. [2/11/2017 4:34:46 AM] The peace of the world: Wait
  2993. [2/11/2017 4:35:01 AM] The peace of the world: What is wrong with him?
  2994. [2/11/2017 4:35:13 AM] The peace of the world: Why is he depressed?
  2995. [2/11/2017 4:35:21 AM] The peace of the world: I thought there was 2 spirits only?
  2996. [2/11/2017 4:37:11 AM] Myself: there are 3 but the evil one is bipolar
  2997. [2/11/2017 4:37:51 AM] The peace of the world: They are still on call saying that he is looking through the window and back at his phone with red eyes
  2998. [2/11/2017 4:38:03 AM] Myself: he tells me that Chelsea also has a spirit of her own
  2999. [2/11/2017 4:38:23 AM] Myself: and that she is also depressed and having problems
  3000. [2/11/2017 4:39:29 AM] The peace of the world: They shot him...
  3001. [2/11/2017 4:39:37 AM] The peace of the world: He is paralyzed
  3002. [2/11/2017 4:39:51 AM] The peace of the world: But the syringe doesn't seem to be affecting him
  3003. [2/11/2017 4:43:22 AM] Myself: I need to contact Chelsea and something needs to happen with her to get her to him be friends for a little while maybe..
  3004. [2/11/2017 4:44:35 AM] The peace of the world: OMG!
  3005. [2/11/2017 4:44:49 AM] The peace of the world: HE WONT GO DOWN! JUST WHAT IS THIS SPIRIT!
  3006. [2/11/2017 4:46:21 AM] The peace of the world: THEY SHOT HIM WITH A BULLET!
  3007. [2/11/2017 4:46:40 AM] The peace of the world: I HEAR GUN SHOTS THROUGH THE PHONE1
  3008. [2/11/2017 4:46:41 AM] The peace of the world: !
  3009. [2/11/2017 4:51:55 AM] Myself: I am trying to reason with..
  3010. [2/11/2017 4:53:32 AM] The peace of the world: He took the elevator.
  3011. [2/11/2017 4:53:38 AM] The peace of the world: I am going after him right now
  3012. [2/11/2017 4:58:30 AM] Myself: Anthony
  3013. [2/11/2017 4:58:41 AM] Myself: stay away
  3014. [2/11/2017 4:58:55 AM] The peace of the world: What do you mean?
  3015. [2/11/2017 4:59:08 AM] Myself: if you stay near him he will kill you..
  3016. [2/11/2017 4:59:23 AM] The peace of the world: I can see that...
  3017. [2/11/2017 4:59:35 AM] The peace of the world: 4 mens died...
  3018. [2/11/2017 4:59:47 AM] The peace of the world: 4 swat died...
  3019. [2/11/2017 4:59:53 AM] The peace of the world: no not dead yet
  3020. [2/11/2017 4:59:57 AM] The peace of the world: injured...
  3021. [2/11/2017 5:00:09 AM] The peace of the world: Why....?
  3022. [2/11/2017 5:03:35 AM] Myself: I am trying to tell him to show peace and love.. and do disarm people who try to use violence against him instead..
  3023. [2/11/2017 5:03:49 AM] Myself: to*
  3024. [2/11/2017 5:05:11 AM] Myself: what's happening..
  3025. [2/11/2017 5:05:28 AM] Myself: Anthony?
  3026. [2/11/2017 5:05:58 AM] The peace of the world: He struck then in the lungs...
  3027. [2/11/2017 5:06:07 AM] The peace of the world: them*
  3028. [2/11/2017 5:06:20 AM] Myself: can I have a quick picture? is that possible??
  3029. [2/11/2017 5:06:30 AM] The peace of the world: He used his hands...
  3030. [2/11/2017 5:06:37 AM] The peace of the world: How?
  3031. [2/11/2017 5:06:51 AM] The peace of the world: The only way to kill someone is by speed and power.
  3032. [2/11/2017 5:09:10 AM] Myself: Anthony. Can I have a picture please??
  3033. [2/11/2017 5:10:32 AM] Myself: please Anthony please take a picture
  3034. [2/11/2017 5:10:44 AM] The peace of the world: I....
  3035. [2/11/2017 5:10:56 AM] Myself: what?..
  3036. [2/11/2017 5:11:23 AM] Myself: what's happening???
  3037. [2/11/2017 5:12:08 AM] The peace of the world: When I got there I only got to saw him for 10 seconds....
  3038. [2/11/2017 5:12:15 AM] The peace of the world: They said he collapsed
  3039. [2/11/2017 5:12:20 AM] The peace of the world: And bring him back into the room
  3040. [2/11/2017 5:12:26 AM] Myself: please show me a picture!
  3041. [2/11/2017 5:12:33 AM] Myself: he said he will sleep now
  3042. [2/11/2017 5:12:48 AM] The peace of the world: HOW CAN I SHOW YOU A PICUTRE IF THEY ARE TELLING ME TO LEAVE!
  3043. [2/11/2017 5:13:18 AM] Myself: well.. before they said so then..
  3044. [2/11/2017 5:13:34 AM] The peace of the world: I couldn't take one due to the injured soldiers I was helping them
  3045. [2/11/2017 5:13:50 AM] Myself: I see...
  3046. [2/11/2017 5:14:01 AM] The peace of the world: They had a big size of benjamins hand in their chest
  3047. [2/11/2017 5:14:17 AM] Myself: I just want to see something though.. to confirm..
  3048. [2/11/2017 5:14:19 AM] The peace of the world: I am going home...
  3049. [2/11/2017 5:14:22 AM] Myself: what..?..
  3050. [2/11/2017 5:14:29 AM] The peace of the world: There is nothing left...
  3051. [2/11/2017 5:14:34 AM] The peace of the world: Bye...
  3052. [2/11/2017 5:14:40 AM] Myself: huh..
  3053. [2/11/2017 5:14:48 AM] Myself: nothing left??
  3054. [2/11/2017 5:14:49 AM] The peace of the world: We cannot stop that thing...
  3055. [2/11/2017 5:15:01 AM] The peace of the world: That thing that controls my brother...
  3056. [2/11/2017 5:15:11 AM] The peace of the world: .Is the power of speed itself....
  3057. [2/11/2017 5:15:30 AM] Myself: do not use violence against it
  3058. [2/11/2017 5:15:34 AM] Myself: it hates violence
  3059. [2/11/2017 5:16:20 AM] The peace of the world: I can tell when he had one of the swat men on his hand and threw him to the power on the building'
  3060. [2/11/2017 5:16:21 AM] Myself: violence and hate
  3061. [2/11/2017 5:17:08 AM] Myself: think fifth element.. we need to show love and compassion and disable all guns.. turn all knives and physical weapons to dust..
  3062. [2/11/2017 5:17:25 AM] Myself: that is the only way for this thing to accept us
  3063. [2/11/2017 5:18:41 AM] The peace of the world: I want my brother back...
  3064. [2/11/2017 5:18:45 AM] The peace of the world: I have work....
  3065. [2/11/2017 5:18:47 AM] Myself: I do too..
  3066. [2/11/2017 5:19:03 AM] Myself: or.. we get Chelsea
  3067. [2/11/2017 5:19:22 AM] Myself: either way is difficult
  3068. [2/11/2017 5:19:41 AM] The peace of the world: My mom will bring him back tomorrow morning
  3069. [2/11/2017 5:19:47 AM] Myself: this spirit is bipolar a bipolar twin
  3070. [2/11/2017 5:19:47 AM] The peace of the world: I have to head to sleep
  3071. [2/11/2017 5:19:50 AM] The peace of the world: Good night...
  3072. [2/11/2017 5:20:11 AM] Myself: Bianca (good) and Blake (evil)
  3073. [2/11/2017 5:20:19 AM] Myself: evil*
  3074. [2/11/2017 5:20:33 AM] Myself: good night Anthony.. Lord help us...
  3075. [2/11/2017 9:54:32 PM] The peace of the world: Hey...
  3076. [2/11/2017 9:54:36 PM] The peace of the world: Kai...
  3077. [2/11/2017 9:54:40 PM] The peace of the world: Its me...
  3078. [2/11/2017 10:07:02 PM] Myself: hey
  3079. [2/11/2017 10:07:10 PM] Myself: and who is "me"?
  3080. [2/11/2017 10:07:50 PM] Myself: how come your brother changed your avatar to just black btw.....
  3081. [2/11/2017 10:08:10 PM] The peace of the world: I changed it
  3082. [2/11/2017 10:08:15 PM] The peace of the world: I was black since thursday
  3083. [2/11/2017 10:08:19 PM] The peace of the world: it*
  3084. [2/11/2017 10:08:27 PM] Myself: but he was on when it just changed on me >.>
  3085. [2/11/2017 10:08:37 PM] The peace of the world: It wasn't loading
  3086. [2/11/2017 10:08:45 PM] Myself: okie
  3087. [2/11/2017 10:09:31 PM] Myself: so what is up?
  3088. [2/11/2017 10:09:36 PM] The peace of the world: My brother told me...
  3089. [2/11/2017 10:09:41 PM] Myself: how are things?
  3090. [2/11/2017 10:09:45 PM] The peace of the world: I am fine...
  3091. [2/11/2017 10:09:49 PM] The peace of the world: At the moment....
  3092. [2/11/2017 10:09:52 PM] Myself: are you actually home?
  3093. [2/11/2017 10:09:58 PM] The peace of the world: Yeah...
  3094. [2/11/2017 10:10:03 PM] The peace of the world: I woke up 3 hours ago....
  3095. [2/11/2017 10:10:20 PM] The peace of the world: Police were at my house since I woke up....
  3096. [2/11/2017 10:10:23 PM] Myself: how come.. after something like that.. it makes no sense why they would release you like that
  3097. [2/11/2017 10:10:48 PM] The peace of the world: If I stayed... more would die anyways...
  3098. [2/11/2017 10:10:56 PM] The peace of the world: Evil left a note...
  3099. [2/11/2017 10:10:58 PM] Myself: uhhh..
  3100. [2/11/2017 10:11:01 PM] The peace of the world: A note for my brother....
  3101. [2/11/2017 10:11:07 PM] Myself: what did it..
  3102. [2/11/2017 10:11:12 PM] The peace of the world: Then when I woke up I had 2 notes...
  3103. [2/11/2017 10:11:34 PM] Myself: what did they say..?
  3104. [2/11/2017 10:12:02 PM] The peace of the world: The notes?
  3105. [2/11/2017 10:12:11 PM] Myself: well yea..
  3106. [2/11/2017 10:12:38 PM] Myself: if my heart can take it that is
  3107. [2/11/2017 10:13:42 PM] The peace of the world: Evil's note said that "If more people come then they are here to die, leave no survivors. Only the kid should be alive with her. Sorry Benjamin but I only have 1 objective and it is getting Chelsea with you to bond so I can stay with the spirit she has... Carly...."
  3108. [2/11/2017 10:13:47 PM] Myself: or.. take a pic if that's easier
  3109. [2/11/2017 10:14:48 PM] Myself: yes....
  3110. [2/11/2017 10:15:06 PM] The peace of the world: I guess he means to be with her...
  3111. [2/11/2017 10:15:16 PM] Myself: in physical form
  3112. [2/11/2017 10:15:27 PM] Myself: where does she live btw..
  3113. [2/11/2017 10:15:34 PM] The peace of the world: I don't know if its physical or online....
  3114. [2/11/2017 10:16:17 PM] The peace of the world: Where she lives....
  3115. [2/11/2017 10:16:26 PM] The peace of the world: Texas Houston....
  3116. [2/11/2017 10:16:52 PM] The peace of the world: 2 week max... Until he takes form and run after her...
  3117. [2/11/2017 10:17:03 PM] Myself: she needs to be brought over he wants physical contact he wants to his lover, Carly the spirit that is with Chelsea...
  3118. [2/11/2017 10:17:26 PM] Myself: if he wants*
  3119. [2/11/2017 10:17:42 PM] The peace of the world: Then how did he know about carly being with Chelsea?
  3120. [2/11/2017 10:17:43 PM] Myself: oh that was messed up type.. i'm sorry
  3121. [2/11/2017 10:17:58 PM] Myself: I have no damn clue ask him
  3122. [2/11/2017 10:18:03 PM] Myself: it is something I asked
  3123. [2/11/2017 10:18:06 PM] Myself: i think...
  3124. [2/11/2017 10:18:15 PM] The peace of the world: Shut up....
  3125. [2/11/2017 10:18:18 PM] The peace of the world: SHUT UP!
  3126. [2/11/2017 10:18:21 PM] Myself: what..
  3127. [2/11/2017 10:18:29 PM] The peace of the world: IM SORRY KAI!
  3128. [2/11/2017 10:18:31 PM] The peace of the world: MY HEAD!
  3129. [2/11/2017 10:18:33 PM] The peace of the world: VOICES!
  3130. [2/11/2017 10:18:37 PM] The peace of the world: STOP TALKING TO ME!
  3131. [2/11/2017 10:18:54 PM] Myself: oh man..
  3132. [2/11/2017 10:20:49 PM] Myself: it's a perfectly good question though, how does he know? did he see her spirit through skype video? or was he actually in physical contact
  3133. [2/11/2017 10:21:08 PM] The peace of the world: I don't know but that is my assumption as well
  3134. [2/11/2017 10:22:27 PM] Myself: btw I might have seen something that was said between "you" and Tubby like 4-5 months ago or so on Wolf Den... I was going to mention something at some point but was scared to..
  3135. [2/11/2017 10:23:00 PM] The peace of the world: Time runs kai
  3136. [2/11/2017 10:23:03 PM] Myself: i wasn't on.. but i pulled up the map
  3137. [2/11/2017 10:23:10 PM] The peace of the world: 2 weeks before he controls me
  3138. [2/11/2017 10:23:12 PM] The peace of the world: Hurry
  3139. [2/11/2017 10:23:20 PM] The peace of the world: That is my limit before the soul of my own will die
  3140. [2/11/2017 10:23:29 PM] Myself: :/
  3141. [2/11/2017 10:23:29 PM] The peace of the world: I can feel it fading already with in every minute as we speak
  3142. [2/11/2017 10:25:05 PM] Myself: it's.. going to be so hard to get through to her... she doesn't believe in spirits.. evil did something she didn't like.. and she lost a good amount of trust in you but she is sorta holding on I think..
  3143. [2/11/2017 10:25:24 PM] Myself: you're still relevant to her I believe
  3144. [2/11/2017 10:25:39 PM] The peace of the world: Please tell her that she can trust me but not evil
  3145. [2/11/2017 10:25:47 PM] The peace of the world: Evil has done it not me
  3146. [2/11/2017 10:25:53 PM] The peace of the world: I am innocent in all this
  3147. [2/11/2017 10:26:08 PM] The peace of the world: Jessica...
  3148. [2/11/2017 10:26:14 PM] Myself: I'm shaking...
  3149. [2/11/2017 10:26:20 PM] The peace of the world: I'm crying kai
  3150. [2/11/2017 10:26:23 PM] The peace of the world: I cant take it
  3151. [2/11/2017 10:26:31 PM] The peace of the world: It is really hard to think about
  3152. [2/11/2017 10:26:43 PM] The peace of the world: Her, Life, Myself, and many more
  3153. [2/11/2017 10:26:47 PM] Myself: I cried last night.. I'm starting to break too..
  3154. [2/11/2017 10:26:55 PM] The peace of the world: Tell her then please....
  3155. [2/11/2017 10:27:01 PM] The peace of the world: I am dying right now..
  3156. [2/11/2017 10:27:09 PM] The peace of the world: My body wont function properly
  3157. [2/11/2017 10:27:23 PM] The peace of the world: My body is now resistance to the cold weather
  3158. [2/11/2017 10:27:30 PM] The peace of the world: Why...
  3159. [2/11/2017 10:27:34 PM] The peace of the world: I don't want to be so resistance
  3160. [2/11/2017 10:27:37 PM] The peace of the world: I want to be me!
  3161. [2/11/2017 10:27:40 PM] The peace of the world: I WANT TO BE HUMAN!
  3162. [2/11/2017 10:27:44 PM] The peace of the world: NOT UNHUMAN!
  3163. [2/11/2017 10:28:15 PM] Myself: I know... I know... I know... :/
  3164. [2/11/2017 10:28:20 PM] The peace of the world: THEN PLEASE!
  3165. [2/11/2017 10:28:27 PM] Myself: going to go talk to her..
  3166. [2/11/2017 10:28:36 PM] The peace of the world: I JUST WANT A NORMAL LIFE!
  3167. [2/11/2017 10:28:39 PM] Myself: see if she responds..
  3168. [2/11/2017 10:30:31 PM] Myself: were you the one that sent the government after her? or was that..?
  3169. [2/11/2017 10:31:16 PM] Myself: what about Jessica btw^^^
  3170. [2/11/2017 10:33:04 PM] Myself: also was thinking of showing her part of the logs here so she has a better reason to believe me if I were to explain
  3171. [2/11/2017 10:33:12 PM] Myself: waiting on her rn
  3172. [2/11/2017 10:35:02 PM] Myself: when I first met you on Wolf Den I was NOT expecting ANY of this...
  3173. [2/11/2017 10:36:05 PM] Myself: btw you said there were other notes? or was that all of just that one message you sent me?..
  3174. [2/11/2017 10:42:17 PM] The peace of the world: I have the note from my brother but I am eating at the moment while rereading it again for the 7th time....
  3175. [2/11/2017 10:42:38 PM] Myself: he made a note....? :/
  3176. [2/11/2017 10:45:01 PM] The peace of the world: yea
  3177. [2/11/2017 10:47:18 PM] The peace of the world: I am try to be calm right now while eating before I choke again
  3178. [2/11/2017 10:48:33 PM] Myself: I understand.. I will have a late dinner soon so..
  3179. [2/11/2017 10:48:44 PM] The peace of the world: alright
  3180. [2/11/2017 10:54:33 PM] The peace of the world: Just message me soon please...
  3181. [2/11/2017 10:55:16 PM] Myself: message you what..? that I will go afk soon?
  3182. [2/11/2017 10:55:31 PM] The peace of the world: After when you come back
  3183. [2/11/2017 10:55:36 PM] Myself: okie
  3184. [2/11/2017 10:58:31 PM] Myself: btw are you absolutely sure 100% she lives in Houston, TX?
  3185. [2/11/2017 11:07:30 PM] Myself: bb
  3186. [2/11/2017 11:08:59 PM] The peace of the world: I don't know anymore...
  3187. [2/11/2017 11:09:07 PM] The peace of the world: My head is losing itself slowly...
  3188. [2/12/2017 12:10:36 AM] Myself: ok I'm back
  3189. [2/12/2017 1:09:37 AM] The peace of the world: Okay
  3190. [2/12/2017 1:19:50 AM] The peace of the world: God dammit...
  3191. [2/12/2017 1:20:01 AM] Myself: :/
  3192. [2/12/2017 1:20:06 AM] The peace of the world: Anything?
  3193. [2/12/2017 1:20:16 AM] Myself: she just messaged me
  3194. [2/12/2017 1:20:28 AM] The peace of the world: Ohh....
  3195. [2/12/2017 1:20:52 AM] Myself: I am wondering what to say.. I don't want to come off to strong for her..
  3196. [2/12/2017 1:21:07 AM] The peace of the world: I am shaking and crying....
  3197. [2/12/2017 1:21:20 AM] The peace of the world: I am trying to hold it all in together
  3198. [2/12/2017 1:21:57 AM] The peace of the world: Taking naps made my situation worse....
  3199. [2/12/2017 1:22:03 AM] Myself: I know I know.. ben I am too.. I was at the dinner tbale with a Poker face... it's just.. things that keep me upright like Charlie Chaplin's speech
  3200. [2/12/2017 1:22:13 AM] Myself: it speaks to me... beyond all else
  3201. [2/12/2017 1:24:45 AM] Myself: do you remember when I first spoke to you? like a week ago?
  3202. [2/12/2017 1:27:08 AM] Myself: I enjoyed that and I hope you did as well
  3203. [2/12/2017 1:28:33 AM] The peace of the world: I don't remember
  3204. [2/12/2017 1:28:43 AM] The peace of the world: My head is forgetting things....
  3205. [2/12/2017 1:29:03 AM] Myself: she asked me if you told anyone else that she was in the hospital like Resser
  3206. [2/12/2017 1:33:18 AM] Myself: starting some small talk so I don't seem too pushy on her..
  3207. [2/12/2017 1:34:34 AM] The peace of the world: No...
  3208. [2/12/2017 1:35:56 AM] Myself: no..? :/
  3209. [2/12/2017 1:36:15 AM] The peace of the world: I don't remember anything
  3210. [2/12/2017 1:36:39 AM] Myself: oh must have been.. yea
  3211. [2/12/2017 1:37:13 AM] The peace of the world: I got cuts again...
  3212. [2/12/2017 1:37:20 AM] The peace of the world: Evil....
  3213. [2/12/2017 1:37:26 AM] Myself: what..?
  3214. [2/12/2017 1:37:32 AM] Myself: seriously?
  3215. [2/12/2017 1:37:55 AM] The peace of the world: Yea...
  3216. [2/12/2017 1:37:58 AM] The peace of the world: My leg...
  3217. [2/12/2017 1:38:00 AM] The peace of the world: 3 cuts...
  3218. [2/12/2017 1:38:06 AM] The peace of the world: Not really deep tho...
  3219. [2/12/2017 1:38:11 AM] Myself: did I..
  3220. [2/12/2017 1:38:21 AM] Myself: can I.. see it...
  3221. [2/12/2017 1:39:01 AM] The peace of the world: 1 of them doesn't look like a cut tho
  3222. [2/12/2017 1:39:07 AM] Myself: ok
  3223. [2/12/2017 1:41:57 AM] The peace of the world: I sent it through my phone
  3224. [2/12/2017 1:42:09 AM] The peace of the world: Looks like 1 healed but 2 are still trying
  3225. [2/12/2017 1:43:36 AM] Myself: hmm I see..
  3226. [2/12/2017 1:43:57 AM] Myself: I sorta wish I got a picture from your brother though...
  3227. [2/12/2017 1:43:57 AM] The peace of the world: there is 2 dots deep into my leg tho
  3228. [2/12/2017 1:45:51 AM] Myself: well..
  3229. [2/12/2017 1:45:57 AM] Myself: and come on Chels..
  3230. [2/12/2017 1:46:09 AM] Myself: answer back again..
  3231. [2/12/2017 1:50:23 AM] The peace of the world: ...
  3232. [2/12/2017 1:50:29 AM] The peace of the world: The pain...
  3233. [2/12/2017 1:50:44 AM] The peace of the world: My head...
  3234. [2/12/2017 1:51:43 AM] Myself: oh goodness.. it's probably Tubby thinking.. she's not answering me at all
  3235. [2/12/2017 1:54:51 AM] The peace of the world: 2 weeks....
  3236. [2/12/2017 2:00:07 AM] The peace of the world: Kai...
  3237. [2/12/2017 2:00:13 AM] Myself: yes...?
  3238. [2/12/2017 2:00:18 AM] The peace of the world: What is going on....?
  3239. [2/12/2017 2:00:38 AM] Myself: she is not answering me.. but it seems she had activity one minute ago..
  3240. [2/12/2017 2:01:08 AM] The peace of the world: She must have fell asleep....
  3241. [2/12/2017 2:01:10 AM] Myself: Idk what to really say to her..
  3242. [2/12/2017 2:01:19 AM] Myself: might have with her meds she's taking..
  3243. [2/12/2017 2:01:40 AM] Myself: makes her quite tired
  3244. [2/12/2017 2:03:06 AM] Myself: it is.. 1 am for her so.. makes sense to me
  3245. [2/12/2017 2:06:03 AM] Myself: I want to organize some things to say to her / ask of her
  3246. [2/12/2017 2:08:54 AM] The peace of the world: Time is still running
  3247. [2/12/2017 2:09:00 AM] The peace of the world: So we are limited right now...
  3248. [2/12/2017 2:09:16 AM] The peace of the world: Ill leave a timer before Evil will take actions of its own and kill my soul
  3249. [2/12/2017 2:09:24 AM] Myself: ......
  3250. [2/12/2017 2:09:47 AM] Myself: I wish not for that to happen Ben... :/
  3251. [2/12/2017 2:10:34 AM] The peace of the world: I don't want it to happen either...
  3252. [2/12/2017 2:12:33 AM] Myself: btw Ben would it be ok if I told you my first name? or you think not
  3253. [2/12/2017 2:18:33 AM] The peace of the world: I shall not have the power to choose
  3254. [2/12/2017 2:18:40 AM] The peace of the world: I shall let it come to your hands of choice
  3255. [2/12/2017 2:19:03 AM] Myself: huh...
  3256. [2/12/2017 3:08:16 AM] The peace of the world: Get some sleep
  3257. [2/12/2017 3:08:18 AM] The peace of the world: Ill be up
  3258. [2/12/2017 3:08:51 AM] Myself: what do you mean by this?
  3259. [2/12/2017 3:09:09 AM] The peace of the world: What?
  3260. [2/12/2017 3:09:15 AM] Myself: you'll be up?
  3261. [2/12/2017 3:09:21 AM] The peace of the world: Yeah all night
  3262. [2/12/2017 3:09:22 AM] Myself: staying awake?
  3263. [2/12/2017 3:09:24 AM] Myself: why?
  3264. [2/12/2017 3:09:34 AM] The peace of the world: I keep getting nightmares so its useless if I keep waking up
  3265. [2/12/2017 3:09:44 AM] Myself: I see..
  3266. [2/12/2017 3:09:48 AM] The peace of the world: I cant even take naps
  3267. [2/12/2017 3:09:53 AM] The peace of the world: I see Chelsea everywhere
  3268. [2/12/2017 3:09:58 AM] The peace of the world: I cant run...
  3269. [2/12/2017 3:10:02 AM] Myself: I had an interesting one 2 days back.. it was intensely surreal
  3270. [2/12/2017 3:10:08 AM] The peace of the world: I just want it all to end...
  3271. [2/12/2017 3:10:19 AM] Myself: me too ben.. me too
  3272. [2/12/2017 3:10:28 AM] Myself: and I need sleep myself
  3273. [2/12/2017 3:10:32 AM] The peace of the world: By that I don't mean to solve the situation....
  3274. [2/12/2017 3:10:52 AM] Myself: oh.. you don't..?
  3275. [2/12/2017 3:11:03 AM] The peace of the world: No....
  3276. [2/12/2017 3:11:21 AM] Myself: what's the reason?....
  3277. [2/12/2017 3:11:27 AM] The peace of the world: I cant take it...
  3278. [2/12/2017 3:11:39 AM] Myself: :/
  3279. [2/12/2017 3:11:43 AM] The peace of the world: I was hearing the voice earlier so I couldn't message or anything
  3280. [2/12/2017 3:11:45 AM] The peace of the world: I was stunned
  3281. [2/12/2017 3:11:54 AM] The peace of the world: More likely paralyzed for 30 minutes
  3282. [2/12/2017 3:12:03 AM] Myself: I see..
  3283. [2/12/2017 3:13:08 AM] Myself: I'll be on a little while longer tho
  3284. [2/12/2017 3:13:19 AM] The peace of the world: Why?
  3285. [2/12/2017 3:14:22 AM] Myself: I just want to for now
  3286. [2/12/2017 3:15:13 AM] The peace of the world: Can I tell you what it has been telling me...?
  3287. [2/12/2017 3:15:25 AM] Myself: you may..
  3288. [2/12/2017 3:15:26 AM] The peace of the world: Something I don't want to do but something I have to do in order for all of it to stop?
  3289. [2/12/2017 3:15:27 AM] Myself: anything
  3290. [2/12/2017 3:15:42 AM] Myself: oh...?
  3291. [2/12/2017 3:15:44 AM] Myself: uhh..
  3292. [2/12/2017 3:18:34 AM] The peace of the world: Its been telling me "Just be with her and I will leave you alone forever Benjamin I just want to be with Carly but if you do have Chelsea then I myself will be with her but you have to be with Chelsea forever as well... I am sorry but this is the only way we can handle things together. I am sorry for causing chaos and murders but if you disobey I will possess your body and kill more people. Not just random people but the ones you love dearly like her and many more in the past. I will kill them all even including this city itself. -Evil
  3293. [2/12/2017 3:18:37 AM] The peace of the world: "
  3294. [2/12/2017 3:20:04 AM] Myself: my... goodness......
  3295. [2/12/2017 3:20:06 AM] The peace of the world: I don't want to be in a relationship...
  3296. [2/12/2017 3:20:21 AM] The peace of the world: Evil gave me no choice...
  3297. [2/12/2017 3:20:45 AM] Myself: peace love and understanding for a happy world..
  3298. [2/12/2017 3:21:14 AM] The peace of the world: I don't like him...
  3299. [2/12/2017 3:21:19 AM] The peace of the world: I don't want to see him...
  3300. [2/12/2017 3:21:48 AM] Myself: will he actually stay with you.. or will he leave..? the spirits said he would leave...
  3301. [2/12/2017 3:21:57 AM] The peace of the world: I DONT KNOW!
  3302. [2/12/2017 3:22:02 AM] The peace of the world: I DONT HAVE POWERS OVER THAT!
  3303. [2/12/2017 3:22:19 AM] The peace of the world: Its dawn...
  3304. [2/12/2017 3:22:30 AM] The peace of the world: I will be taking his body now
  3305. [2/12/2017 3:22:38 AM] Myself: ok just calm it right now
  3306. [2/12/2017 3:22:44 AM] Myself: huh... wait wha
  3307. [2/12/2017 3:22:52 AM] The peace of the world: You don't seem to understand
  3308. [2/12/2017 3:23:06 AM] The peace of the world: We spirits don't simply disappear in thin air.
  3309. [2/12/2017 3:23:29 AM] Myself: I don't think you would you would move somewhere else
  3310. [2/12/2017 3:23:47 AM] The peace of the world: Once the kid dies I will go after her...
  3311. [2/12/2017 3:23:54 AM] The peace of the world: Making her lose her sanity
  3312. [2/12/2017 3:24:00 AM] The peace of the world: Making her kill herself....
  3313. [2/12/2017 3:24:04 AM] The peace of the world: I don't like games
  3314. [2/12/2017 3:24:07 AM] The peace of the world: I don't like people
  3315. [2/12/2017 3:24:18 AM] The peace of the world: I don't like this world....
  3316. [2/12/2017 3:24:23 AM] The peace of the world: Its all trash...
  3317. [2/12/2017 3:25:01 AM] Myself: it could have been great.. I know.. as intended.. but no
  3318. [2/12/2017 3:25:12 AM] The peace of the world: Bring her to me...
  3319. [2/12/2017 3:25:22 AM] The peace of the world: Then I shall leave them in peace to be...
  3320. [2/12/2017 3:25:41 AM] The peace of the world: But if the bond breaks between them then I will destroy all things surrounding this state
  3321. [2/12/2017 3:25:51 AM] Myself: what sort of thing must I do to achieve this?
  3322. [2/12/2017 3:26:06 AM] The peace of the world: Bring Chelsea and Benjamin together as in relationship
  3323. [2/12/2017 3:26:15 AM] Myself: you want her to be physically where you are?
  3324. [2/12/2017 3:26:15 AM] The peace of the world: But I can see that Benjamin is refusing
  3325. [2/12/2017 3:26:18 AM] The peace of the world: No
  3326. [2/12/2017 3:26:30 AM] Myself: even if it is online?
  3327. [2/12/2017 3:26:46 AM] The peace of the world: Spirit to Spirit whether online or not can still contact each other only if they can speak through the device unknown
  3328. [2/12/2017 3:27:18 AM] The peace of the world: They can only hear each other but us in spirit can hear you but you cannot hear us
  3329. [2/12/2017 3:27:45 AM] Myself: I see.. unless I have that gift correct?
  3330. [2/12/2017 3:28:13 AM] Myself: question.. do you need to be near me to know anything about me?
  3331. [2/12/2017 3:28:14 AM] The peace of the world: Time is still running kid 1 week and 6 more days
  3332. [2/12/2017 3:28:38 AM] The peace of the world: No I need to have in contact with another spirit in order for me to know oyu
  3333. [2/12/2017 3:28:40 AM] The peace of the world: you*
  3334. [2/12/2017 3:28:50 AM] The peace of the world: He or she will describe you and I will know who you are.
  3335. [2/12/2017 3:28:57 AM] The peace of the world: I don't know who you are.
  3336. [2/12/2017 3:28:58 AM] Myself: interesting
  3337. [2/12/2017 3:29:15 AM] The peace of the world: We must have camera on so we can see each other as spirits.
  3338. [2/12/2017 3:29:19 AM] The peace of the world: Some can be fakers
  3339. [2/12/2017 3:29:27 AM] The peace of the world: There are fakers here on this planet
  3340. [2/12/2017 3:29:27 AM] Myself: and I will to all I can to bring her into a relationship
  3341. [2/12/2017 3:29:38 AM] Myself: do*
  3342. [2/12/2017 3:29:42 AM] The peace of the world: Yes and this boy will have to be with her for the rest of his life
  3343. [2/12/2017 3:29:47 AM] The peace of the world: Whether he likes it or no
  3344. [2/12/2017 3:29:52 AM] The peace of the world: Or I kill him and her
  3345. [2/12/2017 3:30:12 AM] The peace of the world: Killing him will release me into the air so I can soar and find her and kill her to let Carly soar in the air
  3346. [2/12/2017 3:31:12 AM] Myself: all very interesting to know this
  3347. [2/12/2017 3:34:54 AM] Myself: so question, did I ever speak to Bianca before..? or no
  3348. [2/12/2017 3:35:11 AM] The peace of the world: My sister.
  3349. [2/12/2017 3:35:14 AM] Myself: yes
  3350. [2/12/2017 3:35:14 AM] The peace of the world: Yes you have
  3351. [2/12/2017 3:35:15 AM] The peace of the world: I know
  3352. [2/12/2017 3:35:47 AM] Myself: now I wonder when that was..
  3353. [2/12/2017 3:40:05 AM] The peace of the world: Time is running
  3354. [2/12/2017 12:58:48 PM] The peace of the world: Kai...
  3355. [2/12/2017 12:58:51 PM] The peace of the world: I...
  3356. [2/12/2017 12:58:55 PM] The peace of the world: I want to go....
  3357. [2/12/2017 1:21:56 PM] Myself: Why do you feel that way? I got through to her.. she thought I was you which is a wonderful lovely thing
  3358. [2/12/2017 1:22:50 PM] The peace of the world: I want to disappear...
  3359. [2/12/2017 1:22:56 PM] The peace of the world: She still doesn't understand...
  3360. [2/12/2017 1:23:01 PM] The peace of the world: My brother made things worse...
  3361. [2/12/2017 1:23:07 PM] Myself: Or I mean showed her I wasn't but I was expecting her trust to me just wait on actually trying to message her
  3362. [2/12/2017 1:23:25 PM] The peace of the world: She doesn't understand me....
  3363. [2/12/2017 1:23:30 PM] Myself: What did your brother.. do?
  3364. [2/12/2017 1:23:47 PM] Myself: He needs to stay out of that
  3365. [2/12/2017 1:23:57 PM] The peace of the world: I know he does...
  3366. [2/12/2017 1:24:07 PM] The peace of the world: He intercepted me while I was taking a nap...
  3367. [2/12/2017 1:24:08 PM] Myself: It's important he doesn't interfere
  3368. [2/12/2017 1:24:29 PM] The peace of the world: She doesn't understand and never will...
  3369. [2/12/2017 1:24:51 PM] The peace of the world: I even ask of her why must she hate me for something I haven't done....
  3370. [2/12/2017 1:25:01 PM] The peace of the world: I want to let my life go...
  3371. [2/12/2017 1:26:41 PM] The peace of the world: Its useless...
  3372. [2/12/2017 1:26:44 PM] The peace of the world: All of it...
  3373. [2/12/2017 1:26:51 PM] The peace of the world: Nothing will work anymore...
  3374. [2/12/2017 1:26:56 PM] The peace of the world: My legs...
  3375. [2/12/2017 1:26:58 PM] The peace of the world: My head...
  3376. [2/12/2017 1:27:05 PM] The peace of the world: Not functional...
  3377. [2/12/2017 1:27:14 PM] The peace of the world: Evil has started his process...
  3378. [2/12/2017 1:27:39 PM] The peace of the world: I can feel the invisible knife on my neck...
  3379. [2/12/2017 1:27:52 PM] The peace of the world: Ready for me to be sliced to dice...
  3380. [2/12/2017 1:32:16 PM] The peace of the world: Tell me kai what should I do now....?
  3381. [2/12/2017 1:32:22 PM] The peace of the world: I have nothing left with me...
  3382. [2/12/2017 1:32:29 PM] The peace of the world: Its just a fading soul and me...
  3383. [2/12/2017 1:34:55 PM] Myself: I want you to still hold on with your very being it is very important that you do that
  3384. [2/12/2017 1:35:09 PM] The peace of the world: I cannot...
  3385. [2/12/2017 1:35:15 PM] The peace of the world: I can just let go now...
  3386. [2/12/2017 1:35:28 PM] The peace of the world: Kai I cant put myself together...
  3387. [2/12/2017 1:35:34 PM] The peace of the world: I have my hands up....
  3388. [2/12/2017 1:35:42 PM] Myself: Hands up?
  3389. [2/12/2017 1:35:53 PM] The peace of the world: Yes as in letting him kill me and go after her....
  3390. [2/12/2017 1:36:55 PM] The peace of the world: Emotion will not let his guard down...
  3391. [2/12/2017 1:38:18 PM] Myself: I would not wish that for anyone. You truly do not know how important that you stay longer. I will be working with Chelsea
  3392. [2/12/2017 1:38:33 PM] Myself: it is*
  3393. [2/12/2017 1:41:02 PM] The peace of the world: How...
  3394. [2/12/2017 1:47:36 PM] The peace of the world: I can feel him being aggressive right now...
  3395. [2/12/2017 1:49:20 PM] Myself: not sure why..
  3396. [2/12/2017 1:49:33 PM] The peace of the world: Why of what....?
  3397. [2/12/2017 1:49:36 PM] Myself: But I need to get lunch
  3398. [2/12/2017 1:49:43 PM] The peace of the world: Okay...
  3399. [2/12/2017 1:49:55 PM] Myself: why he seems aggressive
  3400. [2/12/2017 1:49:59 PM] The peace of the world: Ill hold still in my position...
  3401. [2/12/2017 1:50:41 PM] Myself: Okie laters then!
  3402. [2/12/2017 1:51:01 PM] The peace of the world: Hurry....
  3403. [2/12/2017 1:51:01 PM] The peace of the world: Actually don't hurry....
  3404. [2/12/2017 1:51:13 PM] The peace of the world: I will be with Mathew talking to him....
  3405. [2/12/2017 1:51:48 PM] Myself: oh? He's there?
  3406. [2/12/2017 1:52:04 PM] The peace of the world: Yes
  3407. [2/12/2017 1:54:01 PM] Myself: that's good to hear I will be back just don't know how often
  3408. [2/12/2017 3:45:51 PM] The peace of the world: Time is running quick isn't it
  3409. [2/12/2017 3:46:00 PM] The peace of the world: I will kill him and make him have bad thoughts
  3410. [2/12/2017 3:46:06 PM] The peace of the world: Even when his friends are around
  3411. [2/12/2017 3:46:10 PM] The peace of the world: I have power to his core now
  3412. [2/12/2017 3:46:29 PM] The peace of the world: His brain is more powerful then anything else in his body
  3413. [2/12/2017 3:46:38 PM] The peace of the world: I will make this kid die
  3414. [2/12/2017 5:05:42 PM] Myself: for the love of all in this universe I do not wish for you to do that. What happened to 13 days from now?
  3415. [2/12/2017 5:42:23 PM] The peace of the world: It is being destroyed
  3416. [2/12/2017 5:42:26 PM] The peace of the world: The boy
  3417. [2/12/2017 5:42:31 PM] The peace of the world: Time will be deducted
  3418. [2/12/2017 5:42:37 PM] The peace of the world: She doesn't care if he died
  3419. [2/12/2017 5:44:19 PM] The peace of the world: So what is the point?
  3420. [2/12/2017 5:44:23 PM] The peace of the world: The girl has to die now
  3421. [2/12/2017 5:44:38 PM] The peace of the world: I will put a curse upon him and her
  3422. [2/12/2017 6:45:25 PM] The peace of the world: Your time is runnig
  3423. [2/12/2017 6:55:34 PM] The peace of the world: The hope of the kid has started to fade
  3424. [2/12/2017 7:08:08 PM] The peace of the world: So what will it be?
  3425. [2/12/2017 7:08:43 PM] Myself: I have messaged her.. it is in her hands now...
  3426. [2/12/2017 7:08:57 PM] The peace of the world: In her hands?
  3427. [2/12/2017 7:09:06 PM] The peace of the world: You do realize this kid is already about to give out
  3428. [2/12/2017 7:09:50 PM] Myself: what.. what did you want?
  3429. [2/12/2017 7:11:40 PM] The peace of the world: The kid is already fading as we speak
  3430. [2/12/2017 7:11:50 PM] The peace of the world: Do you wish to talk to him?
  3431. [2/12/2017 7:11:57 PM] Myself: yes please..
  3432. [2/12/2017 7:11:58 PM] The peace of the world: Because he does not have hope anymore
  3433. [2/12/2017 7:12:02 PM] The peace of the world: Alright then
  3434. [2/12/2017 7:12:58 PM] The peace of the world: What...
  3435. [2/12/2017 7:14:01 PM] Myself: ben.. I have contacted Chelsea she will contact you soon.. And I do sure hope so.. it may take awhile to take it all in
  3436. [2/12/2017 7:15:05 PM] Myself: you don't truly know how important you are during this time, I hope you know this as fact! Kai loves you.. as a friend
  3437. [2/12/2017 7:15:34 PM] The peace of the world: But does ben need anyone....
  3438. [2/12/2017 7:16:34 PM] Myself: soon Chelsea will message you and things should come to pass, we will see what happens
  3439. [2/12/2017 7:17:47 PM] Myself: Kai.. the embodiment of Christ, our lord is also bipolar now
  3440. [2/12/2017 7:17:50 PM] Myself: did you know this?
  3441. [2/12/2017 7:18:02 PM] Myself: he is his love
  3442. [2/12/2017 7:19:45 PM] Myself: Kai is tearing with love in his heart for youu
  3443. [2/12/2017 7:19:55 PM] Myself: or crying..
  3444. [2/12/2017 7:22:11 PM] Myself: I am a mere messenger of God, arc Angel Saint Gabriel
  3445. [2/12/2017 7:22:33 PM] Myself: a mortal..
  3446. [2/12/2017 7:23:38 PM] Myself: he wants to hug you in his embrace with the both of you
  3447. [2/12/2017 8:03:14 PM] The peace of the world: My fears haunt me....
  3448. [2/12/2017 8:03:27 PM] The peace of the world: I cannot move any further of my position...
  3449. [2/12/2017 8:03:32 PM] The peace of the world: She doesn't need me...
  3450. [2/12/2017 8:03:40 PM] The peace of the world: I am a simple part of hate and sadness....
  3451. [2/12/2017 8:04:20 PM] Myself: has she.. messaged you Ben?
  3452. [2/12/2017 8:04:28 PM] Myself: do you want to see what he told her?
  3453. [2/12/2017 8:04:28 PM] The peace of the world: She blocked me....
  3454. [2/12/2017 8:04:40 PM] The peace of the world: She doesn't want to see me....
  3455. [2/12/2017 8:06:07 PM] Myself: I'm not sure if she saw what he said yet..
  3456. [2/12/2017 8:21:24 PM] The peace of the world: I want to fade....
  3457. [2/12/2017 8:42:35 PM] Myself: In my sweet embrace...
  3458. [2/12/2017 8:49:15 PM] The peace of the world: Well
  3459. [2/12/2017 8:49:23 PM] Myself: yes..?
  3460. [2/12/2017 8:49:26 PM] The peace of the world: The kid is fading faster then I thought...
  3461. [2/12/2017 8:49:58 PM] The peace of the world: Hes going to lose control of himself...
  3462. [2/12/2017 8:50:10 PM] The peace of the world: Like he did when he was young...
  3463. [2/12/2017 8:50:54 PM] The peace of the world: Remember this that I am not doing anything
  3464. [2/12/2017 8:51:00 PM] The peace of the world: He is doing it himself
  3465. [2/12/2017 8:51:05 PM] Myself: please with all the love of a world that should be in peace..
  3466. [2/12/2017 8:51:34 PM] The peace of the world: Look alright I don't know who you are and what you want from him but if he wants to die then let him be
  3467. [2/12/2017 8:51:41 PM] The peace of the world: It just makes my job easier
  3468. [2/12/2017 8:51:54 PM] The peace of the world: Besides I have taken his right eye
  3469. [2/12/2017 8:52:20 PM] The peace of the world: She doesn't need him no more
  3470. [2/12/2017 8:52:27 PM] The peace of the world: He is just a simple tool now
  3471. [2/12/2017 8:52:31 PM] The peace of the world: A broken one at least
  3472. [2/12/2017 8:53:08 PM] Myself: taken his right eye?......
  3473. [2/12/2017 8:53:21 PM] The peace of the world: I told you already I was going to kill people
  3474. [2/12/2017 8:53:33 PM] The peace of the world: His love ones including her....
  3475. [2/12/2017 8:53:50 PM] The peace of the world: But anyways I will let him keep doing his thing until he loses it all
  3476. [2/12/2017 8:53:51 PM] Myself: I..
  3477. [2/12/2017 8:54:20 PM] The peace of the world: (devil)
  3478. [2/12/2017 8:54:46 PM] The peace of the world: I gave you 1 job
  3479. [2/12/2017 8:54:49 PM] The peace of the world: And you failed
  3480. [2/12/2017 8:54:58 PM] The peace of the world: You didn't fail me
  3481. [2/12/2017 8:55:01 PM] The peace of the world: But you failed him
  3482. [2/12/2017 8:55:19 PM] The peace of the world: Bianca, Jessica, and Veronica will all die!
  3483. [2/12/2017 8:55:39 PM] Myself: I... wish I could have done more.....
  3484. [2/12/2017 8:55:48 PM] The peace of the world: Well time is still ticking
  3485. [2/12/2017 8:55:52 PM] The peace of the world: While he still suffers
  3486. [2/12/2017 8:56:00 PM] The peace of the world: Just the memories came back to get him
  3487. [2/12/2017 8:56:07 PM] The peace of the world: So I mean you do still have time.
  3488. [2/12/2017 8:56:35 PM] Myself: What can I even..
  3489. [2/12/2017 8:56:38 PM] The peace of the world: The sun falls as we rise from the floor
  3490. [2/12/2017 8:56:56 PM] The peace of the world: I told you what to do to simplify things to make it easier for me to see Carly
  3491. [2/12/2017 8:57:01 PM] The peace of the world: But you didn't...
  3492. [2/12/2017 8:57:13 PM] The peace of the world: You turned Chelsea against him...
  3493. [2/12/2017 8:57:16 PM] Myself: what was it....
  3494. [2/12/2017 8:57:18 PM] The peace of the world: You were not in her mind....
  3495. [2/12/2017 8:57:26 PM] The peace of the world: PATHETIC!
  3496. [2/12/2017 8:57:28 PM] Myself: how did I turn her against him...
  3497. [2/12/2017 8:57:43 PM] The peace of the world: THE REASON WHY HE WANTS TO DIE BECUASE SHE HAS LEFT!
  3498. [2/12/2017 8:57:49 PM] The peace of the world: WHAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND?!
  3499. [2/12/2017 8:58:02 PM] The peace of the world: HE HAS NOTHING LEFT! NOTHING!
  3500. [2/12/2017 8:58:22 PM] The peace of the world: HE'D RATHER DIE ALONE AT THIS AGE!
  3501. [2/12/2017 8:58:23 PM] Myself: I.. understood that but... my...
  3502. [2/12/2017 8:58:45 PM] The peace of the world: Then make her....
  3503. [2/12/2017 8:58:56 PM] The peace of the world: Its the only option you have right now
  3504. [2/12/2017 8:59:00 PM] The peace of the world: At this very moment
  3505. [2/12/2017 8:59:04 PM] The peace of the world: To save both
  3506. [2/12/2017 8:59:08 PM] Myself: I don't even know if she is there..
  3507. [2/12/2017 8:59:12 PM] The peace of the world: To make a change in himself and him
  3508. [2/12/2017 8:59:18 PM] The peace of the world: her I meant
  3509. [2/12/2017 8:59:26 PM] Myself: but I will try with my heart and soul
  3510. [2/12/2017 8:59:30 PM] The peace of the world: Bullets were shot Kai.
  3511. [2/12/2017 8:59:44 PM] Myself: bullets...?
  3512. [2/12/2017 9:00:03 PM] The peace of the world: Think of it as he was in a plane and she was his objective.
  3513. [2/12/2017 9:00:17 PM] The peace of the world: The crystal is a power core on Chelsea
  3514. [2/12/2017 9:00:48 PM] The peace of the world: The only want to obtain her is by breaking her until she sheds her shield and opens its crystal
  3515. [2/12/2017 9:01:27 PM] Myself: I see it now.... the key is inside that crystal...
  3516. [2/12/2017 9:01:45 PM] The peace of the world: But you have to break it down slowly
  3517. [2/12/2017 9:01:58 PM] The peace of the world: If you just go straight into it then you will lose for sure
  3518. [2/12/2017 9:02:04 PM] The peace of the world: Analyze it
  3519. [2/12/2017 9:02:09 PM] Myself: and.. does it look like I really have time for that with what is happening atm?
  3520. [2/12/2017 9:02:15 PM] The peace of the world: Make a hypothesis
  3521. [2/12/2017 9:02:30 PM] The peace of the world: Beats me
  3522. [2/12/2017 9:02:36 PM] The peace of the world: I don't even know if you will have time
  3523. [2/12/2017 9:02:49 PM] The peace of the world: Before he turns the knife in front of him on himself
  3524. [2/12/2017 9:03:05 PM] The peace of the world: 152 knifes forged by me evil emotion
  3525. [2/12/2017 9:03:28 PM] Myself: I pray he does not for awhile...
  3526. [2/12/2017 9:03:46 PM] The peace of the world: Lets just say its on hold yeah?
  3527. [2/12/2017 9:03:54 PM] The peace of the world: Things are getting difficult as you go along
  3528. [2/12/2017 9:04:02 PM] Myself: just Chelsea.. answer.. just answer me..
  3529. [2/12/2017 9:04:12 PM] The peace of the world: I would take along
  3530. [2/12/2017 9:04:38 PM] Myself: take.. along
  3531. [2/12/2017 9:04:39 PM] The peace of the world: But it is unneccessary
  3532. [2/12/2017 9:04:43 PM] Myself: ?
  3533. [2/12/2017 9:04:45 PM] The peace of the world: Ohh?
  3534. [2/12/2017 9:04:50 PM] The peace of the world: You seek for my help now?
  3535. [2/12/2017 9:04:55 PM] Myself: huh..
  3536. [2/12/2017 9:04:58 PM] The peace of the world: Is that how it should be?
  3537. [2/12/2017 9:05:03 PM] Myself: I asked what you meant
  3538. [2/12/2017 9:05:22 PM] Myself: but now what do you mean..?
  3539. [2/12/2017 9:05:42 PM] The peace of the world: I am saying I would help you so I can obtain Carly
  3540. [2/12/2017 9:05:56 PM] Myself: help.. me.. how..
  3541. [2/12/2017 9:05:56 PM] The peace of the world: But its hard to get through Chelsea
  3542. [2/12/2017 9:06:15 PM] The peace of the world: Well lets just say there are a few ticks on the shell
  3543. [2/12/2017 9:06:33 PM] Myself: she unfriended me on Instagram.. bah
  3544. [2/12/2017 9:06:42 PM] The peace of the world: Is that so?
  3545. [2/12/2017 9:06:48 PM] Myself: ticks on the shell?
  3546. [2/12/2017 9:06:51 PM] The peace of the world: Is that why you are giving up?
  3547. [2/12/2017 9:07:05 PM] Myself: she hasn't even answered on skype yet..
  3548. [2/12/2017 9:07:20 PM] The peace of the world: So she has added you on skype it seems
  3549. [2/12/2017 9:07:30 PM] The peace of the world: Has she yet?
  3550. [2/12/2017 9:07:36 PM] The peace of the world: Kai
  3551. [2/12/2017 9:07:50 PM] The peace of the world: 5 spirits were in contact with me today
  3552. [2/12/2017 9:08:05 PM] The peace of the world: I sent them to hold position just like Benjamin did
  3553. [2/12/2017 9:08:10 PM] Myself: she has been and I been speaking to her earlier
  3554. [2/12/2017 9:08:20 PM] The peace of the world: He sent 5 men after her
  3555. [2/12/2017 9:08:24 PM] Myself: hold position..?
  3556. [2/12/2017 9:08:32 PM] The peace of the world: Yes
  3557. [2/12/2017 9:08:40 PM] The peace of the world: Ready to kill and eat her soul
  3558. [2/12/2017 9:08:46 PM] The peace of the world: Its what we survive on
  3559. [2/12/2017 9:08:51 PM] Myself: Ben sent men after her? why?
  3560. [2/12/2017 9:09:00 PM] Myself: and... uhh..
  3561. [2/12/2017 9:09:07 PM] The peace of the world: Because he wants to protect her at all cause....
  3562. [2/12/2017 9:09:15 PM] The peace of the world: You know this means so much to him....
  3563. [2/12/2017 9:09:20 PM] The peace of the world: Writing a song...
  3564. [2/12/2017 9:09:22 PM] Myself: I do...
  3565. [2/12/2017 9:09:37 PM] The peace of the world: You don't realize that Benjamin has never been like this in years
  3566. [2/12/2017 9:09:38 PM] Myself: the song.. I can show her... maybe that might work..
  3567. [2/12/2017 9:09:50 PM] The peace of the world: Ohh my?
  3568. [2/12/2017 9:10:02 PM] Myself: I just..
  3569. [2/12/2017 9:10:03 PM] The peace of the world: Seems like his arm is changing.
  3570. [2/12/2017 9:10:19 PM] Myself: I don't.. know if that's possible here...
  3571. [2/12/2017 9:10:32 PM] Myself: and changing..
  3572. [2/12/2017 9:11:02 PM] The peace of the world: It is only possible if he continues on what he is doing like cutting, crying, or anything that pushes everything outward
  3573. [2/12/2017 9:11:09 PM] The peace of the world: It is affecting his brain as well
  3574. [2/12/2017 9:11:18 PM] The peace of the world: Like I said he cannot hold back anymore
  3575. [2/12/2017 9:11:22 PM] The peace of the world: Before he explodes
  3576. [2/12/2017 9:11:54 PM] The peace of the world: He also said "I will go after her if that is what it takes...."
  3577. [2/12/2017 9:12:01 PM] Myself: I.... cannot imagine......
  3578. [2/12/2017 9:12:01 PM] The peace of the world: That was his last word before he started all this
  3579. [2/12/2017 9:12:44 PM] The peace of the world: Well its my time now
  3580. [2/12/2017 9:12:50 PM] The peace of the world: I will be watching over her as well
  3581. [2/12/2017 9:12:55 PM] The peace of the world: From the skies to the ground
  3582. [2/12/2017 9:14:22 PM] Myself: your time now..? you're going to her and ben is too..?
  3583. [2/12/2017 9:14:45 PM] The peace of the world: What else can you expect
  3584. [2/12/2017 9:14:59 PM] Myself: alright, just clarifying..
  3585. [2/12/2017 9:15:00 PM] The peace of the world: Ben will no longer be alive when I get there
  3586. [2/12/2017 9:15:08 PM] The peace of the world: So what is the big deal?
  3587. [2/12/2017 9:15:16 PM] The peace of the world: HE. WILL. DIE.
  3588. [2/12/2017 9:15:26 PM] The peace of the world: Like I said before I will kill him but instead he kills himself
  3589. [2/12/2017 9:15:33 PM] The peace of the world: Simple and easy
  3590. [2/12/2017 9:15:40 PM] The peace of the world: Just like my father did.....
  3591. [2/12/2017 9:15:47 PM] Myself: I.....
  3592. [2/12/2017 9:16:04 PM] Myself: Oh my......
  3593. [2/12/2017 9:16:15 PM] The peace of the world: He kept running....
  3594. [2/12/2017 9:16:22 PM] The peace of the world: Never let himself go down...
  3595. [2/12/2017 9:17:50 PM] Myself: what was the last part..?
  3596. [2/12/2017 9:18:47 PM] The peace of the world: He got to her....
  3597. [2/12/2017 9:19:04 PM] Myself: got to her..?
  3598. [2/12/2017 9:19:12 PM] The peace of the world: My father....
  3599. [2/12/2017 9:19:17 PM] The peace of the world: He got to my mom...
  3600. [2/12/2017 9:19:41 PM] Myself: oh.....
  3601. [2/12/2017 9:19:41 PM] The peace of the world: I must get going
  3602. [2/12/2017 9:19:48 PM] The peace of the world: And store as much food as I can in his body
  3603. [2/12/2017 9:19:54 PM] The peace of the world: I will continue this later
  3604. [2/12/2017 9:20:16 PM] Myself: alright
  3605. [2/12/2017 9:38:49 PM] The peace of the world: WEll then
  3606. [2/12/2017 9:38:59 PM] Myself: huh..?
  3607. [2/12/2017 9:39:15 PM] The peace of the world: Hes ready
  3608. [2/12/2017 9:39:25 PM] Myself: ready..? ready for..
  3609. [2/12/2017 9:39:32 PM] The peace of the world: Do you want to speak with him?
  3610. [2/12/2017 9:39:35 PM] Myself: do I even need to..
  3611. [2/12/2017 9:39:58 PM] Myself: uhh.. yes but I'm scared of his mental state atm..
  3612. [2/12/2017 9:40:08 PM] The peace of the world: I'm fine....
  3613. [2/12/2017 9:40:20 PM] Myself: Ben??
  3614. [2/12/2017 9:40:25 PM] The peace of the world: What...
  3615. [2/12/2017 9:41:14 PM] Myself: I.. you're ok.. seem better what I thought..
  3616. [2/12/2017 9:41:22 PM] Myself: than what*
  3617. [2/12/2017 9:41:31 PM] The peace of the world: Help me...
  3618. [2/12/2017 9:41:33 PM] Myself: I am waiting on Chelsea Ben
  3619. [2/12/2017 9:41:43 PM] The peace of the world: Before it consumesssssssssssssssssssssssme
  3620. [2/12/2017 9:42:21 PM] Myself: It is hard to get to her but I'm hoping she sees and understands
  3621. [2/12/2017 9:42:34 PM] The peace of the world: Well then
  3622. [2/12/2017 9:42:51 PM] Myself: I am just praying..
  3623. [2/12/2017 9:42:54 PM] The peace of the world: His mental state seems to be in an even condition
  3624. [2/12/2017 9:42:59 PM] The peace of the world: So how do we do it?
  3625. [2/12/2017 9:42:59 PM] Myself: even?
  3626. [2/12/2017 9:43:16 PM] The peace of the world: Should I give you more time?
  3627. [2/12/2017 9:43:21 PM] The peace of the world: Or should I take him to her?
  3628. [2/12/2017 9:43:32 PM] The peace of the world: To make more chaos so me and Carly can be together?
  3629. [2/12/2017 9:43:36 PM] The peace of the world: That is my assumption
  3630. [2/12/2017 9:43:41 PM] Myself: that would be a good idea to wait a biyt more..
  3631. [2/12/2017 9:43:49 PM] The peace of the world: Alright then
  3632. [2/12/2017 9:43:55 PM] The peace of the world: Then you can talk to him
  3633. [2/12/2017 9:45:20 PM] Myself: Ben? I saw that you were typing
  3634. [2/12/2017 9:46:03 PM] Myself: I am wondering what would be best to make her understand.. it would be easier to be right there where she is...
  3635. [2/12/2017 9:50:37 PM] The peace of the world: My head....
  3636. [2/12/2017 9:53:15 PM] The peace of the world: Blood...
  3637. [2/12/2017 9:57:03 PM] The peace of the world: but i want to hang out with him.. I want us to be friends…
  3638. [2/12/2017 9:57:07 PM] The peace of the world: This quote...
  3639. [2/12/2017 9:57:16 PM] The peace of the world: Why...
  3640. [2/12/2017 9:57:37 PM] The peace of the world: Tell me kai....
  3641. [2/12/2017 9:57:42 PM] Myself: huh..?
  3642. [2/12/2017 9:57:46 PM] The peace of the world: The quote...
  3643. [2/12/2017 9:57:56 PM] The peace of the world: Someone took it from her...
  3644. [2/12/2017 9:58:06 PM] The peace of the world: She is not like this...
  3645. [2/12/2017 9:58:20 PM] The peace of the world: 3 weeks ago....
  3646. [2/12/2017 10:01:20 PM] The peace of the world: I am pathetic... useless, thoughtless, pointless, all the negative things beyond....
  3647. [2/12/2017 10:01:26 PM] The peace of the world: I want to die....
  3648. [2/12/2017 10:01:32 PM] The peace of the world: And that is finaly....
  3649. [2/12/2017 10:01:35 PM] The peace of the world: final...
  3650. [2/12/2017 10:01:51 PM] The peace of the world: Take my life and give it to someone who really needs it unlike me
  3651. [2/12/2017 10:10:27 PM] Myself: took it from her?
  3652. [2/12/2017 10:10:36 PM] The peace of the world: Her feelings...
  3653. [2/12/2017 10:10:42 PM] The peace of the world: This cant be her....
  3654. [2/12/2017 10:11:10 PM] Myself: what do mean by that..?
  3655. [2/12/2017 10:11:26 PM] The peace of the world: She was never like this....
  3656. [2/12/2017 10:11:40 PM] The peace of the world: When I met her...
  3657. [2/12/2017 10:11:47 PM] The peace of the world: She has never been like this...
  3658. [2/12/2017 10:12:01 PM] Myself: is there another spirit attached..?
  3659. [2/12/2017 10:12:21 PM] Myself: what should I try saying to her
  3660. [2/12/2017 10:13:11 PM] Myself: i feel like I lost her trust again it's just.. how.. how do I get through.. I need weeks...
  3661. [2/12/2017 10:13:41 PM] The peace of the world: Please ask her can you ask her to unblock me so I can tell her something....
  3662. [2/12/2017 10:13:57 PM] Myself: like a one last time thing?
  3663. [2/12/2017 10:14:00 PM] Myself: or..?
  3664. [2/12/2017 10:14:42 PM] The peace of the world: I just need to get something through...
  3665. [2/12/2017 10:21:15 PM] Myself: sorry someone was talking to me..
  3666. [2/12/2017 10:21:27 PM] Myself: irl
  3667. [2/12/2017 10:21:45 PM] Myself: so do I ask?
  3668. [2/12/2017 10:21:58 PM] The peace of the world: Well that was what he requested
  3669. [2/12/2017 10:22:17 PM] Myself: what's the best way of doing it..
  3670. [2/12/2017 10:22:36 PM] Myself: and she said.. you tried to be friends 5 times??
  3671. [2/12/2017 10:23:12 PM] The peace of the world: Please just ask her....
  3672. [2/12/2017 10:23:19 PM] The peace of the world: To just please unblock me...
  3673. [2/12/2017 10:23:31 PM] Myself: you can be friends with him, I’m not against that. but there is no way in hell I’m giving him like a 5th chance
  3674. [2/12/2017 10:23:41 PM] Myself: that's what she said to me..
  3675. [2/12/2017 10:23:47 PM] The peace of the world: I just want 1 more...
  3676. [2/12/2017 10:23:54 PM] Myself: one last chance?
  3677. [2/12/2017 10:24:00 PM] The peace of the world: Yes....
  3678. [2/12/2017 10:24:15 PM] The peace of the world: Its just that is really hard to cope with so much stuff at once...
  3679. [2/12/2017 10:24:30 PM] The peace of the world: Guitar... Piano... people... and more...
  3680. [2/12/2017 10:24:36 PM] Myself: okay my friend i'll give it a try but she already thinks that I "work for you"
  3681. [2/12/2017 10:25:03 PM] The peace of the world: No I just need you to help me communicate with her...
  3682. [2/12/2017 10:25:26 PM] Myself: alright.. just.. bah.. why couldn't she be spiritual and religious..
  3683. [2/12/2017 10:25:37 PM] The peace of the world: I don't know...
  3684. [2/12/2017 10:25:41 PM] Myself: this day and age.. values..
  3685. [2/12/2017 10:25:45 PM] The peace of the world: She was never born religious
  3686. [2/12/2017 10:25:56 PM] The peace of the world: I will have to go soon..
  3687. [2/12/2017 10:26:02 PM] The peace of the world: With Mathew
  3688. [2/12/2017 10:26:11 PM] Myself: ok let me ask now
  3689. [2/12/2017 10:27:43 PM] Myself: now we wait..
  3690. [2/12/2017 10:28:49 PM] Myself: and..
  3691. [2/12/2017 10:31:59 PM] The peace of the world: Tell her that I cannot respond for some reason due to chat
  3692. [2/12/2017 10:32:16 PM] The peace of the world: She has to accept the friend request
  3693. [2/12/2017 10:32:21 PM] The peace of the world: I cant send anything
  3694. [2/12/2017 10:33:25 PM] Myself: she unblocked you she said
  3695. [2/12/2017 10:33:41 PM] The peace of the world: It still doesn't let me
  3696. [2/12/2017 10:34:12 PM] The peace of the world: Message is disabled until she accepts it
  3697. [2/12/2017 10:37:30 PM] Myself: she's requesting to you now
  3698. [2/12/2017 10:40:10 PM] Myself: does she know both accounts?
  3699. [2/12/2017 10:42:03 PM] The peace of the world: Yeah
  3700. [2/12/2017 10:42:24 PM] Myself: so what's happening anything go through or no..
  3701. [2/12/2017 10:42:36 PM] Myself: she has said she is taking meds..
  3702. [2/12/2017 10:44:22 PM] The peace of the world: Idk
  3703. [2/12/2017 10:45:52 PM] Myself: did she.. message you?
  3704. [2/12/2017 10:46:34 PM] Myself: wah.. she changed her profile name to no. ...
  3705. [2/12/2017 10:46:42 PM] The peace of the world: Yea
  3706. [2/12/2017 10:51:58 PM] Myself: so.. what's going on?
  3707. [2/12/2017 10:52:13 PM] The peace of the world: I am still trying to win her as a friend
  3708. [2/12/2017 10:52:50 PM] Myself: tied... why..
  3709. [2/12/2017 10:56:45 PM] The peace of the world: Gtg taking a walk with a friend
  3710. [2/12/2017 10:56:48 PM] The peace of the world: Message me on my phone
  3711. [2/12/2017 10:56:54 PM] Myself: okie
  3712. [2/13/2017 11:39:08 PM] Myself: who knows that res is in the hospital?
  3713. [2/13/2017 11:39:19 PM] Myself: should have asked that..
  3714. [2/13/2017 11:41:46 PM] Myself: shit.. shit.. she got impatient
  3715. [2/13/2017 11:41:59 PM] Myself: needed to say something random..
  3716. [2/13/2017 11:42:06 PM] The peace of the world: ...
  3717. [2/13/2017 11:42:15 PM] The peace of the world: What do you mean she got impatient
  3718. [2/13/2017 11:42:38 PM] Myself: she asked me who said res was in the hospital
  3719. [2/13/2017 11:42:46 PM] Myself: before asking you who that was..
  3720. [2/13/2017 11:42:53 PM] The peace of the world: You were not suppose to say that
  3721. [2/13/2017 11:43:02 PM] The peace of the world: I said just say sorry to her
  3722. [2/13/2017 11:43:11 PM] Myself: I..
  3723. [2/13/2017 11:43:15 PM] The peace of the world: Omg you are sometimes pathetic as well....
  3724. [2/13/2017 11:43:31 PM] The peace of the world: What to do now....
  3725. [2/13/2017 11:43:32 PM] Myself: ......
  3726. [2/13/2017 11:43:50 PM] The peace of the world: I may be evil but at least I know how to get it through
  3727. [2/13/2017 11:44:27 PM] Myself: I'm sorry.. forgive me.. idk what I do at times...
  3728. [2/13/2017 11:44:44 PM] The peace of the world: You do as I say don't just jump to conclusions
  3729. [2/13/2017 11:44:56 PM] The peace of the world: Time will come
  3730. [2/13/2017 11:45:00 PM] The peace of the world: Let her be who she is
  3731. [2/13/2017 11:45:00 PM] Myself: ok ok
  3732. [2/13/2017 11:45:13 PM] The peace of the world: His eyes are red....
  3733. [2/13/2017 11:45:17 PM] The peace of the world: Not because of me
  3734. [2/13/2017 11:45:40 PM] Myself: bah..
  3735. [2/13/2017 11:46:08 PM] The peace of the world: Seems like hes taking action on his own with his head
  3736. [2/13/2017 11:46:09 PM] Myself: what to do...
  3737. [2/13/2017 11:46:15 PM] The peace of the world: I can feel him trying to break free
  3738. [2/13/2017 11:46:33 PM] The peace of the world: He sees Chelsea online
  3739. [2/13/2017 11:46:38 PM] The peace of the world: But I will not allow him to talk
  3740. [2/13/2017 11:46:51 PM] Myself: yea.. I noticed her get online
  3741. [2/13/2017 11:47:08 PM] The peace of the world: I noticed she got online....
  3742. [2/13/2017 11:47:13 PM] The peace of the world: Did you get sleep?
  3743. [2/13/2017 11:47:29 PM] Myself: I tried to nap before.. but kept waking up..
  3744. [2/13/2017 11:47:40 PM] The peace of the world: I see now...
  3745. [2/13/2017 11:49:24 PM] Myself: yea not enough sleep.. head hurts all day..
  3746. [2/13/2017 11:49:39 PM] No words: She cant sleep either
  3747. [2/13/2017 11:49:56 PM] Myself: I feel like we are connected somehow in that respect..
  3748. [2/13/2017 11:50:38 PM] No words: We are only respected due to you helping me achieve my goal to be with Carly
  3749. [2/13/2017 11:54:23 PM] Myself: hmm but I meant my feelings fluctuate whenever Chelsea starts to think about something or Ben does..
  3750. [2/13/2017 11:54:38 PM] Myself: but anyway.. what can I do..
  3751. [2/13/2017 11:54:52 PM] No words: Is to try and sleep
  3752. [2/13/2017 11:54:55 PM] No words: Don't worry about is
  3753. [2/13/2017 11:54:56 PM] No words: us
  3754. [2/13/2017 11:55:04 PM] Myself: give it more time...?
  3755. [2/13/2017 11:55:09 PM] No words: Yes
  3756. [2/13/2017 11:55:13 PM] No words: More time means more healing
  3757. [2/13/2017 11:55:28 PM] Myself: yes.. it's what I need as well obviously...
  3758. [2/13/2017 11:59:56 PM] No words: Please take your time
  3759. [2/14/2017 12:00:08 AM] No words: I emotion ben will take over and apologize for myself
  3760. [2/14/2017 12:00:49 AM] Myself: alright.. and I will be away for a little
  3761. [2/14/2017 12:01:34 AM] No words: Yes please rest
  3762. [2/14/2017 12:21:37 AM] No words: ...
  3763. [2/14/2017 12:21:39 AM] No words: Well then
  3764. [2/14/2017 12:21:51 AM] No words: Wait till it comes back and bit her
  3765. [2/14/2017 12:22:02 AM] No words: ...
  3766. [2/14/2017 12:22:15 AM] No words: Can you tell her to unblock him for him not doing anything
  3767. [2/14/2017 12:22:25 AM] No words: She is fucken stupid as shit
  3768. [2/14/2017 12:24:19 AM] No words: I emotion ben will be aside with ben and kill her now
  3769. [2/14/2017 12:24:29 AM] No words: Using his own body
  3770. [2/14/2017 12:39:42 AM] Myself: ............
  3771. [2/14/2017 12:44:15 AM] Myself: if I say that to her then she'll just say, "no it was him I know it was" I guarantee it..
  3772. [2/14/2017 12:44:55 AM] Myself: I just wish she was a little bit more open to things..
  3773. [2/14/2017 12:49:23 AM] Kill me....: You can tell resser it
  3774. [2/14/2017 12:49:29 AM] Kill me....: Only he can make her open
  3775. [2/14/2017 12:49:37 AM] Kill me....: Go on wolf den server to ask for his skype
  3776. [2/14/2017 12:49:39 AM] Myself: tell res?
  3777. [2/14/2017 12:49:42 AM] Kill me....: HE has skype
  3778. [2/14/2017 12:49:44 AM] Kill me....: YEs him
  3779. [2/14/2017 12:49:52 AM] Kill me....: Look dude I don't have time right now
  3780. [2/14/2017 12:50:22 AM] Kill me....: I will disappear from his body
  3781. [2/14/2017 12:50:30 AM] Kill me....: And go after her
  3782. [2/14/2017 12:50:31 AM] Myself: Ok.. I will try to contact him
  3783. [2/14/2017 12:50:33 AM] Kill me....: And kill her
  3784. [2/14/2017 12:50:39 AM] Myself: ........
  3785. [2/14/2017 12:50:43 AM] Kill me....: Sorry dude
  3786. [2/14/2017 12:50:47 AM] Kill me....: No choice
  3787. [2/14/2017 12:50:51 AM] Kill me....: I will give her time
  3788. [2/14/2017 12:50:57 AM] Myself: How much
  3789. [2/14/2017 12:51:55 AM] Kill me....: 3 month possible
  3790. [2/14/2017 12:52:50 AM] Kill me....: maybe 5
  3791. [2/14/2017 12:52:59 AM] Myself: alright.. I hope this contacting res will work.. I just need to be guided on what to say or not to him..
  3792. [2/14/2017 1:04:26 AM] Kill me....: Do not give any specific detail
  3793. [2/14/2017 1:04:31 AM] Kill me....: Just ask him for his skype
  3794. [2/14/2017 1:04:41 AM] Kill me....: And try to reason with him
  3795. [2/14/2017 1:05:10 AM] Myself: That's what I'm doing
  3796. [2/14/2017 1:06:23 AM] Kill me....: Well better hurry before Benjamin finds out she is dead
  3797. [2/14/2017 1:06:37 AM] Kill me....: NO CHANCES
  3798. [2/14/2017 1:06:45 AM] Kill me....: I WILL KILL HER FOR SURE
  3799. [2/14/2017 1:07:24 AM] Myself: Urrr.....
  3800. [2/14/2017 1:08:04 AM] Kill me....: THAT IS FINAL!
  3801. [2/14/2017 1:46:44 AM] Kill me....: I heard him...
  3802. [2/14/2017 1:46:50 AM] Kill me....: I heard what he said...
  3803. [2/14/2017 1:47:16 AM] Myself: Huh..? Who? What who said?
  3804. [2/14/2017 1:47:35 AM] Kill me....: EMoiton ben said he would kill him...
  3805. [2/14/2017 1:47:47 AM] Kill me....: In order to for me to kill myself...
  3806. [2/14/2017 1:48:43 AM] Kill me....: Kill her I meant...
  3807. [2/14/2017 1:53:15 AM] Kill me....: Help me...
  3808. [2/14/2017 1:53:53 AM] Kill me....: Kai...
  3809. [2/14/2017 1:54:01 AM] Kill me....: Take my life away...
  3810. [2/14/2017 2:29:15 AM] Myself: I...
  3811. [2/14/2017 2:34:39 AM] Myself: are you in a car now..
  3812. [2/14/2017 2:39:30 AM] Myself: I see you playing CS.. did you get home..?
  3813. [2/14/2017 2:40:43 AM] Kill me....: I want to die...
  3814. [2/14/2017 2:42:03 AM] Myself: I need sleep Ben I'm at wits end rn..
  3815. [2/14/2017 2:43:31 AM] Kill me....: I want to die...
  3816. [2/14/2017 2:44:09 AM] Myself: I love you! Don't you forget that!
  3817. [2/14/2017 2:44:19 AM] Kill me....: I want to die...
  3818. [2/14/2017 4:40:27 PM] Kill me....: .
  3819. [2/14/2017 4:40:54 PM] Myself: hmm?
  3820. [2/14/2017 4:41:08 PM] Kill me....: Where is my brother?
  3821. [2/14/2017 4:41:24 PM] Myself: oh is this Anthony..?
  3822. [2/14/2017 4:41:37 PM] Kill me....: Yes it is
  3823. [2/14/2017 4:41:40 PM] Myself: he is somewhere I don't quite know where..
  3824. [2/14/2017 4:41:48 PM] Kill me....: I see...
  3825. [2/14/2017 4:41:54 PM] Myself: near this bridge
  3826. [2/14/2017 4:41:59 PM] Myself: near a lake
  3827. [2/14/2017 4:42:23 PM] Myself: was he home last night?
  3828. [2/14/2017 4:42:33 PM] Myself: or did he leave again..
  3829. [2/14/2017 4:42:44 PM] Kill me....: I don't know
  3830. [2/14/2017 4:42:47 PM] Kill me....: We cant find him
  3831. [2/14/2017 4:42:54 PM] Kill me....: He wasn't on his bed this morning
  3832. [2/14/2017 4:43:14 PM] Myself: he was playing csgo at one point so I thought he was home last night..
  3833. [2/14/2017 4:43:25 PM] Myself: hmm
  3834. [2/14/2017 4:44:04 PM] Myself: his friends are with him right now so you know
  3835. [2/14/2017 4:44:19 PM] Kill me....: You think so?
  3836. [2/14/2017 4:44:25 PM] Myself: yes I know so
  3837. [2/14/2017 4:44:27 PM] Kill me....: He has his phone I am pretty sure
  3838. [2/14/2017 4:44:34 PM] Kill me....: I don't see it in his room
  3839. [2/14/2017 4:44:45 PM] Myself: yes, he has his phone
  3840. [2/14/2017 4:45:09 PM] Myself: he sent pictures..
  3841. [2/14/2017 4:45:21 PM] Kill me....: Hold up we got a phone call
  3842. [2/14/2017 4:45:24 PM] Myself: ok
  3843. [2/14/2017 4:46:45 PM] Kill me....: Sorry the police are looking for him
  3844. [2/14/2017 4:47:03 PM] Kill me....: No where nearby in the city or other surrounding city
  3845. [2/14/2017 4:47:18 PM] Myself: hold on
  3846. [2/14/2017 4:48:47 PM] Myself: he is near there.. https://gyazo.com/adfaff19d033639e08b53a972b295a3b
  3847. [2/14/2017 4:49:30 PM] Myself: I feel as though "he" wouldn't want someone to search for him.. I advise caution
  3848. [2/14/2017 4:49:31 PM] Kill me....: That was yesterday
  3849. [2/14/2017 4:49:48 PM] Kill me....: He came back last night
  3850. [2/14/2017 4:49:58 PM] Kill me....: And left somewhere we don't know about
  3851. [2/14/2017 4:50:02 PM] Myself: hmm.. I am not sure of his whereabouts now..
  3852. [2/14/2017 4:50:53 PM] Myself: below the bridge is a tunnel.. he might have gone in there.. I do not know if he went back to the same place
  3853. [2/14/2017 4:51:06 PM] Kill me....: Nope
  3854. [2/14/2017 4:51:13 PM] Kill me....: Police just searched there
  3855. [2/14/2017 4:51:15 PM] Kill me....: Nothing
  3856. [2/14/2017 4:51:28 PM] Myself: I feel as tho he is on his way to Houston..
  3857. [2/14/2017 4:51:46 PM] Myself: maybe by car..
  3858. [2/14/2017 4:51:47 PM] Kill me....: I think so as well....
  3859. [2/14/2017 4:51:53 PM] Kill me....: Not possible
  3860. [2/14/2017 4:51:59 PM] Kill me....: He took his bike
  3861. [2/14/2017 4:52:03 PM] Myself: oh..?
  3862. [2/14/2017 4:52:18 PM] Kill me....: He took his brothers bike
  3863. [2/14/2017 4:52:24 PM] Kill me....: The fastest one to car speed
  3864. [2/14/2017 4:52:49 PM] Kill me....: He rides pretty fast with bikes
  3865. [2/14/2017 4:52:52 PM] Myself: if he's going to Chelsea.. I just..
  3866. [2/14/2017 4:52:58 PM] Kill me....: He will not stop
  3867. [2/14/2017 4:53:08 PM] Myself: I know that he won't
  3868. [2/14/2017 4:56:33 PM] Myself: he.. sent me this chilling photo earlier.. not sure if you seen..
  3869. [2/14/2017 5:12:53 PM] Myself: I was wondering if the Police have been looking into these conversations at all.. if that's even possible.. something I want to know
  3870. [2/14/2017 5:51:22 PM] Myself: Btw, what did you say to Chelsea..? I know you tried speaking to her.. unless..
  3871. [2/14/2017 6:07:59 PM] Kill me....: What photo?
  3872. [2/14/2017 6:08:08 PM] Kill me....: Benjamin isn't even home
  3873. [2/14/2017 6:09:30 PM] Myself: I know he isn't
  3874. [2/14/2017 6:09:32 PM] Kill me....: You have to send it through the phone
  3875. [2/14/2017 6:09:35 PM] Kill me....: Show him it
  3876. [2/14/2017 6:09:40 PM] Myself: send what?
  3877. [2/14/2017 6:09:56 PM] Myself: show him what..?
  3878. [2/14/2017 6:10:02 PM] Kill me....: Tell him all this
  3879. [2/14/2017 6:10:06 PM] Kill me....: I am busy at the moment
  3880. [2/14/2017 6:10:31 PM] Myself: the photo I saw, that he sent? I wanted to maybe show you..
  3881. [2/14/2017 6:10:33 PM] Myself: and ok
  3882. [2/14/2017 6:10:37 PM] Kill me....: Show me it
  3883. [2/14/2017 6:10:39 PM] Kill me....: Please
  3884. [2/14/2017 6:10:42 PM] Kill me....: Anything works
  3885. [2/14/2017 6:11:59 PM] Myself: I do not want you to be rash, but calm, I am trying to maybe send her it but It's important you don't send her it out of the blue.. it may make her understand what is happening..
  3886. [2/14/2017 6:12:18 PM] Myself: and why I said some of the things I did to her..
  3887. [2/14/2017 6:12:25 PM] Kill me....: I see
  3888. [2/14/2017 6:13:48 PM] Myself: i.. am also seeing change in myself as well.. I feel bipolar with a lot of anxiety at times.. but I stay strong
  3889. [2/14/2017 6:14:03 PM] Kill me....: We have to stay strong for him
  3890. [2/14/2017 6:14:09 PM] Myself: yes, yes I know
  3891. [2/14/2017 6:14:11 PM] Kill me....: But things are going to get more difficult
  3892. [2/14/2017 6:14:14 PM] Myself: picture..
  3893. [2/14/2017 6:14:24 PM] Kill me....: What about the picture?
  3894. [2/14/2017 6:14:53 PM] Kill me....: Time does run quick doesn't it
  3895. [2/14/2017 6:15:01 PM] Kill me....: We have more time to collaborate right now
  3896. [2/14/2017 6:15:47 PM] Myself: that's nice to hear
  3897. [2/14/2017 6:16:05 PM] Myself: btw... https://gyazo.com/2d63dadfc42289e6b30b09ed76d0a234
  3898. [2/14/2017 6:16:55 PM] Kill me....: A picture of where he is
  3899. [2/14/2017 6:17:00 PM] Kill me....: Somewhere I don't know about...
  3900. [2/14/2017 6:17:04 PM] Myself: no look at it closely..
  3901. [2/14/2017 6:17:09 PM] Kill me....: What about it?
  3902. [2/14/2017 6:17:15 PM] Myself: on the pavement...
  3903. [2/14/2017 6:17:23 PM] Kill me....: A fence
  3904. [2/14/2017 6:17:25 PM] Myself: no
  3905. [2/14/2017 6:17:31 PM] Myself: on the ground
  3906. [2/14/2017 6:17:53 PM] Kill me....: I see nothing but cement
  3907. [2/14/2017 6:17:55 PM] Myself: https://gyazo.com/3bd842981f2397c90cb4474525cfbd72
  3908. [2/14/2017 6:18:06 PM] Kill me....: I see its pitch black
  3909. [2/14/2017 6:18:23 PM] Myself: I feel like I can only see this..
  3910. [2/14/2017 6:18:37 PM] Myself: if you can't see it.. then how on earth is she going to..
  3911. [2/14/2017 6:19:00 PM] Kill me....: I still don't understand what you are talking about
  3912. [2/14/2017 6:19:02 PM] Myself: it's.. it's a face.. the face of...
  3913. [2/14/2017 6:19:26 PM] Kill me....: Picture of what?
  3914. [2/14/2017 6:19:33 PM] Myself: a demonic figure
  3915. [2/14/2017 6:19:39 PM] Kill me....: On the floow?
  3916. [2/14/2017 6:19:43 PM] Myself: yes..
  3917. [2/14/2017 6:19:43 PM] Kill me....: floor?
  3918. [2/14/2017 6:19:51 PM] Kill me....: I don't see it tho
  3919. [2/14/2017 6:19:57 PM] Myself: sigh...
  3920. [2/14/2017 6:20:04 PM] Kill me....: WAIT!
  3921. [2/14/2017 6:20:07 PM] Kill me....: I know where that is
  3922. [2/14/2017 6:20:21 PM] Myself: this was awhile ago like 3 days I think
  3923. [2/14/2017 6:20:23 PM] Kill me....: Its his old school just down the street from our house right now
  3924. [2/14/2017 6:20:29 PM] Kill me....: The front of the school
  3925. [2/14/2017 6:22:03 PM] Kill me....: But why does it seem to be after him?
  3926. [2/14/2017 6:22:05 PM] Kill me....: Controlling him?
  3927. [2/14/2017 6:22:12 PM] Kill me....: I just want him back...
  3928. [2/14/2017 6:22:17 PM] Kill me....: Its been a month and 2 weeks
  3929. [2/14/2017 6:22:22 PM] Kill me....: Its going to get worse soon...
  3930. [2/14/2017 6:23:02 PM] Myself: I.. know so.. if we can't get to her.. and make her understand she needs to be with him forever
  3931. [2/14/2017 6:23:17 PM] Kill me....: WE CANNOT LET THIS HAPPEN AGAIN
  3932. [2/14/2017 6:24:00 PM] Myself: I pray it does not
  3933. [2/14/2017 6:27:47 PM] Kill me....: The skin sheds as we hear the voice o silence
  3934. [2/14/2017 6:27:48 PM] Kill me....: of*
  3935. [2/14/2017 6:27:53 PM] Kill me....: We hear nothing...
  3936. [2/14/2017 6:28:00 PM] Myself: huh..?
  3937. [2/14/2017 6:28:01 PM] Kill me....: Music is the other thing that can help us...
  3938. [2/14/2017 6:28:08 PM] Kill me....: I found a page of music he listens to
  3939. [2/14/2017 6:28:17 PM] Kill me....: Mayday Parade - stay
  3940. [2/14/2017 6:28:58 PM] Myself: yes.. music calms.. and ambience calms..
  3941. [2/14/2017 6:29:02 PM] Kill me....: Yes
  3942. [2/14/2017 6:30:09 PM] Kill me....: But the shadows that surround him only hurt him....
  3943. [2/14/2017 6:30:42 PM] Myself: Are these things that he wrote down..?
  3944. [2/14/2017 6:31:02 PM] Myself: my PC restarted by itself.. bah
  3945. [2/14/2017 6:31:12 PM] Kill me....: There is more he wrote
  3946. [2/14/2017 6:31:15 PM] Kill me....: More music
  3947. [2/14/2017 6:31:38 PM] Kill me....: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qOf1B3Ey4s
  3948. [2/14/2017 6:31:55 PM] Myself: That might do it.. idk
  3949. [2/14/2017 6:32:02 PM] Myself: and hmm..
  3950. [2/14/2017 6:32:49 PM] Kill me....: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qOf1B3Ey4s
  3951. [2/14/2017 6:33:58 PM] Kill me....: Mayday Parade - The memory
  3952. [2/14/2017 6:35:47 PM] Kill me....: Still Breathing - Mayday Parade
  3953. [2/14/2017 7:51:47 PM] Myself: back to that picture again.. try to look towards the bottom of the shadow on the pavement.. and look from the left side to the right slowly. The whole thing is the profile of the face.. look for eyes and it's mouth on the left side.. the top of it's head is that darker shadow on the middle right. Forget it if you still can't see it
  3954. [2/14/2017 7:52:19 PM] Myself: bottom of the picture*
  3955. [2/14/2017 8:48:18 PM] Kill me....: Its really difficult to see
  3956. [2/14/2017 8:48:33 PM] Myself: even when enlarging it?
  3957. [2/14/2017 8:48:46 PM] Kill me....: Yeah
  3958. [2/14/2017 8:48:46 PM] Myself: it's fine if you can't see it.. but I definitely do..
  3959. [2/14/2017 8:48:59 PM] Kill me....: So is this what you are going to use to prove it to her?
  3960. [2/14/2017 8:49:32 PM] Myself: a part of maybe.. but since it was difficult for you to see it I'm thinking no
  3961. [2/14/2017 8:50:12 PM] Myself: she's agnostic and unspiritual you see.. which also makes it more difficult..
  3962. [2/14/2017 8:50:39 PM] Myself: she just needs to experience for herself and she will open up about things
  3963. [2/14/2017 8:50:39 PM] Kill me....: Try making him take another picture to see if we can capture anything else
  3964. [2/14/2017 8:51:03 PM] Kill me....: Maybe if he can we can see more spirits hanging around him
  3965. [2/14/2017 8:51:27 PM] Myself: uhh.. well it depends really
  3966. [2/14/2017 8:53:44 PM] Myself: it is hard to think of something now.. he just needs to be found and nursed back to health as much as possible, when his mental state deteriorate he has one thing on the mind to go right to her.. and he can sense where she is anywhere.. that's the thing
  3967. [2/14/2017 8:54:15 PM] Myself: I feel like he knows that we are conversing so I would maybe.. you know..
  3968. [2/14/2017 8:54:52 PM] Myself: I just want to make sure you don't jump the gun on anything like talking to Chelsea suddenly
  3969. [2/14/2017 8:58:13 PM] Myself: I'm not sure what it will take to make her understand but Benjamin is key here.. he needs to stay safe as possible and be comforted in any way possible until we find the or some some solutions..
  3970. [2/14/2017 9:06:53 PM] Kill me....: God its just hard to deal with this sometimes...
  3971. [2/14/2017 9:06:58 PM] Kill me....: Its the 3rd time...
  3972. [2/14/2017 9:07:01 PM] Myself: same here
  3973. [2/14/2017 9:09:20 PM] Kill me....: These are very difficult
  3974. [12:05:59 AM] Kill me....: Hey
  3975. [12:06:04 AM] Kill me....: Its me benjamin
  3976. [12:07:11 AM] Kill me....: Hate my life...
  3977. [12:07:18 AM] Myself: that whole venture makes me want to visit the cemetary again..
  3978. [12:07:19 AM] Kill me....: And I will always hate it
  3979. [12:07:40 AM] Myself: :/
  3980. [12:07:44 AM] Kill me....: THIS IS BULLSHIT!
  3981. [12:07:52 AM] Kill me....: WHY DO I SEE THESE THINGS!
  3982. [12:07:58 AM] Kill me....: WHY DO I ALWAYS ENCOUNTER THEM!
  3983. [12:08:04 AM] Kill me....: WHY ARE THEY STILL AFTER ME!?
  3984. [12:08:12 AM] Kill me....: I AM FUCKEN DONE!
  3985. [12:08:23 AM] Myself: Ben...
  3986. [12:08:27 AM] Myself: calm it...
  3987. [12:08:47 AM] Kill me....: HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO CALM IT IF MY MOMEORIES KEEP COMING!
  3988. [12:08:53 AM] Kill me....: WHY DO THEY WANT ME!
  3989. [12:09:25 AM] Myself: I.. do not know
  3990. [12:09:40 AM] Kill me....: THEN YOU FIND AN ANSWER FOR ME!
  3991. [12:09:42 AM] Myself: I can't comprehend how much it takes to keep that out..
  3992. [12:09:50 AM] Kill me....: IT FUCKEN HURTS!
  3993. [12:09:55 AM] Myself: I have these memories of mine too..
  3994. [12:09:55 AM] Kill me....: EVEN SHE HURTS ME!
  3995. [12:10:01 AM] Kill me....: JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAS!
  3996. [12:10:04 AM] Kill me....: I AM SICK OF IT!
  3997. [12:10:06 AM] Kill me....: ALL OF IT!
  3998. [12:11:34 AM] Myself: I'll try to find the answer.. even if it's something extreme.. to make her wake up
  3999. [12:11:45 AM] Kill me....: I'm sorry kai...
  4000. [12:11:50 AM] Kill me....: I guess its coming again...
  4001. [12:11:53 AM] Kill me....: Like 2 years ago...
  4002. [12:11:57 AM] Kill me....: It all hurts to keep in
  4003. [12:12:01 AM] Myself: It's ok Ben..
  4004. [12:12:02 AM] Kill me....: But it all hurts to let go...
  4005. [12:13:22 AM] Myself: sometimes I don't really know what to say.. need to be careful with my words.. feel like saying something but then I feel blockaded by it
  4006. [12:15:47 AM] Myself: just a night or two ago.. I've had these like.. lip smacking sounds in my room and triple tapping on the window/walls I feel like I was being oppressed at the time..
  4007. [12:20:02 AM] Myself: and 3 nights ago I seen about 40 orbs in the cemetery and then my room when I got back home..
  4008. [12:21:25 AM] Myself: just.. seems like there's a lot of activity
  4009. [12:27:18 AM] Kill me....: THERE WAS A LOT
  4010. [12:42:25 AM] Kill me....: Go rest...
  4011. [12:42:27 AM] Kill me....: You need it...
  4012. [12:45:38 AM] Myself: yes.. I plan to very soon
  4013. [12:45:50 AM] Kill me....: Hey kid
  4014. [12:45:52 AM] Kill me....: 1 more thing
  4015. [12:45:55 AM] Kill me....: Those spirits...
  4016. [12:45:55 AM] Myself: hmm?
  4017. [12:46:02 AM] Kill me....: They are not good...
  4018. [12:46:09 AM] Myself: what spirits..?
  4019. [12:46:17 AM] Kill me....: Once they spot him and they know he can see them then he is dead
  4020. [12:46:18 AM] Myself: which
  4021. [12:46:22 AM] Kill me....: All of them that he saw
  4022. [12:46:29 AM] Kill me....: He panicked as he was there
  4023. [12:46:35 AM] Kill me....: And now they are there searching for him
  4024. [12:46:41 AM] Kill me....: He might die tonight or tomorrow
  4025. [12:46:43 AM] Myself: oh.. my..
  4026. [12:46:48 AM] Kill me....: Depending on what might happen...
  4027. [12:47:03 AM] Kill me....: I myself evil and Bianca will not help in this situation and back them off
  4028. [12:47:36 AM] Kill me....: Veronica and Jessica can do it. We can but we will not help him since the girl is still gone
  4029. [12:48:23 AM] Myself: girl is still gone..?
  4030. [12:48:27 AM] Kill me....: Yes chelsea
  4031. [12:48:32 AM] Kill me....: We will keep going
  4032. [12:48:35 AM] Kill me....: Until she gives in
  4033. [12:48:38 AM] Kill me....: Instead of give out
  4034. [12:49:31 AM] Myself: alright. we'll see what happens.. one way or another
  4035. [12:59:59 AM] Kill me....: This is bad...
  4036. [1:00:15 AM] Myself: uhh... uhh..
  4037. [1:00:22 AM] Kill me....: No no no no sleep
  4038. [1:00:24 AM] Kill me....: Sleep young one
  4039. [1:00:53 AM] Myself: I will.. just hold out.. please..
  4040. [1:03:03 AM] Kill me....: we will
  4041. [1:03:04 AM] Kill me....: Sleep
  4042. [1:03:12 AM] Kill me....: Fall into your deep sleep
  4043. [1:04:17 AM] Myself: yes yes.. I need that.. I've felt better today
  4044. 2/15/2017 10:36:22 PM] Kill me....: Well then...
  4045. [2/15/2017 10:36:34 PM] Kill me....: The government will not hold back anymore...
  4046. [2/15/2017 10:36:57 PM] Kill me....: My brother is gone...
  4047. [2/15/2017 10:37:00 PM] Kill me....: My mom is gone...
  4048. [2/15/2017 10:37:09 PM] Kill me....: It is me and my younger brother now...
  4049. [2/15/2017 10:40:55 PM] Myself: My God... They took him away again?.... And you mean you and Steven? And your Mom... What has happened....? He was being attacked by spirits he saw....?
  4050. [2/15/2017 10:41:06 PM] Kill me....: No
  4051. [2/15/2017 10:41:14 PM] Myself: Huh..?
  4052. [2/15/2017 10:41:18 PM] Kill me....: He wasn't attacked by anyone
  4053. [2/15/2017 10:41:25 PM] Kill me....: He wanted to be sent far away...
  4054. [2/15/2017 10:41:27 PM] Kill me....: Alone...
  4055. [2/15/2017 10:41:30 PM] Kill me....: He requested it
  4056. [2/15/2017 10:41:34 PM] Kill me....: So they did...
  4057. [2/15/2017 10:43:17 PM] Myself: He WAS attacked by spirits though.. And maybe that is for the best.. I don't quite know.. Maybe yes maybe no.. Idk.. Whenever the government seems to be involved it just escalates..
  4058. [2/15/2017 10:44:34 PM] Myself: I didn't mean to have that question mark in the last message..
  4059. [2/15/2017 10:45:07 PM] Kill me....: It escalates because he doesn't want anyone to be around him other then her
  4060. [2/15/2017 10:45:12 PM] Kill me....: Not even I can get through him
  4061. [2/15/2017 10:45:15 PM] Kill me....: Or his mom
  4062. [2/15/2017 10:45:19 PM] Kill me....: Or his friends
  4063. [2/15/2017 10:46:59 PM] Myself: I understand that from him.. It's what he told me.. Just not sure where I would be...
  4064. [2/15/2017 10:50:29 PM] Myself: The fact that she blocked him 'for good' is really not good.. All they need to do is Skype video together.. She has a spirit that Ben's wants and they will start to recover
  4065. [2/15/2017 10:51:07 PM] Kill me....: Only if she understood right now
  4066. [2/15/2017 10:51:11 PM] Kill me....: But we cant do much
  4067. [2/15/2017 10:51:16 PM] Kill me....: So I am here crying...
  4068. [2/15/2017 10:51:17 PM] Myself: Tell me about it
  4069. [2/15/2017 10:51:19 PM] Kill me....: At the moment...
  4070. [2/15/2017 10:54:06 PM] Myself: Sometimes I don't know how to feel Anthony... Sometimes I just don't.... but if the government sees this and understands that they need to be together forever then that is what I hope for...
  4071. [2/15/2017 11:59:59 PM] *** Show messages from: Thursday, February 16, 2017 - Sunday, February 19, 2017 ***
  4072. [2/16/2017 12:42:40 AM] Kill me....: I know...
  4073. [2/16/2017 5:53:14 AM] Kill me....: Why...
  4074. [2/16/2017 5:53:35 AM] Kill me....: Why does he have to suffer... in such a harmful way....?
  4075. [2/16/2017 3:51:09 PM] Kill me....: Mr. kai....
  4076. [2/16/2017 6:01:04 PM] Myself: Sorry was seeing a Doctor and had notifications off.. Is this still Anthony?
  4077. [2/16/2017 6:09:25 PM] Kill me....: No...
  4078. [2/16/2017 6:09:29 PM] Kill me....: I took my laptop back
  4079. [2/16/2017 6:09:33 PM] Kill me....: I am keeping it with me
  4080. [2/16/2017 6:09:36 PM] Myself: oh..
  4081. [2/16/2017 6:09:41 PM] Myself: so..
  4082. [2/16/2017 6:10:11 PM] Myself: are you..
  4083. [2/16/2017 6:11:07 PM] Myself: like you're not home anymore..?
  4084. [2/16/2017 6:50:49 PM] Kill me....: Nope
  4085. [2/16/2017 6:50:51 PM] Kill me....: Never
  4086. [2/16/2017 6:50:53 PM] Kill me....: Coming
  4087. [2/16/2017 6:50:54 PM] Kill me....: BAck
  4088. [2/16/2017 6:50:55 PM] Kill me....: Ever
  4089. [2/16/2017 6:50:56 PM] Kill me....: Again
  4090. [2/16/2017 6:50:57 PM] Kill me....: In
  4091. [2/16/2017 6:50:59 PM] Kill me....: My
  4092. [2/16/2017 6:50:59 PM] Kill me....: Life
  4093. [2/16/2017 6:51:36 PM] Myself: :/
  4094. [2/16/2017 6:51:41 PM] Myself: well then...
  4095. [2/16/2017 6:53:44 PM] Kill me....: Anything
  4096. [2/16/2017 6:53:46 PM] Kill me....: Else
  4097. [2/16/2017 6:53:47 PM] Kill me....: You
  4098. [2/16/2017 6:53:50 PM] Kill me....: Need?
  4099. [2/16/2017 6:54:04 PM] Myself: what do you mean by that?
  4100. [2/16/2017 6:55:25 PM] Kill me....: What
  4101. [2/16/2017 6:55:26 PM] Kill me....: Else
  4102. [2/16/2017 6:55:27 PM] Kill me....: Do
  4103. [2/16/2017 6:55:28 PM] Kill me....: You
  4104. [2/16/2017 6:55:29 PM] Kill me....: Need?
  4105. [2/16/2017 6:56:26 PM] Myself: I am not sure.. are you in a government facility right now.. or in a normal police station, office, etc..
  4106. [2/16/2017 6:56:36 PM] Kill me....: I am alonne
  4107. [2/16/2017 6:56:42 PM] Myself: you're alone right now?
  4108. [2/16/2017 6:56:46 PM] Kill me....: Yep
  4109. [2/16/2017 6:56:54 PM] Myself: oh what happened to them taking you..
  4110. [2/16/2017 6:56:55 PM] Kill me....: I am on a edge of a building
  4111. [2/16/2017 6:57:10 PM] Kill me....: I have a nice very of LA
  4112. [2/16/2017 6:57:16 PM] Myself: an edge of a building..?
  4113. [2/16/2017 6:57:28 PM] Myself: oh
  4114. [2/16/2017 6:57:38 PM] Myself: not even sure how you got there but I won't question it
  4115. [2/16/2017 6:57:50 PM] Kill me....: I was taken by a taxi
  4116. [2/16/2017 6:58:17 PM] Kill me....: I have 6957.57 dollars left
  4117. [2/16/2017 6:58:33 PM] Kill me....: Government led it to me
  4118. [2/16/2017 6:58:36 PM] Myself: oh..?
  4119. [2/16/2017 6:58:39 PM] Kill me....: My mom will repay
  4120. [2/16/2017 6:58:44 PM] Myself: I knew they would help in some way..
  4121. [2/16/2017 6:58:48 PM] Kill me....: But she doesn't have to since its the lost of my father
  4122. [2/16/2017 6:59:01 PM] Kill me....: He lent me all his money
  4123. [2/16/2017 6:59:11 PM] Myself: oh.. inheritance.. I understand
  4124. [2/16/2017 6:59:11 PM] Kill me....: Something I didn't know about...
  4125. [2/16/2017 7:00:04 PM] Kill me....: Anything les you want to know about?
  4126. [2/16/2017 7:00:13 PM] Kill me....: Before I start heading over to New York?
  4127. [2/16/2017 7:00:13 PM] Myself: uhh
  4128. [2/16/2017 7:00:25 PM] Myself: heading over to New York..?
  4129. [2/16/2017 7:00:27 PM] Myself: why..
  4130. [2/16/2017 7:00:28 PM] Kill me....: Mhmm
  4131. [2/16/2017 7:00:39 PM] Kill me....: I want to see some things
  4132. [2/16/2017 7:00:46 PM] Kill me....: All the places I need to go and see what they want
  4133. [2/16/2017 7:00:48 PM] Myself: you want to see things there?
  4134. [2/16/2017 7:00:52 PM] Kill me....: Yep
  4135. [2/16/2017 7:01:00 PM] Myself: near me..?
  4136. [2/16/2017 7:01:12 PM] Kill me....: Maybe, maybe not
  4137. [2/16/2017 7:01:32 PM] Myself: we'll see
  4138. [2/16/2017 7:01:59 PM] Myself: what exactly do you want to see anyway?
  4139. [2/16/2017 7:02:15 PM] Myself: you've never visited the city? or surrounding area?
  4140. [2/16/2017 7:03:22 PM] Kill me....: I want to see more of what there is
  4141. [2/16/2017 7:03:27 PM] Kill me....: I want to seek the truth
  4142. [2/16/2017 7:03:35 PM] Myself: I see to that
  4143. [2/16/2017 7:05:20 PM] Myself: will you stay in contact with me..? or just a lot less? that's what I was wondering
  4144. [2/16/2017 7:07:38 PM] Kill me....: Depends...
  4145. [2/16/2017 7:07:43 PM] Kill me....: Did you have contact yet?
  4146. [2/16/2017 7:07:51 PM] Myself: have contact?
  4147. [2/16/2017 7:07:58 PM] Kill me....: YOu know who
  4148. [2/16/2017 7:08:07 PM] Myself: not yet
  4149. [2/16/2017 7:08:25 PM] Myself: I will keep you updated if I do
  4150. [2/16/2017 7:08:39 PM] Kill me....: Text my phone
  4151. [2/16/2017 7:08:43 PM] Kill me....: I will keep moving in life
  4152. [2/16/2017 7:08:45 PM] Kill me....: And die soon
  4153. [2/16/2017 7:09:06 PM] Myself: uhh ok..
  4154. [2/16/2017 7:10:42 PM] Kill me....: It seems you are still working there kai
  4155. [2/16/2017 7:10:49 PM] Myself: working?
  4156. [2/16/2017 7:10:49 PM] Kill me....: I think you know who I am
  4157. [2/16/2017 7:11:01 PM] Myself: I think I do too
  4158. [2/16/2017 7:11:53 PM] Kill me....: He let me control him
  4159. [2/16/2017 7:12:37 PM] Myself: He let you?
  4160. [2/16/2017 7:12:56 PM] Kill me....: Yes Benjamin let me control him for now
  4161. [2/16/2017 7:13:05 PM] Myself: hmm ok
  4162. [2/16/2017 7:13:05 PM] Kill me....: I will let him be himself after he gets his sleep
  4163. [2/16/2017 7:13:14 PM] Kill me....: His mind will explode if he doesn't sleep
  4164. [2/16/2017 7:13:40 PM] Myself: well not enough sleep isn't good..
  4165. [2/16/2017 7:13:45 PM] Myself: anyways..
  4166. [2/16/2017 7:14:13 PM] Kill me....: Something else you need?
  4167. [2/16/2017 7:14:34 PM] Myself: give me a moment.. think I had something
  4168. [2/16/2017 7:18:11 PM] Myself: Ok.. I was wondering if you know what I represent here, if at all.. it is fine if you don't
  4169. [2/16/2017 7:18:22 PM] Kill me....: I don't
  4170. [2/16/2017 7:18:26 PM] Kill me....: I only care about 1 thing
  4171. [2/16/2017 7:19:10 PM] Myself: I understand that
  4172. [2/16/2017 7:19:22 PM] Myself: when are you planning to go to NY?
  4173. [2/16/2017 7:19:46 PM] Kill me....: Next month
  4174. [2/16/2017 7:19:53 PM] Kill me....: When this month is about to end
  4175. [2/16/2017 7:19:59 PM] Kill me....: I will be gone out of this cidy
  4176. [2/16/2017 7:20:00 PM] Kill me....: city
  4177. [2/16/2017 7:20:14 PM] Kill me....: The to florida and texas
  4178. [2/16/2017 7:20:33 PM] Kill me....: then*
  4179. [2/16/2017 7:20:33 PM] Myself: why to Florida? you think that she is there..?
  4180. [2/16/2017 7:21:02 PM] Kill me....: Only 1 way to find out
  4181. [2/16/2017 7:21:36 PM] Myself: seems that would take awhile.. is there no way to pinpoint her location?
  4182. [2/16/2017 7:23:27 PM] Myself: I also was wondering.. how Veronica and Jessica are.. and what they think right now..
  4183. [2/16/2017 7:25:09 PM] Kill me....: God I hate it when you talk about them 2
  4184. [2/16/2017 7:25:46 PM] Myself: what's wrong with that
  4185. [2/16/2017 7:26:17 PM] Kill me....: Them two want me dead
  4186. [2/16/2017 7:26:26 PM] Kill me....: But if I die then I will go after the girl
  4187. [2/16/2017 7:26:48 PM] Kill me....: Well I am going to take him somewhere so bye
  4188. [2/16/2017 7:26:58 PM] Myself: alright bye..
  4189. [2/16/2017 7:27:08 PM] Kill me....: Message him on his phone
  4190. [2/16/2017 7:27:22 PM] Myself: got it
  4191. [2/16/2017 9:19:22 PM] Kill me....: Well
  4192. [2/16/2017 9:19:25 PM] Kill me....: That took a while
  4193. [2/16/2017 9:19:52 PM] Kill me....: So you know what to tell him correct?
  4194. [2/16/2017 9:20:19 PM] Myself: was going to take note before I do anyway
  4195. [2/16/2017 9:20:28 PM] Kill me....: Go for it
  4196. [2/16/2017 9:20:31 PM] Kill me....: I will let him play games for now
  4197. [2/16/2017 9:20:38 PM] Kill me....: Let him release some stress
  4198. [2/16/2017 9:20:46 PM] Myself: ok.. sounds like I will do the same..
  4199. [2/16/2017 9:20:58 PM] Kill me....: Hes going to be on the ps4
  4200. [2/16/2017 9:21:05 PM] Myself: alright
  4201. [2/16/2017 9:21:06 PM] Kill me....: Just call him whenever you are ready to tell him
  4202. [2/16/2017 9:21:17 PM] Myself: will do
  4203. [2/16/2017 9:21:17 PM] Kill me....: On his phone tho alright
  4204. [2/16/2017 9:21:23 PM] Kill me....: Call through his phone
  4205. [2/16/2017 9:21:31 PM] Kill me....: Good luck
  4206. [2/16/2017 9:21:31 PM] Myself: yes
  4207. [2/16/2017 10:37:51 PM] Kill me....: It seems like my brother has been trying to contact her...
  4208. [2/16/2017 10:38:26 PM] Kill me....: fuck off
  4209. bye
  4210. [2/16/2017 10:38:29 PM] Kill me....: ...
  4211. [2/16/2017 10:38:40 PM] Myself: he seriously shouldn't..
  4212. [2/16/2017 10:38:46 PM] Myself: what did he say
  4213. [2/16/2017 10:39:09 PM] Kill me....: I am anythony I need to chat with you very quickly
  4214. [2/16/2017 10:39:48 PM] Myself: bah
  4215. [2/16/2017 10:40:18 PM] Myself: seems like he is being desperate..
  4216. [2/16/2017 10:41:43 PM] Kill me....: Mhmm....
  4217. [2/19/2017 9:04:17 PM] Nobody: Seems like hes doing fine now...
  4218. [2/19/2017 9:04:33 PM] Nobody: But his health condition are now getting worse
  4219. [2/19/2017 9:12:01 PM] Myself: He seemed ok when I spoke to him the other night.. Not sure what happened there.. and did he really drink something..?
  4220. [2/19/2017 9:12:08 PM] Nobody: I don't know
  4221. [2/19/2017 9:12:12 PM] Nobody: Its me Anthony
  4222. [2/19/2017 9:12:15 PM] Nobody: I don't know what he did
  4223. [2/19/2017 9:13:04 PM] Myself: oh.. Uhh.. I swore I was speaking to emotion at first..
  4224. [2/19/2017 9:13:16 PM] Nobody: No it is me sorry
  4225. [2/19/2017 9:13:30 PM] Nobody: I should have said my name first
  4226. [2/19/2017 9:13:35 PM] Nobody: But I wanted to point something out
  4227. [2/19/2017 9:13:49 PM] Myself: It's fine I know now
  4228. [2/19/2017 9:15:56 PM] Myself: and what was it? I just do how much further we can go here on this account.. It annoys me that from the get go you never had your own account.. This is not even my main account btw.. Just something I wanted to put out there
  4229. [2/19/2017 9:17:34 PM] Myself: I hope you don't take offense on that.. It's just..
  4230. [2/19/2017 9:20:26 PM] Nobody: Dam...
  4231. [2/19/2017 9:20:34 PM] Nobody: Only a few days left...
  4232. [2/19/2017 9:20:39 PM] Nobody: Only if we had more time...
  4233. [2/19/2017 9:21:02 PM] Myself: by a few days left.. what do you mean..?
  4234. [2/19/2017 9:21:18 PM] Myself: until emotion just does what he wanted to do?
  4235. [2/19/2017 9:21:44 PM] Nobody: What is he going to do?
  4236. [2/19/2017 9:23:11 PM] Myself: and this is where I am not sure of speaking to you.. it's so easy for him to see what was said.. the last time he reacted.. he Did Not Like It
  4237. [2/19/2017 9:28:08 PM] Nobody: He didn't?
  4238. [2/19/2017 9:28:15 PM] Myself: I have been in invisible mode for days btw and I feel like he has as well.. I am not sure.. Just to make it look like he hasn't been on
  4239. [2/19/2017 9:28:16 PM] Nobody: So you telling me I should back off?
  4240. [2/19/2017 9:28:31 PM] Nobody: Is that what you are saying?
  4241. [2/19/2017 9:28:42 PM] Myself: sorta yea.. your actions rub off on me.. and he doesn't like it
  4242. [2/19/2017 9:28:42 PM] Nobody: Or did he request it?
  4243. [2/19/2017 9:29:05 PM] Nobody: Off my own brother you are asking me to lay off....
  4244. [2/19/2017 9:29:06 PM] Myself: sorry Anthony..
  4245. [2/19/2017 9:29:13 PM] Myself: wait a minute
  4246. [2/19/2017 9:29:31 PM] Nobody: You are telling me I should back down from his situation so he can die...
  4247. [2/19/2017 9:29:59 PM] Myself: no more like us talking seems to escalate it like it has a few days back..
  4248. [2/19/2017 9:30:16 PM] Nobody: That is because I want to help him....
  4249. [2/19/2017 9:30:28 PM] Myself: I know you do Anthony..
  4250. [2/19/2017 9:30:36 PM] Myself: sigh..
  4251. [2/19/2017 9:30:37 PM] Myself: well
  4252. [2/19/2017 9:31:13 PM] Myself: I suppose we can talk.. I wish you had your own account or a e-mail or account made up..
  4253. [2/19/2017 9:33:08 PM] Myself: I will hope no backlash on me happens for this..
  4254. [2/19/2017 9:34:48 PM] Myself: so what were you saying?
  4255. [2/19/2017 9:38:18 PM] Nobody: So you want me to make another account on skype or gmail?
  4256. [2/19/2017 9:39:35 PM | Removed 9:39:53 PM] Myself: This message has been removed.
  4257. [2/19/2017 9:40:14 PM] Myself: I mean you can.. but you should remove your comments speaking about it like I just did.. I feel like you can just right click a message and click remove
  4258. [2/19/2017 9:40:32 PM] Nobody: Yes I know
  4259. [2/19/2017 9:40:36 PM] Nobody: I have my own skype account
  4260. [2/19/2017 9:41:02 PM] Myself: but is it a personal one? my other one is.. this is my nonpersonal one
  4261. [2/19/2017 9:41:03 PM] Nobody: But its for work
  4262. [2/19/2017 9:41:16 PM] Nobody: Hold up
  4263. [2/19/2017 9:41:18 PM] Myself: you can make another for this if you really want..
  4264. [2/19/2017 9:41:20 PM] Nobody: My brother just woke up
  4265. [2/19/2017 9:41:42 PM] Nobody: I will be right back
  4266. [2/19/2017 9:41:47 PM] Nobody: I'm a go get him water
  4267. [2/19/2017 9:41:50 PM] Myself: ok make sure you are
  4268. [2/19/2017 9:47:04 PM] Nobody: Sorry
  4269. [2/19/2017 9:47:07 PM] Nobody: That took a while
  4270. [2/19/2017 9:47:31 PM] Myself: it's fine
  4271. [2/19/2017 9:47:34 PM] Nobody: He wants to chat with you
  4272. [2/19/2017 9:47:46 PM] Myself: oh..?
  4273. [2/19/2017 9:47:55 PM] Nobody: He said to go on sc
  4274. [2/19/2017 9:48:04 PM] Myself: but don't you want to you know
  4275. [2/19/2017 9:48:22 PM] Nobody: Its uhh fine
  4276. [2/19/2017 9:48:42 PM] Myself: alright then
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