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10.11.14 Dear Katie, I'm not very good at these and I apologize for that, I don't have an award for writing or poems or whatever. I just want you to know I love you so fucking much. You complete me, I know things between us have been really rough lately and I've been trying so hard to make you happy. It crushes my heart whenever you cry to me and it also crushes me that I can't make you happy anymore. I just want you to know I'd do anything for you to smile and just to be happy. I'd take all the pain for you because you're the love of my life. I am so scared to lose you because you're the love of my life and you're honestly the best fucking thing that's ever happened to me and I can't lose you. I have never felt like this before and I don't want to lose this feeling. I just want you to know, I'll be here for you through thick and thin. I want you to know that you are the most smartest, gorgeous, stunning, amazing and perfect girl I have ever met in my life. Your eyes, your personality, your body, your nose, your eyebrows, your hair, your forehead, your voice, your giggle, your laugh and flat out just everything about you is flat out amazing and I can't thank you enough for everything you've done for me. I know I've put you through hell and you don't deserve anything I've done for you and I hope one day that you'll fully understand why I did what I did, at this point, I don't even know why I did half the shit I've done.