[1/20/2017 11:56:43 PM] Ran off!: KAI
[1/20/2017 11:56:52 PM] Myself: wha?
[1/20/2017 11:56:56 PM] Ran off!: I CAN'T DO ANYTHING IN MAH GAME
[1/20/2017 11:57:00 PM] Myself: :/
[1/20/2017 11:57:07 PM] Ran off!: HOW DO YOU EXIT OUT?!
[1/20/2017 11:57:09 PM] Myself: can you screenshot?
[1/20/2017 11:57:11 PM] Ran off!: AHHHHHH
[1/20/2017 11:57:17 PM] Myself: umm
[1/20/2017 11:57:47 PM] Ran off!: What do I do now?
[1/20/2017 11:58:57 PM] Ran off!: It won't let me doing anything
[1/20/2017 11:59:06 PM] Myself: erm.. trying to ask lam
[1/20/2017 11:59:21 PM] Ran off!: Okay
[1/20/2017 11:59:38 PM] Myself: hmm
[1/23/2017 7:00:19 PM] Myself: I want to know that you are safe wherever you are. Are you safe my friend?
[1/23/2017 7:00:33 PM] Ran off!: Hmm?
[1/23/2017 7:00:56 PM] Myself: Are you safe?
[1/23/2017 7:01:04 PM] Ran off!: Yeah I am why?
[1/23/2017 7:01:10 PM] Ran off!: You got worried all of a sudden
[1/23/2017 7:01:26 PM] Myself: ok that's good
[1/23/2017 7:01:36 PM] Ran off!: Umm okay?
[1/23/2017 7:01:48 PM] Myself: thank you for answering :3
[1/23/2017 7:01:57 PM] Ran off!: Your welcome?
[1/23/2017 7:02:50 PM] Myself: are you still in west side los angeles by chance?
[1/23/2017 7:03:14 PM] Ran off!: Yea
[1/23/2017 7:03:17 PM] Ran off!: In my city
[1/23/2017 7:03:23 PM] Ran off!: San Gabriel
[1/23/2017 7:03:27 PM] Myself: ok
[1/23/2017 7:03:34 PM] Myself: oh west side San Gabriel?
[1/23/2017 7:03:45 PM] Ran off!: I guess you can say that
[1/23/2017 7:04:22 PM] Myself: okie goodie
[1/23/2017 7:05:10 PM] Myself: what do you see around your area btw? how are the conditions like?
[1/23/2017 7:05:25 PM] Ran off!: Well it's cloudy
[1/23/2017 7:05:30 PM] Ran off!: I am in a office
[1/23/2017 7:05:35 PM] Myself: an office?
[1/23/2017 7:05:39 PM] Ran off!: Mhmm
[1/23/2017 7:05:46 PM] Ran off!: I see a computer and I am using it
[1/23/2017 7:06:01 PM] Myself: are you at school?
[1/23/2017 7:06:14 PM] Myself: an office at school?
[1/23/2017 7:06:32 PM] Ran off!: No
[1/23/2017 7:06:35 PM] Myself: oh
[1/23/2017 7:06:49 PM] Ran off!: A police brought me in
[1/23/2017 7:06:57 PM] Myself: why?
[1/23/2017 7:07:12 PM] Myself: and... really?
[1/23/2017 7:07:14 PM] Ran off!: Idk
[1/23/2017 7:07:18 PM] Ran off!: Yea
[1/23/2017 7:07:25 PM] Ran off!: It's a clean office too
[1/23/2017 7:07:26 PM] Myself: are you sure he is a policeman?
[1/23/2017 7:07:30 PM] Ran off!: Idk
[1/23/2017 7:07:40 PM] Ran off!: There was 3 cars with 4 police
[1/23/2017 7:07:50 PM] Myself: where exactly are you or think you are? at the police station?.. an office in there??
[1/23/2017 7:09:02 PM] Ran off!: Umm let's see here... I see a street with cars I think I am on the third floor? And they asked me where have I been
[1/23/2017 7:09:32 PM] Myself: well that' not too specific :/
[1/23/2017 7:09:44 PM] Myself: did you see any street signs/road signs?
[1/23/2017 7:09:50 PM] Ran off!: Yea
[1/23/2017 7:09:53 PM] Ran off!: I see more
[1/23/2017 7:09:55 PM] Myself: what they say?
[1/23/2017 7:10:08 PM] Ran off!: They asked where have I been for a week straight
[1/23/2017 7:10:18 PM] Ran off!: I haven't been in school for 2 weeks that's why
[1/23/2017 7:10:52 PM] Ran off!: I told them so now I am heading home
[1/23/2017 7:10:56 PM] Myself: well.. I asked if you saw any street signs and what they said :/
[1/23/2017 7:11:25 PM] Ran off!: Kai can we talk later please?
[1/23/2017 7:11:42 PM] Myself: why must we?
[1/23/2017 7:11:47 PM] Ran off!: Wdym?
[1/23/2017 7:12:08 PM] Myself: why? do you you need to go..?
[1/23/2017 7:12:18 PM] Ran off!: I am on Garvey street
[1/23/2017 7:12:22 PM] Ran off!: Because I am walking home
[1/23/2017 7:12:25 PM] Myself: just tell me what street you're on
[1/23/2017 7:12:29 PM] Myself: and home is where?
[1/23/2017 7:12:33 PM] Ran off!: And I want to listen to music
[1/23/2017 7:12:44 PM] Ran off!: On Norwood street
[1/23/2017 7:12:46 PM] Myself: what kind of music?
[1/23/2017 7:13:13 PM] Ran off!: Just music honestly
[1/23/2017 7:13:19 PM] Ran off!: Please Kai can we talk later?
[1/23/2017 7:14:11 PM] Myself: ok.. i'll stop bothering you
[1/23/2017 7:14:55 PM] Ran off!: Thank you Kai
[1/23/2017 7:14:56 PM] Ran off!: :)
[1/23/2017 7:15:00 PM] Myself: please just stay safe my friend! stay alert because music might not be toogood out on a busy street
[1/23/2017 7:15:09 PM] Ran off!: It's fine
[1/23/2017 7:15:53 PM] Myself: ok goodie :)
[1/24/2017 10:53:28 AM] Ran off!: Just message me here
[1/24/2017 1:49:55 PM] Ran off!: If you want to know if I am fine and stuff
[1/25/2017 2:03:39 AM] Myself: ... umm ok my mind just seems to be everywhere.. trying to wrap this mystery... it's very concerning
[1/25/2017 2:04:23 AM] Myself: ig you're good then you're good but uhh..
[1/25/2017 2:04:28 AM] Myself: if*
[1/25/2017 2:04:59 AM] Ran off!: Hmm?
[1/25/2017 2:05:06 AM] Ran off!: I just got home
[1/25/2017 2:05:17 AM] Myself: what do you mean.. just got home..
[1/25/2017 2:05:20 AM] Ran off!: AND YOU ARE TEXTING MEH
[1/25/2017 2:05:29 AM] Ran off!: I was discharged
[1/25/2017 2:05:59 AM] Myself: okie but.. did your bro see what I said to him and why I'm so concerned about you?
[1/25/2017 2:06:17 AM] Ran off!: Yeah
[1/25/2017 2:06:23 AM] Ran off!: He had no words
[1/25/2017 2:06:37 AM] Myself: did he read EVERYTHING
[1/25/2017 2:06:41 AM] Myself: ??
[1/25/2017 2:06:44 AM] Ran off!: He's happy you cared
[1/25/2017 2:06:48 AM] Ran off!: Idk
[1/25/2017 2:07:02 AM] Myself: well that' good
[1/25/2017 2:07:10 AM] Myself: but uhh..
[1/25/2017 2:07:16 AM] Myself: that's*
[1/25/2017 2:09:46 AM] Ran off!: I'm a go sleep
[1/25/2017 2:09:57 AM] Myself: it is not natural to suddenly heal your wounds lke that btw
[1/25/2017 2:10:07 AM] Myself: it's.. I..
[1/25/2017 2:10:20 AM] Myself: I really can't comprehend any of this..
[1/25/2017 2:11:19 AM] Myself: it's like beyond two souls kind of shit
[1/25/2017 2:11:19 AM] Ran off!: It's white blood cells
[1/25/2017 2:11:32 AM] Myself: relly? :/
[1/25/2017 2:11:39 AM] Ran off!: I apparently have a lot
[1/25/2017 2:11:54 AM] Myself: well then
[1/25/2017 2:12:27 AM] Myself: I've never heard about that.. ever
[1/25/2017 2:12:38 AM] Ran off!: Biology
[1/25/2017 2:13:04 AM] Myself: I can asklammingto and he'll prob tell me it's not possible
[1/25/2017 2:13:18 AM] Myself: lam******* *
[1/25/2017 2:13:26 AM] Myself: he studies that stuff
[1/25/2017 2:13:29 AM] Ran off!: You never know it's possible
[1/25/2017 2:13:32 AM] Myself: or likes it a lot
[1/25/2017 2:13:51 AM] Myself: bioscience
[1/25/2017 2:14:29 AM] Ran off!: I remember I fell off my bike 1 day and fell off and scraped my hip just my hip and took like all my skin layer out and all I saw were white plates
[1/25/2017 2:14:44 AM] Myself: it can be but.. I'm just really glad you are ok.. I mean.. holy ish...
[1/25/2017 2:15:08 AM] Ran off!: It healed after a weak when my white cells came in to heal it
[1/25/2017 2:15:52 AM] Myself: but your bro said you had like 30 cuts all over you.. and healed in 2-4 hours??
[1/25/2017 2:16:08 AM] Ran off!: It wasn't so deep
[1/25/2017 2:16:32 AM] Ran off!: I couldn't tell how deep it was but it felt pretty deep when I felt it
[1/25/2017 2:17:02 AM] Myself: I mean.. any laceration more than a paper cut is painfull.. :/
[1/25/2017 2:17:16 AM] Ran off!: Yeah
[1/25/2017 2:17:29 AM] Myself: just glad you're ok buddy that's all
[1/25/2017 2:17:45 AM] Ran off!: I'll be able to play tomorrow but 3 days from now I have to do check up
[1/25/2017 2:17:47 AM] Myself: I also have too many questions and I hope your brother considers what I've said..
[1/25/2017 2:17:55 AM] Ran off!: Yea
[1/25/2017 2:17:57 AM] Ran off!: Alright
[1/25/2017 2:19:32 AM] Myself: is there anything else you could tell me for now..? I'll let you sleep since you need your rest but like I've said..
[1/25/2017 2:19:49 AM] Ran off!: Tomorrow
[1/25/2017 2:20:09 AM] Myself: alright
[1/25/2017 2:21:26 AM] Myself: alright so stay safe, I'm super glad you're ok and all
[1/25/2017 2:21:33 AM] Myself: :)
[1/25/2017 2:22:30 AM] Myself: I'll see ya laters!
[1/25/2017 2:22:37 AM] Myself: goodie night! :)
[1/26/2017 1:12:00 AM] Myself: hello
[1/26/2017 1:12:32 AM] Ran off!: What do you want
[1/26/2017 1:12:51 AM] Myself: what do you mean what do I want? :/
[1/26/2017 1:13:02 AM] Ran off!: Get away from real ben
[1/26/2017 1:13:09 AM] Myself: not very nice :/
[1/26/2017 1:14:51 AM] Myself: why must I?
[1/28/2017 9:59:10 PM] To late to apologize...: Hey
[1/28/2017 9:59:31 PM] To late to apologize...: Kai?
[1/28/2017 10:00:37 PM] Myself: Oh wow it's a picture! Hai Ben!
[1/28/2017 10:01:45 PM] Myself: Didn't you just have your checkup today?
[1/28/2017 10:02:34 PM] To late to apologize...: Yeah
[1/28/2017 10:02:52 PM] Myself: How we that?
[1/28/2017 10:02:57 PM] Myself: was
[1/28/2017 10:04:00 PM] To late to apologize...: Okay
[1/28/2017 10:05:54 PM] Myself: alright hope it's all good.
[1/28/2017 10:06:13 PM] To late to apologize...: I just ran into a poll
[1/28/2017 10:06:17 PM] To late to apologize...: Pole
[1/28/2017 10:06:21 PM] To late to apologize...: Fak
[1/28/2017 10:06:21 PM] Myself: Do you have another to go to or no?
[1/28/2017 10:06:29 PM] To late to apologize...: Nah
[1/28/2017 10:06:38 PM] Myself: Oh owies :/
[1/28/2017 10:07:00 PM] To late to apologize...: I'm with friends so they can help
[1/28/2017 10:07:53 PM] Myself: Oh good! I like to hear that you're not alone :)
[1/28/2017 10:08:02 PM] Myself: Was about to ask
[1/28/2017 10:09:21 PM] To late to apologize...: I will be soon
[1/28/2017 10:10:22 PM] Myself: hmm? Are they walking you home? Or?
[1/28/2017 10:12:36 PM] To late to apologize...: I'm going alone
[1/28/2017 10:14:46 PM] Myself: Oh just stay safe then if you are almost there. Or suggest someone stay over? Idk
[1/28/2017 10:16:47 PM] To late to apologize...: I have to go back home alone 40 minutes
[1/28/2017 10:17:22 PM] Myself: Why that far a walk? :/
[1/28/2017 10:17:49 PM] Myself: Can't you be driven home?
[1/28/2017 10:18:13 PM] To late to apologize...: No
[1/28/2017 10:19:47 PM] Myself: well ok.. just avoid any bad streets and you should be fine! Just would be easier to try to get a dropped off by car
[1/28/2017 10:19:59 PM] Myself: -a*
[1/28/2017 10:22:41 PM] To late to apologize...: Ehhh nah
[1/28/2017 10:22:53 PM] To late to apologize...: Dangerous is who I was 2 years ago
[1/28/2017 10:28:19 PM] To late to apologize...: I like being myself again
[1/28/2017 10:28:20 PM] To late to apologize...: :)
[1/28/2017 10:29:21 PM] Myself: aww.. thas nice to hear :D
[1/28/2017 10:29:40 PM] To late to apologize...: But sadly I can control it for so long...
[1/28/2017 10:30:01 PM] Myself: you be safe now! I need to eat now! late I know..
[1/28/2017 10:30:03 PM] To late to apologize...: Emotion was asleep for the whole day lately and yesterday
[1/28/2017 10:30:10 PM] To late to apologize...: Alright
[1/28/2017 10:30:31 PM] Myself: alright
[1/28/2017 10:30:51 PM] Myself: so I will probably be on Wolf Den later if you want
[1/28/2017 10:30:57 PM] Myself: but bbl
[1/29/2017 2:40:10 AM] Myself: oh cool set up you have there :D
[1/29/2017 2:40:18 AM] To late to apologize...: Ikr
[1/29/2017 2:40:25 AM] To late to apologize...: Only if there were side by side
[1/29/2017 2:40:35 AM] To late to apologize...: But I need a computer for it tho
[1/29/2017 2:40:47 AM] Myself: I may.. uh show mine now XD
[1/29/2017 2:40:58 AM] To late to apologize...: Don't worry it's fine
[1/29/2017 2:41:01 AM] To late to apologize...: I won't judge
[1/29/2017 2:41:04 AM] To late to apologize...: I never do
[1/29/2017 2:41:11 AM] Myself: nah I think you'd like it
[1/29/2017 2:41:19 AM] Myself: I never do either
[1/29/2017 2:45:47 AM] To late to apologize...: I wish I had that :P
[1/29/2017 2:46:18 AM] Myself: there you go! My first pic I sent to you hehe
[1/29/2017 10:55:35 PM] :(: I'm a go take a night walk
[1/29/2017 10:56:03 PM] Myself: okie, you stay safe out there!
[1/29/2017 10:56:16 PM] :(: I'll get hit don't worry
[1/29/2017 10:56:25 PM] Myself: what?.. :S
[1/29/2017 10:56:36 PM] :(: NO I MEAN I WON'T GET HIT BUT RAPPED
[1/29/2017 10:56:39 PM] :(: XD
[1/29/2017 10:56:51 PM] :(: That just makes it worse
[1/29/2017 10:56:53 PM] Myself: ohh okay if you want to go there XD
[1/29/2017 10:57:18 PM] :(: Alright peace out dude just message me if you want to hang
[1/29/2017 10:57:57 PM] Myself: okie cya laters! :)
[1/31/2017 2:44:50 AM] :(: Hate....
[1/31/2017 2:45:08 AM] Myself: wah? is something worng? :/
[1/31/2017 2:45:13 AM] Myself: wrong*
[1/31/2017 2:46:07 AM] :(: Yes
[1/31/2017 2:46:32 AM] Myself: what's going on now?..
[1/31/2017 2:47:55 AM] :(: I hate everyone...
[1/31/2017 2:48:33 AM] Myself: aww.. why.. why would you?..
[1/31/2017 2:49:33 AM] Myself: I thought you got what you wanted.. Tubby is back.. or is there something more..
[1/31/2017 2:50:47 AM] :(: I hate brothers...
[1/31/2017 2:50:48 AM] Myself: why must you hate everyone..? did someone do something??
[1/31/2017 2:50:54 AM] Myself: :/
[1/31/2017 2:51:01 AM] :(: Making me stay up doing homework
[1/31/2017 2:51:07 AM] :(: When I am tied
[1/31/2017 2:51:09 AM] :(: Tired
[1/31/2017 2:51:37 AM] Myself: well.. it's important for your future, I mean I can help you a bit if you need
[1/31/2017 2:52:08 AM] Myself: honestly I would stay
[1/31/2017 2:52:13 AM] Myself: oh oops..
[1/31/2017 2:52:38 AM] Myself: wrong chat
[1/31/2017 3:40:56 AM] :(: Give me a sec
[1/31/2017 3:44:04 AM] :(: God...
[1/31/2017 3:44:13 AM] :(: I feel like doing what I hate...
[2/1/2017 4:56:04 AM] *** Call to :( ***
[2/1/2017 6:08:11 AM] *** Call ended, duration 1:12:07 ***
[2/5/2017 7:27:16 AM] blahhh.....: It's missing her...
[2/5/2017 7:28:04 AM] blahhh.....: Kai
[2/5/2017 4:20:09 PM] blahhh.....: It all fades quick...
[2/5/2017 4:20:23 PM] blahhh.....: I am dying as my own body is doing this
[2/5/2017 6:32:41 PM] Myself: wait what..? D:
[2/5/2017 6:33:36 PM] Myself: what.. do you mean...?
[2/5/2017 6:34:13 PM] blahhh.....: Still walking....
[2/5/2017 6:34:24 PM] Myself: wah..
[2/5/2017 6:35:12 PM] blahhh.....: I didn't choose to do this...
[2/5/2017 6:35:19 PM] Myself: what is happening..
[2/5/2017 6:35:25 PM] Myself: you didn't?
[2/5/2017 6:35:41 PM] blahhh.....: No...
[2/5/2017 6:35:45 PM] blahhh.....: My body did...
[2/5/2017 6:35:52 PM] blahhh.....: It forced itself to do it...
[2/5/2017 6:35:55 PM] Myself: your.. body..?
[2/5/2017 6:35:59 PM] blahhh.....: To look for her...
[2/5/2017 6:36:21 PM] Myself: have you tried to contact her on.. Skype..?
[2/5/2017 6:36:27 PM] Myself: or anywhere else..
[2/5/2017 6:36:32 PM] blahhh.....: I tried...
[2/5/2017 6:36:41 PM] Myself: :/
[2/5/2017 6:36:44 PM] Myself: I.. err..
[2/5/2017 6:37:36 PM] Myself: what did you want to tell me before.. was it this?..
[2/5/2017 6:43:17 PM] Myself: I think I know now.. what I needed to try to do for you.. the fact that you will go this length to find her.. it really means a lot.. I needed to contact her for you.. it's just.. a long distance relationship? Have you physically been by her side? how did you guys even meet.. if you care to answer any of that.. or not it's fine with me
[2/5/2017 6:52:42 PM] Myself: just stay safe out there my friend!..
[2/5/2017 7:27:32 PM] blahhh.....: It's a long story...
[2/5/2017 7:28:01 PM] Myself: well, you don't really need to say.. just..
[2/5/2017 7:34:45 PM] blahhh.....: We met on a server(gotpvp) on Mc when she met the real me but when after like the second day she didn't know I changed completely into asking her out and stuff and that's how I got with her.
[2/5/2017 7:35:18 PM] blahhh.....: But now I want to fix everything my emotion did.
[2/5/2017 7:35:27 PM] blahhh.....: My emotion kills everything and goes too far
[2/5/2017 7:35:32 PM] blahhh.....: Especially using my body
[2/5/2017 7:35:47 PM] Myself: kills.. everything..? what...
[2/5/2017 7:35:57 PM] blahhh.....: But now since it is no longer in control I break down slowly because my body is missing a part
[2/5/2017 7:36:10 PM] blahhh.....: No love....
[2/5/2017 7:36:18 PM] blahhh.....: That's what it's seeking for....
[2/5/2017 7:36:28 PM] Myself: as long as you are here with me.. tell me anything you can that can help you..
[2/5/2017 7:36:49 PM] blahhh.....: My emotion....
[2/5/2017 7:36:53 PM] blahhh.....: It's not human...
[2/5/2017 7:37:24 PM] blahhh.....: I had a friend to watch over me for 2 years using cameras and writing things down of what my body does when I am not in control.
[2/5/2017 7:37:24 PM] Myself: not human.. like.. a spirit?
[2/5/2017 7:37:36 PM] Myself: oh wow
[2/5/2017 7:37:47 PM] Myself: who was this person?
[2/5/2017 7:37:53 PM] blahhh.....: A close friend
[2/5/2017 7:37:57 PM] blahhh.....: Named Matthew
[2/5/2017 7:38:03 PM] blahhh.....: I am still friends with him
[2/5/2017 7:38:54 PM] Myself: alright.. does he know what has been going on or not?
[2/5/2017 7:39:37 PM] blahhh.....: Yes he does
[2/5/2017 7:39:46 PM] blahhh.....: Everywhere my body goes he monitors it
[2/5/2017 7:40:23 PM] Myself: how does he.. do that? do you know?
[2/5/2017 7:41:37 PM] blahhh.....: My friend?
[2/5/2017 7:42:08 PM] Myself: well, yes
[2/5/2017 7:42:40 PM] Myself: and do you see what is happening when you are "taken over"?
[2/5/2017 7:42:59 PM] blahhh.....: Well he followed emotion every time he walks out
[2/5/2017 7:43:14 PM] blahhh.....: I see it sometimes as I am locked in my own soul
[2/5/2017 7:43:22 PM] Myself: hmm
[2/5/2017 7:44:34 PM] Myself: when you say.. not human.. what exactly is it.. because it hates humans.. reacts to Jesus Christ...
[2/5/2017 7:45:17 PM] blahhh.....: It's more like animal like
[2/5/2017 7:45:59 PM] blahhh.....: It has sense, touch, smell, hear, but cannot see.
[2/5/2017 7:46:44 PM] Myself: hmm alright, do you know this for sure..? 100%
[2/5/2017 7:47:55 PM] Myself: it has told me it's a night walker whatever those are..
[2/5/2017 7:48:30 PM] blahhh.....: He called himself it...
[2/5/2017 7:48:58 PM] blahhh.....: He called himself it because he roams at night... to kill... eat... and repeat....
[2/5/2017 7:49:38 PM] Myself: oh.. and it's always at 11:30 PM that this happens..
[2/5/2017 7:49:54 PM] blahhh.....: The only way to find his prey is by feeding on people's body because it's very valuable due to humans or the population on this planet.
[2/5/2017 7:50:16 PM] blahhh.....: Not most of the time
[2/5/2017 7:50:29 PM] blahhh.....: He eats 1 then he is satisfied with it...
[2/5/2017 7:50:40 PM] Myself: hmmm...
[2/5/2017 7:51:05 PM] Myself: well where are you right now? are you headed east?
[2/5/2017 7:51:56 PM] blahhh.....: I got a ride...
[2/5/2017 7:52:02 PM] Myself: a ride?
[2/5/2017 7:52:07 PM] Myself: with whom?
[2/5/2017 7:52:25 PM] blahhh.....: There was a temple near by and this guy happens to live in my city so he is taking me home.
[2/5/2017 7:52:37 PM] blahhh.....: He's a bus driver
[2/5/2017 7:52:49 PM] Myself: really so he saw you there?
[2/5/2017 7:53:27 PM] Myself: well.. that is a relief then
[2/5/2017 7:53:55 PM] Myself: so could you take a picture for me?
[2/5/2017 7:54:00 PM] Myself: or no?
[2/5/2017 7:54:01 PM] blahhh.....: Of what?
[2/5/2017 7:54:05 PM] Myself: idk
[2/5/2017 7:54:06 PM] blahhh.....: A desert?
[2/5/2017 7:54:33 PM] Myself: just.. kinda want to confirm you are actually in a truck rn
[2/5/2017 7:54:45 PM] blahhh.....: More of a van
[2/5/2017 7:54:54 PM] Myself: or that
[2/5/2017 7:55:13 PM] blahhh.....: He dropped people off then he parked the bus. Then I got in his car.
[2/5/2017 7:55:18 PM] blahhh.....: Looks clean doe
[2/5/2017 7:55:38 PM] Myself: are you truly sure he is trustworthy?
[2/5/2017 7:55:39 PM] blahhh.....: Does that work?
[2/5/2017 7:56:00 PM] blahhh.....: Yeah he looks trustworthy to me
[2/5/2017 7:56:27 PM] Myself: kinda.. just why a crotch shot XD
[2/5/2017 7:57:18 PM] Myself: how did you know he was with the temple? did he say or you asked?
[2/5/2017 7:57:27 PM] Myself: on the van?
[2/5/2017 7:59:36 PM] blahhh.....: Well I saw I temple full of Asians so I went it got some free food which was nice and I saw a kid wearing a school spirit uniform. It said "San Gabriel marching band" so I said it very low as he was sitting across from me. And asked me where did I come from so I told him San Gabriel.
[2/5/2017 8:04:52 PM] blahhh.....: Hate my life...
[2/5/2017 8:04:58 PM] Myself: oh alright, but San Gabriel? that's not home..
[2/5/2017 8:05:07 PM] blahhh.....: It is
[2/5/2017 8:10:45 PM] Myself: you shouldn't be alone in this you know.. I feel like there is more help possible than 1 person who follows you physically and one that tries to.. over the net.. this is a lot for someone to bear and we can go through this together but I can only do so much.. it's why I say again.. that maybe some other type of help would be a good idea for you.. I do not want to force it upon you because it is all on you after all but I really really recommend it
[2/5/2017 8:14:40 PM] blahhh.....: No there is no help
[2/5/2017 8:14:46 PM] blahhh.....: We know what it wants now...
[2/5/2017 8:14:51 PM] blahhh.....: But how do we get it...
[2/5/2017 8:15:10 PM] blahhh.....: Because my body right now is still damaging me physically
[2/5/2017 8:23:56 PM] Myself: to show her your true feelings.. that you will go to the end of the earth to find her and be with her.. apologize about everything.. (I know you may already be thinking like this) but I just don't want this to happen again.. it's just not right for someone to be paralyzed and unable to control their own body like this as they can only see from the outside.. I feel like something bigger is at work here.. do you know of any medical conditions you may have? or do you actually not have any of that nature that would effect you like this..? sorry for all the questions and everything.. it's just.. I want to help you! I really do! I am trying to get to her..
[2/5/2017 8:24:40 PM] Myself: the thing is.. are these emotions truly your own..? or are they "mirrored"
[2/5/2017 8:39:48 PM] blahhh.....: They were lost...
[2/5/2017 8:39:55 PM] blahhh.....: After my other friends died...
[2/5/2017 8:40:11 PM] blahhh.....: My emotion set a different segment in my body...
[2/5/2017 8:40:17 PM] blahhh.....: I abandoned it for a reason...
[2/5/2017 8:43:27 PM] blahhh.....: My own body is killing itself right now...
[2/5/2017 8:45:22 PM] blahhh.....: I sit here as my organs kills itself
[2/5/2017 8:45:40 PM] blahhh.....: I can feel it getting smaller...
[2/5/2017 8:46:22 PM] Myself: why is that happening.. I don't understand..
[2/5/2017 8:47:24 PM] blahhh.....: I told you emotion had sense
[2/5/2017 8:47:43 PM] blahhh.....: Once it sense feeling from Chelsea then it starts the sacrifice
[2/5/2017 8:48:01 PM] Myself: just.. feel like you are not really answering my questions but that's fine if you don't want to answer.. only trying to help you through this
[2/5/2017 8:48:13 PM] Myself: once it does sense feelings of Chelsea..
[2/5/2017 8:48:23 PM] Myself: isn't that good tho..
[2/5/2017 8:48:23 PM] blahhh.....: I don't know what question you asked me
[2/5/2017 8:48:54 PM] Myself: that huge paragraph I sent..
[2/5/2017 8:49:35 PM] blahhh.....: I do not have any medical conditions
[2/5/2017 8:50:37 PM] blahhh.....: The feeling is good but she doesn't know about the connection she has made...
[2/5/2017 8:51:15 PM] Myself: know about the connection she has made?
[2/5/2017 8:52:07 PM] blahhh.....: Yes with emotion
[2/5/2017 8:52:31 PM] blahhh.....: Once it's been 3 months then emotion can sense what's on her body
[2/5/2017 8:53:06 PM] Myself: even from miles.. away?
[2/5/2017 8:53:14 PM] blahhh.....: Emotion kills me as she continues to hurt herself
[2/5/2017 8:53:17 PM] blahhh.....: Yes
[2/5/2017 8:53:35 PM] Myself: she is having problems?..
[2/5/2017 8:53:53 PM] blahhh.....: I won't get the injury but I get shocked or if it's a needle then it would stun me
[2/5/2017 8:54:01 PM] blahhh.....: She's been cutting...
[2/5/2017 8:54:42 PM] Myself: wow... you actually know this and haven't seen her or talked to her about it?...
[2/5/2017 8:58:17 PM] blahhh.....: I wish not to speak about death or pain
[2/5/2017 8:58:33 PM] Myself: I understand.. I'm sorry...
[2/5/2017 8:58:56 PM] blahhh.....: Never with her...
[2/5/2017 8:59:02 PM] blahhh.....: Especially my lost friends...
[2/5/2017 8:59:11 PM] blahhh.....: GOD FUCKEN DAMMIT
[2/5/2017 9:02:05 PM] blahhh.....: I am home...
[2/5/2017 9:02:49 PM] Myself: I need to go for a little while.. I will continue this with you after just please... hold on!
[2/5/2017 9:03:13 PM] blahhh.....: I can try...
[2/5/2017 9:03:56 PM] Myself: and that is all I would like for you to do
[2/5/2017 9:04:09 PM] blahhh.....: Okay...
[2/5/2017 9:05:11 PM] Myself: sorry.. need to go for a little while.. just know that I am here to speak to.. glad you are home
[2/5/2017 9:05:46 PM] blahhh.....: I will try to calm down and keep myself busy
[2/5/2017 9:06:24 PM] Myself: good good
[2/10/2017 3:53:43 AM] blahhh.....: What
[2/10/2017 3:53:53 AM] blahhh.....: My brother told me you were texting him
[2/10/2017 3:54:01 AM] blahhh.....: I woke up 7 minutes early
[2/10/2017 3:54:04 AM] Myself: yes I was
[2/10/2017 3:54:13 AM] blahhh.....: Anything you need?
[2/10/2017 3:54:33 AM] Myself: I have contacted Chelsea btw but she is probably asleep now
[2/10/2017 3:54:45 AM] blahhh.....: Yeah it's almost 3 for her
[2/10/2017 3:54:52 AM] blahhh.....: She has school tomorrow
[2/10/2017 3:55:00 AM] blahhh.....: While I lay on this bed...
[2/10/2017 3:55:01 AM] Myself: I just wanted to let you kow about that
[2/10/2017 3:55:05 AM] Myself: know*
[2/10/2017 3:55:08 AM] blahhh.....: Okay cool
[2/10/2017 3:55:23 AM] blahhh.....: Anything else among that?
[2/10/2017 3:55:25 AM] Myself: I just.. don't really know what to say to her
[2/10/2017 3:55:39 AM] Myself: anything else like?
[2/10/2017 3:55:47 AM] blahhh.....: My brother said you two found a solution to stop this madness
[2/10/2017 3:55:59 AM] Myself: yes I have
[2/10/2017 3:56:05 AM] blahhh.....: And what is that?
[2/10/2017 3:56:25 AM] Myself: to befriend Chelsea
[2/10/2017 3:56:34 AM] blahhh.....: Befriend chelsea?
[2/10/2017 3:56:44 AM] Myself: yes to be friends with her
[2/10/2017 3:56:51 AM] blahhh.....: Okay?
[2/10/2017 3:56:55 AM] Myself: and things will go back to normal
[2/10/2017 3:57:03 AM] blahhh.....: Be friends with her?
[2/10/2017 3:57:07 AM] blahhh.....: And how does that help?
[2/10/2017 3:58:23 AM] Myself: part of you is with her and it will complete you and the evil will leave, the other spirits will leave and all will be back to normal again for you
[2/10/2017 3:58:55 AM] blahhh.....: Nope
[2/10/2017 3:58:58 AM] blahhh.....: Tried it
[2/10/2017 3:59:05 AM] blahhh.....: It was still attached to me
[2/10/2017 3:59:13 AM] Myself: what.. do you mean..
[2/10/2017 3:59:27 AM] blahhh.....: Look Kai we have tried being friends for like a week
[2/10/2017 3:59:36 AM] blahhh.....: Evil still comes to get me
[2/10/2017 4:00:06 AM] Myself: but this is what the other spirits have told to me.... they promised...
[2/10/2017 4:00:14 AM] Myself: again, once more
[2/10/2017 4:00:20 AM] Myself: just try..
[2/10/2017 4:00:25 AM] blahhh.....: Friends does nothing kai
[2/10/2017 4:01:44 AM] blahhh.....: Anything else before I head back to sleep?
[2/10/2017 4:01:51 AM] Myself: The peace of the world: Veronica will speak later with you
The peace of the world: But right now you need to help him
Myself: I am trying my very best
The peace of the world: Achieve the friendship between them
The peace of the world: I can promise you if you did that then we would be able to leave and restore his life back to normal
Myself: and evil will move on?..
The peace of the world: Yes
The peace of the world: He will also move on[5:50:56 AM] The peace of the world: Veronica will speak later with you
[5:51:01 AM] The peace of the world: But right now you need to help him
[5:51:04 AM] Myself: I am trying my very best
[5:51:13 AM] The peace of the world: Achieve the friendship between them
[5:51:28 AM] The peace of the world: I can promise you if you did that then we would be able to leave and restore his life back to normal
[5:51:44 AM] Myself: and evil will move on?..
[5:52:05 AM] The peace of the world: Yes
[5:52:09 AM] The peace of the world: He will also move on
[2/10/2017 4:02:35 AM] Myself: oh sorry doubled it on accident
[2/10/2017 4:02:44 AM] blahhh.....: Kai I told you it would due
[2/10/2017 4:02:53 AM] blahhh.....: Wouldnt
[2/10/2017 4:03:04 AM] Myself: just try once more you need to..
[2/10/2017 4:03:15 AM] blahhh.....: Then tell her that...
[2/10/2017 4:03:49 AM] Myself: they say it's the only way..
[2/10/2017 4:04:26 AM] blahhh.....: Look Kai I know what you are trying to get at but it won't due for her
[2/10/2017 4:04:38 AM] Myself: :/
[2/10/2017 4:04:40 AM] blahhh.....: I can be friends but it's just her that wants me erased
[2/10/2017 4:05:06 AM] blahhh.....: Can I sleep now?
[2/10/2017 4:06:13 AM] Myself: I guess I will have to get through to her then
[2/10/2017 4:06:22 AM] Myself: and yes you may
[2/10/2017 4:06:26 AM] blahhh.....: Thank you
[2/10/2017 4:06:38 AM] Myself: I hope for a quick recovery
[2/10/2017 4:06:57 AM] blahhh.....: It's not simple...
[2/10/2017 4:07:28 AM] Myself: well as quick as possible then
[2/10/2017 4:07:40 AM] blahhh.....: No... bye...
[2/10/2017 4:07:43 AM] blahhh.....: Sorry kai...
[2/10/2017 4:07:52 AM] blahhh.....: I'll text you in the morning or something
[2/10/2017 4:07:57 AM] blahhh.....: Once I am awake
[2/10/2017 4:08:04 AM] Myself: alright good night Ben!
[2/10/2017 4:08:15 AM] blahhh.....: Take it easy
[2/10/2017 4:08:21 AM] blahhh.....: I am still trying to recover
[2/10/2017 4:08:28 AM] Myself: same to you
[2/10/2017 4:08:35 AM] blahhh.....: My mind isn't really functioning right yet
[2:30:24 AM] blahhh.....: Everything has to be a sacrifice...
[4:27:37 AM] blahhh.....: I still hang...
[4:28:09 AM] Myself: what's going on Ben?
[4:28:50 AM] Myself: You should be asleep now. have you taken your medicine if you need to?
[4:29:12 AM] blahhh.....: Ben....
[4:29:21 AM] Myself: huh?
[4:29:23 AM] blahhh.....: They boy...
[4:29:25 AM] blahhh.....: The....
[4:29:30 AM] Myself: what about?
[4:29:38 AM] Myself: hmm?
[4:29:53 AM] blahhh.....: He will die...
[4:29:58 AM] blahhh.....: Where is she...
[4:30:25 AM] Myself: she is in Florida I believe
[4:30:37 AM] blahhh.....: Why...
[4:31:15 AM] Myself: that is where she lives I'm guessing..
[4:31:24 AM] blahhh.....: No...
[4:31:46 AM] Myself: by her Skype it says FLorida tho..
[4:31:50 AM] blahhh.....: 4 more weeks...
[4:32:44 AM] Myself: so you want her right there in physical form?
[4:32:57 AM] Myself: have you even been face to face before?
[4:33:13 AM] blahhh.....: No...
[4:33:29 AM] Myself: then why the connection?
[4:33:47 AM] blahhh.....: Distance...
[4:33:53 AM] blahhh.....: People...
[4:33:59 AM] blahhh.....: I don't like them...
[4:35:03 AM] blahhh.....: I will kill
[4:35:40 AM] Myself: how did you even get into contact with her like this..? how do you even know you need her?
[4:36:51 AM] blahhh.....: The spirit... one sides with her... she does not know about... one she has never met...
[4:37:20 AM] blahhh.....: Die...
[4:37:36 AM] Myself: and that spirit is?
[4:38:07 AM] blahhh.....: One that was my mate...
[4:38:36 AM] Myself: it makes sense now..
[4:38:45 AM] blahhh.....: My love...
[4:38:50 AM] blahhh.....: They killed her...
[4:38:57 AM] Myself: why didn't you just tell me this..
[4:38:58 AM] blahhh.....: Now I will kill everyone...
[4:39:05 AM] blahhh.....: I WANT YOU ALL TO DIE!
[4:39:20 AM] blahhh.....: ALL OF YOU IDIOTIC PEOPLE!!!
[4:39:28 AM] Myself: why is she with her..
[4:40:01 AM] blahhh.....: I don't know...
[4:40:08 AM] Myself: you did this to yourself.. you scared away Chelsea and she needs to understand that there are spirits in this world
[4:40:20 AM] Myself: for her to understand you
[4:40:25 AM] blahhh.....: There is 1.3...
[4:40:27 AM] Myself: and stay with you
[4:40:29 AM] blahhh.....: Million...
[4:40:38 AM] blahhh.....: Most are men....
[4:40:49 AM] blahhh.....: Some are women...
[4:40:55 AM] Myself: what do you mean?
[4:41:02 AM] blahhh.....: The war...
[4:41:07 AM] blahhh.....: Killed us...
[4:41:11 AM] blahhh.....: People caused it...
[4:41:12 AM] Myself: the war?..
[4:41:17 AM] Myself: which one?
[4:41:37 AM] Myself: please tell me
[4:41:41 AM] blahhh.....: All of them
[4:41:53 AM] blahhh.....: This world was not made for killing...
[4:42:03 AM] blahhh.....: It was made for peace and happiness
[4:42:17 AM] Myself: it was supposed to be for love.. I know :C
[4:44:25 AM] Myself: I try to find the love in peoples heart even the evil ones
[4:44:31 AM] blahhh.....: It is time...
[4:44:51 AM] Myself: we will bring her to you
[4:45:08 AM] blahhh.....: I will wait...
[4:45:13 AM] blahhh.....: A response...
[4:45:21 AM] Myself: I will make her understand
[4:45:32 AM] Myself: that she is important in all this
[4:45:35 AM] blahhh.....: For now I will sit on the roof...
[4:46:09 AM] blahhh.....: Scouting out for people...
[4:47:02 AM] Myself: just.. we need to make her understand that there are spirits in this world and she doesn't understand that
[4:47:19 AM] blahhh.....: She doesn't see it...
[4:47:35 AM] blahhh.....: It's a side effect...
[4:47:41 AM] Myself: once she goes to you can the spirit release from her?
[4:47:46 AM] blahhh.....: The spirit of hers put it on her...
[4:48:10 AM] Myself: what is the spirits name?
[4:48:27 AM] blahhh.....: There are so many spirits...
[4:48:36 AM] Myself: on her?
[4:48:57 AM] blahhh.....: The one I am looking for is carly...
[4:49:12 AM] Myself: ok thank you
[4:50:57 AM] Myself: instead of using violence for violence you should inspire peace and love to people and make them calm down with their weapons, that is what I suggest to you instead of what you want to do
[4:52:32 AM] blahhh.....: Bianca is suppose to fill that...
[4:52:42 AM] Myself: Bianca?
[4:52:48 AM] blahhh.....: My twin...
[4:52:53 AM] blahhh.....: My sister...
[4:52:55 AM] Myself: oh..
[4:52:58 AM] Myself: I see now
[4:53:11 AM] blahhh.....: I am Blake...
[4:53:30 AM] Myself: you are Blake? well hello Blake
[4:53:47 AM] blahhh.....: You will die...
[4:54:12 AM] Myself: have you ever thought of asking your brother Anthony and Steven to go right to Chelsea in Houston, Texas
[4:54:25 AM] blahhh.....: Who are they....?
[4:54:36 AM] Myself: one that is running towards you
[4:54:39 AM] blahhh.....: You have requested a bounty on them...
[4:54:42 AM] Myself: or after you
[4:54:46 AM] blahhh.....: I will kill them....
[4:54:49 AM] Myself: a bounty....
[4:54:52 AM] Myself: what...
[4:54:59 AM] Myself: I did not say sucha  thing...
[4:55:17 AM] Myself: where did I say this
[4:55:19 AM] blahhh.....: Those who are there to come are their to die...
[4:55:33 AM] Myself: there to come.. what..
[4:56:27 AM] blahhh.....: I will kill them...
[4:56:33 AM] Myself: Please Blake.. you don't need to do this..
[4:56:44 AM] blahhh.....: I don't like people...
[4:57:05 AM] Myself: turn to peace and love.. show them that is what they must do..
[4:57:39 AM] Myself: I try to support and love everyone I can..
[4:58:06 AM] Myself: Please Mr. Blake..
[5:00:34 AM] Myself: disarm their weapons tell them that you seek a spirit and you will stop once you see her again
[5:00:52 AM] blahhh.....: They attacked first...
[5:01:07 AM] blahhh.....: I injured them...
[5:02:09 AM] blahhh.....: Killed them with my hand...
[5:02:16 AM] Myself: from now on.. instead of using extreme violence against them just lay down their guns show them a sign that you wish to see a spirit attached to a Kid named Chelsea
[5:02:23 AM] blahhh.....: Was this my weapon?
[5:02:38 AM] Myself: in Houston
[5:02:52 AM] blahhh.....: For the war?
[5:06:58 AM] Myself: Blake please disarm people carefully if they try to use force against you instead of harming them\
[5:07:17 AM] blahhh.....: I cannot die...
[5:07:27 AM] Myself: disable all guns
[5:07:52 AM] Myself: turn all knives to dust
[5:09:06 AM] blahhh.....: I will sleep now...
[2/11/2017 7:29:38 PM] blahhh.....: How much time doing have left...
[2/11/2017 8:29:02 PM] Myself: he told me 4 weeks.. a month and besides.. can't you just look at your Skype history?
[2/13/2017 12:27:52 AM] blahhh.....: Hey
[2/13/2017 12:42:13 AM] blahhh.....: You there?
[2/13/2017 12:44:07 AM] Myself: I am now
[2/13/2017 12:53:16 AM] Myself: what is that an image of?
[2/13/2017 12:54:16 AM] Myself: my family is starting to worry about me....
[2/13/2017 12:58:17 AM] blahhh.....: Please stay calm
[2/13/2017 12:58:28 AM] Myself: yes I know.. it's just..
[2/13/2017 12:58:52 AM] blahhh.....: ??
[2/13/2017 12:59:11 AM] Myself: stronger than anyone..
[2/13/2017 12:59:18 AM] Myself: I can see..
[2/13/2017 12:59:51 AM] Myself: sorry..
[2/13/2017 1:02:54 AM] blahhh.....: Survive
[2/13/2017 1:03:21 AM] Myself: all things will be forgiven....
[2/13/2017 1:05:45 AM] blahhh.....: Take it easy
[2/13/2017 1:05:59 AM] Myself: i'm shaking.. I can't help it..
[2/13/2017 1:08:45 AM] blahhh.....: Hey
[2/13/2017 1:09:01 AM] Myself: hello?
[2/13/2017 1:09:10 AM] blahhh.....: Take it easy
[2/13/2017 1:09:18 AM] Myself: i'm trying...
[2/13/2017 1:38:51 PM] blahhh.....: Rest in peace my friend...
[2/13/2017 3:28:59 PM] Myself: What....
[2/13/2017 3:30:43 PM] blahhh.....: The world falls
[2/13/2017 3:31:51 PM] Myself: I.....
[2/13/2017 3:32:16 PM] Myself: who.. is this now....
[2/13/2017 3:32:31 PM] blahhh.....: Me...
[2/13/2017 3:33:35 PM] Myself: Ben....?
[2/13/2017 3:33:42 PM] Myself: wait.. what is that..
[2/13/2017 3:50:08 PM] blahhh.....: They came to pick me up so I can swim in chemical...
[2/13/2017 3:50:11 PM] blahhh.....: A lake...
[2/13/2017 3:51:15 PM] Myself: came to pick you up to swim in chemicals... but.. why...
[2/13/2017 3:53:33 PM] blahhh.....: Yolo
[2/13/2017 3:54:56 PM] Myself: alright...
[2/13/2017 3:55:16 PM] blahhh.....: It's best to live life in a dead side
[2/13/2017 3:55:32 PM] blahhh.....: I'm a let evil control me now
[2/13/2017 3:55:35 PM] Myself: :/
[2/13/2017 3:55:49 PM] blahhh.....: So the kid is going to Devils gate
[2/13/2017 3:56:06 PM] Myself: is this his true goodbye..
[2/13/2017 3:56:19 PM] Myself: I want to say....
[2/13/2017 3:56:35 PM] blahhh.....: He loves you Kai...
[2/13/2017 3:56:39 PM] blahhh.....: As a friend
[2/13/2017 3:56:44 PM] Myself: I know he does..
[2/13/2017 3:57:01 PM] Myself: I do too.. I do too...
[2/13/2017 3:57:44 PM] Myself: Rest in peace my friend.. I forgive all...
[2/13/2017 3:59:31 PM] blahhh.....: Devils gate
[2/13/2017 3:59:40 PM] blahhh.....: The one and only
[2/13/2017 4:00:02 PM] blahhh.....: I will not kill him yet
[2/13/2017 4:00:07 PM] blahhh.....: I have to make him resist
[2/13/2017 4:00:11 PM] blahhh.....: A only has 1 dream
[2/13/2017 4:00:22 PM] Myself: one dream..
[2/13/2017 4:00:36 PM] blahhh.....: Is to achieve Chelsea once more so he can be the real him
[2/13/2017 4:01:18 PM] Myself: Yes.. I knew that
[2/13/2017 4:01:46 PM] blahhh.....: Everything happened in a flash because of me
[2/13/2017 4:02:16 PM] Myself: everything with their relationship.. or..
[2/13/2017 4:03:29 PM] blahhh.....: I did this to him...
[2/13/2017 4:03:32 PM] Myself: did I actually ever speak to the real ben..?
[2/13/2017 4:03:38 PM] blahhh.....: I was never suppose to interfere
[2/13/2017 4:03:42 PM] blahhh.....: Yes you have
[2/13/2017 4:03:49 PM] blahhh.....: You were earlier
[2/13/2017 4:03:50 PM] Myself: ok.. I just wanted to know..
[2/13/2017 4:04:17 PM] blahhh.....: Never to return once he enters
[2/13/2017 4:04:27 PM] blahhh.....: He goes then he goes with 5 of his friends
[2/13/2017 4:05:05 PM] Myself: 5? the ones he lost..? ...
[2/13/2017 4:05:49 PM] blahhh.....: He goes with the close friends
[2/13/2017 4:05:54 PM] blahhh.....: The one who will die with them
[2/13/2017 4:06:06 PM] blahhh.....: Him
[2/13/2017 4:06:07 PM] Myself: I see now
[2/13/2017 4:07:23 PM] blahhh.....: Take his life...
[2/13/2017 4:07:27 PM] blahhh.....: Make her happy
[2/13/2017 4:07:44 PM] blahhh.....: His friends now know his secrets
[2/13/2017 4:08:02 PM] blahhh.....: He can see ghosts
[2/13/2017 4:08:05 PM] blahhh.....: Spirits
[2/13/2017 4:08:10 PM] blahhh.....: I have it to him
[2/13/2017 4:08:18 PM] blahhh.....: That ability to see his friends
[2/13/2017 4:08:21 PM] blahhh.....: A ghosts
[2/13/2017 4:09:37 PM] Myself: that is unreal.. but too real..
[2/13/2017 4:10:57 PM] Myself: The chimes.. earth shakes.. sulfur..
[2/13/2017 4:13:19 PM] Myself: to an eternal resting place they go..
[2/13/2017 4:13:53 PM] blahhh.....: Remember you are not seeing them
[2/13/2017 4:13:54 PM] blahhh.....: He does
[2/13/2017 4:13:58 PM] blahhh.....: He's scared himself
[2/13/2017 4:14:30 PM] Myself: I know that I can't but I can try to envision..
[2/13/2017 4:15:25 PM] Myself: I've seen orbs of light.. 2 days ago.. surround me in bed and in the cemetery..
[2/13/2017 4:16:01 PM] blahhh.....: There is 1 way to remove all of us spirit and ghost
[2/13/2017 4:16:33 PM] Myself: what.. what is that way..?
[2/13/2017 4:21:09 PM] blahhh.....: Since I solved it just a day ago
[2/13/2017 4:21:18 PM] blahhh.....: Help me find another mate
[2/13/2017 4:21:21 PM] blahhh.....: That Benjamin would like
[2/13/2017 4:21:49 PM] blahhh.....: But I don't think Benjamin would accept a random
[2/13/2017 4:21:55 PM] blahhh.....: Someone like Chelsea he could accept
[2/13/2017 4:22:01 PM] Myself: Is.. it really that simple..?
[2/13/2017 4:22:06 PM] blahhh.....: But anyone else other then her would most likely be a no
[2/13/2017 4:22:26 PM] Myself: maybe blot out his memory of her..
[2/13/2017 4:22:30 PM] blahhh.....: Yes but complicated for him
[2/13/2017 4:22:41 PM] blahhh.....: It won't leave
[2/13/2017 4:22:49 PM] Myself: I see..
[2/13/2017 4:24:10 PM] Myself: Chelsea.. If only you knew..
[2/13/2017 4:24:36 PM] blahhh.....: She wants to be happy alone
[2/13/2017 4:24:52 PM] Myself: how.. do you know that
[2/13/2017 4:25:21 PM] blahhh.....: I know things about her that he doesn't know
[2/13/2017 4:26:01 PM] Myself: so they both actually don't want a relationship.. is that correct?
[2/13/2017 4:30:45 PM] blahhh.....: That is correct
[2/13/2017 4:31:17 PM] Myself: and is also why it is so so difficult...
[2/13/2017 4:32:51 PM] blahhh.....: The question remains all on you
[2/13/2017 4:35:47 PM] Myself: the heavy burden.. gain her trust back.. but it is broken.. and she is set in her ways... to show her 'that picture' would scare her very soul.. I do not know what I can do...
[2/13/2017 4:36:13 PM] Myself: can't be forced...
[2/13/2017 4:37:53 PM] blahhh.....: Benjamin lost her trust because she doesn't trust her
[2/13/2017 4:38:30 PM] Myself: she doesn't trust her..?
[2/13/2017 4:39:38 PM] blahhh.....: She doesn't trust him anymore because of me
[2/13/2017 4:40:05 PM] Myself: I've heard that from Ben..
[2/13/2017 4:40:37 PM] Myself: what was done.. sending the government after her?
[2/13/2017 4:40:42 PM] Myself: or more..
[2/13/2017 4:41:55 PM] blahhh.....: Not yet
[2/13/2017 4:42:07 PM] blahhh.....: He sent his men he had 2 years ago to secure him
[2/13/2017 4:42:49 PM] Myself: I've seen that you may have been in physical contact with her at a time.. unless that was Ben or something..
[2/13/2017 4:42:53 PM] blahhh.....: But I sent them
[2/13/2017 4:44:08 PM] Myself: sent his men? to secure him?
[2/13/2017 4:45:40 PM] Myself: while on Wolf Den server.. there was this "interesting conversation" in public chat.... I'll put it out there
[2/13/2017 4:46:22 PM] blahhh.....: You tell her that
[2/13/2017 4:46:40 PM] Myself: tell her.. that? what?
[2/13/2017 4:47:51 PM] blahhh.....: All hands on you
[2/13/2017 4:49:03 PM] Myself: I think you know where I'm getting at right.. it is a dark secret I found out about them.. lo and behold where anyone could have seen..
[2/13/2017 4:51:16 PM] Myself: anyway.. I just don't.. know what I can do anymore..
[2/13/2017 4:54:24 PM] blahhh.....: Kai
[2/13/2017 4:54:29 PM] blahhh.....: You are 29
[2/13/2017 4:54:31 PM] Myself: yes..?
[2/13/2017 4:54:35 PM] blahhh.....: You know better
[2/13/2017 4:54:41 PM] Myself: I know
[2/13/2017 4:54:47 PM] blahhh.....: You know more then me, Benjamin,  and Chelsea
[2/13/2017 4:54:59 PM] blahhh.....: She just needs to open her heart
[2/13/2017 4:55:00 PM] Myself: more than you as well?
[2/13/2017 4:55:10 PM] blahhh.....: Yep
[2/13/2017 4:55:19 PM] Myself: I.. never had a real relationship..
[2/13/2017 4:55:21 PM] blahhh.....: I love in the 18th generation
[2/13/2017 4:55:24 PM] blahhh.....: Live
[2/13/2017 4:55:42 PM] blahhh.....: You are in the the 20th or 21st century
[2/13/2017 4:55:44 PM] Myself: 18th generation?
[2/13/2017 4:55:53 PM] Myself: century?
[2/13/2017 4:56:10 PM] blahhh.....: Okay I will simplify it
[2/13/2017 4:56:24 PM] blahhh.....: We live in a modern world in the past
[2/13/2017 4:56:30 PM] blahhh.....: You live in a marble world
[2/13/2017 4:56:41 PM] blahhh.....: We never had marble in our times
[2/13/2017 4:57:19 PM] blahhh.....: Sound simple?
[2/13/2017 4:58:21 PM] Myself: I am trying to put it together.. it sounds like a puzzle
[2/13/2017 4:58:33 PM] blahhh.....: Sorta
[2/13/2017 4:58:45 PM] Myself: 18th generation..
[2/13/2017 4:58:56 PM] blahhh.....: But right now Chelsea is what you need to depend on because it's affecting him
[2/13/2017 4:59:08 PM] blahhh.....: She affects him because of me
[2/13/2017 4:59:48 PM] blahhh.....: The more she runs the more I will come close
[2/13/2017 5:00:03 PM] Myself: I.. want to take back some things I've said to her.. but it's too late she thinks I'm like Benjamin..
[2/13/2017 5:01:00 PM] blahhh.....: Stop changing youself
[2/13/2017 5:01:02 PM] Myself: I could of just said that he did these things.. because
[2/13/2017 5:01:02 PM] blahhh.....: Your
[2/13/2017 5:01:25 PM] Myself: what do you mean?..
[2/13/2017 5:01:37 PM] blahhh.....: Your like him because you are thinking like him
[2/13/2017 5:01:50 PM] blahhh.....: Nothing was his or your fault
[2/13/2017 5:02:05 PM] blahhh.....: It was me and her and her spirit
[2/13/2017 5:02:14 PM] blahhh.....: She gets anxiety by her spirit
[2/13/2017 5:02:40 PM] Myself: but.. to explain that to her.. she doesn't believe
[2/13/2017 5:03:04 PM] blahhh.....: Then stop holding it back
[2/13/2017 5:03:12 PM] blahhh.....: Or I will send more then what he has
[2/13/2017 5:03:16 PM] blahhh.....: Demons of myself
[2/13/2017 5:03:26 PM] blahhh.....: Spirits of hell
[2/13/2017 5:03:31 PM] blahhh.....: To seek to kill
[2/13/2017 5:03:46 PM] Myself: ......
[2/13/2017 5:04:03 PM] Myself: I.. I'm just glad she hasn't blocked me..
[2/13/2017 5:04:11 PM] blahhh.....: They will give no second chance one it has been unleashed
[2/13/2017 5:04:27 PM] Myself: There is still a chance.. to win her heart..
[2/13/2017 5:04:56 PM] blahhh.....: A chance to destroy and kill as well....
[2/13/2017 5:05:16 PM] blahhh.....: Look alright if I send spirits she will see them and be scared like he has been since he was born
[2/13/2017 5:05:28 PM] blahhh.....: He is valuable
[2/13/2017 5:05:58 PM] Myself: I know this.. and I'm trying to stay strong for them..
[2/13/2017 5:06:25 PM] Myself: I just.. don't know how much time it will take to win her heart..
[2/13/2017 5:06:25 PM] blahhh.....: He's a crystal
[2/13/2017 5:06:30 PM] blahhh.....: His friends are guardd
[2/13/2017 5:06:35 PM] blahhh.....: You are his healer
[2/13/2017 5:06:39 PM] blahhh.....: Think of it as that
[2/13/2017 5:06:56 PM] Myself: yes.. that is true
[2/13/2017 5:07:02 PM] blahhh.....: Wait
[2/13/2017 5:07:07 PM] Myself: I want the best for them..
[2/13/2017 5:07:15 PM] blahhh.....: I just figured something
[2/13/2017 5:07:16 PM] Myself: hmm?
[2/13/2017 5:07:39 PM] blahhh.....: What if he never talks to her but then she comes back to him
[2/13/2017 5:07:55 PM] Myself: she comes back to him?
[2/13/2017 5:08:02 PM] blahhh.....: For sure she will need a gaming buddy
[2/13/2017 5:08:51 PM] Myself: crazy thought.. but I was thinking of acting on his account like real ben to her..
[2/13/2017 5:09:38 PM] blahhh.....: Hey been getting it hard and let's leave it like that
[2/13/2017 5:09:57 PM] Myself: huh?
[2/13/2017 5:10:48 PM] Myself: maybe it is a waiting game.. for her to recover.. and come to but does she even want help herself? I'm thinking no for some reason
[2/13/2017 5:11:09 PM] blahhh.....: She will
[2/13/2017 5:11:31 PM] blahhh.....: His ex came back to him
[2/13/2017 5:11:36 PM] Myself: she will find help if I apologize to her.. and try to give her support?..
[2/13/2017 5:11:39 PM] blahhh.....: And they became friends
[2/13/2017 5:11:48 PM] Myself: his.. ex?
[2/13/2017 5:11:59 PM] blahhh.....: Yeah Benjamin use to have this other girl
[2/13/2017 5:12:10 PM] Myself: oh didn't know that
[2/13/2017 5:12:29 PM] blahhh.....: All of them became friends with him
[2/13/2017 5:12:59 PM] Myself: I see
[2/13/2017 5:13:45 PM] blahhh.....: He loves athletic girls
[2/13/2017 5:13:52 PM] blahhh.....: Or I should say cute ones
[2/13/2017 5:14:52 PM] blahhh.....: Chelsea is very athletic and so is he
[2/13/2017 5:21:01 PM] Myself: I almost want people to help me in this.. I feel alone.. but with the spirits..
[2/13/2017 5:22:10 PM] blahhh.....: May the spirits be with you to give power
[2/13/2017 5:24:59 PM] Myself: yes.. please..
[2/13/2017 5:25:09 PM] Myself: who am I speaking to btw..
[2/13/2017 5:32:39 PM] blahhh.....: Blake and bianca
[2/13/2017 5:32:47 PM] blahhh.....: We both aside you
[2/13/2017 5:33:26 PM] Myself: really? not just one?
[2/13/2017 5:35:42 PM] blahhh.....: There is Jessica and Veronica as well
[2/13/2017 5:36:37 PM] Myself: yes
[2/13/2017 5:36:42 PM] blahhh.....: All 4 of us will provide information and ideas
[2/13/2017 5:37:51 PM] Myself: I thank you all for helping with that
[2/13/2017 5:39:07 PM] Myself: I just want to win her heart.. and I now know how carefully I need to tread through to get there..
[2/13/2017 5:40:33 PM] blahhh.....: Be very careful and you will win
[2/13/2017 5:41:09 PM] blahhh.....: Reaser is someone she talks to as well
[2/13/2017 5:41:15 PM] blahhh.....: But he is in the hospital
[2/13/2017 5:42:18 PM] Myself: what would he represent?
[2/13/2017 5:42:32 PM] Myself: and why is he in the hospital..? does he know?
[2/13/2017 5:42:39 PM] Myself: do you*
[2/13/2017 5:44:14 PM] blahhh.....: What?
[2/13/2017 5:44:35 PM] Myself: why is he in the hospital? what is known?
[2/13/2017 5:44:46 PM] blahhh.....: We don't know yet
[2/13/2017 5:44:55 PM] Myself: hmm
[2/13/2017 5:49:39 PM] blahhh.....: Everything is still hurting him
[2/13/2017 5:49:52 PM] Myself: I know....
[2/13/2017 5:53:50 PM] blahhh.....: We will all stall
[2/13/2017 7:03:47 PM] blahhh.....: It's still going....
[2/13/2017 7:03:56 PM] blahhh.....: We don't know how much longer can we keep this up
[2/13/2017 7:05:43 PM] Myself: ....... doesn't Jessica know something about time.. I remember
[2/13/2017 7:06:03 PM] blahhh.....: Jessica the supporter?
[2/13/2017 7:06:12 PM] Myself: yes
[2/13/2017 7:06:35 PM] Myself: I'm interested in what she knows if possible
[2/13/2017 7:07:12 PM] blahhh.....: She knows that Benjamin has been chased and she modified he's body
[2/13/2017 7:07:35 PM] blahhh.....: She knows that I've been with Chelsea the entire time
[2/13/2017 7:07:55 PM] blahhh.....: Real be was suffering because I made him suffer
[2/13/2017 7:09:31 PM] Myself: alright was there anything else?
[2/13/2017 7:10:00 PM] Myself: And modified how..?
[2/13/2017 7:11:43 PM] blahhh.....: Modified using a very powerful tazer
[2/13/2017 7:12:41 PM] Myself: A.. tazer? what would that do for him..
[2/13/2017 7:13:02 PM] blahhh.....: Everyone Chelsea says stop he gets stunned
[2/13/2017 7:13:06 PM] blahhh.....: And falls to the ground
[2/13/2017 7:13:23 PM] blahhh.....: The hospital took it out
[2/13/2017 7:14:05 PM] Myself: oh.. wait.. So that doesn't happen to him anymore?..
[2/13/2017 7:14:18 PM] blahhh.....: Not anymore but he still has the scar
[2/13/2017 7:14:50 PM] Myself: alright
[2/13/2017 7:15:58 PM] Myself: I am brainstorming ideas at the moment.. I don't want to be overly rash.. not think clearly.. etc.
[2/13/2017 7:16:11 PM] blahhh.....: Alright
[2/13/2017 7:20:54 PM] blahhh.....: At night...
[2/13/2017 7:21:10 PM] blahhh.....: There's a strange action he does...
[2/13/2017 7:21:14 PM] Myself: At night....?
[2/13/2017 7:21:23 PM] blahhh.....: Evil doesn't do it
[2/13/2017 7:21:27 PM] Myself: What is it?
[2/13/2017 7:21:29 PM] blahhh.....: None of us do it
[2/13/2017 7:21:56 PM] blahhh.....: It's the sound of a beating heart
[2/13/2017 7:22:13 PM] blahhh.....: Yelling him that he had to find her
[2/13/2017 7:22:36 PM] blahhh.....: Telling
[2/13/2017 7:22:47 PM] Myself: Well...
[2/13/2017 7:23:12 PM] Myself: But an action?
[2/13/2017 7:23:27 PM] blahhh.....: The action sensing her position
[2/13/2017 7:23:32 PM] blahhh.....: Meditating
[2/13/2017 7:23:48 PM] Myself: Oh..
[2/13/2017 7:24:03 PM] blahhh.....: He zones out
[2/13/2017 7:24:19 PM] Myself: I.. do too......
[2/13/2017 7:24:20 PM] blahhh.....: As him going into the afterlife
[2/13/2017 7:25:07 PM] Myself: I keep looking at the south west.. Completely zoning out.. Feel like a zombie.. Can't stop it..
[2/13/2017 7:25:10 PM] blahhh.....: It's pretty hardcore for him to do it
[2/13/2017 7:47:51 PM] Myself: This might sound a bit out there.. But.. Uhh.. Are there certain gems and crystals you could use for calming and the like? Maybe up the effects of them.. might help..
[2/13/2017 7:48:15 PM] blahhh.....: Yes there is
[2/13/2017 7:48:18 PM] blahhh.....: But very few
[2/13/2017 7:48:25 PM] blahhh.....: 3 or 4 are around
[2/13/2017 7:48:47 PM] Myself: Tourmaline, amazonite?
[2/13/2017 7:50:29 PM] Myself: Can you list them? And maybe squire them for use on Ben..?
[2/13/2017 7:50:37 PM] blahhh.....: We have to find them first
[2/13/2017 7:50:43 PM] blahhh.....: Some are buried
[2/13/2017 7:50:45 PM] Myself: aquire
[2/13/2017 7:51:02 PM] Myself: Hmm
[2/13/2017 7:54:12 PM] Myself: What are some called?
[2/13/2017 7:54:33 PM] blahhh.....: We have to find them first and analyze it outself
[2/13/2017 7:54:37 PM] blahhh.....: Ourself
[2/13/2017 7:56:13 PM] Myself: Hmm.. But you said there were 3 or 4 of them?
[2/13/2017 7:56:28 PM] blahhh.....: Around the area
[2/13/2017 7:56:42 PM] Myself: Oh.. You can sense them?
[2/13/2017 7:57:01 PM] blahhh.....: Of his body current position I can sense them
[2/13/2017 7:59:21 PM] Myself: Alright are they close to the surface..?  Or way underground?
[2/13/2017 8:00:24 PM] blahhh.....: 1 in close to the surface but the others seem too deep to reach
[2/13/2017 8:00:31 PM] Myself: Also what is happening nearby?
[2/13/2017 8:01:00 PM] blahhh.....: Well everything is quite near him
[2/13/2017 8:01:00 PM] Myself: alright. Just how far down could that one be..
[2/13/2017 8:01:25 PM] blahhh.....: 1000 to 1500 feet down
[2/13/2017 8:03:17 PM] Myself: Maybe there are some elsewhere that someone could bring to you... Or.. Drill down.. Somehow..
[2/13/2017 8:05:02 PM] Myself: And what do you mean by everything is quite near him?
[2/13/2017 8:05:22 PM] blahhh.....: Quiet near him
[2/13/2017 8:07:36 PM] Myself: Oh, where are his friends?
[2/13/2017 8:07:51 PM] blahhh.....: Near him
[2/13/2017 8:07:59 PM] blahhh.....: But he's calming down now
[2/13/2017 8:08:19 PM] Myself: that's good to hear
[2/13/2017 8:08:54 PM] blahhh.....: I am playing music so he would calm down
[2/13/2017 8:09:28 PM] Myself: Music calms.. Ambience calms..
[2/13/2017 8:10:10 PM] Myself: That is.. HIM?  D:
[2/13/2017 8:10:19 PM] blahhh.....: Yes it is
[2/13/2017 8:10:38 PM] Myself: Wow.. My..
[2/13/2017 8:10:41 PM] blahhh.....: But I am controlling him
[2/13/2017 8:10:51 PM] blahhh.....: So I am pretending to be him
[2/13/2017 8:11:22 PM] blahhh.....: While he is still controlling his mind
[2/13/2017 8:12:03 PM] Myself: I am staying as calm as I can as well
[2/13/2017 8:12:18 PM] blahhh.....: Please
[2/13/2017 8:12:23 PM] blahhh.....: He's not in harm yet
[2/13/2017 8:37:58 PM] blahhh.....: A shade of black covers him....
[2/13/2017 8:38:11 PM] blahhh.....: It's me btw
[2/13/2017 8:41:34 PM] Myself: It's you?
[2/13/2017 8:41:59 PM] blahhh.....: Yeah it's me Benjamin
[2/13/2017 8:42:56 PM] Myself: Funny that you said that.. I JUST prayed for you when you texted.......
[2/13/2017 8:46:41 PM] blahhh.....: Well then...
[2/13/2017 8:47:00 PM] Myself: Yea.....
[2/13/2017 10:24:09 PM] blahhh.....: It....
[2/13/2017 10:24:11 PM] blahhh.....: Is....
[2/13/2017 10:24:13 PM] blahhh.....: Coming.....
[2/13/2017 10:24:29 PM] blahhh.....: Sorry
[2/13/2017 10:24:32 PM] blahhh.....: Kai
[2/13/2017 10:24:43 PM] Myself: Huh..?
[2/13/2017 10:24:45 PM] blahhh.....: But Benjamin has been placed down again by us
[2/13/2017 10:25:02 PM] Myself: .... Placed down?
[2/13/2017 10:25:36 PM] blahhh.....: We are holding him down again
[2/13/2017 10:26:24 PM] Myself: Is this really it.... I....
[2/13/2017 10:27:07 PM] Myself: I need to get to her heart..
[2/13/2017 10:27:20 PM] blahhh.....: We found the crystal
[2/13/2017 10:27:27 PM] blahhh.....: Used it on him
[2/13/2017 10:27:34 PM] blahhh.....: Then he started to lose himself
[2/13/2017 10:27:40 PM] Myself: Found it? Really?
[2/13/2017 10:27:42 PM] blahhh.....: To see what kind of crystal it is
[2/13/2017 10:27:43 PM] blahhh.....: Yes
[2/13/2017 10:27:50 PM] Myself: Oh..
[2/13/2017 10:27:58 PM] blahhh.....: All of them had different colors to them but different affects
[2/13/2017 10:28:44 PM] Myself: How did you even get to them..?
[2/13/2017 10:29:01 PM] blahhh.....: 1 was in the dirt
[2/13/2017 10:29:07 PM] blahhh.....: So it wasn't that deep
[2/13/2017 10:30:37 PM] Myself: ah I just hope it helps.. In any amount
[2/13/2017 10:31:46 PM] Myself: Contacting Chelsea.. Going to try to apologize to her.. Unless you think that's actually a bad idea
[2/13/2017 10:37:03 PM] Myself: .....?
[2/13/2017 10:42:07 PM] blahhh.....: Go for it
[2/13/2017 10:43:05 PM] Myself: I shall
[2/13/2017 10:52:35 PM] Myself: good so far
[2/13/2017 10:53:34 PM] Myself: she doesn't know about res
[2/13/2017 10:53:47 PM] Myself: condition
[2/13/2017 10:58:16 PM] Myself: I.. do not know what to say..
[2/13/2017 11:08:18 PM] Myself: umm......
[2/13/2017 11:13:12 PM] blahhh.....: This is bad....
[2/13/2017 11:13:19 PM] Myself: huh..
[2/13/2017 11:13:29 PM] Myself: I just apologized..
[2/13/2017 11:13:37 PM] blahhh.....: What did she say?
[2/13/2017 11:13:41 PM] Myself: nothing yet
[2/13/2017 11:13:48 PM] blahhh.....: Well then
[2/13/2017 11:14:04 PM] Myself: I was scared to and just tried..
[2/13/2017 11:15:06 PM] Myself: I feel like giving her my full logs and that picture that Ben sent with the thing... on the pavement..
[2/13/2017 11:15:52 PM] Myself: I just don't know anymore.. what to do...
[2/13/2017 11:18:11 PM] Myself: maybe it's because I mentioned.. "worry" and it did something.. she has anxiety after all right?
[2/13/2017 11:37:23 PM] Myself: who knows that res is in the hospital?
[2/14/2017 12:41:50 AM] Myself: uhh.. what's with this name....?
[2/14/2017 12:42:04 AM] kawaiisensei: Hide myself
[2/14/2017 12:42:13 AM] Myself: hide yourself?
[2/14/2017 12:42:32 AM] kawaiisensei: Later chat
[2/14/2017 12:42:36 AM] kawaiisensei: In car
[2/14/2017 12:42:50 AM] Myself: in a car..
[2/14/2017 12:42:52 AM] Myself: ok..
[2/14/2017 6:35:23 PM] kill me....: Stop....
[2/14/2017 6:36:17 PM] kill me....: You don't need to help anymore...
[2/14/2017 6:36:23 PM] kill me....: Kai just rest...
[2/14/2017 6:39:52 PM] Myself: huh?
[2/14/2017 6:40:01 PM] Myself: I.. I don't..?
[2/14/2017 6:40:14 PM] kill me....: Just stop...
[2/14/2017 6:40:21 PM] Myself: he told you I contacted him i'm guessing?
[2/14/2017 6:40:33 PM] kill me....: Tell my brother to stop and let me rest in my grave...
[2/14/2017 6:40:39 PM] Myself: .......
[2/14/2017 6:40:41 PM] kill me....: I will keep going to look for her...
[2/14/2017 6:40:50 PM] kill me....: But I am sure I will die anyways...
[2/14/2017 6:41:06 PM] Myself: I do not wish that... I do not..
[2/14/2017 6:41:19 PM] kill me....: Then you tell her...
[2/14/2017 6:41:49 PM] kill me....: I made a promise that I will not lose a friend...
[2/14/2017 6:42:01 PM] kill me....: And if I do I will kill myself...
[2/14/2017 6:42:26 PM] Myself: lose a friend..? who..
[2/14/2017 6:42:32 PM] kill me....: Chelsea...
[2/14/2017 6:43:01 PM] Myself: you still consider her a friend even with the way she treated you after..  is that it
[2/14/2017 6:43:28 PM] Myself: she needs to understand to forgive
[2/14/2017 6:44:01 PM] Myself: and btw what is that mayday parade song..
[2/14/2017 6:45:10 PM] kill me....: It's how I feel...
[2/14/2017 6:45:15 PM] kill me....: To her...
[2/14/2017 6:45:18 PM] kill me....: Between us...
[2/14/2017 6:46:57 PM] Myself: is it something that could be given to her in some way.. like play that song for her outside her home with a sign saying some sort of friend affection for her.. I just..
[2/14/2017 6:48:18 PM] kill me....: Bye...
[2/14/2017 6:48:43 PM] Myself: I.. :/
[2/14/2017 6:48:54 PM] kill me....: Nothing works...
[2/14/2017 6:50:15 PM] Myself: it was a suggestion I'm thinking of things in simple terms of what you can do.. the fact that you took the trouble to get all the way there to do that.. has to say something about your relationship with her
[2/14/2017 6:50:41 PM] kill me....: EVIL DID THIS NO EMOTION DID!
[2/14/2017 6:50:48 PM] kill me....: JUST LEAVE!
[2/14/2017 6:50:53 PM] Myself: huh..
[2/14/2017 6:50:57 PM] kill me....: NOTHING WILL WORK EVEN IF I TRIED
[2/14/2017 6:51:20 PM] Myself: do not think that way
[2/14/2017 6:51:44 PM] Myself: there has to be there just has to
[2/14/2017 6:52:03 PM] Myself: now please calm down Ben
[2/14/2017 6:52:22 PM] Myself: please listen to some ambient music or something
[2/14/2017 7:19:43 PM] Myself: this is MY song to you.. https://youtu.be/8akRlqpUwOQ
[2/14/2017 9:13:20 PM] kill me....: ...
[2/14/2017 9:14:00 PM] Myself: yes..?
[2/14/2017 9:14:16 PM] kill Myself....: Why do you still choose to help...
[2/14/2017 9:14:31 PM] Myself: because I feel entitled to
[2/14/2017 9:16:18 PM] kill me....: ...
[2/14/2017 9:19:02 PM] kill me....: No...
[2/14/2017 9:19:06 PM] kill me....: Stop...
[2/14/2017 9:19:13 PM] kill me....: Just go live your life...
[2/14/2017 9:20:48 PM] Myself: .....
[2/14/2017 9:21:05 PM] Myself: just wanted to ask if everyone is still with you..
[2/14/2017 9:21:15 PM] kill me....: No...
[2/14/2017 9:21:17 PM] kill me....: I am alone...
[2/14/2017 9:22:03 PM] Myself: no friends.. spirits at all..?
[2/14/2017 9:22:46 PM] kill me....: Spirits only...
[2/14/2017 9:23:05 PM] Myself: oh.. that's what I meant by "everyone"..
[2/14/2017 9:24:35 PM] kill me....: 10...
[2/14/2017 9:24:37 PM] kill me....: 9...
[2/14/2017 9:24:39 PM] kill me....: 8....
[2/14/2017 9:24:42 PM] Myself: huh..
[2/14/2017 9:24:42 PM] kill me....: 7...
[2/14/2017 9:24:44 PM] kill me....: 6...
[2/14/2017 9:24:47 PM] kill me....: 5...
[2/14/2017 9:24:49 PM] kill me....: 4...
[2/14/2017 9:24:51 PM] Myself: why are you..
[2/14/2017 9:24:52 PM] kill me....: 3...
[2/14/2017 9:24:54 PM] kill me....: 2...
[2/14/2017 9:24:57 PM] kill me....: 1...
[2/14/2017 9:25:00 PM] kill me....: 0...
[2/14/2017 9:25:03 PM] kill me....: ....
[2/14/2017 9:25:06 PM] kill me....: ....
[2/14/2017 9:25:08 PM] kill me....: ....
[2/14/2017 9:25:11 PM] kill me....: ....
[2/14/2017 9:25:14 PM] kill me....: ....
[2/14/2017 9:25:16 PM] kill me....: ....
[2/14/2017 9:25:19 PM] kill me....: ...
[2/14/2017 9:25:21 PM] kill me....: ....
[2/14/2017 9:25:24 PM] kill me....: ....
[2/14/2017 9:25:26 PM] Myself: uhhh...
[2/14/2017 9:25:27 PM] kill me....: ....
[2/14/2017 9:25:33 PM] kill me....: He's gone....
[2/14/2017 9:25:46 PM] Myself: wuh?..
[2/14/2017 9:25:56 PM] Myself: ....
[2/14/2017 9:25:56 PM] kill me....: God you again....
[2/14/2017 9:26:06 PM] kill me....: Haven't we already told you what to do?
[2/14/2017 9:26:26 PM] Myself: to contact res? yes I'm trying to
[2/14/2017 9:26:37 PM] kill me....: Time still is ticking
[2/14/2017 11:06:08 PM] kill me....: ...
[2/14/2017 11:06:15 PM] kill me....: I got lost...
[2/14/2017 11:07:03 PM] Myself: got... lost.. What do you mean..
[2/14/2017 11:07:35 PM] kill me....: Trying to find home....
[2/14/2017 11:18:17 PM] kill me....: MORE SPIRITS
[2/14/2017 11:19:59 PM] Myself: I see.. seems like about 4 others..? or more?
[2/14/2017 11:20:50 PM] kill me....: 3!
[2/14/2017 11:22:50 PM] Myself: can you find out about them..?
[2/14/2017 11:23:21 PM] kill me....: No they disappeared
[2/14/2017 11:23:24 PM] Myself: are they following.. or not
[2/14/2017 11:23:34 PM] Myself: oh
[2/14/2017 11:24:23 PM] Myself: let's see.. they are those orbs right..? one at the ground and two above?
[2/14/2017 11:24:26 PM] kill me....: THERE IS ANOTHER ONE
[2/14/2017 11:26:39 PM] Myself: hmm.. having trouble seeing where that one is..
[2/14/2017 11:28:05 PM] kill me....: Under the window
[2/14/2017 11:28:12 PM] kill me....: It's a boy I think
[2/14/2017 11:29:21 PM] Myself: ohhh.. near the car?
[2/14/2017 11:29:30 PM] kill me....: Yeah
[2/14/2017 11:29:39 PM] Myself: yea I see!
[2/14/2017 11:30:08 PM] kill me....: Dude I am so fucken scared right now
[2/14/2017 11:30:13 PM] Myself: attracted most likely..
[2/14/2017 11:31:43 PM] Myself: scared of them..? or just.. getting home..
[2/14/2017 11:32:16 PM] kill me....: I DON'T KNOW I'M SCARED SHITLESS!
[2/14/2017 11:32:27 PM] Myself: ...
[2/14/2017 11:32:30 PM] Myself: :/
[2/14/2017 11:32:39 PM] kill me....: NO ONE IS AROUND ME!
[2/14/2017 11:32:45 PM] kill me....: Go to sc
[2/14/2017 11:32:58 PM] Myself: sc?
[2/14/2017 11:34:01 PM] kill me....: Snapchat
[2/14/2017 11:34:48 PM] Myself: it's soo dark...
[2/14/2017 11:35:15 PM] kill me....: THAT IS WHY I SEE SPIRITS!
[2/14/2017 11:38:07 PM] Myself: I need to go for a little bit
[2/14/2017 11:38:55 PM] kill me....: Alright I'll message once I am home
[2/14/2017 11:39:16 PM] Myself: kk
[2/17/2017 10:45:36 PM] Myself: I will
[2/17/2017 10:45:46 PM] Myself: it's the timing that isn't perfect
[2/17/2017 10:46:07 PM] Myself: family eats so late.. I don't like it
[2/17/2017 10:46:38 PM] kill me....: There isn't much time
[2/17/2017 10:46:46 PM] Myself: and they stay up so damnit..
[2/17/2017 10:48:11 PM] Myself: I have it all ready so you don't need to fill me in again
[2/17/2017 10:49:00 PM] kill me....: Then don't make me say it again
[2/17/2017 11:58:37 PM] kill me....: Well then
[2/17/2017 11:59:26 PM] kill me....: His body can withstand the cold, heat, and more
[2/18/2017 12:12:55 AM] Myself: how did you find that out..?
[2/18/2017 2:33:45 AM] kill me....: On here...
[2/18/2017 2:34:01 AM] Myself: oh.. ok
[2/18/2017 2:34:22 AM] Myself: here goes
[2/18/2017 2:34:44 AM] *** Call to kill me.... ***